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Eternal Fall	By : HotaruReborn Category: Final Fantasy VII > Het - Male/Female Views: 1176 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Final Fantasy and its characters are the property of Square Enix.
WARNING: Extreme sexual content (F/F, M/M), Violence, Blood/Cutting

Eternal Fall: part XIV: Forgiving

Sephiroth walked into his home on the edge of the military base after a "light" fifteen mile jog. Many of the recruits were on vacation, so he had time to do as he pleased. This meant he'd probably read and stare at the ceiling all day. He took a deep breath and headed for the shower.

And then he heard a slight creek, and then a shuffle.

The young general turned around walked into the kitchen slowly. Some things were out of place, but nothing appeared to be missing. He noticed that a couple chairs had been moved, and hookhook his head at how guileless this intruder could be. He knew it wasn't Zack, even though Zack had a key. Zack always made his presence known.

Sephiroth walked over to the table, knelt down, and flipped up the long white table cloth. He stared at the person crouched underneath the table.

"Don't kill me!" Aeris whimpered.

"Aeris..." Sephiroth grinned. "You're so good at sneaking around. I think you have what it takes to be in SOLDIER."

Aeris stuck out her tongue. "Go away!"

"Go away? You like it under the table?" he smiled.

"You're all sweaty! Go shower!"

"I'm not sweaty. Give me a hug."

"You are too!"

Sephiroth laughed and left her there under the table. "As you wish."

He went to the bathroom to shower. He took the time to wash his long hair a little better than he normally did, and he relaxed as the cool water hit his skin. He didn't have to do anything today, and for once, he didn't mind it. When he was done he put on a white t-shirt and black sweatpants mademade his way back to the kitchen. He heard Aeris giggling softly.

"Are you still under the table?" he asked as he walked into the kitchen.

He entered the dimly lit kitchen and saw her pouring drinks into glasses. Behind her, on the stove, flames caught his eye.

"Your food is on fire," he said calmly as he moved over to the stove.

He tilted his head when he got there, noticing that nothing was actually burning. He watched the tiny flames dance around on their posts.

"Is it supposed to be on fire?" he asked, turning to her.

"I don't think he's joking," someone whispered to his side.

He turned to see Zack, holding in his laughter. Sephiroth was about to question him when Aeris handed him a glass of wine. She handed Zack a glass of wine also, and poured some sparkling cider for herself.

Sephiroth had turned around and was starin the the flames. There was something gentle about them. In the past, fire always seemed to be around at horrible times in his life. But now, he was surrounded by people he liked and he was comfortable.

"Seriously, Seph, you've seen a birthday cake before, right?" Zack asked, placing a hand on his friend's shoulder.

"Birthday cake?"

"Blow out the candles and make a wish! Try to blow them all out at once," Aeris giggled.

"I like the fire," Sephiroth blinked.

"You'll get wax on the beautiful cake I baked!" Aeris said, crossing her arms.

Sephiroth smiled softly and blew out the candles.

"Did you make a wish?" Zack asked. "Don't tell us what it is."

"I made one," he nodded.

Aeris started to sing happy birthday, and Zack joined in. Sephiroth couldn't help but smirk as Zack sang. Sometimes he thought his friend sang like that to purposefully make people's ears burn. When they finished, they made a toast.

"Here's to hoping that Seph will always want to put up with me, and that he finds his way to true happiness," Zack grinned, his eyes bright.

Sephiroth lowered his head, not fully understanding what he felt. But he knew that he was glad to have these two with him. On this day that he turned twenty-two... a day that was supposedly special... a day he would have easily let pass like any other... they reminded him why living another year could be so important.
Aeris couldn't stay long of course, because while she was there was was so close to the very people who were after her. She dressed in a dark outfit and was driven home by one of Zack's friends. Zack remained in Sephiroth's home, eating cake and ice cream and finishing off the wine.

"You serious?" Zack asked. "You never had a birthday cake? What the hell did you do for your birthday then?"

"When I was small, people beat me. As I grew, I lost track of what day it was. It was usually marked by a new test or experiment on my body. I dit knt know birthdays were supposed to be celebrated every year. I thought it was just another day. I guess I still think that way."

"Well, I'll remember what day it is for you. Maybe I'll give you a spanking next year. Or something. I'll... what time is it? Wait... I'm sleeping here tonight, I don't wanna walk back. Recruits probably think we have sex on the field or somet. W. We're always gone at the same time. Oh wait! Everyone is home on vacation. Oh shit! I was supposed to go home sooner or later...."

"Zack...."

"Yea?"

"You're drunk," Sephiroth smirked.

"Heh. Just a little. You ever been drunk?"

"No."

"You should try it," Zack grinned, falling back on the couch.

"I drank a whole bottle on my own. It tastes strange, but I think I like it."

"Go drink another one!"

"So I can share in your drunken state?" Sephiroth asked, trying not to laugh.

Zack rested there for a long while, dozing off. Sephiroth ate another piece of cake.

