Let Him In | By : GodOfInsanity Category: Final Fantasy VII > Yaoi - Male/Male > Cloud/Sephiroth Views: 2233 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Let Him In
Chapter warning(s): Language, M/M Yaoi Sex, Slight Foreplay, Anal, Fingering, Bottom Sephiroth, First Time
“See me down, see me out
See those wings you gave me
Watch me fly across the sea
Count the ways you made me
I walked in circles, walked the line
Tripped through tangled heart strings
Made an enemy of time
Made a mess of all things
I have thought and think about, what and how to tell you
I have lived it seems without learning how to be true
But I meant every word I said, from deranged to divine
And I would do it all again, as if for the first time
The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever
I am sorry, I am so, for the things you don't know
And as for the things you do, I am sorry for those too
Out of every broken heart, broken rule and promise
I have made a rescue raft and sailed towards you on it, on it
The hurt that the head forgets, the heart will always remember
The hold that the hand regrets, the heart remembers forever
Do you, do you want me?
Do you know how to show, how to show these things?
I just didn't want to have to ask, I just didn't want to have to
Least of all people, you
Should you find someone, with whom there's no shiver or shout
With whom never to assume too much rain or a drought
Scratch your name into her heart, scratch away all the doubt
Scratch my memory from your brain, I'll scratch her fucking eyes out
I was put together wrong, still I was made for you
When our stitches come undone, we come together like glue, like glue.”
“Do you” by Carina Round
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CH14: Rapture
The blond man’s normally bright eyes looked darker in the way that they resembled burning pools of dark blue liquid as he stared intently as the man beneath him. Not bothering to reply, he grabbed the larger man and effortlessly flipped him onto his back. He then pinned Sephiroth down with the man’s wrists crossed and held down together over the ex-General’s head by only one of the blond’s hands. It all happened in a matter of seconds and left the other man stunned by Cloud’s show of dominance and strength.
Even though Seph was fully aware of how quick and strong Cloud really was; the reality of it hit him hard as soon as it registered in his head that he was pinned down. The silver-haired man tested his arms in an attempt to yank them free, but it was in vain. The blond’s iron, vice-like grip only tightened more around his wrists. The man couldn’t even feel his hands anymore since they were beginning to numb from the lack of circulation. Cloud smirked down at him, obviously amused by his plight. Irked by the smug look on the blond’s face, Sephiroth glared up defiantly at him. He had the distinct urge to wrestle, to fight him, but not to harm Cloud. In a renewed effort to free himself, he squirmed madly and bucked his hips wildly in an attempt to throw off the lighter male. That course of backfired horribly on the ex-General since the action itself caused his bare skin to rub deliciously against Cloud’s clothed body and his towel-clad groin to rub against Cloud’s groin. He immediately stopped fighting due to the intense sensation of his nerves responding to the friction of the blond’s body. The will to fight back left him just as suddenly as it had come. It was quickly replaced by the stimulating, heady feeling of sexual arousal. “This is how you must have been before it happened,” remarked Cloud with a slow roll of his hips, his erection rubbing torturously against Sephiroth’s own. “What do you mean by it?” Grunted the silver-haired man distractedly as he tried to think lucidly. It really didn’t help that Cloud’s crotch was pressed against his own in a most enticing manner. The slow, torturous movement of the blond’s hips was enough to make him feel as if he were slowly losing whatever sanity he had left. It was growing more difficult to focus on anything else except for the pleasurable feeling. Leaning over the taller male, Cloud’s face was a hairsbreadth away from Seph’s wide-eyed, aroused visage. In a low voice, he said, “Before you lost your mind to that bitch. And before you started believing you were an inhuman monster.” The blond then closed his eyes and paused for a moment as if he were seeing something from behind his eyelids. Within moments, he opened them again and stared at the nearly naked man. “You were a man once. You were kind and respectful; strong and brave. Everyone wanted to be just like you. Even your friend Genesis longed to be like you, but maybe not for the same reasons as everyone else. And as a kid, I looked up to you and adored you. More than anything, I wanted to be like you. A hero. But…” Sephiroth blinked. He tried not to be distracted by Cloud’s close proximity, but it was hard. It was increasingly hard to concentrate on what the blond was saying whenever he felt those slim hips intermittently jerk hard against his. “But…?” “But for all of your seemingly godlike perfection, you lacked one vital thing. You lacked something that had been denied to you since birth. Something no one ever believed that you needed,” answered the blond with sympathy laced in his words. There was also anger, but the other man could tell that the anger was not directed at him. Perplexed by that answer, Sephiroth couldn’t think of what he meant by that. What was so