Learning to love

Kadaj: Oh! And he got me this for History! He said I'll have a tutor by next week at the latest! *Giggles as he shows Squall what they bought, pulls out a manga covered in plastic.* And we got a few of these!

Squall: *He examines the books covered in plastic.* Anime porn?

Kadaj: Yeah! Re're wanted me to hold them till later tonight so Connor doesn't see them! It's yaoi!

Squall: I know exactly what it is...*He looks down at the book and begins to unwrap it.*

Kadaj: I never heard of it before! *Cocks head.* Thou..Loz would tease 'zoozoo about having it! I understand why now!

Squall: You've never looked at Yaoi before? You technically draw Yaoi...*He completely unwraps the book and flips through the pages.*

Kadaj: No..Nisan wouldn't let 'Zoo show me! *Blushes lightly.* I do? *Looks over Squall's shoulder and blushes hard.* Wwow... *Cock his head.* How do they move their body to get in that position?

Squall: It's not as hard as it looks...*He lowers the book so Kadaj can see the pictures as well.*

Kadaj: *Keeps blushing as he looks.* I don't think I can do that! Re're could! *Blushes as he walks back over to the bag and starts to put up his books.*

Squall: *He keeps flipping through the book and his heart pounds as he sees a character in the book that resembles Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Takes his last book out and sets the bag by the door so Reno can get it before he grabs the art book his got and sits on his bed.* I've been wanting this book!

Squall: What is it? *He looks up from the yaoi at Kadaj's hand holding the book.*

Kadaj: It's the big book drawing and painting! It has alot of nude drawings that I like to do and some of my favorites are in here! *Flips though the first few pages of the huge book.*

Squall: *He nods and looks back down at the yaoi, flipping through another page when he sees the character that resembles Kadaj again. This time, the character is being fucked hard over a table. He tries not to react as he stares at the picture.*

Kadaj: Ohh! They have the incubus painting! Look at this! Isn't it sexy and lusty! *Turns the book to show Squall.*

Squall: *He peers over to Kadaj to look at the painting.* It is...

Kadaj: I showed 'Zoo a picture of it and he blushed! Then took it from me! *Pouts.* It was my only copy too!

Squall: *He calmly shows Kadaj the picture of the character that resembles him.* I think he looks like you...

Kadaj: *Looks up and blushes as the character is cover in his and his lovers cum.* Hhe..does! That's weird! *Shifts in the bed, Squall's looks making his body start to react.*

Squall: What's wrong? *He flips to the next page where that name character is begging for more.*

Kadaj: Nothing! I'm just happy you were able to come! Do you want to sit on my bed with me? There's one more yaoi book!

Squall: Yeah...*He closes the book he was looking at and sits on the edge of Kadaj's bed.*

Kadaj: *Looks up from his book.* Why so far away, Squally? I won't bite, I promise! *Giggles as he turns the page.*

Squall: *He nods and moves closer to Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Smiles and leans against Squall as he looks though his new book, his eyes taking in every line and detail of each drawing.*

Squall: *He wraps a strong arm around Kadaj's neck and pulls him even closer.*

Kadaj: *His smiles grows as he's moved even closer to Squall, rests his head against him. Breathes in deeply, loving Squall's scent.* (He hasn't shower today! He smells really good thou! More Squally!)

Squall: (I want to try a position the book had in it with Kadaj...) *His hand wanders unknowingly down Kadaj's back as Squall thinks to himself.*

Kadaj: Mm.. *Shiver and moans softly at Squall's hand, arches lightly as he closes his book.* Ssqually...

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj with his sexy, icy eyes.* Yes?

Kadaj: *Moans as he meets Squall's eyes and throws the book to the other end of the bed and pulls Squall on him.* Pplease..kiss me, Squally! I..I need you!

Squall: *He roughly and aggressively kisses Kadaj's lips, treating them like a battlefield by conquering every square inch.*

Kadaj: Mmmmmhhhhh! *Moans into the kiss as he claws at Squall's back, wanting his shirt off so he can touch Squall's skin. Thrusts his groin against Squall's.*

Squall: *He quickly takes his shirt off, letting Kadaj touch his skin just for a moment before he aggressively spreads Kadaj's legs.*

Kadaj: Ohh..Squall! Yyou're..so hard and strong! Ah!! *Cries out as he's suddenly spreader, blushes lightly as he covers his mouth with a hand.* (I can't make to much noise!)

Squall: *He violently removes Kadaj's pants and moves one of Kadaj's legs over his shoulder as he enters Kadaj's tight ass hard.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhh!!!!!! *Screams out as he's entered, throws his head back against the bed as he drags his nails down Squall's back.* SShit!!! Tto..much to ffast!!! Ohh! *A tear comes to his eye.*

Squall: *He licks Kadaj's calf that's hanging over his shoulder to calm Kadaj.* (I didn't mean to hurt him...)

Kadaj: *Pants as he gets used to it, his thigh trimmers at the lick.*Ookay..I'm ready, Squally...Pplease move..

Squall: *He breathes in deeply as he begins to thrust into Kadaj's ass, holds onto Kadaj's calf to keep Kadaj from shifting too much.*

Kadaj: Ohhh..Yes, Squally! Mm..I llove having you in me..AH! There! *Clenches tightly as Squall hits his prostate, digs his nails into Squall's back as he tries to meet his thrusts.*

Squall: *He presses Kadaj's shoulder tight against the bed as he thrusts faster into Kadaj's prostate, his own breath becoming ragged and more intense.*

Kadaj: I..I ..oh ffuck yes!! HHarder ffuck me harder! *Thrashes lightly against Squall, pleasure running though his body like fire.*

Squall: *He bites his lip as a sweet moan escapes from his lips.* You're...really tight. *He rotates his hips as he pounds Kadaj's ass hard.*

Kadaj: Yyou..haven't..oh! *Moans loudly, not able to finish what he was saying. Shudders at Squall's moan, tries to rub his dripping cock against Squall's abs.*

Squall: *He runs his powerful hand across Kadaj's delicate erect nipples as he thrusts hard. He grinds his body up to stimulate Kadaj's cock rubbing against his abs.*

Kadaj: AHhhhhhh!! *Screams out as he cums hard, his body missing Squall's touches. Digs his nails down Squall's back, leaving bloody lines down it.*

Squall: *He shivers as Kadaj scratches his back and cums hard into Kadaj's hot ass.* Mm...

