Learning to love

Kadaj: *Snuggles closer to Squall laying on the bed, closes his eyes as he listens to the news and Squall's breathing.* (I wish he didn't have class tomorrow...I don't want him to leave!)

Squall: *He wraps an arm around Kadaj to bring him closer.*

Kadaj: *Smiles brightly and looks up at Squall with loving eyes.* You're still warm from earlier! *Licks at a bead of sweat still on Squall's chest from earlier activities.*

Squall: So are you...*He brings Kadaj a little closer as he continues to watch the news.*

Kadaj: *Giggles and playfully nips at Squall.* You were very good, Squally! (Nothing can ruin this moment!)

Squall: You like what I did...?

Kadaj: Yeah! *Blushes hard.* I..I didn't know you could fit a wwhole fist up there!

Squall: Now you know...

Kadaj: Yyeah..HHow long does it take for my..yyou know to go back to normal? *Hides his face in Squall's chest, blushing hard.*

Squall: I don't know...I do know that they have cream to tighten you up again...*He brushes his hands across Kadaj's chest.*

Kadaj: *Shivers at Squall's hands, looks up.* Rre're may have some of that cream!

Squall: He might...

Kadaj: We can ask h..*Stops when he hears his mother's name, quickly looks at the TV.* Mmommy? Why is she iin the news?!

Squall: *He turns up the volume so Kadaj can hear what's going on.*

Kadaj: *Freezes as he hears the news caster, his heart stops as tears come to his eyes.* Nno..Tthey got it wrong! MMommy's ffine! NNisan would of called mme! Sshe's not died!

Squall: (He's dead...) *He quickly turns the TV off and walks briskly upstairs to get changed.*

Kadaj: Ssqually! TThey're lying rright? Tthey got iit wrong! Mmommy's fine! *More tears fall as he reaches for his phone.*

Squall: *He comes back downstairs, fully dressed.* I don't think they'd lie...Get your clothes on...

Kadaj: I..I..Nno..IIt can't be ttrue! *Tries to get up but is crying to hard too.*

Squall: Come on...*He stands in front of Kadaj, waiting for him to get up.* (I'm still not used to his crying...)

Kadaj: I..I..Mmy legs wwon't move! *Reaches out and grabs onto Squall, uses him to shakily pull himself up.* Mmommy....

Squall: *He wraps a blanket around Kadaj and leads him out the door.* (I won't tell him where we're going...)

Kadaj: *Holds onto tightly to the blanket and Squall, his thumbs makes it way to his mouth as more tears fall.* (IIt's a lie..IIt has to be!....Pplease be!)

Squall: *He walks Kadaj out to the car school provides for him and lets Kadaj in first before getting in.*

Kadaj: *Curls up in the seat, sucking harder on his thumb as he cries. His mind running so fast he doesn't even notice the car starting.*

Squall: (I'm going to find out what happened from that fucker...) *He pulls out quickly and speeds off, on the way to Cloud's house.*

~At Cloud's apartment~

Cloud: *Sighs as he cleans his sword, trying to keep his mind on other things. Hears a knock on his door and sets the blade down before he walks over.* (Who'd come see me now? It's night...) *Opens the door.*

Squall: *He gives Cloud a swift punch in the gut as soon as Cloud opens the door.* (Bastard...)

Cloud: *Grunts as the air is knocked out of him, bites his lip as he reaches for the sword he keeps next to the door.* W..what the fuck?!

Squall: What the fuck is right...

Cloud: Wwhat was that for, you bastard? You knock on MY door and sucker punch me?!

Squall: You're luck that I didn't punch you in the face...I would have broken your jaw.

Cloud: Why the hell did you even punch me...? *Pulls his sword in front of himself, ready to defend himself if needed.*

Kadaj: *Snaps out of the trance he's been in at Cloud's voice, more tears fall down his face.* Nn..Nissan?

Cloud: Kadaj? What are you doing here? *He holds on tightly to his sword.*

Kadaj: Iit's..nnot ttrue right? Tthe new ..ggot it wwrong! Rright. Mmom..mommy's fine! *Moves forward, still clutching the blanket.*

Cloud: *He stays quiet and doesn't answer Kadaj's question directly.* So...that's why you sucker punched me?

Squall: *He stares coldly at Cloud, ready to punch him again if need be.*

Kadaj: Yyou..didn't aanswer! Iit’s..a..a lie, rright! Mmother's jjust sick! *Moves even closer to Cloud, not wanting to believe it.*

Cloud: *He balances himself to stand up, keeping his sword in front of him.* It's not a lie...

Squall: *His hands ball into tight fists.* Some brother you are...

Kadaj: *Slaps the sword out of Cloud's hands before he jumps on him, punching him in the chest as he cries.* Wwhy?! Why Nnisan, Why?! I..I hhad to ffind oout ffrom TV! I..I hate you, I hhate you! *Falls down on Cloud as he lets out heart wrenching sobs.*

Cloud: *He raises up, making Kadaj roll off of his body.* Because no one wants you at the funeral accept me!

Kadaj: *Rolls and hits the wall, the blanket falls off, leaving him naked.* Wwhat? I..I Noo!! *Cries even harder as he starts to suck on his thumb hard, rocking on the floor.*

Squall: I've heard enough, Let's go, Kadaj...*He picks Kadaj up from the floor.*

Kadaj: I...I wwant mommy.. Pplease..I wwant ttoto see mommy! Pplease, Nnisan! *Looks at Cloud with red eyes from crying as he holds onto tightly to Squall, shaking in his arms.*

Cloud: *He stares at Kadaj crying, feeling like shit for listening to what his family told him to do.*

Squall: Let's go...Kadaj...*He drags the crying Kadaj to the car.*

Kadaj: I wwant my mommy! Pplease! Iit..it hurts! I want mommy! *Cries onto Squall's shoulder, digging his nails into him as he does.*

Cloud: What...have I done...*Stays on the floor as he watches them walk away, tears fall.*

~At Vincent's~

Reno: *Hears the door slam up.* What the hell? *Gets out of Vincent's lap and walks to the front, his eyes go wide at the sight.*

Squall: Go upstairs, you need to rest...

Kadaj: *Walks up stairs like a zombie, not paying attention to anything.*

Reno: 'daj... *Looks over at Squall.* Mind tellin' me what the hell happened yo?

Squall: His mother died...

Reno: Oh...Fuck! *Hits the wall.* ...Where did you go?

Squall: Cloud's house...

Reno: I take it that didn't go over well by your tone...I swear if I see any of his family..I'm gonna kill them yo! *Breaths heavily, tries to calm down.*

Squall: I did punch him...In the gut.

Reno: *Sadly smirks.* I knew there was a reason I liked ya...When is the funeral...We'll..need to get him a suit yo..

Squall: His family doesn't want Kadaj at the funeral. Kadaj found out she was dead from the news.

Reno: You fuckin' kiddin' me right?! He can't fuckin' see his own Ma! *Shakes in anger.* Where..where does that bastard live...

Vincent: *He walks into the room when he hears Reno shouting.* Reno...

Reno: You hear this?! 'daj can't even go to say goodbye to his own mom!! I swear I'm gonna kill them, Vincent... Now tell me, Squall!

Vincent: Reno...You have to calm down...Conner will get upset.

Reno: How can I?! I..I know what it's like!..He..Fuck...I need to walk..Squall, you go to him, he needs you right now..I..I wished I had some to cry on.. *Walks to the door and goes outside.*

Squall: *He nods to Reno and walks past Vincent up the stairs to be with Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Stares at the wall as he sucks on his thumb faster, his body still shakes as he cries.*

Squall: I'm here, Kadaj...You don't have to suck your thumb anymore...

Kadaj: *Looks up with heart broken eyes, cries out for Squall around his thumb, not wanting to part with the one thing that has always given him comfort.*

Squall: *He moves onto the bed next to Kadaj and removes his thumb from his mouth.* We're trying to break this habit...