vital that a person couldn’t live without it? “What was it?” “Love,” the blond said simply as he caressed the side of Sephiroth’s pale face with his free hand. He smiled softly when the ex-General leaned into the touch almost like a cat. “Love is a human emotion, feeling. We all need it despite what some may believe. Without it, we succumb to hate and hopelessness, which ultimately leads to death and destruction. As weak as love feels at times, it is actually stronger than even our most basic instinct to survive.” “Cloud…” The blond warrior closed his eyes and rested his forehead against Sephiroth’s. He didn’t stop stroking the side of Sephiroth’s face as he nearly whispered, “How alone you must have felt…back then. You struggled with it, yet you did not show it. You were even more alone than I was back in Nibelheim as a boy. I wish…I wish I had known. I wish I had reached out to you then. I would have given you what you so desperately craved, needed…” Trailed off Cloud. His eyes then fluttered open to reveal a determined gleam shining brilliantly in his dark blue depths. “I know I can’t change the past. I know that. But I am here now and so are you. I can give you what you need, but only if you let me.” Speechless by that declaration, Sephiroth didn’t know what to say. The only sound that left his mouth was the one word that he seemed to breathe. “Cloud…” Kissing hotly at Sephiroth’s neck, the blond’s mouth left a smoldering, wet trail in its wake. From past experience, he had remembered that Seph’s neck was one of his erogenous zones. He mentally mapped out every inch of delicious skin as he trailed his mouth downwards. Reaching his Adam’s apple, Cloud swirled his tongue around it right before he sucked it hard enough to leave a mark. Head tilted back, the silver-haired man groaned lowly from the ministrations to his neck. Something about Cloud kissing, sucking, and biting at his neck always left him needy and breathless. He was sure if they had been standing now, his knees would have buckled. Moving his mouth to the other side of Seph’s neck, Cloud found his pulse point easily enough. His tongue massaged it and as it did, the blond could feel the man’s heart beating through his neck. Wanting to feel more of that teeming life force, the spiky-haired male sucked at it as if he could consume it with his mouth. Sephiroth’s moans were low and breathy as he felt the blond’s mouth on his pulse point. The teeth scraping against it and the beautiful suction of that mouth drove him crazy. Something about that particular part of his neck was far more sensitive than any other area on his neck. It was powerful enough of a sensation to leave him feeling incredibly weak and flustered. He was so hard that it hurt and he could feel himself leaking. Shuddering at the sound of the other man’s erotic moans, Cloud abruptly stopped torturing Sephiroth’s neck. He opted for moving up to the man’s ear and catching his earlobe in his teeth. Sucking lightly on it, he bit hard enough for it to hurt, yet not hard enough to draw blood. He grunted when the man underneath him jerked hard, their cocks bumping roughly against each other. Dragging his free hand down to grip roughly at Sephiroth’s hip, Cloud ground his hips into the ex-General’s. Although it helped to relieve some of the pressure, it only made him desire more from the man beneath him. It made him want to instantly shred his own clothes and to rip away that hindering towel wrapped around Seph’s lower body. He desired to know the feel of naked flesh on flesh. With each passing second, he wanted more and more. Cloud wanted it all. With his breath rolling against Sephiroth’s neck, Cloud whispered hotly, “I want you, Seph. I want all of you.” Panting lightly, the silver-haired male nodded absentmindedly. It wasn’t clear whether he fully understood Cloud’s intentions or not. Being the more experienced and controlled of the two, Cloud knew he needed affirmation first before he did anything else. As turned on as he was now, he wasn’t about to rape Sephiroth. No matter how aroused Seph was, if the blond did something he wasn’t ready for, that still counted as rape. He wasn’t about to hurt him or force him to do something he wasn’t willing to do. “Seph,” said Cloud as he released the man’s wrists. He used that hand to grab the man by the face and force him to look at him. “Are you ready for this? I’m not going to do anything you’re not ready for, or don’t want, so tell me now. Tell me what you want.” Sephiroth blinked. He didn’t quite understand where Cloud was getting at. He knew he wanted something, but he wasn’t sure what. All he knew was that he didn’t want Cloud to stop. “Don’t stop, Cloud.” “I won’t stop, but if you need me to stop at any time, you better tell me,” directed Cloud. He then smiled when he had noticed that Seph still had his arms over his head as if they were still being pinned down. “Cloud, if you stop again I will kill you,” growled Sephiroth, who was growing more impatient by the ticking second. He didn’t know exactly what he wanted, but what he did know was he wanted more contact. The blond chuckled at the threat before he leaned over and placed a chaste kiss on the other man’s slightly parted lips. As if he had suddenly realized that his arms were now free, Sephiroth gingerly moved them. He was relieved to feel that the circulation in them had returned to normal. Rubbing his sore wrists, the ex-General slowly sat up. Staring intently at Cloud, he