Kadaj: Ohhh..Squally...I..love you.. *Pulls Squall's head down to lovingly kiss him as he softly clenches around Squall's cock, milking him.*

Squall: I...love you...*He bites down on Kadaj's lips.*

Kadaj: *His eyes glow in happiness at Squall's words, moans softly at the bite.* You..smell really good!

Squall: I...thank you...

Kadaj: You're welcome! You don't have smell bad like Nisan after he's been training! You smell like you! But it's stronger! *Nuzzles Squall's neck, licking at the sweat on it from their earlier activate.*

Squall: I'm...*He tilts his neck over.*

Kadaj: You're what, Squally? *Licks more, softly sucks on the skin.*

Squall: Nothing...*He nuzzles Kadaj.*

Kadaj: You sure? You know you can tell me anything, Squally! *Smiles brighter at the nuzzles, hugs Squall closer to him.* Ccan..you stay here tonight? Lleave in the morning for class?

Squall: I can stay tonight...Tomorrow is a school holiday...

Kadaj: Really?! Yay! We can train in the backyard tomorrow! Oh! Nisan can come and you guys can spar again!*Smiles brightly at Squall.*

Squall: Alright...*He turns to his side and rests his arm across Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly as he feels Squall move out of him, turns to his side and curls up to Squall. Starts to trace Squall's chest.* Thank you!

Squall: *He shivers from Kadaj's hand.* I need to start working more...

Kadaj: *Smiles at Squall's shiver, keeps tracing his muscles with his fingers.* At the school?

Squall: It doesn't matter...I need to become stronger...

Kadaj: I think Mr. Vincent has a workout room in the basement, I'm sure he won't mind if you use it! And..I think you're already strong!

Squall: *He gently strokes Kadaj's arms.* I need to...

Kadaj: Okay..I can get strong with you! Iif..you don't mind that is... *Kisses Squall's side as his fingers trace out Squall's abs.*

Squall: I don't...*He begins to close his eyes.*

Kadaj: *Quickly grabs the extra blanket at the end of the bed and covers both of them, nuzzles back in his place under Squall's arm. Giggles softly as Squall's armpit hair tickles him.* You need to shave, Squally! I do!

Squall: Shave? *He says as he drifts off to sleep.*

Kadaj: Yeah! You're armpits! They're really long! *Smiles when he sees Squall falling asleep and nuzzles deeper as he closes his eyes.* Love you...

Squall: *He mumbles inaudible words against his pillow as he drifts off to sleep.*

Kadaj: *His smile grows as he slowly falls asleep.*

~About thirty minutes later.~

Squall: *In his state of half sleep, he hears distant cries and cringes against his pillow.* (Stop...) *As the cries become louder he begins to sweat and jolts forward from bed, shouting.* Shut the hell up! *He bites his lips and balls his fists against the sheets.*

Kadaj: *Jumps as he hears Squall, sits up worried.* Squally? What's wrong? *Hears the cries.* Oh..It's just Connor! He must be having a nightmare or something!

Squall: *He snaps back when he hears Kadaj's voice.* You hear it too?

Kadaj: Yeah..It sounds like it's coming from downstairs! We can find out what happened tomorrow..Come, lay back down with me.. *Strokes Squall's arm, hoping to calm him down.*

Squall: *He reluctantly lays back down with Kadaj, his body as stiff and tense as a board. He tries to calm himself.*

Kadaj: *Moves to lay on top of Squall, nuzzles at his chest. Softly kisses it.* It's okay, Squally...I'm here..If it was something really bad one of them would of come to get us..

Squall: *He rests his arms over Kadaj's body.* I have post-war anxiety...

Kadaj: Oh..Is..is there anything I can do for you? *Softly kisses him again, wanting Squall to know he's there.*

Squall: No, and I don't want to take medication...

Kadaj: Okay...You don't have too! I hate taking pills too! Father would always try to give me these one that he said would make me normal but I didn't like it! I felt dead! So I would pretend I took them!

Squall: I tried taking pills for it before, and they made me violent...and I couldn't think straight.

Kadaj: That's no help then! Do..you need to talk about it? Nisan says that helps...Oor I can shut up... *Hugs Squall as he nuzzles his hard chest.*

Squall: No...When you're on the battle field, you see things...Bodies of children and pregnant women blown apart, and they stay with you no matter what drug you take. *His hands and arms tense up around Kadaj's body.*

Kadaj: *Softly kisses Squall's chest again, softly strokes his side.* Nisan was quiet when he got back...HHe wouldn't even talk to Mother..But he followed me around everywhere..Just sit beside me and watch..

Squall: *He pulls Kadaj's body up so he's face to face with Kadaj and rubs Kadaj's back.*

Kadaj: *Smiles softly at Squall and softly kisses his lips.* I love you..

Squall: *He softly kisses Kadaj back, his body beginning to relax from Kadaj's attention.* I need to stay up a little longer until I calm down...Otherwise it will happen again...

Kadaj: Okay..I'll stay up till you fall asleep, Squally! *Softly kisses again, licks at his lips.*

Squall: Can we look through the other yaoi book? *He asks tiredly.*

Kadaj: *Blushes and reaches for the book on the nightstand, hands it to Squall.* Here you go!