Kadaj: I..I nneed it..Pplease..It..it hhurts, Ssqually! I..I want Mother! *Hugs Squall tightly as he cries, trying to get his thumb away from Squall.*

Squall: But I have something better...*He manages to remove Kadaj's thumb from his mouth and holds Kadaj's hands behind his back.*

Kadaj: Nno..Pplease! Squall! Mmake it ggo away! It..it hurts so bad!!!! *Lets out a sob as he goes limp in Squall's hold.*

Squall: I'll make it go away...*He softly kisses Kadaj, his lips now used to gentle contact.*

Kadaj: *Kisses back, struggles against Squall's hold, wanting to touch him. Begins to suck on Squall's lower lip.* (Never leave me...pplease, never leave me! I..I'll die if you do!)

Squall: I have something much better for you to suck on...*He strokes the underside of Kadaj's chin and stares at Kadaj with his cold eyes.*

Kadaj: *Looks with red eyes, sniff and shakes lightly but his eyes are dry of tears.* Pplease...Give it tto me! Iit’s hurts so much!

Squall: *He takes one of Kadaj's hands and uses it to stroke his soft cock through his pants.*

Kadaj: *Strokes Squall's though his pants, moves the other hand to help get Squall out of his pants. Wanting to feel it, needing too.*

Squall: You're so eager...*He quickly becomes hard at Kadaj's touches.*

Kadaj: I.I wwant to..ffeel better! It..it hurts so bad! *Quickly moves down Squall's body and pulls out the harden cock, taking it into his mouth and sucking hard.*

Squall: Does my cock make you feel better? *He begins to thrust his hips into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: *Grabs onto Squall's hips and pushes him closer to his mouth, not answering as he continues to suck harder on him. Bobbing his head fast.* (This is hhelping.. IIt's better then my thumb...)

Squall: You feel...Oh, Kadaj...*He grips the sheets as Kadaj sucks his cock hard.*

Kadaj: Mmm...*Moves even faster, spared on by Squall's voice. Cups Squall's balls and massages them as he moves to deepthroat Squall's.*

Squall: *He tries his best to hold back moans of pleasure.* Kadaj...Suck me...

Kadaj: Mmh! *Moves back and suck hard, his mouth turning into a vacuum around Squall's cock. Licks at the glans underneath the head, lightly scrapes his lower teeth again them.*

Squall: *He holds back from releasing so Kadaj can find comfort in his sucking. He watches Kadaj suck his cock with his cold eyes.*

Kadaj: *Keeps sucking, bobbing his head lightly as he does. His eyes close in pleasure as he sucks, loving how Squall feels in his mouth.* (Please...Never end..)

Squall: *No longer able to hold back, he grabs onto Kadaj's hair and releases into Kadaj's mouth.* Mm...

Kadaj: *Moans softly as his mouth is filled with Squall's seed, swallows it as he keeps sucking. Nuzzles closer to Squall as he does.*

Squall: Feel better now?

Kadaj: Mmm...* Moans as he shakes his head yes, keeps sucks as he starts to fall asleep, his body and mind tired from all that has gone on.*

Squall: *He begins to close his eyes, becoming relaxed with his soft cock in Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: *Falls asleep under the blankets, still softly sucking on Squall's soft cock as he does, becoming his own pacifier.*

Squall: (I guess it's better than him sucking his thumb...)

~Next Morning~

Kadaj: Mmhh.. *Moans softly as he slowly starts to wake up, starts sucking on Squall's cock, hard from morning wood.*

Squall: *He wakes up from Kadaj sucking on him.* Kadaj...

Kadaj: Hmm? *Looks up with sleepy eyes, blushes lightly when he feels the hardness in his mouth.*(He's been in my mouth all night! No wonder my jaw hurts...)

Squall: You're sucking on my morning wood...Mm...It's too early...

Kadaj: *Lets Squall fall out and slowing moves up Squall's body.* I'm sorry..I..I feel asleep..Wwe can go back to sleep...

Squall: It's fine...It's just too early to fuck...You were beginning to get me horny.

Kadaj: Okay... *Moves closer to Squall, curling up tight to him as he listens to Squall's heartbeat.* Ccan..we jjust lay here?

Squall: Yes, we can until I have to leave...

Kadaj: *Tears come to his eyes, holds on tighter to Squall.* Pplease..ddon't go! Pplease, Ssqually! Don't lleave me ttoo!

Squall: I'm not "leaving". I have class today, and I'll come back tonight.

Kadaj: Ccan't you mmiss? Mr. Vvincent can ccall them ffor you! Ssay something came up! Please don't go, Squally! I..I don't want you toto go!

Squall: I...can call Zell, and tell him to cover for me...

Kadaj: Pplease! I..I.I'm sorry..Bbut I don't wwant to be allone! Pplease don't go! *Cries onto Squall's chest.*

Squall: I'll call him in an hour...He doesn't get up until fifteen minutes before class anyway...

Kadaj: Tthank you! Thank yyou, Squall! *Cries softly, slowly calms down after a few minutes but holds on tight to Squall.*

Squall: And after I call, we can fuck all you want...

Kadaj: Ookay...Llast night ddid help...Tthank you ffor..nnot leaving..I..I know yyou hate crying..Bbut I..I can't stop! It hurts ssoo bad! I..I ccan't..beleive sshe's ggone! *Lets out a cry.*

Squall: (I don't know what it's like to lose a parent...I never had any...) *He holds Kadaj in his strong arms.* (I don't even know what to say...)

Kadaj: Aand..mmy..nnisan hhate me! Wwhy? *Looks up with tear filled eyes.* Aam I tthat horrible? Wwhy ddid they ddo this to me?! I..I lloved them.

Squall: I can't answer that, Kadaj...*He grunts softly as his bladder screams at him.* I'll be right back...

Kadaj: Ookay... *Lets reluckently lets go of Squall and curls up tight under the blanket, sucks on his thumb.* (Mother..please come back..Yyou always..lloved me...)

Squall: I'm going to piss...*He quickly leaves the room.*

Kadaj: *Sucks harder as he remember his time at home, all his father glares and brush offs. Sephiroth's spars that always ended up with him getting hurt. Loz's teasing and tricks and Yazoo ignoring him.* (Nisan..wwas the only one nnice to me..Aand he hhurt me too..I I'm all alone..)

Voice from inside the room: Who's that boy, Kadaj?

Kadaj: *Jumps at the voice, shakes.* (I'm hearing tthings now!) Ssqually? *Shyly peeks out, his eyes go wide at the sight.*

Voice from inside the room: Is that his name?

Kadaj: Ggo away! Lleave me allone, 'Zoo! *Sucks hard on his thumb, tears filling his eyes.* (Squally..come back!)

Yazoo: *He leans on the bed next to Kadaj and sighs.* I know what Nisan did was wrong...

Kadaj: Hhow did yyou gget here? Aand yyou're right! You're aall..big meanies! *Curls up tighter, moving away from Yazoo.* (He's going to hurt me too..)

Yazoo: I followed you from Nisan's apartment last night...

Kadaj: HHow did yyou get in? Rre're wouldn't llet you in! Aand why? You..You never ppaided attention to mme when I llived at home..Wwhy now?

Yazoo: I...*He looks up as the door opens to see Squall's fit frame standing in the doorway.*

Squall: Who the hell are you?

Kadaj: Tthis..is my nnisan...Yazoo.. *Suks hard, looks at Squall with pleading eyes, needing his comfort.*

Yazoo: Hello...And you are?

Squall: Squall...*He stares coldly at Yazoo.*

Yazoo: And...what is your relenship to my little brother? I'm guessing sexually since Kadaj is naked...

Kadaj: *Blushes and pulls the blankets up more, covering half his face as he keeps his eyes on Squall. Wanting Squall to hold him.*

Squall: It's none of your business...*He moves closer to the bed where Kadaj is laying.*

Yazoo: I believe it is since he is underage and by the looks of you...you're not.. *Crosses his arms.*

Kadaj: Oonly by two years! Aand..Nnisan is fine with iit and sso is Mr. Vincent! *Moves closer to the edge that Squall is coming too.*

Squall: *He sits on the bed next to Kadaj, then turns to Yazoo.* It doesn't concern you...

