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A/N: Now it was betaed by the awe BMIK- Thannnnnk you my dear!

Chapter 2- Touch my Lips

A few weeks later and they didn't come back to Kadaj's questions.
But, there was something different about Kadaj's behavior where it was concerned to his nii-san.
Those green cat eyes lingered longer on Cloud. And when the spiky blond surprised Kadaj staring at him, the boy quickly looked away.
Kadaj was more present than ever in the 7th Heaven, perhaps because Cloud had listened to him and now Kadaj was feeling a stronger link between them. Although Cloud noticed it, he was afraid that it was only his impassioned imagination.
On a rainy afternoon, Cloud was organizing the monthly bills and Kadaj stealthily entered the room, sitting on the edge of the bed as usual. He stayed quiet for some time, what Cloud found odd but amusing. Suddenly, the boy stood up from the bed and leaned over the edge of Cloud's desk, staring at the blond with a critical look.

"Nii-san? " Green huge eyes were locked at Cloud. Kadaj frowned and pouted, tapping his fingers over his chin.

"Hum?" Cloud, who was not paying much attention to the boy, continued his task, till Kadaj got so closer that Cloud couldn't see the papers on his hands. The silver hair boy stuck out his face in front of Cloud.

" What?" Cloud asked with a sighed.

"Your lips were very dried and pale. You must use my new lipstick balm." Kadaj said as he was a doctor's degree.

"I 'm not as girly as you are Kadaj." Cloud moved himself to the other side of his chair, in a vain attempt to come back to his work, but Kadaj remained at his spot.

" I'm not girly, it's very healthy to care about yourself. And besides that, I need to take care of my georgeous lips for my career."

"Uhn?" The last phrase called Cloud's attention and he stopped to stir the papers and tilted his head to look at Kadaj.

"Yes! I will be a model. I know that I could make it." The boy giggled and lifted his hands in the air. Though, with a sudden worried expression on his pretty face, Kadaj stared at Cloud and now he had totally covered the small space of the desk with all of his presence.

"Do you think that I can make it, don't you?" He whispered, expectant eyes staring at Cloud.

Cloud smirked and got closer to pay more attention at the boy. No doubt about his sexy lips. The shinny silver hair. The smooth skin and the green cat eyes with those long eyelashes. The slender and muscled body. He was beautiful. No, he was gorgeous. From the brothers, surely Yazoo was the pure allure of flawless beauty, Loz was the perfect encarnation of the greek Apollo, but Kadaj had a childish air, seductive and innocent at the same time, so alive! His movements carried a passion, shown in the way he talked, his expressive, huge green eyes and his laughs. Cloud just loved Kadaj's giggles. The blond always noticed, with a bit of jealousy, while they were walking in the streets or at the mall, how people looked at Kadaj. Men and women. Boys and girls. And Cloud hated when the boy dressed those tight black leather pants…its pointed out almost screaming, those perfect, rounded, upturned buttocks. The spiky blond had seen a lot of people lust after him.

" Please answer me nii-san !" Kadaj shook Cloud's shoulder with one hand and striked a pose, as if he was in a beauty's exam.

"Yes…Sure. You're pretty. Very beautiful indeed.." Cloud said with a redder face and he turned back to his task. He wouldn't be able to concentrate any more, with Kadaj there…

"Do you think I'm? Really? Because it's very cool hear this from you. Means a lot!"

"Oh yeah? Why?" Kadaj gave his adorable giggle, and Cloud sniggered. He started to shake his leg in a sign of his anxiety with the boy's presence, so close to him. He felt the tips of his fingers was tingling to reach for Kadaj's waist.

"Because you never lie! And you are handsome too! But now returning to your lips, you should try the balm. Come on ! Touch my lips and you will see what I'm talking about!" Kadaj literally slided towards Cloud, almost sitting on his lap, startling the blond guy with the sudden closeness.

"Go ahead." Kadaj pouted his lips.

The spike blond only managed to say a 'uhn?' But as he didn't move, Kadaj lifted the man's hand towards his lips.
Cloud felt a pinch on his stomach when he touched that rosy lips. He softly pressed the flesh, feeling it so smooth, so well drawn in that face. Perfectly kissable. How he craved to kiss those lips…
Kadaj looked at him with shinny eyes of who was expecting an approval but when Cloud trailed his fingertips around the soft flesh, he closed his eyes. He was enjoying so much the touches. He felt a jolt of pleasure and scared himself with the consequences on his lower parts. He opened his eyes and he saw that Cloud had his eyes closed too.