"This tastes good," Sephiroth said after a while.

"You keep saying that. You should eat sweets more...."

"You're tired, Zack. Go to the guest room and get some sleep."

"Can't...."

"Why?"

"Because Cloud is sleeping in there...."

Sephiroth looked up from his cake with wide eyes and stared at his sleepy friend.

re tre to repeat that?" he asked softly.

"Cloud. Strife. The chocobo-haired kid. He's in the guest room."

Sephiroth was silent for a moment, and Zack glanced over at him.

"He said he didn't want to go home, Seph. Said something about not being able to face people yet. It looked like it would kill him to go. So I said he could stay."

"I trust your judgment. But...."

"You're still thinking about what happened last month? You didn't hurt hieph.eph. It's okay. Remember, I explained to him that you weren't yourself, but that I couldn't tell him why." He stretched, yawning softly. "He didn't get to meet Aeris. Kid needs company... kinda like you."

Sephiroth nodded slightly. Zack sat up and walked over to the armchair Seph was sitting in.

"Go to bed," Sephiroth said, looking up at him. "You're going to do somethieirdeird."

"I'm going to give you a lap dance

"Go sleep in my bed."

"I wore a special thong just for you."

Sephiroth chuckled softly and shook his head. "Thank you. Now I'll have nightmares."

"No you won't. It's a happy thong. Moogle print."

"BED!"

Zack flopped down on the couch again. "I'm not taking your bed. I'll sleep here."

Sephiroth stood slowly and walked over to Zack. "I don't mind. I only sleep four hours. Now go. Don't make me carry you."

"I'll do the passive resistance thing if you try."

Sephiroth started to smother his tired friend with a pillow, when suddenly a soft voice caught his attention.

"You..." came Cloud's soft, sleepy voice. "You two... are friends?"

Sephiroth stood motionless, looking at Cloud who was still standing close to the hallway. He didn't realize he was still holding the pillow over Zack's face until the raven-haired young man started to make very deliberate and ridiculous gurgling sounds. Sephiroth quickly came back to reality and lifted the pillow. Zack sat up just enough to peer over the back of the couch and lot Clt Cloud.

The three stared at each other for a few moments.

"I'm too tired and too drunk to think of an excuse," Zack muttered. "Yea, we're closer than I told you we were. And this isn't my place, it's Sephiroth's. But if I told you that you wouldn't have stayed here. But you can't tell anyone we're friends, or the other officers will throw a fit. Seph isn't supposed to be close tople.ple." Zack turned to Sephiroth as he rested on the couch again. "We can trust Cloud. He's a good kid."

Sephiroth nodded. He looked at Cloud and motioned for him to sit down on the couch that wasn't occupied by Zack's tall form. But it was apparent that Cloud didn't know how to act. He slowly moved over to the couch and sat.

"See Cloud..." Zack said in a very sleepy voice. "You have to know when to act like aficeficer... and when to act like a normal guy. When I'm on duty, Seph is my superior. When I'm off duty, he's my best friend. It's all about... balance.... And pink squirrels...."

"Go to bed, Zack," Sephiroth chuckled.

Zack nodded, but he almost immediately fell into a deep sleep on the couch. Sephiroth took a blanket from the closet and covered him. He then turned back to Cloud.

"You look tired, Cloud," Sephiroth said. "You should go get some more rest. You don't have to do anything. Just relax."

Cloud nodded and stood slowly.

"You can stay with me for the rest of your vacation. You don't have to return home."

Cloud suddenly brightened. It was obvious that he had no desire to return to his hometown. He didn't smile, but it was obvious that a weight was lifted from his shoulders. He walked off to the guest room, closed the door, and went to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~

Cloud woke up early out of habit. He slid out of bed and went to the bathroom to see that he was at least somewhat presentable. His spiky blonde hair was going every direction possible, but he had given up on it years ago.

After taking a few deep breaths, he walked down the hallway and entered the living room, where Sephiroth sat reading. Cloud was very quiet as he walked up behind the silver-haired man, but it seemed as though even the slightest change in the air could catch his attention. Sephiroth turned and looked at Cloud. He put his book down and stood, his strong, upright form in Cloud's full view now.

"I made you something to eat," Sephiroth said. "Feel free to eat it anywhere you want. I'm not all that particular about what happens in this house."

Cloud nodded and walked with him in the kitchen. "Thank you..." was all he could manage to say. He sat at the table and started to eat the large breakfast.

"If it's too much, just throw it away," Sephiroth said, sitting across from Cloud.

Cloud nodded again. "It's good. Thank you."

The young blonde noticed that Sephiroth was different now. Normally Cloud saw him as strong and upright, perfect and unyielding, powerful and determined. And he was still all of those things. But out of uniform, in that simple white t-shirt and black pants, Sephiroth was a little more human. Hokedoked more youthful, and his tranquility was more innocent.