decided that the beautiful man was wearing too much clothing. “You should wear less,” murmured Sephiroth as he reached over and started impatiently removing the other’s restricting clothes. Cloud, straddling Sephiroth’s lap, aided him quickly and efficiently in removing his own clothes. As horny as he was now, he still didn’t want to wake up to shredded clothes strewn carelessly all over the place. Once the blond was gloriously naked, Sephiroth kissed him hard and forced his tongue into his mouth. He could feel Cloud returning the kiss just as hotly as the man’s strong hands ran down his backside to cup his ass. He shivered at the possessive touch, which then triggered him to grind his towel clad crotch against Cloud’s. Annoyed at the feel of the towel, the blond yanked the towel away and flung it in a random direction. Returning his hands back to Sephiroth’s perfect ass, he hissed when he finally felt the hot, delirious press of naked flesh against naked flesh. As much as he wanted to draw this out, he knew they were both in need. He had waited long enough already and he didn’t know how much longer he could wait to find relief. There would be plenty of time to explore each other later. “I want to make love to you, Seph,” confessed Cloud in a voice so quiet and low that even with his enhanced hearing, the ex-General had to strain just to hear it. Sephiroth felt even more heat flare up in his body upon hearing such an intimate confession. Every word and every touch from Cloud was so hypnotizing to him. At times, he felt like this wasn’t even real and that this was all some surreal, beautiful dream that he hoped he didn’t wake up from. If it was real, then it was real, but if it was not real, then he didn’t ever want to awaken. Pushing Seph back down on his back, Cloud rose from the bed and searched from something in one of the bedside tables. Once he had found it, he grabbed it and then crawled back on the bed. Noticing the ex-General’s curious gaze, he held the item up for him to view. “It’s lubricant, Seph. It’s going to make it good for us both.” Satisfied with that explanation, the emerald-eyed man nodded slowly in understanding. “Spread your legs,” ordered Cloud as he settled in between the other man’s long legs. Damn, this man’s legs went on for miles. It was no wonder why he was so tall. The silver-haired man didn’t feel the least bit awkward or embarrassed as he spread his legs for the blond. He then used his elbows to prop himself up so that he could watch what Cloud was doing. Gently guiding Seph’s legs wider apart, he then squeezed a generous amount of lubricant onto his hand. Rubbing his hands together so that each finger was nice and slick, he then positioned one finger at the man’s entrance. Leaning over Sephiroth, he watched his face carefully as he delicately wormed one finger inside all the way to the knuckle. Once inside, he wriggled the lubricated finger around. He felt Seph’s body clench tightly around his finger in an effort to push him out. He sighed, “Relax, Seph, relax. It feels weird now, but if you don’t relax, it will hurt you more than it has to.” Sephiroth grunted, but otherwise said nothing. It was obvious by the concentrated look on his strained features that he was attempting to will his protesting body to relax. In an effort to help distract the tense man some, Cloud used his free hand to stroke Sephiroth’s neglected, swollen cock. It jumped at his touch followed by a low moan dragged out of the ex-General’s mouth. It worked. Distracted and more relaxed now, Sephiroth spread his legs as far as he could get them to go. Taking this as a hint to continue, Cloud carefully pushed in a second finger. Once it was all the way inside, he slowly made scissoring motions with his two sheathed fingers to help stretch Seph out some. With the grip around his fingers being tight and hot, Cloud found it increasingly hard to concentrate on preparing him. He could feel perspiration building up on his forehead that eventually formed into beads and rolled down his face. Even the silver-haired man was covered in a sheen of sweat. “Cloud,” the ex-General groaned while he wriggled his hips around some as the hand on his dick continued to pump him. The feeling of fingers in his ass and moving around was foreign and odd, but a part of him liked it. It didn’t hurt. It just felt strangely uncomfortable, yet good at the same time. “Hmm?” Cloud made a noise in his throat while he added a third finger to the mix. He slowly drew all three fingers apart, gingerly stretching him wider without tearing anything. He repeated the action a few times in the effort to get the man prepared for something much larger and longer than any of his fingers. “Did you lock the door?” Asked Sephiroth, who was now laying back without the support of his elbows. He had one arm thrown over his eyes and the other arm was lying on the bed with his fingers clawing at the sheets. “I don’t know or care. If someone is stupid enough to barge into my room, I will kill them,” drawled Cloud with a dark look in his hooded, lust glazed eyes. He then curled his fingers and smiled when Sephiroth had suddenly cried out in jolted pleasure. Ah, he had found Sephiroth’s secret little G spot. “Nngh, Cloud!” Stunned by the intense wave of ecstasy that had suddenly struck him, Sephiroth didn’t know what the hell that was. All he knew was that he wanted more. Driving his fingers in and out of Sephiroth’s body, Cloud watched in fascination