Your beautiful

Disclaimer: I do not own final fantasy or any othe Square Enix characters.

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"Sephiroth, I love you"

Green eyes flew open. He didn't move or blink, he didn't even sigh. He just lay there between his sweat covered sheets on his king sized bed staring into the darkness which still covered his spacious and eloquent bedroom. He lay there for a few minutes before he brought a hand up to rub his temples and allowed a loud growl to escape from between his lips. 'That dream again'. He yanked the covers from his body and with an inhuman agility he lunged from the bed and paced across his room to the large window covering most of the front wall. His nude body seemed to glow in the moonlight which shone through the glass, he never slept in clothes. Man was born naked after all.

"That's the eight night in a row" he spat. He gazed dreamily at the view of the streets of Midgar below him. He looked at the people walking the streets, mostly party goers and prostitutes at this hour, and narrowed his eyes in disgust.

Ever since he was a child he had always found himself repulsed by the people around him, he found them decedent and weak and often wished for them to be punished. He had always feared these thoughts and had tried to hide them from both the world, and himself. This was something he did quite well and somewhere along the line he had even managed to find two people he truly cared for and could even say he loved: Genesis and Angeal, his best friends. However, his hatred never truly went away and with it came a terrible depression, a depression which numbed him to the world and made everything grey and futile. Nothing could seem lift this feeling; nothing could reallu penetrate him. He was just a walking corpse, going through the motions of life without really living it.

"Then you came along" he whispered, his eyes wide and unfocused. "With those eyes, why did you look at me with them? Did you not know that I could never escape from them, is that what you want. And your skin, oh your beautiful skin, is it soft, could I run my fingers over it and make it blush and twitch" he brought his face closer to the window, his forehead touching the cool glass. "Your so young and so small, you need me, the world is not a nice place for angels who don't deserve to die" his breath fogged up the window and he brought up a pale hand to run his fingers through the patch.

Eight days it has been since he set eyes on the angel, the Adonis. How could such a normal night turn into the most important moment of his life?

He'd been walking home from his job when he realised he was in need of a few groceries, this annoyed him as his fame usually caused him a few awkward moments with fans in public places such as food shops and he always had someone else to run such meager errands for him. However, it was late and he was rather thirsty so he had no choice but to get them himself. He rounded a corner and approached the food store 'DILLY DALLY' near his complex. He entered the store, happy that it was practically empty, and began collecting the desired items from the appropriate shelves. Once he was finished he made his way to the only checkout counter which was opened at such a late hour. He didn't even look up as he began piling the contents of his shopping basket, most of which were alcohol, onto the counter to be scanned by the worker.

"Do you have a store card?" A soft, boyish voice inquired from behind the counter . He paused for a moment before he dragged his eyes away from the ramen in his hands and up to meet the most breath taking eyes he had ever seen in his life. Two dazzling blue orbs stared into his and for a moment he felt as though he was transparent, like those eyes were looking right into his soul. It was thrilling. His own catlike eyes scanned the face of the owner of those eyes and found it just as perfect. A cute, heart shaped face was framed by wild blond spiky locks which hung and stood in all the right places to flatter him, it was clearly not styled but natural. Pale skin, a petite nose and fleshy pink lips gave the face an angelic quality while still showing a boyish and youthful appeal. All in all, the boy was absolutely gorgeous. "Um, sir, do you have a store card?" He hadn't realised he had been staring until he heard the boy speak again. He shook his head.

"No." He stated firmly. He was no blubbering idiot, even in the face of such perfection.

"Okay, would you like to apply for one?" The boy smiled. It was a smile that could put any model to shame, but it also seemed strained and almost sad. Why would this angel be sad? Why did he care?

"No." He said again.