"Cloud," Sephiroth said, nearly making the young blonde jump. "For what happened last month, once again, I am sorry. I know I said some hurtful things. But I'm not out to hurt you, I promise you that."

Cloud put down his fork and looked Sephiroth in the eye. "Me too.... I�m sorry too."

The tranquil young milteilted his head slightly. "What are you sorry for?"

Cloud shifted uneasily in his chair. He took a deep breath. "I shouldn't have.... I didn't even think about it.... You probably think I'm some sick freak or something."

"For what? I don't think that about you, Cloud."

Cloud nearly shivered when Sephiroth said his name. That deep but youthful voice could make any word sound beautiful.

"...I'm sorry that I kissed you..." Cloud said, his head lowered.

Sephiroth blinked and slowly sat back in his chair. He thought he had imagined that. He thought it was all part of the trick to make him hurt Cloud. He thought it was one of the many illusions forced into his head to make him want to hurt the boy more. And now he realized that all this time, Cloud thought he had done something wrong.

"Cloud..." he begaantianting to set things right. Cloud had to know that he hadn't done anything wrong. "You didn't wrong me in any way, so don't worry. You're blameless."

But something wasn't right....

"Cloud," Sephiroth said, his green gaze piercing the blonde. "Why...? After the things I said to you...."

Cloud's cheeks flushed and he closed his eyes, exhaling. "It... it just happened.... I wasn't really thinking...."

"Just know that I don't hold itinstinst you."

There was no stopping it. A tear slowly trickled down the side of Cloud's face, and he quickly covered his face with his hands. Sephiroth watched him for a moment, not even remembering what it felt like to cry. But he did know it was probably caused by a lot of pain. The young general stood and walked around to Cloud's side of the table. He knelt there by his side.

"I swear to you, with my entire being, that I hold nothing against you, and that you're completely blameless, Cloud."

"I'm not..." Cloud managed to whisper. "I'm not some innocent kid." He took his hands away from his face and looked up at the ceiling. "Everything is wrong with me."

Sephiroth felt something in his heart when Cloud said this. Cloud was much the way he was when he was very young. And the young blonde sat there in his conflicted innocence... something that Sephiroth walked to calm and protect. He didn't wanoud oud to break.

"Cloud, of all the people here, your determination and strength of will is incredibly powerful. You try harder than many people I've seen, you excel faster than you give yourself credit for. You are headed for greatness. I hope you can return home one day and be proud of who you are."

"Are you proud of me?" Cloud asked, wiping the tears from his face.

Sephiroth knelt there, surprised at the question. Aside from Zack, no one had ever truly asked for his approval like this. "Yes, I am."

Cloud nodded. "Thank you. I'm okay now. Thanks."

Sephiroth stood slowly and walked back to his chair and sat down. He picked up a book to read, but every now and then his attention would return to Cloud. He couldn't place what he was looking at, but somehow every movement from the teen would catch his attention. The way his hair fell in front of his face or the way he looked while in deep thought. Sephiroth found it all very interesting in some odd way.

"My head hurts!" Zack yelled, bringing the two out of their own worlds.

"Come eat," Sephiroth called to him.

Zack stumbled into the kitchen.

"You can't go home like that," Sephiroth blinked.

"I'm fine. I'm just whining. Oh, and I'm coming back early. We should go do something Seph. You need a vacation. Cloud agrees with me, right Cloud?"

"Y...yea," Cloud nodded.

"Then it's settled," Zack said, sitting down and scooping up some eggs.

"I suppose," Sephiroth said.

"Yea, you better agree," Zack smirked. "Or else you'll get that lap dance."

Hours later, after Zack had left, Cloud sprawled out on the floor and listened to music. Sephiroth had a collection of very soothing songs, and that's exactly what Cloud needed at the moment. He felt as though many weights had been lifted from him. But he still felt somewhat uneasy. He was in the same house as the man he worshipped and desired more than anyone else. The thing that bothered him was that he couldn't exactly gauge how Sephiroth felt about being kissed by him.

Cloud sighed and thought back to the moment he realized he liked men. He was back in his hometown at an acquaintance�s house. There was a girl his age named Tifa there. Tifa's father was watching him for a weekend while his mother was away. One of Tifa's female friends came over to spend the night. Cloud remembered walking out to get a drink and peeking down the stairs one night when Tifa's father was out for a few hours. Tifa stood there, nude, while her friend caressed her body. Tifa had developed so much faster than the other girls, and her friend gently ran her hands over Tifa's large breasts. Cloud found that he couldn't tear himself away as the girl lowered her head and took one of Tifa's pink nipples into her mouth. Tifa tilted her head back and moaned softly.

The other girl undressed and soon they were both on the floor, beautiful curves mixed together as they kissed each other passionately. Cloud watched as Tifa rested on top of the other girl, her large breasts rubbing against the other girl's developing chest. The girls rubbed their slits together, grinding each other and moaning softly. Cloud held his breath as the other girl pushed Tifa off gently, then had Tifa sit with her legs spread open. Tifa squirmed as her friend's mouth met her wet slit. It was obvious to Cloud that they had done this before. The girl�s tongue lapped at Tifa's clit as she inserted two fingers into her friend.