Kadaj: *Moves closer to Squall, laying his head on his lap.*

Yazoo: Kadaj is much to young...I don't understand how brother Cloud could let this happen..He's always been close and protective of our dear little brother...

Squall: Just keep thinking that...The both of you are bastards...

Kadaj: *Tears fall harder, grabs onto Squall's legs as he cries softly.* (I don't like this..I don't like fights!) Ssqually...Ccan..yyou call Zzell now? Pplease?

Yazoo: Zell? Another friend Kadaj? *Cocks his head.*

Squall: *He silently pulls out his phone to call Zell to cover for him.*

Kadaj: You ddidn't aanswer me...HHow did you get in hhere..Aand why do you care nnow? You..Yyou always acted llike I wasn't tthere..

Yazoo: I did care...I just was told not to say anything. And, like I said...I followed you from Cloud's house...I was on my way there when I saw you with your new boyfriend...

Kadaj: TThat doesn't explain hhow you got in my room! Tthe maids always llock the doors!

Yazoo: You know I have my ways...

Squall: *He hangs up the phone with Zell.* I'm staying here today...

Kadaj: Yyeah..You aalways ggot in ttrouble bby dad ffor getting in hhis office aand taking you boyfriends tthere.. *Looks up at Squall.* Zzell didn't mind?

Squall: No, he was more surprised that I even considered missing a class...

Kadaj: I..I wish I could of sseen his face...Tthank you ffor staying, Squally... *Kisses Squall's thigh, not caring his brother is there.*

Yazoo: Since when have you become so slutty, brother?

Kadaj: *Tears fill his eyes again, but angry comes out too.* When I was sold to cover the family debt and had to become a whore! Aand that wasn’t sslutty..I just kkissed him… *Looks down, holding on tightly to Squall.*

Yazoo: I had no knowledge of that...You're mad at the wrong person

Kadaj: Ddidn't you wonder wwhere I was?!

Yazoo: I was told you were put in a special school...

Kadaj: Llike..dad would do that! He..he hated ffor people to see me! *Holds on tighter to Squall, his eyes sting with tears.*

Squall: *He reaches out his arm, covering Kadaj.*

Yazoo: I thought they did it just to get you out of the house...

Kadaj: *More tears fall, hides under Squall's arms.* Yyou..guys..hhated me tthat much? Wha..what iis so wrong with me, 'zoo? Wwhy do yyou all hate mme?

Yazoo: Who said I hated you? *He sighs.* I just never said anything...What would I have said? Father thinks I'm a liar because I bring home a different man every night.

Kadaj: Nno..one..Bbut you nnever ppayed attention to mme! Yyou wwould watch when Lloz would be mmean to me! You llaughed with hhim! ...Aat least ddad talked to yyou...*Shudders.* Hhe..he hhated me..Ssaid iit wwas my fault mmommy was ssick!

Yazoo: *He rubs his temples.* Yeah I know...I think we should talk about this later...*He glances at Squall.* when you're not so upset...

Kadaj: I hhave a reason tto be upset! I..I had to find oout about Mmother ffrom the news!!! Aand I ccan't eeven say ggood bbye to her! *Lets out a sob.*

Yazoo: I know that, Kadaj! That's why I'm here...*He says in a quieter tone.* I was going to sneak you in to see mother after everyone has left...

Kadaj: Yyou..mmean it? Rreally 'zzoozoo? Yyou're nnot playing a..a tttrick on me? *Looks up with sad, hopefully eyes. Praying it's not a trick.*

Yazoo: No. The funeral is in two days...At 7 pm. Your "boyfriend" can come too if you want...

Squall: Hmph...*He turns away from Yazoo, believing that he's trying to trick Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Iif..if hhe wwants to I..I'm ttaking him...*Hugs Squall tightly, nuzzles into his lap. Getting comfort from his warmth.* I..I would go, 'zoo...Re're ggets up soon aand if he sees you...It wwil be bad!

Yazoo: Yeah, already leaving...*He hops off of the bed and opens the window to escape.*

Kadaj: Bbyebye, 'zoozzoo...*A few tears fall as he watches, his mind trying to process everything.* (Ccan..I ttrust him?)

Squall: I'm going with you...I don't trust him...

Kadaj: Yyou will? You ddon't mind? Aand..he's..never rreally lied to me..Just pretended I wwasn’t there... * Looks down.*

Squall: Still...I don't trust him after what Cloud did...

Kadaj: *Sniffs, and lets out a soft sob.* Nnisan...I..I..It hhurts, Squally!

Squall: (I still want to kill that bastard...) *His fist balls tightly, wrinkling the sheets.*

Kadaj: *Sees Squall's hands fist and shakes, thinking Squall is upset with him.* I..I'm ssorry..I'll sstop ccrying! *Quickly wipes his eyes, trying to stop the tears.*

Squall: I didn't say anything...*He relaxes his fists.*

Kadaj: Yyou're hands..Yyou were mmad! I..I ddon't want to mmake you mad.. *Curls up tighter.*

Squall: Not at you. *He lays back on the bed and stares at the ceiling.*

Kadaj: *Shyly moves and lays his head on Squall's chest, letting silent tears fall.* Mmy head hurts...

Squall: *He moves a little closer to Kadaj.* Take something for it...

Kadaj: I ddon't want to move...*Holds on tightly to Squall, nuzzles Squall's ripped pecks.*

Squall: (I guess I'm supposed to make him feel better...A kiss maybe?) *He turns to his side to face Kadaj before bringing him into a kiss.*

Kadaj: *Kisses back with passion, needing to feel Squall. Rubs his hands over Squall's chest, brushing over his nipples.*

Squall: *His hand slips down Kadaj's body as he kisses Kadaj. He begins to stroke Kadaj's soft cock.*

Kadaj: Mmm... *Moans softly, begin the thrust into Squall's hand as he bites on Squall's lip. Pulls at Squall's nipples.* (I need him! Please, Squally!)

Squall: *He turns Kadaj over, making Kadaj's back face him as he lies on his side. He moves down Kadaj's body until he reaches Kadaj's ass hole and begins to lick it.*

Kadaj: Ahh! Ssqually! *Moans and spreads his legs as he pushes his ass back.* Mmore, please!!!

Squall: *He reaches his arms around Kadaj's waist and strokes Kadaj's cock vigorously as he licks and sucks on Kadaj's needy hole.*

Kadaj: Yyessssss! Ooh..god! Ffuck..so ggood! *Claws at the blankets, pleasure filling his body as he clenches hard against Squall's tongue. his cock already dripping precum.*

Squall: *He moans softly at the taste of Kadaj as his hands violently stroke Kadaj's warm, dripping cock.*

Kadaj: Ohhh...Squalll!!!!!!!!!!! *Screams out as he cums hard into Squall's hard, tears of pleasure fall as he rides his high.*

Squall: (He came fast...) *He pulls Kadaj back against his body.* (He released all of his tension when he came...)

Kadaj: *Grabs on tightly to Squall's arms, kissing them.* Llove you..I love you so much, Ssqually! *His shakes calm down as he kisses Squall's hand, holding tightly to him.*

Squall: Do you feel any better? *He gently bites Kadaj's neck, leaving a mark.*

Kadaj: Yyeah..a bit better...Yyou're helping allot.. Pplease, bbite me more...Please! *Tilts his head over, wanting to feel more of Squall.*

Squall: Again? *He moves to a new spot and begins to mark Kadaj's skin.*

Kadaj: Yesss..Please! Ccover me, Squally...I..I nneed to feel you! *Moans softly, strokes Squall's strong arms.* Don't stop...

Squall: *He roughly bites along Kadaj's jawline and bites Kadaj's earlobe when he reaches it.*

Kadaj: Ahhh! Sshit...Soo..good! *Cries out in pleasure, rubs his hips back against Squall's.* I..love you soo much!