"Okay, that will be 56.79 please." The boy answered mechanically. He fetched his wallet and handed the boy the required Gil. He allowed his eyes to trail over the boys form as he dealt with the money. His pale lithe body was just as perfect as his face, even in a black work T-shirt and a pair of worn black cargo pants. The boy turned back around and smiled nervously as he handed back the change, he seemed rather nervous during the whole exchange really, but that was to be expected. He wasn't nearly as bad as most of the fools he usually dealt with!

"Thank you. Please come again soon." He heard the boy say as he turned to exit the shop, without replying he went through the glass doors, exiting the shop and not looking back.

There, that was it, one small exchange that sent his whole body into this state of...he didn't know what, but it was confusing and it was frustrating and it was delicious. For the first time in his life he felt alive. It wasn't just lust either, although there was alot of that, but there was also a feeling of possessiveness and protectiveness for the teen. Eight days and nights he had spent convincing himself to forget the angel, that it was just a silly and childish infatuation and would go away eventually. He now realised how wrong he was. Why try to fight the one thing that gave him peace, he saw it all so clearly now, he was meant to see the boy that night, to fall in love with , he was chosen as the one who would have this boy, protect him and own him. It was destiny.

"Forgive me for what I might become," he whispered, raising his eyes to the sky, "but I will do what ever it takes to have you, and make no mistake, you will be mine..."

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"Cloud!" Cloud strife turned away from his locker to smile at his friend Yuffy who was shuffling down the school corridor with too much bags and books in her hand. He chuckled lightly as he watched the small girl repeatedly bump into other student's without apologising. They gave her annoyed glances but most seemed to be used to her.

"Hey." He said when the girl reached him.

"Hey! Your not working Saturday right?" Yuffie asked as she opened her own locker and began shovelling her books into the untidy space. He nodded and she let out a high pitch did girls have to do that?

"Awsom! There's like, the biggest party of the year at Tifa's house this weekend. I'm so excited! Reno, Leon, Yuna, Tidus and Zack are all coming! This will be so fun, we haven't had a good session in a while." She babbled. Cloud shook his head.

"Yuffie, we went to the 'biggest party of the year' two weeks ago," he stated dryly, "anyway I don't know if I can make it, my mom's been pretty sick and I'd feel bad leaving her alone, besides, don't we have that test Monday?"

"Oh come on Cloud, your mom wants you to be a kid and your always worrying. You need to have some fun." The brunette said softly. Cloud sighed before nodding his head. How did she always manage to convince him to do what she wanted. "That test is just a stupit little pop quiz anyway, there's no point worrying about it until, like an hour before it." She continued causing Cloud to roll his eyes at her statement.

"I'll see what I can do." he relented. Yuffie smiled and clapped her hands excitedly. The bell rang and the two began to make their way to their first study class.

"Uh,we've got maths after this." The small girl complained. Cloud had to agree with her unhappiness, he was more an English and History person. The two entered the library and sat at their appointed desk's.

The teacher wasn't there yet so the blond took out his books and began some homework he left out the night before, that's what study classes were for after all, no one actually studied in them. In this school classes were mixed during study, meaning all different years were thrown in together and that led to alot of noise so Cloud never really got alot of work done in them either way.

"Only nerds start work before the teachers come in, you know." Cloud jumped slightly when a tanned hand slammed down on his desk. He shook his head before bringing his eyes up to meet a pair of smirking purple orbs.

"Well, only idiots don't start their work at all." The blond smirked back.

"Ha, touche!" the other replied. The raven teen ruffled the blonde's spikes, which caused the boy to growl. He took his seat in the desk beside him and began opening his own books. Cloud allowed his eyes to trail over the older male.

Zack Fair, in Clouds opinion, was one of the most handsome and charming people out there. He was eighteen, a senior, but he looked older. The boy was six foot tall and muscular, he had tanned skin and dark raven hair that reached just below his shoulders. His face was also perfect with bright purple eyes, a sculpted nose and nice lips that always seemed to be smirking. Yes, Zack Fair was a stud, but he was also one of the nicest people the blond knew, because despite being the star jock in the school and one of the most popular kids, he was very down to earth and friendly. Even though the two were very different, he and Cloud had been good friends since they were little.