"Right there," Tifa whispered, squirming as her own hands squeezed her large breasts.

Cloud knew he should have some sort of reaction to all of this. Part of him was curious as to what it would be like to walk up behind Tifa's friend and sink into her pussy while her mouth was busy. Or maybe he wanted to be in Tifa's place, with the girls taking turns sucking on him.

Tifa grabbed a hand brush and pushed her friend onto the floor, slowly inserting the handle into her friend's pussy. Cloud watched as it slowly disappeared inside of the girl. Her tight hole took it in and closed tight around each inch. Tifa then pulled it out and pushed it back in for a few moments before sucking on her friend�s clit. And Cloud watched... and watched.... And what scenario did his mind come up with this time? It was one that stayed with him for the rest of the night. He wondered what it would be like to have that handle filling his ass. He smirked to himself and shook it off as simcuricuriosity. But he realized that he didn't want to join the two on the floor. He wanted the sensations they could give him, but it wasn't them he was interested in. Instead, his mind focused on one of Tifa's male friends. And he wanted that boy to fill him with more than a brush handle.

That was when Cloud stood, pondering his new realization as the girls took each other. He then walked down the stairs and into the kitchen -- meaning that he passed the two girls -- to get a drink. The two were startled, but he simply got his water, then walked back up the stairs, leaving the two completely embarrassed.

"Are you tired?" Sephiroth asked.

Cloud brought himself out of his memory and looked up at the silver-haired young man, who was looking straight down at him.

"No, I was just listening to music. Is it bothering you?"

"Not at all," Sephiroth said in his complete tranquility. He walked over and sat in his armchair, turning on the television and muting the volume.

Cloud sat up and turned the music off. "Turn it up," he said, not wanting Sephiroth to watch without sound because of him.

"It's okay, I don't normally watch television. I was just curious about it."

"I'll watch with you," Cloud said, sitting up.

Sephiroth nodded and turned up the volume. Once again, his attention would shift to Cloud every now and then. He decided that he probably just missed Zack's company, and that it was just odd getting to know another person. Especially a person of lower rank than Zack. Friendships like this probably shouldn't occur.

"Why do you keep your hair so long?" Cloud asked.

"Aside from the fact that it grows so fast," Sephiroth smiled gently, "I want to see if anyone can get close enough to cut it off. And... in the past, people didn't accept me because of the way I looked. I suppose I keep my hair to show them I will always be me."

Cloud listened carefully as Sephiroth spoke to him. When it came to personal things, Sephiroth could answer with great depth, but he seemed somewhat shy to speak about such things.

"I like it long," Cloud nodded. "Be glad you don't spike like a chocobo."

Sephiroth smiled. "The spikes suit you," he said sincerely.

Cloud felt himself melting before this man, and he sat there in confusion. Sephiroth was so many things. There was an incredible warmth inside of him, but his exterior was usually so cold on the military base. And Sephiroth's serenity was unshakable. Cloud couldn't imagine how much strength he actually had since he remained so tranquil.

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The next five days passed easily. Sephiroth kept to himself much of the time. Zack normally forced human interaction on him, which he didn't mind. But when it came to other people, he wasn't sure how to act. He answered all questions truthfully and honestly, and he was always attentive when addressed. But he wasn't as aggressive as Zack in getting to know people. Apparently, Cloud wasn't either. Cloud also had the added disadvantage of feeling intimidated by the ever-tranquil, strong, superior green-eyed young man.

However, there were many questions they wanted to ask each other. Sephiroth wanted to know more about Cloud's life at home. He wanted to know more about normal life, and he wanted to know about Cloud's pain. But he didn't ask, because he reminded himself that he was Cloud's superior. Being so young, and being above so many people relatively close in age was harder than he expected it to be. His questions would have to remain inside of him. The people his age were no longer his peers.

Sephiroth met Cloud's eyes one day while they were listening to music. Cloud saw himself as a corrupted individual, but Sephiroth saw a sense of blameless wonder in his blue eyes.

"You don't like what you do, do you?" Cloud asked softly, as he rested sprawled out on the floor.

"What are you referring to?" Sephiroth blinked.

"You don't like being in the military, do you?"

"What makes you say that?" Sephiroth asked. But even as he asked... something struck him inside.

"You don't seem like the type.... You seem too... I dunno. You just don't seem the type. Why did you decide to come here?"

Sephiroth blinked, unable to answer.

"I'm sorry... if you don't want to talk about it."
I doI don't have a choice," Sephiroth said very softly.

Cloud turned his head and looked at the young general. "...You don't have a choice?"

"No."

"So, you don't want to be here?"

"It isn't that.... But, I've always been here. And I will probably always be here. I can't leave."

Cloud sat up and walked over to the couch not far from Sephiroth's chair. "Why?"