Squall: (He loves how I feel...) *He plays with Kadaj's nipples as he moves down Kadaj's neck, roughly biting him and leaving marks.*

Kadaj: Yyess! Ah! Pplease..I nneed you in me, Ssquall! Please...ffuck me! *Grinds back against Squall, already getting hard again.*

Squall: You want it again? *He rubs his growing cock in between Kadaj's ass cheeks and rubs his nipples hard.*

Kadaj: Yes! Pplease!...I.I need your warm, hhard cock ddeep..in my ass! Ahh! Mmy.. nipples! *Moans as he clenches his ass cheeks against Squall's cock, grinding his ass back hard.*

Squall: You're like me...You love it when I touch your nipples...*He rolls Kadaj's hardening nipples between his fingers as he prods Kadaj's ass with his cock.*

Kadaj: Nngg! Ppull.. on tthem! *Blushes as he asks, moans at the feel of Squall's hot, hard cock bumping again his clenching opening.* Please..ddon't tease! I..I need you so bbad!

Squall: (I love his moans...) *He gently pulls on Kadaj's nipples as his cock slips inside Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: Ahhhh!! *Moans loudly as he feell Squall's length enter him, pushes his ass back to take more in and gasps.* Mmore..llove me more!

Squall: *He thrusts his hips forward, entering the full length of his cock into Kadaj's ass. He pulls hard on Kadaj's ass as he plows into Kadaj's prostate.*

Kadaj: Yessssssssss!!!!! *Screams in pleasure as Squall nails his sweetspot, wraps an arm around behind and pulls Squall's head closer to his neck as he moans loudly.* Oh ggod! Ttoo..deep, yyour in sso..deep!!!!!

Squall: *He pinches Kadaj's nipples hard as he grinds his cock against Kadaj's prostate, his hips driving his cock deeper into Kadaj's ass.* Ohh...shit...

Kadaj: Ah! Tthey..bburn! ohh! Ssqually! *His eyes flutter in pleasure as he tries to meet Squall's thrusts, reaches down to stroke his dripping cock.* Ffaster! Ohh..yess!

Squall: *He bites his lip, trying not to moan as Kadaj's ass clenches around him.* Are you ready for me, Kadaj?

Kadaj: Ah! Yyesss!!! ohh..god yes!! Pplease! I..I'm cclose! Mmake me cum, Squallyyy!! *Lightly thrashes around as he clenches madly, a layer of sweat covers his body, making his hair stick to his face as he moans out loud.*

Squall: *He slams his cock into Kadaj's ass, wanting Kadaj to cum again.* I love...your ass...*He holds Kadaj in a rigid death grip as his cock pounds Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhhh! *Screams loudly as he cums hard into his own hand, arches back against Squall as he clenches madly around him.*

Squall: Kadaj...*He grunts softly as he cums into Kadaj's ass.* Damn...

Kadaj: *Moans softly in pleasure as he is filled with Squall's seed, softly clenches to make sure he gets it all.* I..I love you..My Squally..

Squall: (He's better...) Love you...*He holds Kadaj tight in his arms.*

Kadaj: *Nuzzles back, panting hard as he strokes Squall's arms.* Tthanks you for staying...I ddon't think I.. could of gone tthough this without yyou...

Squall: Don't worry about it...*He nips Kadaj's earlobe.*

Kadaj: *Shivers at the bite.* Ccan you sstay with me all day?

Squall: All day...

Kadaj: I love you...Mmore then anyone, Squall..*Turns his head to look back at Squall, his eyes still sad but there's a bit of happiness in them.*

Squall: *He takes Kadaj's eyes as a signal for a kiss. He kisses Kadaj's lips and nips them gently.*

Kadaj: Mm..*Kisses back, moans softly at the nips and opens his mouth to let Squall in.*

Reno: *Knocks on the door before he opens it, smiles at them.* Hey you two! I'm glad to see you're doin' better! But your scream kind a scared Connor yo!

Kadaj: *Blushes hard as he stops kissing Squall and pulls the blanket over them.* I..I'm sorry, Re're..I didn't meant to..

Reno: It's okay! I understand yo...Just try to keep it down a bit when he's here..I told him I'd come check on ya, only way he'd calm down!

Kadaj: I'm..I don't know if I'm okay...Bbut I'm ggetting better, Re're.... *Looks down, softly clenches around Squall to make sure he's still there.*

Squall: *He tightens his grip around Kadaj's waist.*

Reno: I know..It..takes sometime to get usedd to it..You never get truly over, but it does get easier yo..You'll make it, 'daj...You're tough!

Kadaj: I..Thanks Re're...I just wish...I ccould of ttalked to her bbefore... *Sniffs, shakes his head, not wanting to cry again.*

Squall: *He gently begins to pinch Kadaj's nipples again, wanting to somewhat comfort him.*

Kadaj: *Shudders at the pinch, moans softly and snuggle back closer to him.* I..I think I jjust want to sstay here today..

Reno: I understand...I'll have the maids bring some breakfast for you guys... *Smiles softly before he walks out of the room, closing the door behind him.*

Squall: *He continues to rub Kadaj's nipples, giving each nipple undivided attention.*

Kadaj: Mmm..Ssqually..*Softly clenches again, arching his chest out.* My..nipples..are so hard!

Squall: Your nipples love my attention...*He gently pulls on Kadaj's nipples and twists them, making them harder.*

Kadaj: Nnnggg! Yyou're going..to make me hhard again! I..I love your touch so much! *Moans softly as he wiggles around under Squall's hands.*

Squall: *He moves his hands away from Kadaj's nipples.* Do something to me, then...

Kadaj: *Pants lightly.* Yyou're...still in me...I can't really reach you! *Clenches hard around Squall, showing he's still in him.*

Squall: *He slowly pulls out of Kadaj's ass and turns Kadaj over to face him.*

Kadaj: *Moans at the loss, kisses Squall hard. Softly sucks on Squall's lower lip as he runs his hands down Squall's chest. Pinches his nipples.*

Squall: *He shivers as Kadaj pinches his nipples.* Mm...

Kadaj: *Smiles softly at the shivers and kisses and nips Squall's jaw line to his ear before he sucks on the lobe. Flicks the little pebbles, pinching them between his nail and thumb.* Mm..I love your body...So strong...

Squall: *He feels his nipples harden at Kadaj's touches.* (He knows just what to say...) *He lets out a soft grunt of pleasure.*

Kadaj: *His smile grows at Squall's grunt, pulls harder on them, twisting them hard. Moves down to Squall's neck and bites down hard, sucking madly on it.* (I want to hear more from him! Please!)

Squall: *He breathes heavily and lets out a small moan of pleasure as Kadaj loves his body.*

Kadaj: *Shudders Squall's moan, bites down again before he nips his way down. Looks up as he takes Squall's right nipple in is mouth, sucking hard on it as he bites softly on the little hard pebble.*

Squall: I love it...when you suck my nipples...(He looks so dirty when he uses his mouth...) *He moans softly at the thought.*

Kadaj: *lets it go with a pop, flicks it with his tongue.* I love to do it...You taste so good! *Kisses his way over to Squall's other nipple and gives it the same attention, moves his hand to rub the other one.*

Squall: You're so good at it...Damn...*He moans softly at all the attention Kadaj is giving his nipples.*

Kadaj: ( I am?! I made him curse! Yay!) *Keeps giving them attention, hears a knock on the door and accidently bites down hard on it, a few teeth break though the skin.* (Shit!)

Squall: *He bites his lips in a new pleasure burning through his body.* Kadaj...Mmm...

Kadaj: *Lifts his head up, licking the blood of his lips.* Um..Set the tray next to the door! *Shyly looks up as he licks at Squall's abused and bloody nipple in apologies.*

Squall: No...bite it harder...*He tugs on Kadaj's hair.*

Kadaj: *Winces slightly at his hair being pulled, looks up to make sure it's okay before be bites down even harder, shudders when he feels his teeth break more skin.*

Squall: *He moans louder at feeling Kadaj's teeth break the skin on his nipple.* Shit...

Kadaj: (He really likes this? I..I'm hurting him! I..I hated when I was made to bleed! But I like his moans!) *Pulls at the skin, making more blood gush out.* (It taste salty and coppery!)