"It isn't smooth and well hydrated?" Kadaj had to talk something to distract himself of his lower troubles. Though, he didn't want to ruin the moment.

"Yeah…" Cloud slowly opened his eyes, but he looked like he was mesmerized by that small pink junction of flesh.

"Do you like it?" Kadaj didn't know why he was swirling his head, sliding his lips at Cloud's fingertips. But the sensation was so good and somehow it was distracting the pain under his pants.

"Yeah… Why do you are letting me do that?" With narrowed eyes and a sultry voice, Cloud noticed himself more enthusiastic than he was allowed.

" To you treat well your lips too. Use that balm. It's guaranteed!" Said that Kadaj raised up his body as he had got an eletric shock and left the room. He was so fast that some papers flew out of the desk with his movement.
Cloud blinked, his hand was still in the air as if he was touching a kind of doppler effect from Kadaj. Again the boy vanished in a hurry as if he was abducted by a spaceship.

" What a hell! Why he always leaves me like that?" Cloud clung to his hair and then gave a small punch in the desk. Sometimes Kadaj had attitudes that was making Cloud confused. In fact Cloud noticed it was becoming the usual pattern when they were alone. Cloud was a very shy guy and he would never say a word to Kadaj without being sure of the boy's intentions. He remembered very well what Kadaj had said about his " secret passion".

Cloud sighed and resigned himself to stood up from his chair. There was nothing more he could do but jacking off, locked inside his bathroom. Some minutes later, Tifa entered at the room to let one more bill at Cloud's office desk. She heard the unmistakable sound of flesh being slapped and the low moans.

" My God…One day his dick will fall out…" Tifa whispered to herself, shaking his head in disbelief. She shrugged as if in disgust to imagine what Cloud was doing inside the bathroom and with relief she saw Yuffie, sensually hanging on the office's door.

" Hey baby…Wanker Cloud strikes again hu? I didn't know you had this kinky…I can do it for you too…" Yuffie blinked to Tifa and began to stroke her small breast over her green top.

" Ew! Not for him…but I would love see you do this…mmm…my baby is so hot..." Tifa walked towards the brunette ninja and grabbed her waist, deeply kissing her girlfriend.

Kadaj cursed himself to had left Cloud in that way, but again he couldn't help the fear. As he had nothing to do he went home to lie down on his bed, to listen his favorites musics and think. His groin was throbbing, aching and he felt as if he was getting wet. He would need to take a shower to let the cold water hit 'there' to make the discomfort go away.
He opened the door and found a quiet and calm house. Kadaj loved when the house was quiet without Loz's noisy voice and Yazoo's high volume TV. He made a pit stop in the kitchen and picked up a can of soda, some snacks and he followed towards his room.

Cloud and Tifa helped them to rent a house near the bar. The house was old but it was big and with three good rooms. They took a month to clean, paint and it was pretty nice now. But a loud scream in the middle of the corridor called his attention. Surely he had learnt the lesson and he wouldn't dare to open that door…

" Mmm…so good Loz…AH, d-don't stop! AH, Yes there! Yes, Go, go, don't stop, more, more yessssssss…harder, oh Loz please, harder…..OH MY GODS! LOZ!."

Kadaj winced with the loud screams of Yazoo and the crackles of the bed. He was standing in front of Loz's room, eyes wide opened and with his drink slackening out of his hands.

" They are doing again! Gods! They never get tired of this…'Play' should be very good."

Silently he dropped down the can and snacks in the floor and got closer to the door. He glued his ear in the wooden to catch better the noises and tried to figure out something more clear about their brother's "play".
Now that Loz was working in the 7th Heaven and Yazoo became a hair stylist, all the time they had available they locked themselves inside Loz's room. Yazoo still had his own room, but Kadaj wondered why, if he was sleeping with Loz every night.

The slippery noises started again and Kadaj heard Loz's voice deeper and his heavy breath behind the door, but the boy just caught two phrases with no sense to him; 'clench me hard princess' and 'I'm so close'. Then, he heard slap noises and more of Yazoo's cries and moans.
Kadaj thought to himself how funny they were while they were doing this: Loz, usually a chatterbox, whispered and moaned lowly, but Yazoo, the silent brother, made more noise than an opera singer!

After a while the noises ceased, Loz said something incomprehensible and Yazoo whispered back something and laughed.
A laugh? His brother was not a man of laughs! Though he did it in that room doing something that should be very amused to him. More than this, something really good that made him laugh!
But, there was one phrase he heard very clearly. They sad I love you for each other and Kadaj smiled. It was sex with love…He wondered when he would do this with his love…as soon he found out how to do it.