Sephiroth took a deep breath. He'd buried these questions long ago, but now that they were out in the open, he wanted to know as well.

"I like protecting others," he said softly. "I enjoy... protecting others...."

"But...?" Cloud asked.

"But..." he shook his head.

You don't know how....
"I don't know how to function outside of the military...."
People will die....
"People will die if I leave. People who knew me too well will die."
You belong to the ShinRa....
"I've been with them all my life."
You will die....
"If I try to leave, they will kill me. I have no life outside of this..."
...because, you are...
"...a puppet...."

Sephiroth's eyes widened as soon as he realized she was back. She was whispering to him. His pain and suffering brought her to the surface again. It weakened him. Cloud tilted his head and watched him curiously.

"They think you're too dangerous to release?" Cloud asked.

Sephiroth nodded slowly.

"...But, you can't belong to anyone. You should be able to leave. Learning to live away from the military will be easy!"

"No..." Sephiroth shook his head. "I can't. If it were only my life they would endanger by trying to come after me, then I wouldn't care. But they would endanger so many people. Besides... I truly do like protecting others."

Cloud nodded, but hated the hopelessness of it all. It bothered him even more that Sephiroth seemed to have accepted it so easily. But then again, something was bothering the silver-haired young man.

"I'm going for a walk..." Sephiroth said, standing slowly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to--"

"It's not you.... It's just safer if I distance myself."

"Are you afraid you'll hurt me?" Cloud asked after Sephiroth had taken a few steps.

Sephiroth stopped where he was, but didn't turn around.

"What was wrong with you the first time?" Cloud asked. "What happened to you?"

"I can't tell you. If I do, something bad will happen to you. Zack already suffered for knowing the truth."

"Is there anything I can do?"

"No.... No one can help me. I just have to learn to handle this situation."

Sephiroth started for the door, but Cloud jumped up from the couch.

"Maybe you shouldn't go alone," he said.

Sephiroth turned around slowly, and Cloud approached him. "I know what it's like to feel alone." He held up his arms with the many scars. "You seem to handle it a lot better than I do, but... maybe you shouldn't go alone. And I promised Zack I'd make sure you felt happy all the time."

Sephiroth thought of Zack's cheerful face. He then looked into Cloud's worried eyes.

He's trying to take you.... He's just like the other one.... she whispered in his head.

Sephiroth closed his eyes. "I'm going now," he said, turning around.

Why won't you stay with him? He wants to be with you.

Sephiroth winced. She was trying to get him to stay with Cloud so he'd hurt him. He quickly opened the door and stepped out. Cloud followed as far as the doorway.

The poor boy. Will you reject him again?

"Shut up," he yelled in his mind.

Yes, dear Sephiroth. Head out onto that cold and lonely road. After all, it will be your path for the rest of your life and eternity after.

That, made him stop. ouldouldn't move. Suddenly, his heart stung.

Cloud will move on. Zack will move on. And you'll be left here.

Sephiroth shook his head as she poured endless lonely images and cold emotions into him. He quickly tried to center himself... to find out which emotions were truly his own.

No one is truly there for you. No one waits for you. You are alone! The only one you have... is me!

He fell to his knees, and shortly after, Cloud was by his side. He felt himself being led back into the house, and his weight fell onto something soft. He breathed heavily on his bed with Cloud watching him closely.

"I'll call a doctor," Cloud said, moving towards the phone. But Sephiroth stopped him. He grabbed his wrist and pulled him close. Cloud gasped as Sephiroth's green eyes started to glow fiercely.

Sephiroth yanked Cloud down onto the bed and moved over him, sitting on top of him and staring down at the young blonde. He quickly pulled out a knife from the bedside table, and now Cloud watched him with fear. Sephiroth lifted the blade to strike the teen straight through the heart. The young blonde only closed his eyes, knowing that fighting was useless. But after a few moments, he looked up to see Sephiroth struggling. The young general grabbed his own wrist and held it down, as if it didn't belong to him.

"Cloud, you have to run," he said, pain in his voice. "I'll try to move away, and then you have to run."

With what looked like a lot of conflict and struggling, Sephiroth managed to throw the knife across the room. But he couldn't pull himself away. Soon his hands were around Cloud's throat. For a few brief moments he had a murderous look in his green eyes, but in seconds it left him, and he struggled with himself to pull away. He heard the demonic woman hissing in his mind, trying to keep control of him. But he wouldn't give himself over easily. He had struggled with her all these years, and he wouldn't give in now.

And then, he felt something slide around him. He opened his eyes to see Cloud pulling him close.

"Stop struggling," Cloud said, trying to mask the fear in his voice.

Sephiroth felt the demonic woman pushing his energy to its limits. His weight slowly started to fall upon Cloud until his body rested there on top of him. But she was only trying to tire him so she could take control more easily.

"Forgive me," he whispered.