Squall: *He rubs his forehead from a headache before he opens the book and positions the book so Kadaj can look as well.*

Kadaj: Do you need something for your head? *Looks at the book, lightly blushing.* Re're picked out the ones with the most sex!

Squall: No...it will go away once I calm down. *He leans slightly against Kadaj.*

Kadaj: That's good..*Nuzzles Squall as he turns the page.* That...isn't cum is it? *Watches one of the guys 'releasing;' on the other, blushes hard.*

Squall: Yes, it is...Maybe you can draw something like the picture?

Kadaj: *Blushes harder, shyly plays with Squall's hair.* Iif..you want..Who do you want it to be of?

Squall: It's up to you...I thought it would be something you'd like to practice...

Kadaj: I would! You can't tell Nisan thou! *Giggles.* I can start on it later! After sleep!

Squall: I won't say anything...it's your artwork.

Kadaj: Yeah, but Nisan is weird like that! He would let any other guys model for me! He would, he said he didn't like how the one guy looked at me!

Squall: I'll pose for you sometime...I know you like drawing nudes.

Kadaj: You will?! *Smiles brightly.* And I do! It's one of my favorite things to draw! Everyone is so different and it's fun!

Squall: Yes...we can do it when we wake up...
Kadaj: Okay! I can't wait! Is it okay if I go back to sleep? I'm tired! *Moves back into place on Squall's chest.*

Squall: Go ahead...I'm going to stay awake for a little while longer, though.

Kadaj: Mm..You sure you don't mind? I can stay up if you need me too! *Yawns and snuggles closer to Squall's chest.*

Squall: You don't have to...

Kadaj: Okay..Love you, Squally..I hope..you have nice drea... *Falls asleep on Squall's chest.*

Squall: Kadaj... *He feels somewhat comforted by Kadaj and begins to feel tired as he reads. He gradually drops the book as he doses off to sleep.*

~Next Morning~

Kadaj: Mm..Squally...*Moans softly in his sleep, snuggles more into Squall, spreading drool over his chest.*

Squall: *He opens his eyes when he hears Kadaj's voice.* You're awake?

Kadaj: Mmmm...more...*Snuggles deeper as he fights waking up, wanting to stay in his dream. Lightly grinds*

Squall: (He's having a good dream about me...I'll make it better...) *He rubs Kadaj's back with his strong, firm hands.*

Kadaj: Oohhh...yessss! *Moans as he grinds harder against Squall, more drool leaks onto Squall's chest as he dreams.*

Squall: Kadaj...You're dreaming...

Kadaj: Mmhh? *Moans softly as he wakes up and realizes it was a dream, blushes hard when he sees Squall's soiled chest and feels his half hard cock.* I’m sorry!

Squall: *He lays on top of Kadaj.* What were you dreaming that I was doing?

Kadaj: *Blushes as he looks up at Squall, moans softly as he rubs against his cock.* Yyou..were..fucking me in tthe pool..

Squall: Oh...(Why does he turn me on so much?) *He keeps staring into Kadaj's eyes.*

Kadaj: Yyeah..You were fingering me under tthe water...Tthen had me blow you under it..I held my breath for a long time!

Squall: *He thinks about a few positions he saw in the book before he fell asleep last night. He, as well, becomes hard* Do you still want to fuck after having that dream?

Kadaj: Yes!! *He answers quickly, blushes as his cock jumps at the idea.* I..I have lube under the pillow...

Kadaj: Um..my butt still hurts a bit from lastnight..Sso a little gentlier? If yyou wantj I ccan take it hard if you need that! *Blushes and looks down.*

Squall: *He lubes up his fingers, spreads Kadaj's legs and slowly inserts his fingers.* I will take it slower this time.

Kadaj: Ahh...You don't hhave to..I mmm..can take it.. *moans softly at the Squall's fingers, covers his face with his hand as he does.*

Squall: (No...It would be worse than rape.) *He ignores Kadaj's insistance and slowly fingers Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *His body blushes as he's filled with pleasure from Squall's loving fingering, sweet moans escape.* Ohh..Squally! So good!

Squall: *At Kadaj's moans, he adds another finger and thrusts harder inside Kadaj.* I think you're almost ready...

Kadaj: Yyess..Pplease, I need you in me, Squally!! *Moans loudly as he clenches tightly around Squall's fingers, moves his hand to look at Squall's with lust filled eyes.*

Squall: *He lets the covers slide off of his body as he moves into position to enter Kadaj. He holds onto Kadaj's hips as he slowly enters Kadaj's clenching ass.*

Kadaj: Ohhhhh...yess! Mmore Squally, I..I want you deep in me! *Moans loudly as he tries to thrust down, not caring about the slight pain.*

Squall: *He thrusts himself the whole way into Kadaj, knowing that it would make Kadaj scream in pleasure.*

Kadaj: Squalllll!!!! *Screams in pleasure as he grabs onto Squall's shoulders, needing something to hold on too.* Yes..Oh godd...Yyou're so deep! Mmore, love me more!

Squall: Scream for me again. *He thusts deeply into Kadaj's hot ass and pinches hard on Kadaj's nipples.**

Kadaj: AHhhhhhhh!!! Ffuck! *Moans loudly as he throws his head back in pleasure, his nails dig into Squall's back, stretching over the wounds from last night.* Soo..good! Sshit!