Squall: *He begins to pull on Kadaj's hair again, holding back moans of pleasure as Kadaj abuses his nipples.*

Kadaj: *Lets go at the hair pulls, nuzzles Squall's bloody chest.* Ddo..you wwant me to stop? *Licks the blood off his lips.* (I don't really like the taste...Bbut if it's what Squally wants..)

Squall: Keep going...Oh...god keep going...*He moans softly as Kadaj's lips leave his nipple.*

Kadaj: Wwant me to do your other oone? Make it bloody too? Or..maybe down lower? *Licks that the cuts his teeth made.*

Squall: Give my other nipple the same attention...Then you can move lower if you want...

Kadaj: (I..I don't like the taste...Bbut I want to please him! Maybe the more I do it the more I'll like it!) *Quickly moves over and takes it between his teeth, biting down till his mouth fills with blood. Rubs the other one.*

Squall: You feel so good...*He gently pulls on Kadaj's hair and hisses in pleasured pain as Kadaj bites his nipple.*

Kadaj: *Shakes his head as he bites down, pulling the skin back and forth as he licks at the nub. His lips starts to suck on it as well.*

Squall: *His body shivers as Kadaj's bites become more passionate.* Fuck...Kadaj...

Kadaj: *Bites down even harder, breaking though more skin as he pulls up on it.* (He really likes this! I'm getting so many noises from him!)

Squall: Oh...Kadaj...*His eyes roll in new pleasure, his body loving how Kadaj is abusing his sensitive, hard nipples.*

Kadaj: *Moans around the flesh in his mouth, bites down till his teeth almost meet, wanting to hear more from Squall.*

Squall: Mmh...! Kadaj, you're going to take my nipple off...

Kadaj: *Freezes and quickly releases him, looks down as tears start to come.* II.I'm soo..sorry! I..I *Moves back.* (I hurt him bad! I hurt Squally!)

Squall: It's...okay...we both were carried away...It felt really good, though...

Kadaj: Yyou..lliked it? I..I always hated wwhen they would mmake me bleed...*Curls up next to Squall.*

Squall: I liked it...But that time you almost took my nipple off...*He moves closer to Kadaj.* We can sneak up to the attic and try more nipple play...

Kadaj: Ddon't you want to give them time to heal? Wwe..need to clean them...And..the maids brought food..

Squall: We can eat...but I was going to play with your nipples...

Kadaj: *Blushes as he gets up and goes to the door, grabs the tray outside the door and goes back to the bed. Stares at the tray.* (I'm...not hungry...)

Squall: Eat something...

Kadaj: I'm not hungry..You can have my share, Squally!

Squall: Eat. *He says sharply as he takes a single piece of toast.*

Kadaj: *Shyly takes a piece of toast and nibbles on it slowly.*

Squall: *He watches to make sure Kadaj eats his share.*

Kadaj: Yyou eat to Squally.. *Moves to his bacon, slowly nibbles on it too.*

Squall: I am...and I'm watching you...*He takes a hearty bite from his toast.*

Kadaj: *Blushes at Squall's stare, shyly eats more. Smiles when he sees the maids put ketchup on the tray from his eggs.* (Jjust like Mother would ddo...) *Tears fall as he remembers.*

Squall: (Something upset him...) *He begins to eat his share of bacon.*

Kadaj: *Snuffs as he pours some on his eggs, takes a bite.* (I want mommy...)

Squall: Kadaj...?

Kadaj: *Wipes away the tears, knowing Squall hates them.* Yyeah, Squally? Ddo you need some ketchup?

Squall: No...*He finishes off his bacon and starts on the eggs.*

Kadaj: Ookay... *Eats the rest of his eggs, sets his fork down before he moves over to the nightstand. Opens the drawer and pulls out the water stained sketch book his Mother gave him.* (Tthis..is really all I have of her...) *Holds onto it tightly as he lays down.*

Squall: Kadaj...you have to do something to get your mind off of it...

Kadaj: I..I ttried..Bbut then tthe kketchip...Sshe's always mmade sure I had some dduring breakffast.. *Starts to suck on his thumb as he hugs the book tighter.*

Squall: *He sighs sharply at the sight of Kadaj, not knowing how to react or comfort him. He moves closer to where Kadaj is laying down.*

Kadaj: *Moves to lay his head on Squall's lap, holds on tightly to his thigh.* Jjust...stay hhere, please...

Squall: I am...*He lets Kadaj rest on his body.*

Kadaj: Sshe..would oof liked you...*Lets tears silently fall as he sucks hard on his thumb.*

Squall: *He reaches his arm out and rests it across Kadaj's back. He silently comforts Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Nuzzles deeper into Squall's warm lap and closes his eyes. Slowly falls asleep, still sucking on his thumb.*

Squall: (He's too innocent...) *His strong hands begin to stroke Kadaj's back with a mind on their own.*

~A few hours later.~

Reno: *Hears a knock at the door.* I'll get it yo! *Gets up and walks to the door, opens it and growls at the sight.*

Cloud: I need to talk to Kadaj...

Reno: Like hell you will, ya bastard! *Jumps on Cloud and sends him to the ground.* How could you do that to your own Brother?! Don't you know that hell he's been though?!!! *punches Cloud.*

Vincent: *He quickly pulls Reno off of Cloud.* Reno! *He holds Reno back from throwing more punches.*

Cloud: *He wipes the blood from his lip and stands up.*

Reno: *Fights against Vincent.* No, let me go! I'm not gonna let him hurt, 'daj again yo!

Kadaj: Re're? *Stands at the top of the stairs, his eyes fill with tears.* Ni..Nisan?

Cloud: Yes, Kadaj? I came to talk...

Kadaj: Wwhy?...Wwhy ddid you hhurt me, Nnisan? *Tears fall as he slowly walks down the stairs, wrapping his arms tightly around him.*

Reno: Go upstairs,'daj..We'll get rid of him yo!

Kadaj: Nno..I..I wwant to ttalk to hhim...

Cloud: Let's talk outside, Kadaj...

Reno: Like hell you will!! *Struggles harder against Vincent.* I'm not gonna let you hurt 'daj again yo!

Kadaj: I..I'll be fine, Re'e...Ddon't worry...Stay hhere in ccase Squally wakes up..I..I ddon't want him to do anytthing rash..*Steps off the last step and walks over to Cloud.*

Reno: Vincent! Do something yo!

Vincent: Let them go...*He holds on tight to Reno's arms.*

Reno: But...*Glares at Cloud.* I swear...if you hurt him again...I won't think twice 'bout killin' you...

Kadaj: Llet go tto the garden, Nnisan.... *Walks to the door, his arms wrapped tightly around him.*

Cloud: Yeah...*He closes the door behind Kadaj to walk with him.*

Kadaj: *Leads Cloud to around the back, nervously biting on his lips.* (IIs..he hhere to hurt me again? Oor..say he's sorry...)

Cloud: *After a long period of silence and walking, he sighs and begins to speak.* I'm sorry, Kadaj...

Kadaj: Wwhy, nissan? Jjust..tell me why...*Looks over with tear filled eyes.*

Cloud: They told me not to tell you because they knew it would hurt you if you knew you couldn't go to the funeral...

Kadaj: Yyou've never listened to them bbefore!! *Stops and turns too Cloud.* I..I shouldn't oof found out by the news!!!! YYou should have told me, Nisan! You're..you're my favorite!

I..I love you!

Cloud: I know! *He rubs his temples.* (I'm so fucking stupid!)

Kadaj: It..it hurts, Nisan..I..I need you aand you betrayed me! *Sits down on the ground, hugging his knees.* I want Mother!

Cloud: I'm sorry, god damn it! *He grunts and puts his hands to his forehead.*

Kadaj: *Curls up tight at Cloud's yell, lets out a cry.* I..I'm sorry! Pplease ddon't be yyell at me, Nisan!

Cloud: I'm just frustrated! I'm not yelling at you...

Kadaj: Can..ccan you hhold me, Nisan? Pplease? *Looks up pitied at Cloud, big tears rolling down his face.*

Cloud: Yeah...*He sighs and sits down next to Kadaj to hold him.*

Kadaj: *Buries his face in Cloud's chest like he used too and hugs him tight.* I..I still llove you Nisan...I jjust mmiss her sso much!!!