Cloud said nothing, only placed his hand on the back of Sephiroth's head. Soon the young general felt Cloud fingering through his hair. Sephiroth realized that Cloud wanted to comfort him more than he wanted to escape him. His chest heaved against Cloud's, and his face was buried against the teen's shoulder.

If you won't let each other go, the demonic woman said coldly, Then both of you will suffer for it. Especially him.

Cloud gasped as Sephiroth bit the side of his neck. But not long after, the young general was whispering an apology. Cloud understood completely now, that somehow, Sephiroth was not in control of himself. The young blonde closed his eyes and tilted his head to the side, giving the conflicted young man better access to his neck.

Sephiroth gasped, trying to catch his breath. His will was overpowering the demon, but it was costing him so much energy and strength. He heard her screaming in his mind, trying to take full control.

"Do it again," Cloud whispered.

Sephiroth inhaled sharply as the demon tried to force her will again.

He wants it! she laughed.

"No!" he said against Cloud's neck.

Cloud stroked his hair again and pulled him close with his other arm. "It's okay," he whispered.

Listen to the boy! Take him!

"I want to feel..." Cloud whispered.

Make him feel pain!

"I don't want you to feel through pain!" Sephiroth growled through clenched teeth.

"Feeling pain is better than not feeling at all! It's better than being numb!"

Give him what he wants! Control him! I can see inside of you! Part of you wants it!

"NO!" Sephiroth yelled, pulling himself away and moving away from the bed with slow, painful steps.

How do you do it? Even the ancient ones didn't have this much control, my dear. You should be proud, but you can't escape me.... Her laughter came loud and clear and strong.

Sephiroth groaned softly at the pain. Cloud watched in horror as the wincing young man grabbed a katana from the wall and turned it on himself.

"No! Don't!" Cloud yelled as he sprang up and grabbed the bare blade. He pulled at the sword, his blood coating it. The pure red of Cloud's blood hit Sephiroth's senses.

Now look what you did.... Why must everyone suffer...

"...because of me...." Sephiroth whispered.

Clshooshook his head. "General..." he whispered. "I can't let you do this."

"Let go...."

"Sephiroth... I can't."

Sephiroth felt frustration at Cloud now. He knew Cloud's intentions were good, but he would rather die than be controlled like this. And that frustration he felt made things so much worse. The sword fell to the floor with a loud clatter as his strong hands pinned Cloud to the wall. But Cloud only looked him in the eye, this time without fear.

"Please stop me..." Sephiroth whispered with the last of his strength.

Cloud's blue eyes seemed to plead forgiveness before he shook his head. And he watched as Sephiroth's tranquility and humanity seemed to leave him. The blonde gasped as Sephiroth's teeth bit hard into his neck, drawing blood. A teasing tongue followed, tasting the hot, red liquid. Cloud let himself be crushed against the wall as Sephiroth tasted him.

The demon inside of the young general realized that raping the blonde boy wouldn't be easy at the moment. Sephiroth wasn't aroused in the least by the events that had just occurred, and now that she was in control of him, she needed to see that his body reacted to something.

"Get down on your knees," Cloud heard Sephiroth whisper in his ear.

Cloud obeyed.

A smirk played across Sephiroth's face. "I'm getting ahead of myself. I can take my time with a creature as weak and as willing as you."

He slowly started to undress, and Cloud watched as each perfectly defined muscle came into view. First his strong arms, then his hard stomach, and that toned chest. It was as if every part of his body was chiseled from the most precious mineral, and there was not one area that seemed to lack strength. The teen couldn't help but stare in awe, even as his life was in danger. And when the young general was completely nude in front of him, he felt as though he couldn't even move. Soon he started to tremble... but he didn't know if it was anxiousness or fear.

"Your turn," Sephiroth smiled.

Cloud slowly stood and pulled of his t-shirt and pants and everything else that covered him. He then sank down to his knees again.

"Not bad for a young human," Sephiroth said, noting the hardening muscles on the teen.

The silver-haired young man walked over to the bed and sat down at the edge.

"Crawl to me," he said, an icy glare in his eyes.

That glare, which betrayed Sephiroth's normal serenity frightened Cloud. But he slowly got on his hands and knees and made his way in front of his captor. As soon as he was there, Sephiroth grabbed the back of his blonde hair and pulled his head back. Cloud winced and nearly cried out, but that cold stare stopped him from uttering a sound.

"You know what to do," Sephiroth said, slowly pushing Cloud's head down.

Cloud reached up with hesitation before taking the long member in his hand. It was around a foot long, thick, and capable of causingot oot of pain. But this only encouraged Cloud, who had seen scenarios like this in his dreams. But this wasn't a dream. He had no control over what would happen to his body here.

Cloud slowly licked the head of the enormous length in his hands, then started to suck on the tip. He didn't waste time being too gentle. He wasn't gentle by nature, and he knew Sephiroth wasn't in the most gentle of moods right now. He licked around the head and let his tongue flick the area on the underside where the head met the shaft. Slowly, he made his way down, his tongue working the underside as his hands stroked down to the base he couldn't yet reach with his mouth.