Kadaj was so curious, that his desire was opened that door and asked everything to his brothers.
How, why, when and what was all these noises and the odd but not bad scent, wich was escaping out of the room and filling Kadaj's nose. But now he was tired and a throbbing sensation was starting in his stomach. He actually was intending to go to his room, though he was so lost inside all his thoughts. He barely noticed when the door opened.

"What you are doing here, ototo?" Loz asked to Kadaj, not really surprised with his baby brother in front of his door.

"Uhn…nothing! And you?" Nothing really better occurred to Kadaj by that moment.

"That's my room Kadaj." Loz gave a knot in the sheet that he was using as a clothe to cover his nakedness. He was sweaty and his hair disheveled. Oh not to mention the red prints over his chest, very seemed with Yazoo's teeth.

"Sure it is…And where is Yazoo?" Kadaj asked sheepishly, moving his head to see the inside of the room.

"Inside." Loz went out of the room and closed the door, not letting Kadaj had a view from the inwards.

"Where?" Kadaj knew his brother was extremely embarassed and tilting his head he continued his interrogatory. He always amused himself with his brother's behavior after they had 'played'.

"You know Kadaj…" Loz was redder and still fought with the sheet.

"Hum. Where do you go?"

"Kitchen if you don't mind and let me pass."

"Sorry."
Whatever was gone the play , Loz was not in the mood to talk, he looked weary and the boy shrugged and turned back to his room's direction. But Kadaj needed to know and he stopped in the middle of the way, and turned himself again to Loz.

"Loz I have to talk with you and Yazoo." Kadaj was grave.

"Now?" Loz listended but he didn't stop to walk.

"Please I-I …I'm really needing you guys." Kadaj's eyes were watering, tears insisted to roll down his childish cheeks, not mattering his efforts to hide them. His voice became faint and plaintive.

"What's up baby brother? Are you hurt or sick? Did someone was bad to you?" Loz scared himself when he saw his baby brother crying. In a reflex of a protective older brother, he started to seek on Kadaj any signal of wounds, lifting the boy's arms and tilting his head to one side to another.

"No. I'm ok. It's about...yours...well it's about a lot of things…" Kadaj spilled out the words with a weary sighed and Loz gave him a gentle smile. He held Kadaj close to his big body. Loz was the sheer muscle and stronger of them in force, but also the most sweeter.

" Oh baby…I knew it by your face that you was not understanding what we were doing…Why you didn't say it before?"

" I- I was ashamed…" Kadaj cried on his brother's chest.

Loz carried Kadaj by his hand and knocked on the door to give time to Yazoo recovered himself. He was under the blankets, lying on his back and frowned a bit when he saw Kadaj with a very upset face. Kadaj begun to cry and Loz pulled him onto his lap holding the boy, as he was a little child. In fact he still was for him. Kadaj told them all his fears and doubts concerning his recent feelings about love. After a while, cool as ever, Yazoo began his advices.

"You should talk to him, baby brother. That's what I would do." Yazoo said, soothing the boy and cleaning away Kadaj's tears.

"But Yazoo, if he rejects me? I don't know if I can stand this…" Kadaj was curled like a ball on Loz's lap, while Yazoo kissed his cheeks.

"He won't. He is a little oddly and reserved but I feel he won't do this." Yazoo narrowed his eyes and spoke with a certainty so great that Kadaj blinked. He was aware over his brother's intuition. He even had gave the idea to Yazoo work as a fortune teller…

"At least you will feel better to confess. Hey, you won't put a sword on his throat you
will say that you love him. He won't treat you bad for this. And if he dares to do this I will…" Loz swung his fists.

"Loz…Don't mess the things please... Kadaj, be calm and think about what do you want to do. We are here. We always will be ok? Cute, cute, cute Da-da-daj!" Yazoo gave a kiss on the top of his baby brother's head and started his old habit; squeeze Kadaj's cheeks.

"Ok. Oh no ... please Yaz..." Kadaj smiled to Yazoo and cuddled his head on Loz's chest, while he fought against Yazoo's pinches at his cheeks. Yazoo loved to squeeze Kadaj's cheeks as if he was a baby and the boy always got bothered, because he was not. But, in the bottom, he liked the affection behind the act…

They stayed embraced on the bed until Loz's stomach growled with hunger and Yazoo went to the kitchen. The other two stared at each other and started mocking Yazoo about his poor cooking skills. In the end they were all laughing and Kadaj felt much better. There were still strange arguments to be solved, but now he was not alone any more. His brothers were together with him.
Although, Kadaj didn't have any idea about that " play" yet…


tbc