Cloud: I miss her too, Kadaj...*He hugs Kadaj tight in his arms.* I'm sorry...

Kadaj: I..I forggive you, Nnisan...I know yyou only wwanted to prottect me... *Sniffs.* Did..ddid sshe talk about mme?

Cloud: Yes, she did...*He rubs Kadaj's back.*

Kadaj: Wwhat..did she ssay?I..I tried to ccall her but..Ssephy changed the nnumbers!

Cloud: She told me that she left something just for you...

Kadaj: Sshe did? Wwhat?!

Cloud: I'm not sure...I'm going to pick it up tomorrow. She kept it hidden from everyone else. She only told me where she hid it.

Kadaj: I..I miss her so much, Nisan! I..I never even ggot to say bye to hher! *hold on tighter.* Ccan you bring it?

Cloud: Yes, that's what I'll do tomorrow...

Kadaj: Ookay...Thank you, Nisan... *Plays with Cloud's shirt as he sniffs.* 'zoozoo snuck in my rroom this mmorning...

Cloud: He did? Why?

Kadaj: I..don't know...HHe said he was sorry for everytthing...Aand that hhe would ssneak me into the ...ffuneral aafter everyone left sso I can see her...

Cloud: I'm glad you told me...I'll help too...and make sure no one sees you.

Kadaj: Ssqually tthinks he's pplaying a trick on me...Hhe doesn't trust him..I..I don't know wwhat to believe..*looks up.* Bbut I trust you, Nisan!

Cloud: I'll make sure he doesn't play a trick on you...

Kadaj: Tthank you, Nisan...Aand..Ssqually's coming too... *Nuzzles Cloud's chest.*

Cloud: That's fine...just as long as he doesn't punch me again...

Kadaj: *Giggles softly.* He's.. gotten really protective of me! It mmay take him a while to trust you aagain, but I'll tell him not tto hit you anymore!

Cloud: I could see that...I felt it too...

Kadaj: He's really strong! He works out alot! *Reaches up and wipes off a bit of blood still on Cloud’s face.* Re're is even more protective...But not as strong..

Cloud: Yeah...I don't know which I should watch out for the most...

Kadaj: Well, Mr. Vincent will watch Re're! But I wouldn't try to get him mad! He has a ton of guns! Aand..I think I can get Squally to be okay! He didn't do anything to 'zoo!

Cloud: *He laughs softly.* I'll watch out for Squall, then...He's like me in a lot of ways...

Kadaj: *Giggles softly again.* He is! Sometimes I think I'm with you like we used to do! (Till he does something naughty!) Maybe..that's one reason why I love him to much!

Cloud: It's very possible...Do you know why he loves you, or even if he loves you?

Kadaj: He does love me! He's..just..Not used to it! It scares him, he's not used to feeling this way! But I'm teaching him, Nisan! He even missed class to stay with me today! He never EVER does that!

Cloud: *He nods.* I think he loves you for your innocence...I can tell you that innocence is welcome when you're a soldier...

Kadaj: He loves to sit with me! *Giggles.* He holds me at night when he thinks I'm asleep! And kisses my forehead!

Cloud: And he does that because it's easier for him to express himself when he thinks you're asleep...There's no fear of rejection...

Kadaj: I like it! I fake sleep alot! *Giggles.* But don't tell him that, Nisan! And I’d never reject him! He’s my Squally!

Cloud: I won't say anything...*He smiles.* Maybe one time you can tell him you're still awake...and see how he reacts...

Kadaj; Bbut..then what if he stops! I..I like his hugs and kisses at night! But I'll try it sometime! *Nuzzles up to Cloud's neck.* I miss your smile, Nisan!

Cloud: We need to visit more often, I think...

Kadaj: Yeah! We can go out to eat and see a movie! Oh! And I can draw you!!! I haven't done that in a long time! *Smiles.* (Nisan smells good! I've missed his smell!)

Cloud: Yes, that sounds good...

Kadaj: But..I think Squally will want to come..He won't trust you! *Traces Cloud's muscles though his shirt, missing being held in his arms.*

Cloud: *He shivers at Kadaj's touches.* I've missed you too...

Kadaj: *Giggles softly at the shivers and just rests his hand on Cloud's chest.* You're gotten stronger, Nisan! Your chest is bigger!

Cloud: Thank you...I have been working out more...

Kadaj: I can tell! I have to draw you now! You've gotten more muscle! *Grins and pokes at Cloud's pecks.*

Cloud: Hey...*He laughs and shoos Kadaj's hand away.* Have you been drawing much lately?

Kadaj: *Giggles and sneakily pokes Cloud again.* Yeah! I've been drawing Squally! I've gotten alot of good ones! And a few of Re're and Mr. Vinny!

Cloud: Nothing explicit, I hope...

Kadaj: *Blushes as he remembers some of his drawings, avoids Cloud's eyes.*

Cloud: You did...Didn't you...What did I tell you about that?

Kadaj: ...Not too...But only of Squally! Hhe asked me to draw a few of them! Aand you know I love to draw nude drawings!

Cloud: I know you do, but you should wait until you're 18 to draw things like that...

Kadaj: I'm close to it!!! Aand I know you looked at stuff before you were 18!! Aand no one sees them!

Cloud: *He sighs.* You do have a good point...

Kadaj: I'm not doing anything bad, Nisan...I..I know about all that stuff... *Looks down.* I..I hhad to find out on my own...

Cloud: I know...I'm sorry they sold you...

Kadaj: It..It hhurt, Nissan...Tthat's why Re're iis so protective of..He..ssaw me aafter Rurufus..rraped me..He wwas my first ffriend and he pprotected me..He would ttake the bad and abusive jjohns so I wouldn't have too...

Cloud: I'm so sorry...*He rubs Kadaj's back.*

Kadaj: Bbut it's over now! I'm ffree and I have Squally! Who nnever hurts me! *Relaxes back against Cloud.* I..I thought oof you alot..I tried to be strong like you..

Cloud: Did you meet Squall while you were a whore?

Kadaj: *Flinches at the word.* (Should I tell him?) Yyes..I did...He..he was really cold at first..Bbut I didn't want to leave him, Nisan! I cried when I thought he was sending me away! Hhe started wwarming up to me..Let me stay and sleep on his tiny bed with him!

Cloud: He's warm now? How bad was he before? Squall's still icy...

Kadaj: He..barely talked..Aand the first time we..you know..*Blushes.* Hhe just laid on the bed wwith his pants unzipped! I had to do all the work! Aand..hhe came REALLY quick! I.. I thought I did really good...but he just wanted to finish it fast...

Cloud: But he didn't hurt you?

Kadaj: No! He made it feel really good!! *Blushes harder.* He..he never does anything that would hurt me..Aand he always asks if I'm okay or if it's okay to do something!! Sometimes I get into it aand we ..llose a bit of control, but never something to bad and he feels REALLY bad after!

Cloud: That's good...And he hasn't tried to take advantage of you?

Kadaj: No! He never would, Nisan! He really does love me!

Cloud: I'm just asking...Since he came to my house and punched me...

Kadaj: He wwas upset cause he ssaw the news with me...He..He didn't like seeing me so upset!

Cloud: Well...I know. But I still care about you, and if he treats you well...

Kadaj: He does! And I'm glad you care, Nisan..I..I ttthought for abit..Yyou forgot about me.. *Looks down, his hand fists Cloud's shirt.*

Cloud: I'd never forget about you...*He leans a little closer to Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Yyou..nnever answered wwhen I called! Yyou changed your number too! *A tear falls as he holds himself closer to Cloud, getting comfert from his warm body.*

Cloud: I know...and I'm sorry for making you feel left out...I'm not going to listen to father again...

Kadaj: Yyou..ddidn't use too! Why ddid you start? *Meets Cloud's eyes with his own teary ones.* PPlease don't! Nnever leave me again, Nisan!