A sharp pain suddenly struck his back. He realized that a blade was dragging against him slowly.

"Don't stop," Sephiroth said softly. "You want pain, so I'll give you pain. I know your desires...."

The sting grew as the blade slowly sliced into his back. Not deep enough to cause serious harm, but enough to make hot blood drip down Cloud's back. Cloud then realized that his blood was coating Sephiroth's long shaft, as Cloud had cut his hands on the katana earlier. But soon that blood was in his mouth. Sephiroth pushed his pelvis forward, nearly gagging the teen. He was getting harder, and Cloud would only suffer more for it.

"All the way," Sephiroth commanded. The blade dragged against the side of Cloud's neck.

Cloud panicked as the blade got too close to his throat, and for a brief moment, he tried to pull away. But his blonde hair was grabbed tightly, and he was pushed back down the long, thick shaft. He gasped for air, but soon relaxed himself the best he could, taking the tip of the thick cock down his throat slowly, then letting the rest slide down inside until he hit the soft base of Spehiroth's insanely long manhood. The young general groaned softly and started to push his hips forward, as if trying to push himself down into Cloud's stomach.

"Good," Sephiroth smirked. "Now stop."

Cloud pulled away slowly, letting inch after inch exit his mouth. Suddenly the blade cut into his shoulder, then made slow and steady cuts down his arm. Next Sephiroth slid the blade down Cloud's chest, causing the blonde's eyes to water. Blood was starting to trickle down Cloud's body from all parts now.

Sephiroth motioned floudloud to stand, and the teen obeyed. Soon some slow and painful design was cut into his stomach. Cloud moaned very softly at the familiar sensation that he swore he didn't want to feel again. He closed his eyes as the blade moved down, spilling his blood over his stomach, his naval, and then lower than Cloud ever dared to go. He gasped softly as Sephiroth inflicted a small cut on Cloud's growing erection.

"I don't think I'm happy with the fact that you're enjoying this," Sephiroth said in an icy tone.

Cloud opened his eyes and looked into those green orbs, which were now so foreign to him. Sephiroth's strong arms suddenly pulled him in close, with Cloud's legs on either side of Sephiroth's. The blonde teen was standing above Sephiroth's lap now, where he was promised the ultimate pain. The young general positioned his thick, hard cock at Cloud's tight entrance.

"Lower yourself," he commanded.

Cloud looked into that icy gaze, suddenly not wanting this part of his fantasy to come true. Sephiroth leaned forward, licking the blood from Cloud's neck and biting hard on his shoulder.

"If you don't do it yourself, I can always rip into you," he whispered in Cloud's ear.

Cloud swallowed and slowly started to lower himself onto the massive cock at his entrance. The head pressed against him, but his tight hole refused to take it in. Sephiroth smirked and kept his length at Cloud's entrance with one hand.

"Now..." he demanded coldly.

Cloud tried again, and this time he opened just enough for the very tip to start its journey inside. But the blonde cried out at the pain and shot up again.

"I can't," he shivered. "It's too big.... I can't do it."

The young general's fingers slowly slid over Cloud's body, coating themselves with the teen's bright red blood. Sephiroth then grabbed Cloud's rougroughly, pulling him forward and pressing their bodies together as he inserted a blood-covered finger into Cloud's tight anus. Cloud bit his lip as the finger snaked inside of him. Sephiroth returned his mouth to Cloud's neck, wanting to taste the blood rather than desiring to pleasure his slave. Cloud drew in a sharp breath as another finger joined the first.

"Now," Sephiroth said as he forced a third finger into Cloud, causing him to gasp again. "When I tyou you to lower yourself, do it."

The blood-coated fingers were removed from Cloud's tight anus, and once again he felt something much bigger pressing against his passage.

"Now!" Sephiroth commanded in a frightening tone.

Cloud trembled as he lowered himself onto the threatening member. He winced and whimpered softly as the head started to spread him, and then he cried out when it sank inside of him, tearing him just slightly.

"Lower..." Sephiroth hissed.

Cloud slowly started to impale himself on the thick member until the pain prevented him from going more than a few inches down.

"I can't!" he cried out.

Sephiroth didn't get angry. Instead, he mercilessly grabbed Cloud's ass and thrust upwards, causing the teen to scream. It took a few more of these deep thrusts before Cloud was sitting on Sephiroth's lap, completely impaled. Cloud sat there, his body desperately stretching itself to accommodate the intruding manhood.

"Poor thing," Sephiroth whispered. "Isn't this what you want? Aren't you happy you can feel it?"

Cloud couldn't find any words. Instead, he sat there, willing his body to comfortably handle Sephiroth's massive member. To further embarrass the teen, Sephiroth kissed him roughly, forcing his tongue into the teen�s mouth. But it was to the young general's great surprise when Cloud returned the kiss with a more demanding passion. And as they kissed, Cloud started to ride Sephiroth's cock, rocking himself on the young general's lap. Sephiroth broke the kiss and met the teen's deep blue eyes.