as the other man eagerly responded to him. The ex-General was obviously into it if him rolling his hips, forcing himself deeper onto Cloud’s thrusting fingers was any indication of that. Sprawled out like that in open invitation, Cloud found it hard not to jump him then. Gaia, the man was so incredibly sexy. “Cloud,” grunted Sephiroth as he pushed himself up onto his elbows again. He looked at the blond with an expression that was just as imploring as it was demanding. “Enough. I want more, now.” Shivering at the command in Sephiroth’s voice, Cloud suddenly shook his head and then ripped his fingers out of the man’s body. Shoving the ex-General until he was flat on his back, the blond knelt between the green-eyed man’s splayed legs. Grabbing the tube of lube, he generously squeezed out more of the lubricant and when the other man was watching him, Cloud slowly applied the lube over every single inch of his erection. Beyond painfully aroused now, Sephiroth shuddered as he watched the blond stroke himself with his lube slickened hand. He found himself envying Cloud’s hand as he watched him touch himself. In the back of his mind, a part of him wondered how he was going to fit that huge thing inside of him. “Relax, this may hurt some. Just relax as much as you can, Seph. I promise it will get better,” Cloud said softly and then he was suddenly looming over the taller man. Crushing his lips to Seph’s, he continued to stroke the man’s cock as he began to ease the blunt head of his own dick into Sephiroth’s stretched orifice. Instead of just shoving inside or pushing all the way in, Cloud opted for slightly rocking his hips. Inch by painful inch, he slowly rocked his cock into Sephiroth’s tight, velvet heat until he was balls deep inside of him. Eyes screwed shut, Sephiroth panted while he did his best to relax in spite of the feeling that felt as if he were being split into two. Even though it had hurt somewhat at first, it had eventually dulled into a burning sensation that was neither pleasant nor unpleasant. Resting his forehead against Seph’s, Cloud breathed shallowly as he waited for the other man to adjust to the feeling of the intrusion. It was impossibly hard on his part not to move, not to pull out and slam back in, but he still waited. With great patience, the blond waited for the other to be ready. While he waited, he nuzzled Sephiroth’s face with his own as he lazily stroked the silver-haired man’s erection. With his other hand, Cloud freely explored Seph’s body. Trailing fingers teasingly across the planes of his chest, he pinched and rolled each nipple into hardness. He then dragged his fingers over the well-defined, slick with sweat abdominal muscles. The touching was light and teasing, but it did what it sought to do. It relaxed and distracted them both. Opening his eyes, Sephiroth looked at Cloud and nodded. He was as ready as he’d ever be. Kissing the ex-General’s neck, the ex-Mercenary pulled out and then shallowly pushed back into the tight, slick sheathe. After a few more shallow thrusts, he could feel one hand almost tentatively gripping the back of his neck while the other held onto his back for support. Even though he burned to go faster and harder, he kept it at a slow and gentle pace. It wouldn’t be hard and brutal like some fucks could be. No, if anything, he wanted Sephiroth to remember his first time with Cloud as something special. It wasn’t long before the ex-General started rolling his hips and pushing against Cloud in an effort to gain more sweet friction. He could not recall if he had ever done this before in his past life, but if he had, he hoped it was at least half as good as this was. Encouraged by Sephiroth’s response, Cloud angled himself and started to thrust into him a little deeper and harder. He kept the pace slow as he rocked into the man’s responsive body. The moans from the ex-General were low and sensual which only served to push him to drive all that much deeper into the pliant man. Angling himself more, the spiky haired male drove into his tight vice particularly hard. Sephiroth cried out when he felt something blunt slam against his prostate. Clutching Cloud tighter to him, his long legs immediately wrapped around the blond’s waist in an effort to pull him in as deep as he could. “Cloud, again. Do that again…” “Sir, yes, sir,” grunted Cloud as he continued to slam into Seph’s tight heat from that same angle. As tight and good as he felt, the blond didn’t know how long he could hold out. Judging from the tight pressure coiling inside of his belly, it wouldn’t be long. Until now, Cloud had been celibate for years. “More,” moaned the insatiable silver-haired man as he did his best to meet every thrust into his responsive body and to thrust into that pumped him in rhythm to each penetration. It was too much, way too much. The double stimulation was lighting all his nerves on fire to the point that he felt as if he were about to explode. It only took a few more strokes to Sephiroth’s swollen cock until he had finally reached the point of no return. It wasn’t until Cloud slammed against his sweet spot that he felt ultimate bliss erupt throughout his soaring body. Suddenly, everything was white, but a good kind of white and with it came an ecstasy beyond anything he’d ever known. It ripped through his being in such a way that he felt free and utterly weightless. Sephiroth felt as if he were flying.
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