Cloud: I'm not going to leave you...*He closes his eyes and leans forward, planting a kiss on Kadaj's lips.*

Kadaj: *His eyes go wide at the kiss, smiles as he relaxes and slowly kisses back.* (He kissed me! Rufus said he would be disgusted with me but he kissed me!)

Cloud: Is that better?

Kadaj: *Blushes hard, shyly licks his at the taste of Cloud.* Yyeah.. I..I nnever thought you wwould do that, Nisan.. *Blushes even harder.*

Cloud: We used to...

Kadaj: Yyeah..But nnow I know wwhat kissing can llead too! *Shudders as he remember the wet dream he had of Cloud.*

Cloud: I know...It will be our little secret...

Kadaj: Okay, Nisan! *Plays with Cloud's shirt.* Ccan..we do it again? Ssometime...

Cloud: Maybe...but not right now...*He hears distinct, heavy footsteps coming from behind.* I think that's Squall...

Kadaj: *Cocks his head as he looks, smiles at the footsteps.* Yep! That sounds like him!! He must be mad! Usually you can't hear when he's walking!

Cloud: I better get going, then...I'll see you another time, Kadaj...*He gets up to leave and shudders as he sees Squall glare at him as he walks by.*

Kadaj: Bye bye, Nisan!!!! I'll call you tonight! Love you! *Waves bye to Cloud as he walks away, but stays on the ground.*

Cloud: *He waves to Kadaj and quickly leaves.*

Kadaj: *Looks up at Squall* Hi Squally!

Squall: *He silently sits down next to Kadaj.* I'm glad he left...

Kadaj: He said he was sorry and that dad and Seph told him too! He feels really bad about it!

Squall: He says that now...because he knows I'll kick his ass...

Kadaj: No, don't! I know he did wrong, but he's still my Nisan and I love him! He's still upset about llossing..Mmother too... *looks down.*

Squall: He still deserves it...*He lays back in the grass, with his head resting on his arms.*

Kadaj: *Moves to lay down on Squall's chest, giggles softly.* He says he going to watch his back around you and Re're! Bbut..I forgave him..*Looks up.* Please don't hurt my nisan, Squally...

Squall: I won't make any promises...

Kadaj: Okay... *Nuzzles Squall's chest, making sure not to touch Squall's nipples.* Hhe said he's going to help me go to the funeral..He wants to make sure 'zoozoo doesn't do anything!

Squall: I don't trust either of them...

Kadaj: I'm not sure about 'zoo..Bbut I trust Nisan! His eyes didn't lie! *Moves overtop Squall's body, looks down at hi,.* Do you trust me, Squally?

Squall: I trust you...

Kadaj: Then trust me this once..I don't think Nisan will betray me again...And if he does..You can beat him up... *Softly kisses him.*

Squall: Fine...*He closes his eyes as Kadaj kisses him.*

Kadaj: *Softly licks Squall's lips.* I love you, Squally...

Squall: *He opens his mouth to grant Kadaj's tongue entry.*

Kadaj: *Slowly enters his tongue, bathing Squall's mouth with it. Moans softly at the taste of Squall, playfully licks at Squall's tongue.* (He tastes to good, I love kissing him!)

Squall: We're outside...*He strokes Kadaj tongue with his own,*

Kadaj: *Shudders at Squall's tongue, blushes.* Wwe've...done it outside before...Aand I was just kissing you!

Squall: Someone might see...*He closes his mouth around Kadaj's lips, his tongue still inside Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: Mm..I just want to kiss you, Squally...I love your kisses.. *Surrenders to Squall's mouth, the kiss turning him into goo.*

Squall: And you know what your kisses do to me...*He reaches around Kadaj to grope his ass.*

Kadaj: Mmmm!! *Pushes his ass up against Squall's hands.* Wwe..can go inside..

Squall: *He leans forward and looks around for signs of anyone watching them from the house.* We should be fine out here...as long as we hide ourselves a little more...

Kadaj: Mm..We ccan go behind the bush? *Begins to grind against Squall, moaning at the feeling.*

Squall: That should be fine...*He raises up with Kadaj on top of him, then walks over to the tall bush.*

Kadaj: *Wraps his arms and legs tightly around Squall as he moves, nuzzles Squall's neck. Starts to suck on it.*

Squall: You can't wait...*He rubs Kadaj's legs as he lowers his body to lay down in the grass.*

Kadaj: I..never can with you, Squally! You turn me on so much! *A light blush covers his body, moans softly at Squall's touches.*

Squall: Take your pants off...*He crawls over Kadaj's body and stares at Kadaj with his ice blue eyes.*

Kadaj: Yyess... *Shudders at Squall's stare, his body turns redder as he reaches down and pushes his pajama pants down and kicks the off. Lays there naked under Squall's staring eyes.*

Squall: *He begins to rub Kadaj's cock with his strong hands.* Your cock needs my attention...

Kadaj: Ahh! Yes! Oh godd! It..it misses you, Squally! *Moans as he thrusts up to rub his cock against Squall's hands, begins to lightly pant.*

Squall: *He rubs Kadaj's glans head, loving how warm Kadaj's cock feels in his hands.*

Kadaj: Ohhhh! Sooo...good! Pplease, more! Give me more! *He begs as he rolls his hips up, his cock fully hard in Squall's hand.*

Squall: What more do you want? *He moves his hand down to rub Kadaj's balls.*

Kadaj: Mmgg!!! I..I want you! Pplease, I want all of you, Ssqually!!! *Turns his head side to side in pleasure, letting out sweet moans.*

Squall: *He unzips his pants and pulls out his cock and gives one last look around before he leans over Kadaj and enters his ass.*

Kadaj: AHhhhhhh! Yessss! Ddeeper, Ssqually! Deeper! *Moans loudly as he's entered, winces slightly at the burn of being taken dry but loving the feel f having Squall inside him.*

Squall: Your ass...has become even tighter after it healed...*He begins to thrust hard into Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: Eeehhh! Yyou're..too bigg!OOh..god, Squally! It..it burns! *Moans out as he claws down Vincent's back, pulling him down closer to him.*

Squall: Want me to stop? *He arches his back into Kadaj's scratches and slows his thrusts.*

Kadaj: Nno! Pplease, don't stop! *Looks up begging at Squall, clenches. around him.* Jjust..Sstart a little slower.. *Bites his lip as he moves his hips to meet Squall's thrusts.*

Squall: *He holds Kadaj down to the ground by his shoulders and slowly thrusts into Kadaj's clenching ass.*

Kadaj: Mmm.. Yesss..Feel soo good yo! Llove you in me!*Tilts his hips and lets out a loud moan as his prostate is hit, digs his nails in deeper as he arches in pleasure.*

Squall: *He begins to thrust harder into Kadaj's ass.* Mph...Kadaj...

Kadaj: Yyes..Please! Mmore..Squally! Mmoan for me! *Clenches hard as he wraps his legs around Squall's waist to push him in deeper, keeps letting out sweet moans.*

Squall: *He moans lowly in his chest as he thrusts hard into Kadaj's clenching ass.* Kadaj..

Kadaj: Uhhh..yaa..Ohh! *Moans inaudible words as pleasure shoots though his body, shudders at Squall’s low moan. Tries to rub his dripping cock against Squall’s stomach.*

Squall: *He grinds his body against Kadaj's cock, giving him pleasure and smearing Kadaj's moist precum on his ripped stomach. He thrusts hard into Kadaj's needy ass.*

Kadaj: I.., Oh god, Ssqually! *Cries out on pleasure as he feels his release coming, starts to clench madly around himas his body shakes.*

Squall: *He grabs on tight to Kadaj's cock and slams hard into his ass,* Not...so fast...

Kadaj: Nnnnggggggg!!! Pplease! I..I need to, Squally! *Thrashes underneath Squall's thrusting body, his hips jerking up trying to dislodge Squall’s hand.* Ohh..tto much!