Squall: Mm...*He moans softly as he thrusts harder into Kadaj's clenching ass. He uses his body to pin Kadaj to the bed.*

Kadaj: Yyes..moan louder, pplease!! *Clenches hard around Squall, wanting more moans from Squall. Claws at Squall's back again as he tries to move under him, his body to filled with pleasure to stay still.*

Squall: *He bites his lips as he lets a sweet moan escape. He slams into Kadaj's ass, wanting to see Kadaj in as much pleasure as possible.*

Kadaj: I..Ahh..Ohh..Ssquall! *Tries to talk but all that comes out is moans and gasps, shudders as Squall's stomach rubs against his dripping cock. Clenches hard as he feels his stomach tighten.* Cclo...close!

Squall: Will you cum for me? *He rubs his body against Kadaj's dripping cock roughly as he thrusts and grinds his cock inside Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: Yyesssss!!!!!!! *Screams out as he cums hard against Squall's abs, clenches madly as his nails make Squall bleed again.*

Squall: Mm...*He moans hotly as he releases his load into Kadaj's ass.* Yes...

Kadaj: Ohhh..So warm, Squally...I ..love you! *Kisses Squall as he softly clenches to make sure he gets it all.*

Squall: *He breathes heavily as he comes down from his high. He lays his head next to Kadaj's neck.*

Kadaj: *Softly rubs Squall's back, frowns when he sees little drops of blood.* I'm sorry I hurt you...

Squall: What? No...it feels good...

Kadaj: You sure? Iit always hurt me when they made me bleed! I..I don't want to hurt you!

Squall: I'm sure...I like it when you scratch me...

Kadaj: Okay!! I'm glad! Mm..You feel really good! This is the best way to wake up!

Squall: *He holds Kadaj tight in his strong arms.* Do you want to visit your brother today?

Kadaj: Yes! Can we?! You don't mind? Nisan did say he would like to spar with you again! *Smiles brightly at Squall, hums happily in Squall's arms.*

Squall: I don't mind. *He sits up on the bed next to Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Yay! *Sits up, hisses softly in pain.* Evil ass... *Looks up at Squall.* What do you want to eat?

Squall: We can grab breakfast on the way there...

Kadaj: Okay! That sounds good! Lets get dressed! Nisan is up by now!

Squall: *He nods and slides off of the bed to get dressed.*

Kadaj: *Gets off after Squall and makes his way to the closet.* Hm..What to wear today!

Squall: *He puts on a pair of black jeans from his bag and a plain white cotton shirt.*

Kadaj: Oh! I'll wear this! *Pulls out a pair of leather pants and a blue t-shirt with a yellow bird on it.*

Squall: *He stares at Kadaj putting on a pair of leather pants.* (Of course...)

Kadaj: *Hums as he slips his shirt on, giggles as he sees the picture.* Like it? It's called a 'Chocobo'!

Squall: It's...interesting. *He keeps staring at Kadaj's lower body sporting the sexy leather pants.*

Kadaj: If you ever want to get Nisan mad, call him a chocobo! He gets really mad! It's funny!

Squall: *His gaze is forced up by Kadaj's voice to look at his shirt.* I'll keep that in mind...

Kadaj: I'm going to get my new drawing book, then I'm ready! *Walks over to get his bag.*

Squall: *He nods as he picks up his sword.* Are you going to show him what you've drawn?

Kadaj: Yeah! He always looks at my drawings! I don't even have to ask him too! *Slips on his flip flops by the door.* I'm ready!

~At Cloud's apartment.~

Kadaj: *Knocks on the door rapidly.* Nisan!!!

Cloud: *Opens the door with a slight smirk.* Yes, Kadaj? It's good to see you again...

Squall: The both of us wanted to spar again...

Kadaj: Yeah! ….Oh no!!! I forgot my sword!

Cloud: I have practice swords...Come in!

Kadaj: Thank you, Nisan! *Runs up and hugs Cloud.* I brought my drawing book!

Cloud: I will look at it after we're done...

Squall: *He steps inside.* Excuse me...*He walks past Kadaj and Cloud to the bathroom.*

Kadaj: *Moves closer to Cloud's ear and whisper.* Ccan..I ask you something, Nisan?

Cloud: Sure...*He closes the door and walks with Kadaj to sit down in his living room.*

Kadaj: *Sits down and moves closer to Cloud.* Wwhat..did you do to get rid of the nightmares? After you came back..You're more calm now! What did you do?

Cloud: Nothing makes the nightmares go away...I just learned to deal with it.

Kadaj: Oh.....okay...*Looks down.* (But I want Squally to feel better now!)

Cloud: Why do you ask?

Kadaj: Llast night..Some happened that made Conner cry and we could hear it in my room..Ssqually wwoke up sscared I told him it was Conner and he aasked if I heard it! He has what you did!

Cloud: *His expression changes harshly.* Kadaj...I don't think Squall is safe to be around...

Kadaj: Not this again, Nisan! I'm fine. Squally would never hurt me!

Cloud: I don't think he would mean to...but his condition might cause him to snap.

Kadaj: Nno..He's fine! I calmed him down!

Cloud: *He sighs.* He's not fine...Maybe he shouldn't spend the night with you anymore...

Kadaj: No! HHe is! He's never hurt me, Nisan! I keep him calm like I did with you! Aand Mr. Vincent says it's okay! He wouldn't let me get hurt! Squally loves me!

Cloud: Never? Where did the marks come from a few days ago, then?

Kadaj: Marks? What marks, Nisan? *Cocks his head.*

Cloud: The ones you had on your back.

Kadaj: I have alot on my back, Nisan! From out other Nisans and...you know...*Looks down.*

Cloud: No...the large bruises...That were in straight lines.

Kadaj: Oh!! Those! They were from the Squall's school! *Looks down again.* TThey found is in the dorm..IIt's against the rules..They punishes him, Nisan! Wwith a cane! Aafter the fifth hit I couldn't ttake seeing him get hurt cause of me! I..I laid on top of him to stop it and I got hit! SSqually pushed me off and took the rest of them!