"So you do want this?" Sephiroth smirked.

"Yes..." Cloud whispered. "I want this. I want you to do this to me."

"And why, pathetic human, would you be so stupid?"

"...I'll do anything to make you feel good...." Cloud whispered so softly that even Sephiroth had troubling hearing.

Sephiroth stopped moving, and he stopped his teasing. Cloud heard the blade drop from his hand and onto the floor. Soon Cloud heard the increasing ragged breathes.

"No..." Sephiroth whispered. "Not again."

Cloud looked into Sephiroth's green eyes, and he saw those pure and tranquil eyes once more. Their softness was starting to lose to his panic, however.

"Cloud..." the silver-haired young man said softly, "You'll be okay." Sephiroth gently tried to get into a position to slide out of the blonde, but Cloud shifted his weight to remain on the worried young general's lap.

"Don't move," Cloud said, his head lowered.

Sephiroth nodded, assuming it was too painful for the teen to move. "I'll heal you, just hold st--"

"No...."

"Cloud, you must forgive me for hurting you.... At least for a moment. I have to heal y--"

Cloud cut Sephiroth off with a kiss, and the man who was dominating him only moments ago practically fell motionless. He felt a strange sensation growing inside of him, especially as Cloud's hips started to rock and grind and bounce against him.

"You don't have to do this," Sephiroth said gently, his heart beating fast. "Cloud, I'm myself again. Look into my eyes."

Cloud met Sephiroth's confused gaze, but he only let his hands push Sephiroth back to lie on the bed. The silver-haired young man was now too weak to fight since his energy had been drained. He was also too confused to know what to do.

"I can't..." was all Sephiroth could manage to say. There wasn't much else he could think of. Telling Cloud it was wrong or against some rule or against his will would be insulting considering what he'd probably already done to the teen.

Cloud leaned down and kissed the object of his desire with a hunger he never knew he possessed. One of his hands brushed the silver hair away from Sephiroth's handsome, sweat-covered face. His fingertips then brushed against the side of Sephiroth's neck. The gentle contact combined with Cloud's passionate kisses were beyond Sephiroth's comprehension. Wanted, desired, and loving sexual contact was so foreign to him. Cloud slid his tongue into Sephiroth's mouth and slowly started to probe with his tongue. His hands gently caressed the tense muscles of the arms, shoulders, and chest of the confused young man beneath him.

Soon Cloud started to slide up and down Sephiroth's body just enough to stimulate the young general.

"Cloud..." he murmured, "We shouldn't do this."

"At what point should this have stopped?" Cloud responded, his face directly above Sephiroth's as he stared into the young man's eyes. "At what point was it wrong or right?"

Keeping his eyes deeply focused on Sephiroth's, he started to ride him again. But for some reason, Sephiroth felt something deep inside. It was fear. Fear of his vulnerability. Fear of pain. It was then that he remembered those hateful months he had pushed so far back into his mind. Those months when he was taught that his own urges were to be hated. Without realizing it, his arms wrapped around Cloud protectively as these thoughts raced through him. It was as if he thought those people could jump out of his memory to hurt Cloud or steal his desires. The blood staining Cloud's body reminded him of the spiked and poisoned whip that beat him, and as Cloud kissed him, he rolled over onto the teen in another protective motion. He didn't realize the full weight of what he'd done until he found himself staring down into Cloud's eyes. He felt the teen's thighs part for him to have better access.

"Do it," Cloud said, as if he could see the worry in Sephiroth's eyes. "Keep going." The blonde thrust his hips up gently as he pulled Sephiroth's backside down against him.

Sephiroth shook his head and made a move to pull out, but he felt the skin of his length slide against the tight, constricting warmth of Cloud's passage. And when Cloud pulled him back, he couldn't help but feel an ache that was causing his incredibly strong self-control to leave him. He looked down at the beautiful teen beneath him. Cloud's body was growing stronger and stronger, and he was more than pleasing to look at. As if his body were moving on its own, he found himself slowly moving in and out of Cloud's tight passage.

"Harder," Cloud groaned softly.

Sephiroth breathed heavily as he started to gave in to his ache. Soon he was moving in harder and deeper. Each new sensation was overwhelming. He grasped Cloud's hips as he started to thrust deeper and deeper, finding that he loved every sound that erupted from Cloud's throat. Cloud's anus clamped onto him tightly and he groaned deeply. Soon he was thrusting so hard that the teen�s hips were practically lifted from the bed, but Cloud only cried out in encouragement at being used so roughly.

Finally the point came when Sephiroth should have felt the most fear. It was the point they never let him reach when they had tortured him. But nothing could stop him now as he threw his head back and came hard inside of Cloud, feeling his urges and ache empty into the teen who soon shot his own white sticky cum between them.

Sephiroth let his weight fall onto Cloud, his hair blanketing them both, and they remained that way well into the night.

~*~*~*To Be Continued*~*~*~
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