Squall: Too much? *He keeps a firm hold on Kadaj's cock, enjoying Kadaj's moans as he thrusts into his ass.*

Kadaj: I..I..Ahhhhhh!!! *Screams as he dry cums, throws his head back in pleasure as he shakes hard.*

Squall: *He releases Kadaj's cock when he hears him scream and cums inside Kadaj's ass as it clenches tight around his cock.*

Kadaj: Sshittt!! *Cries out with a cracked voice as he releases over Squall's and his stomach, arches up before he passes out, his body not able to take it.*

Squall: Kadaj...*He quickly pulls out of Kadaj and begins to shake him back to consciousness.*

Kadaj: Mm..Ssqually? *Groans as he's shaken awake.* Wwhat..happened?

Squall: I made you dry cum...

Kadaj: *Cocks is head in confusion.* Dry..cum? It..it ffelt..good.. but made me tired more then normal!

Squall: It happened when I was preventing you from releasing...

Kadaj: I..I don't know if I like it...*Wiggles abit on the ground, his limbs feeling a bit like jelly.*Mm..Ccan you hold me for a bit, Squally? I'm to comfy to move!

Squall: *He moves over Kadaj and covers his body like a blanket.*

Kadaj: MMMm...You're always so warm, Squally! You cover me completely...Like a Squally blanket!! *Smiles and nuzzles into Squall's neck.*

Squall: *He touches Kadaj's chest and gently plays with his nipples as he lays on Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Ahh...Ssqually! You’re ggetting them hard again!

Squall: *He suddenly stops playing with Kadaj's hardening nipples.* I'll stop...

Kadaj: *Shivers, wraps his arms around Squall.* You ccan rub my sides iif you want..I like that..

Squall: *He moves his hands down to rub Kadaj's toned sides.*

Kadaj: *His eyes flutter at the calming feeling he gets from this, lets out a pleasured sighs as he tightens his hold on Squall.* Mm..I love you, Squally..

Squall: *He continues to rub Kadaj's sides, getting comfort himself from touching Kadaj's skin.* Yeah...

Kadaj: *Opens his eyes, looks at Squall lovingly.* Can..yyou tell me you love me? Please?

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj squarely in the eyes with his piercing gaze.* I...love you...

Kadaj: *Shudders at Squall's words, hugs him tightly.* Thank you...Thank you so much, my Squall! I..love you more then life…

Squall: *He looks down and buries his face into Kadaj's neck, closing his eyes.*

Kadaj: Mm..Can we just lay here for a few?

Squall: *He nips at Kadaj's jawline and slowly moves to his lips, nipping them aswell.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly, his mouth falls open.* (He feels so good! I want him to kiss me!)

Squall: *He startles when he sees that Kadaj is awake, but decides to kiss him anyway.*

Kadaj: (Crap! Now he knows! I hope he doesn't stop doing this..) *Softly kisses back, opens his eyes to look at Squall as he softly sucks on Squall's lip.*

Squall: (He tastes too good to stop...) *He licks Kadaj's lips hesitantly.*

Kadaj: (He's scared..I'll pull back.) *Opens his mouth for Squall, playfully licks Squall's tongue, wanting him to take control.*

Squall: *He fiercely licks Kadaj's lips and mouth, wanting to taste more of Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly into the kiss, kisses back with passion.* MMmm!

Squall: *He sucks on Kadaj's lips, pulling them into his mouth like a vaccum.*

Kadaj: Mmmmm!! *MOans loudly, his body shivers from the kiss. Tightens his arms around Squall again, running his hands down his back.*

Squall: *He slowly pulls away from the heated kiss and licks Kadaj's lips as they part.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly at the loss of Squall's lips, licks his own.* I love..you..my Squall..

Squall: (Don't make me say it again...it hurts...) *He moves in to kiss Kadaj again, sucking on his lips.*

Kadaj: *Kisses back, stroking Squall's back lovingly.* (He's scared again..)

Squall: *He relaxes as much as possible and begins to kiss Kadaj again.*

Kadaj: *Softly licks Squall's lips.* Don't be scared..I'm never going to reject you...Or make you do something your scared of..Just let me show you my love for you...

Squall: *He stops and stares at Kadaj, feeling like he needs to run away, but is too scared to move from Kadaj's words.*

Kadaj: No..Please, Squally...I..I'll stop!I...I won't say it anymore! Bbut please...Ddon't leave me, I...I don't think I can take that right now..Please.. *Holds on tightly to Squall, tears come to his eyes at the thought of Squall running away.*

Squall: (That's not what I want!) *He looks down and lays his head on Kadaj's chest, now feeling angry at himself for acting foolish.*

Kadaj: *Softly rubs Squall's back, kisses his forehead.* (Now I've made him upset...I'm sorry...Wwhy do I keep messing up!) *A tears falls.*

Squall: *He bites his lips as he tries to calm himself.* (Why do I keep feeling like I have to run?)

Kadaj: *Decides to do what his mom would do and starts to sing as he rubs Squall's back.* You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skys are gray. You'll never know dear ,how much I love you. So please, don't take my sunshine away... *Kisses Squall's forehead.* The oother night dear, as I lay sleeping. I dreamed I held you in my arms.. When I awoke dear, I was mistakened...So please, don't take my sunshine away...

Squall: (What?) *He begins to relax at Kadaj's cute singing voice and closes his eyes.*

Kadaj: *Continues to sing as he feels Squall starting to relax.* (It's working!)

Squall: *He runs his hands across Kadaj's chest as he relaxes.* (Keep singing...)

Kadaj: *Shivers at the touches, keeps singing his song.* (He likes my singing! ...I just don't know what to sing other then this song!)

Squall: *He traces his fingers over Kadaj's chest, loving the softness of Kadaj's skin.*

Kadaj: *Shivers again, leans down to kiss him as he finishes the song.* Do you feel better? ...Mmother singing always made mme feel better...

Squall: *He hesitates for a moment, thinking carefully about what Kadaj said.* Yes...

Kadaj: I'm glad..I..I'll sing for you anytime you need me too! *Kisses the top of Squall's head again, holding him tightly.*(I want to say it...But I don't want to make him scared again!)

Squall: *He quietly nuzzles Kadaj's chest and wraps his arms tight around Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Giggles as Squall's hair runs across his nipples.* That tickles!

Squall: *He moves his head to look up at Kadaj.* Your nipples really are sensitive...

Kadaj: *Blushes.* Yyeah...Rrufus said I should of been a girl cause they are more tthen most men...Do you like him?

Squall: Yes...*He moves his body up and begins to lick Kadaj's nipples.*

Kadaj: Ahh! Ssqually! *Wiggles underneath Squall, arching up into Squall's mouth.* Ngg....

Squall: *He sucks on Kadaj's hard nipples and gently pulls on them with his teeth.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhhhhhh!! Sso..Ohh! *Shakes his head as he grabs onto Squall's head, pushing him closer to his chest as he grinds his growing cock again him.*

Squall: (I love it when he moans...) *He sucks hard on Kadaj's nipples, loving how the hard pebbles feel in between his moist lips.*

Kadaj: Mmmmhhh..Ssqually! Mmore, please!*Moans out, loving the feeking of Squall's hot mouth on his chest, his wet tongue skillfully licking at his hard nipples.*

Squall: (What can I do...?) *He gives a few last licks to Kadaj's nipples before he straddles Kadaj's chest and uses his cock to prod Kadaj's hard nipples.*

Kadaj: Ohh...fuck! *Moans loudly as he feels the warmth coming from Squall's warm manhood, pushes his chest up against it as he licks his lips.* Ggod..Llove your cock!

Squall: *He rubs his cock against Kadaj's nipples until his cock becomes fully hard and drips precum onto Kadaj's swollen nipples.*

Kadaj: *Shudders as he feels the precum land on his nipple, quickly reaches down and collects it on his finger. Moves it to his mouth and licks it off, sweetly moaning at the taste. Looks up at Squall with lust.* More!

Squall: How much more? *He uses his thumb to open Kadaj's mouth and slowly moves his dripping cock in position to enter Kadaj's warm mouth.*

Kadaj: I..want you to fill my mouth, Squally..Fill me with your cum! *Licks at the head before he takes it into his mouth, moaning at the taste and warmth.*

Squall: Suck on me hard...*He gently thrusts his hips.* If you want me to fill you...

~Hehe! You can guess what happens next!~