Cloud: *He sighs.* I just want you to be careful...because I care about you. His condition makes him unstable, and I know what it's like.

Kadaj: I am, Nisan! And..I know. But I keep him calm, I know it! And..I love him, Nisan..I can't leave him... *Smiles brightly.* And he loves me too!

Cloud: You need to call me incase something happens and you get scared...Okay?

Kadaj: I will, Nisan! But don't worry! I'll be safe! *Hugs Cloud and smiles when he sees Squall walk back in.* Hi Squally!

Squall: Are you two ready?

Kadaj: Yeah! We were waiting on you! You shouldn't of drank so much at breakfast!! *Giggles and gets off up off the couch.*

Cloud: Kadaj, do you want to go first? *He lightly punches Kadaj in the shoulder.*

Kadaj: Yeah! I want to show you how good I've gotten, Nisan! *Pulls one of the practice swords off the wall.* To the roof?

Cloud: Yes, and after you, Squall and I are going to spar...*He grabs his real sword along with a practice blade.*

Squall: When we spar, I want to do it on the lawn...

Kadaj: Why don't we just go down there then! *Smiles and takes Squall's hand, leading him to the door.* Come on Nisan!

Cloud: Fine, the lawn then. *He walks behind an excited Kadaj pulling on Squall's arm.*

Cloud: You are good....Been awhile since I've had a spar like that... *Walks over to where Kadaj is, smiles softly when he see Kadaj has fallen asleep, sucking on his thumb. Sits down next to him and pets Kadaj's hair.*

Squall: Yeah...I haven't sparred like that in a long time...

Kadaj: Mmh..*Nuzzles into Cloud's hand as he sleeps, sucks harder on his thumb.*

Cloud: I haven't seen him do this in years...

Squall: I have seen him do that a few times...

Cloud: He used to do it all the time...Only stop to eat and talk...I thought it was..cute, but the others didn't...Loz..would coat Kadaj's thumbs in Bleach a few times a day..Saying real men don't suck their thumbs...I didn't know till I him puke when he tired...He started crying..*Looks down sadly at sleeping Kadaj.*

Squall: (It turns me on when he does it...) *He stares at the sleeping Kadaj.*

Cloud:...He told me about last night...He wanted to know how I got over it..*Looks up.* But you never do..I still have nightmares, I just learned how to not Show it...If you hurt him...The next time it won't be a spar...

Squall: I wouldn't hurt him. And you need to let Kadaj make his own decisions. I've already made mine.

Cloud: I am..I'm not going to keep him here..But I know what it's like...Waking up and thinking your still there..Just keep him safe...

Squall: *He stands silently, still staring at Kadaj while lost in thought.*

Cloud: *Keeps petting Kadaj's hair.* He's something..Isn't he? After all that's happened..He still acts like the world is great..

Squall: *He nods.* (Maybe...that's why I'm drawn to him.)

Cloud: Take good care of him...He deserves the best..Maybe it can make-up for his rotten family...

Squall: (Why is he telling me all of this?) *He nods again.*

Kadaj: Mmm..*Moans softly as he starts to wake up, stretches out.*

Cloud: Hello, sleepyhead...Didn’t think I wore you out that much... *Smiles at Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Hmm? *Looks up and smiles around his thumb, realizes and quickly pulls it out.* I'm sorry, Nisan!

Squall: Are you ready to go, Kadaj?

Kadaj: Yeah! I just needed a cat nap! *Grins and stands up, stretches his arms up, making his shirt ride up.* I had fun, Nisan!

Cloud: Maybe a little too much? *He pokes Kadaj in the stomach.*

Kadaj: *Giggles and moves his arms down to cover his belly.* Maybe! I'll call you tonight, Nisan! *Hugs Cloud.* I love you!

Cloud: Love you, and you better call me!

Kadaj: I will! I promise, Nisan! *Giggles lightly as he gives Cloud a kiss on the check before running over to Squall.* Lets go, Squally!

Squall: *He begins to walk out the door with Kadaj trailing behind him.*

Kadaj: Are you hungry? It's lunch time!

Squall: A little... *He stares up at the sky as they leave Cloud's apartment.*

Kadaj: Do you want to eat out or go home and eat? *Heads to Squall's car*

Squall: At your house is fine.

Kadaj: Okay! *Stands by the car, waiting for Squall to unlock it.*

Squall: *He unlocks the door and waits for Kadaj to get in.*

Kadaj: *Gets in and buckles up.* All set, Squally! Lets go home!

Squall: I think I want something before we leave...

Kadaj: What's that? *Cocks his head at Squall.*

Squall: *He reaches over and begins to unzip Kadaj's leather pants.*

Kadaj: Ohhh! *Blushes hard as his cock starts to get hard.* Bbut..what if Nisan sees!

Squall: He won't...*He pets Kadaj's cock until it gets rock hard.*

Kadaj: Uuuhhh! Ssqually! Pplease, do something! *Thrusts his hips up as his body blushes more.*

Squall: I want to suck you...*He leans forward and begins to lick Kadaj's cock.*

Kadaj: Ah! Ohh! Mmore! Mmore, Squally! Please! *Moans at the licks, begs for me as he licks his lips.*

Squall: *He uses his lips to pull on Kadaj's sensitive glans and scrapes his teeth against it.* Mm...

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhh! Sshit! *Cries out in pleasure, his hips thrust up into Squall's mouth at the feel of his teeth.* Ttoo..Mmuch! Soo..good!!

Squall: (He still cries like a virgin...) *He sucks hard on Kadaj's cock, then deep throats him.*

Kadaj: Ssquall!!!!!! *Screams as he releases hard into Squall's mouth, not used to the pleasure of being deep throated.*

Squall: *Shocked by Kadaj's sudden release, he laps up what he can of Kadaj's hot cum.*

Kadaj: Ohh..*Moans softly, looks down, his face bright red.* I..I'm sorry I didn't..last longer...You felt so ggood..I couldn't hold back!