"So, whats new with you?" The ravenette asked, clearly not interested in working right now.

"Nothing really, I've mostly been working and hanging out at home. You?"

"Uh, I went out with some guys Sunday night, I got pretty wasted." Cloud shook his head and mumbled something like 'thats new'. Zack shot him a look before laughing.

"Oh shut up! Anyway, I was pretty much dying Monday." The older male shuddered and Cloud laughed.

"Why do you keep drinking so much? Its not worth it if you feel that bad the next day?"

"Sorry mom."

"Thats okay honey, just try to act smarter than you look."

"Hey!" Zack growled, trying to stay serious. The blond laughed out loud, a laugh which caused most people to melt, an held up his hands.

"I'm sorry, you can go and get as drunk and sick as you like, Zacky. Your so amazing it doesn't matter what you do anyway." He explained sarcastically and in a patronising tone, Zack nodded, ignoring the sarcasm.

"Thats better." He said. The teacher came into the room and study began.

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"I'm fucking starving!" Reno shouted as the group made their way towards the cafeteria. Cloud, who was standing beside him, cringed at the volume of his voice as the others laughed. They made their way to a table near the window. They always sat there, Cloud between Zack and Reno, Leon between Yuffy and Reno and of course Yuna and Tidus across the table from the rest, they were nice but their PDA made it uncomfortable to sit beside them.

"You've got to love chocobo chili day." Reno moaned with his mouth full, earning a smack on the head from Yuna.

"Thats disgusting!" She hissed at him. Reno just grinned causing Zack to let out a loud laugh before turning to Cloud.

"You sure you don't want a burger, chocobo head?" He asked. Cloud, unlike the others, always packed a lunch instead of buying it at school; what was the point in wasting money? He smiled at Zack and shook his head,

"No Zack, if I'm a chocobo head then I can't eat any chocobos, that would be cannibalism!" He exclaimed in mock horror causing the group to laugh. "Besides, I like my sandwich." He stated firmly.

"Okay, but I would rather have something hot, if I were you." Zack sighed. He worried about Cloud, he always had ever since they were young. He didn't like to see him stressed or sad and was always trying to find ways to make him happy. Cloud was stubborn, however, so it was difficult to tell him what to do.

"I'm fine, stop worrying." Cloud said genuinly as he looked into his eyes. There was no way to argue with that look.

"Yo, Fair." The group looked over to see three of Zack's jock buddies approach the table. Seifer, Axel and Loz. Axel was nice and hung out with them alot, Seifer was a bit of a prick and Loz was just all muscle, no brain.

"Hey! Whats up?" Zack got up from the table to talk to them.

"The coach wants to see us at one o'clock, so we better go now," Axel answered, "Cid will beat our asses if we're late, you too Reno." He motioned for the redhead to get up.

"Oh for fuck sake, I'm quitting the fucking team!" The other redhead grumbled and got up from the table. Axel laughed causing Reno to punch him in the arm, it was easy to tell they were cousins.

"So are you going to Tifa's Saturday, Cloud?" Seifer asked the blond softly, which was unusual for the loud mouthed senior. Zack watched as Cloud looked up at the other blond and blinked.

"Well, um, I was thinking about it," the blond answered, unsure why the other was asking "..are you?"

"Yeah I am. I hope to see you there." The jock answered, giving the blond a smile before turning to leave with the other redheads. Zack narrowed his eyes, there was only one reason Seifer Almasy would be interested in someone like Cloud attending a party and that thought made his blood boil, he wasn't his boyfriend but he always got mad when other guys approached Cloud. Anyway, Cloud was too young for Seifers type of fun, he was only fifteen, and he wasn't about to let anything happen to the boy. He looked at Cloud who had gone back to eating his sandwich, seeming to have forgotten about Seifer completely.

Zack sighed and headed to the coaches office. "You may be smart Cloudy, but you are way to naive."

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