Squall: *He looks up at Kadaj with his icy eyes and cum covered lips.* You taste...so good.

Kadaj:*Shudders at the sight, softly moans.* I'm gglad! Do..do you want me to do something ffor you?

Squall: Do what you want...*He licks his lips and softly moans at the lingering taste of Kadaj.*

Kadaj: I..don't know! *Shyly licks Squall's lips, moans at his taste.* Tell me what to do, Squally...

Squall: Suck me then...*He begins to pull down his pants.*

Kadaj: Okay! *Blushes as he unbuckles himself and helps Squall get his cock out.* It's really red and hard! Does it hurt? *Softly laps at the dripping slit.*

Squall: I think...Mm...*He thrusts his hips up into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: *Relaxes and let Squall thrust as he sucks hard, moves his hand to play with Squall's balls.*

Squall: Kadaj...*He softly calls out Kadaj's name in pleasure.*

Kadaj:*Moans around Squall as he hears his name, starts to bob his head. Licking at the glans of Squall's cock as he sucks harder.* Mmm!

Squall: Make me cum, Kadaj...*He thrusts his hips harder, making his cock go deeper into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: *Chokes slightly and pulls back, slowly calms down before he deepthroats Squall, massaging Squall's tighten balls.*

Squall: Mm...*He encourages Kadaj to go further by playing with his hair. He grunts softly.*

Kadaj:*Collets some of the spit dripping from his mouth and slips his hand underneath Squall's balls and enters his ass, aiming for the spot that will make him cum. Pulls back before he deepthroats again, his eyes tear up. Still getting used to taking all of Squall in his mouth.*

Squall: *He clenches his ass and moans softly as he releases into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj:*Moans happily as Squall cums, pulls back so he can taste it before he swallows. Softly licks him clean.* Mmmmm!

Squall: *He breathes deeply.* Are...you ready to go now?

Kadaj:*Give one last lick before he tucks Squall back in.* Yep! Cause I'm still hungry!

Squall: *He turns the car on and begins to back out. He hears Kadaj's phone ring.*

Kadaj: *Answers his phone.* Hi Nisan! Did I forget something?

Cloud: Yeah, the condoms! *He tries not to laugh.*

Kadaj:*Blushes hard.* Wwhat! Nnisan! Don't talk like that!

Cloud: Why! I saw everything...*He laughs softly.*

Kadaj:*Blushes harder and curls up in his seat.* Yyou did? Hhow?! You were still in your place! And cause you're my Nisan!

Cloud: I can see you from the living room window. *He waves at Kadaj from the window.*

Cloud: I noticed that you didn't leave yet and I looked out the window… I'm not a pervert.

Kadaj: But you kept watching! So you're a pervert! And it wasn't my fault, Squally was hungry! *Giggles.*

Cloud: Yeah, you keep thinking that...I will see you later. *He hangs up the phone.*

Kadaj: *Giggles again and hangs up his cell.* I think I made Nisan blush! And I told you he would see! *Blushes and pouts.*

Squall: I don't care if he did...

Kadaj: It's embarrassing to know Nisan saw me! *blushes and leans over to rest against Squall.*

Squall: We'll wait until we get home next time...

Kadaj: Thank you, Squally! *Kisses Squall's cheek, blushes when his stomach growls.*

Squall: What do you want when we get home?

Squall: What do you want to eat when we get home?

Kadaj: Hmm....How about a pizza!

Squall: *He nods his approval as he begins to drive down the road.*

Kadaj: Um...Squall..Ccan I draw you too?

Squall: Yeah...I told you that I would let you...

Kadaj: I know..But I wanted to make sure! Can we do it after we eat?

Squall: Yeah...

Kadaj: Thank you, Squally! *Leans over and kisses Squall's cheek.*

Squall: *He shudders at the kiss and almost misses their turn.* Shit...

Kadaj: Opps! I'm sorry, Squally! I'll be good! *Sits back in his chair.*

Squall: It's fine...*He makes the turn and leans back in his seat.*

Kadaj: I could of made you wreck! *Looks down and plays with his bag.*

Squall: I wouldn't have wrecked...

Kadaj: You could of!! You never know! *Looks over at Squall.* Can..I turn the music on?

Squall: I don't care...

Kadaj: Yay! *Turns the radio on and sets back.* I like this song!

Squall: I don't listen much to the radio...

Kadaj: I love too! Re're has alot of cool music! I'll play some while I'm drawing you!

Squall: *He nods and sighs as they turn onto the street where Vincent's house is.*

Kadaj: Ohh!! I can see the house!!! I'm so hungry! *Jumps in his seat.*

Squall: I see...I'll make the pizza...

Kadaj: Okay! I'm sure the maids won't mind you cooking! *Opens the door as soon as the car stops.*

Squall: *He turns the car off and follows Kadaj inside.* (He does act like nothing in life is wrong...)

Kadaj: Hmm...Re're and Mr. Vincent aren't home! I wonder where they went! *Heads to the kitchen.*

Squall: (And we have the house to ourselves...) *He opens the large freezer to take out a pizza.*

Kadaj: Mmmm! I can't wait to eat it!!! *Hops up on the counter and kicks his legs.*

Squall: It's a supreme pizza...*He tears open the box and removes the pizza, then preheats the oven

Kadaj: Okay! How long will it take?

Squall: I have to preheat the oven first...About twenty-five minutes.

Kadaj: Awwww! I'm hungry now! *Looks around and grabs a lemon, starts to peel it.*

Squall: Are you going to eat that by itself?

Kadaj: *Smile and looks up.* Yeah! It tastes good! *Takes a big bite out of the half he has peeled.*

Squall: *He moves the lemon from Kadaj's mouth and presses the lemon to his own lips while the lemon is still in Kadaj's hands.*

Kadaj: *Swallows the bite he took, pushes the lemon closer to Squall's mouth.* Do you want some, Squally? *Squeezes his hand a little to make some juice come out.*

Squall: *He licks some of the juice from the lemon off of Kadaj's fingers, nibbles softly at the lemon, then sucks on Kadaj's fingers.*

Kadaj: Nngg...Squally! *Wiggles around on the counter, blushes lightly.*

Squall: What? I didn't think you'd want to eat the lemon by itself...*He provocatively licks the lemon and makes sure that Kadaj is watching.*

Kadaj: I..I've done it bbefore! *Moans at the sight, becomes hot and blushes more as his cock starts to react to Squall's licks.*

Squall: *He gives the lemon one last lick before he pulls away.* I know...*He slightly lifts his shirt up and lightly presses the lemon against his exposed skin.*

Kadaj: *Licks his lips at the sight, lets out a soft whine.* Ssqually!! Don't tease! I..I'm hungry! Give me my lemon!

Squall: *He slowly feeds Kadaj the lemon, then pulls it away and kisses Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Takes a bite out of it before it's pulled away, moans at the kiss and opens his mouth to let Squall in.*

Squall: *He licks Kadaj's lips, then quickly pulls away when he hears the "ding" of the oven.* I'll put the pizza in...

Kadaj: *Pants lightly, leans back on against the cabnets.* OOkay...I..I'll be here! (He's got me all hard!)

Squall: *He takes out the baking pan, places the pizza in the pan, and into the oven. He sets the timer for fifteen minutes.*

Kadaj: *Grabs his lemon to take another bite, trying not to think of his hard cock.*

Squall: Fifteen more minutes...*He looks back at Kadaj and notices Kadaj's hard cock forming under his leather pants.*

Kadaj: Alright! What do you want to do while we wait? *Takes another bite, his face still blushed.*

Squall: *He moves the lemon away from Kadaj's lips.* What we were doing before...

Kadaj: Hhere? On the counter? *Shudders as he licks his lips again.*

Squall: Why not? *He pulls Kadaj close and whispers.* No one is here to see us...

Kadaj: Wwhat..Uhh..about the maids? *Moans at the whispers, pushes his body up against Squall's.*

Squall: What about them? *He begins to crawl on top of the counter and straddles Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Ah! *Moans as Squall's ass sits down on his cock, thrusts up.* Tthey..will ssee!..Oh..Squally! I'm so hard!

Squall: No one is around...*He pulls up his shirt and spreads the half eaten lemon across his skin.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly at the sight and props himself up on his elbows, licks the lemon juices off Squall's abs and chest.* Mmmm..Taste.. so good!

Squall: *His nipples become hard as Kadaj licks his chest.* Do you think we can fuck before the pizza is done?

Kadaj: *Bites at Squall's hard nipples, sucking hard on then as he shakes his head yes. His eyes filled with lust.*

Squall: *He moves his legs underneath Kadaj and pulls down his pants just far enough for his cock to peek out.*

Kadaj: Ohh! Hi little Squally! He looks like he wants attention! *Leans down more and licks at the head of Squall's cock, taking it into his mouth.*

Squall: (It feels so good when he sucks me...) *He slightly thrusts his hips up and reaches out to rub Kadaj's cock through his pants.*

Kadaj: MMmmmmhhhh!! *Moans around Squall's cock, pulls more of Squall's cock out as he grinds his hard cock against Squall's hand.* (I want him to fuck me now!! But...he tastes so good!)

Squall: It looks like you want more than to suck me...*He thrusts gently into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: Mmm! *Moans as he shakes his head yes, gives the slit one last lick before he lets Squall's cock fall out of his mouth.* Pplease...Fuck me, Squally! I need it again!

Squall: *He slides Kadaj's pants down and lifts Kadaj's body up, sitting Kadaj down on his cock.*

Kadaj: OHhhhh!!!! Yes!! Ffill me, Squally! *Throws his head back as he's filled by Squall's hard cock, grabs onto Squall's shoulders as he takes him in fully.*

Squall: *He holds onto Kadaj's thighs, lifts Kadaj up, and slams his ass down onto his waiting cock.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhh!!!!!! Ssoo..deep! Sshit! *Moans loudly in pleasure, tightens his hold on Squall's shoulders as he starts to ride him.*

Squall: *He holds on tight to Kadaj's hips, making him ride harder.* Kadaj...moan for me.

Kadaj: Ahhh! OOh..god! Hharder, fuck me hharder! *Moans louder as clenches around Squall as he rides him, sweat coats his skin.* Squally!

Squall: *He thrusts up hard into Kadaj's ass, wanting to hear Kadaj's sweet cries.* Mm...*He lets out a small, soft moan.*

Kadaj: *Clenches harder around Squall's as he cries out in pleasure, reaches an arm down to stroke himself as he rides him faster. Leans forward and screams out as Squall hits his sweetspot.*

Squall: Now...cum for me...*He slams Kadaj's hips down, making his cock drive hard into Kadaj's prostate.*

Kadaj: Sq...Squallll!!!!!! *Screams out as he cums hard, his eyes flutter in pleasure as he rides his high.*

Squall: Mm! *He holds Kadaj's hips down as he releases his load into Kadaj's ass. He breathes heavily to catch his breath.*

Kadaj: Mmmm..yes..Fill me..So good..Love yyour cum..in me, Squally.. *Pants out as he sloppily kisses Squall, keeps softly clenching around him.*

Squall: *He looks up when he hears the "ding" of the timer.* Are you ready for food now?

Kadaj: Yeah!!! I'm really hungry know!! *Smiles brightly at Squall and gives him one last kiss before he gets off of him, moaning softly at the loss.*

Squall: *He tucks his cock back inside his pants and slides off of the counter to take out the pizza.* It's done...

Kadaj: Yay!!! It looks so yummy!! *Gets off of the counter and hisses softly before he tucks himself in and gets behind Squall, his stomach growls loudly at the smell of food.*

Squall: *He puts on an oven mitten and takes the pizza out and quickly carries it to the table.*

Kadaj: *Goes to the fridge and grabs a Pepsi for himself.* What do you want to drink, Squally?

Squall: A coke...*He walks back into the kitchen to grab a pizza cutter from one of the drawers.*

Kadaj: Okay! *Grabs Squall a Coke before he walks over to the table and sets them down.* All ready, Squally!

Squall: *He grabs two plates before walking back into the dining room and sets a plate in front of Kadaj. He begins to cut the pizza into six slices.*

Kadaj: *Takes a piece for himself and puts one on Squall's plate.* Here you go!

Squall: Okay...*He picks up his pizza and eats it quietly.*

Kadaj: MMm!! *Moans as he takes a bite, happily chews.* This is good!

Squall: I didn't burn it...*He takes another bite.*

Kadaj: I know! I always burn what I cook! You're really good at cooking, Squally! *Smiles as he takes a bite.*

Squall: Not really...*He takes another bite and a drink of his coke.*

Kadaj: I think you are! *Finishes the slice before he grabs another.* We can go to my room after this so I can draw you!

Squall: *He nods as he takes another drink of his coke.*

Kadaj: *Takes a drink of his Pepsi before he takes a bite.* (This is nice! I want it to be like this forever!)

Squall: *He finishes his slice, then takes another from the pizza and takes a bite.*

Kadaj: *Finishes the slice of pizza and pats his stomach.* I'm full! Thank you Squally! *Smiles brightly as he takes a drink, leans back in the chair as he waits for Squall to finish. Starts to bite on his thumb nail.*

Squall: *He takes a few more bites of his pizza and washess it down with his coke.*

Kadaj: *Starts to hum as he goes into his own little dream world, takes more of his thumb in his mouth and starts to suck on it.*

Squall: Here...*He pulls Kadaj's hand away from his mouth and lands a rough kiss on his lips, then he sits back down in his chair and finishes his coke.*

Kadaj: Mmm! *Moans at the kiss, looks at Squall in shock. Then frowns at his thumb.* I..What..Thank you, Squally! I didn't know I was sucking it again! I'll stop!

Squall: It's okay...*He takes one last sip of his coke and stands up to head upstairs.*

Kadaj: *Stands up follows Squall.* But..I'm not suppose to do it! I thought I had it under control...I guess I need to do what Loz did...

Squall: Your brother told me what he did...

Kadaj: Hhe did? It..it does help...It tastes really bad and makes me sick...I sstoped for a few years! Loz said he was proud of me!

Squall: There are other ways to stop doing it...

Kadaj: Really? He said that was the only way! *Walks into his room and grabs on of his canvases, wanting to draw Squall on it.*

Squall: *He begins to take off his clothes. Once his pants are off, he lays on the bed so Kadaj can draw him.*

Kadaj: *Shivers at the sight before he pulls up a chair.* Can you tilt your head up a little? *Picks out what he needs to do his drawing.*

Squall: Yeah...*He tilts his head slightly to the side.* Better?

Kadaj: Yeah..Just like that! *Begins with Squall's face, his tongue pokes out as he does it.* (I have to get his eyes right!)

Squall: (I want to see his work when he's done...

Kadaj: *Moves down to draw Squall's body, looking up every now and then to make sure he get is right. Lightly runs a finger under the Squall's pecks, smiles before he moves down starting Squall's happy trail.*

Squall: *He tries not to move, the bed causing him to relax his body more.*

Kadaj: *Looks up and blushes when his sees Squall's soft cock has moved, showing more of it's self.* Try now to move at all for a few minutes. Squall! *His blush increases as he starts drawing Squall's manhood.*

Squall: I know...*He remains still on the bed so Kadaj can draw him.*

Kadaj: Almost done with your body...Then you can see it, I'll add the bed after! *Moves to do Squall's legs and feet.*

Squall: *He nods slightly, trying not to move his lower body at all.*

Kadaj: *Finishes with Squall's toe nails before he goes over it again, adding little things he missed.* There..I think that's it.. *Looks over at Squall to make sure before he adds one last hair to the happy trail.* There!

Squall: You're finished?

Kadaj: Yeah, I just have the bed left but I can do that after you see it! Iif you want to see it.. *Blushes lightly, still shy about showing other people his work.*

Squall: I want to see it...

Kadaj: Okay.. *Get up and grabs the canvas before he heads over to the bed, sits in front of Squall and shows it to him.* Yyou...like it?

Squall: *He carefully looks at the drawing Kadaj made.* I like it...

Kadaj: Yyou do? It's nnot finished yet...It will be better then!

Squall: *He nods and lays back on the bed, ready to relax.*

Kadaj: *Shivers at the sight, giggles softly as he see Squall's manhood move around. Sets it down next to the bed.* Is it okay if I finish it later? I..I want to lay down with you..

Squall: Yeah...*He wraps an arm around Kadaj's waist.*

Kadaj: *Moves closer to Squall, snuggles against his chest as he lays a leg on top of Squall's.* Do you want to take a nap?

Squall: *He nods and begins to close his eyes.*

Kadaj: Love you, Squally...*Closes his eyes and nuzzles Squall's strong chest, his thumb makes his way to his mouth as he falls asleep.*