Learning to love

Angeal: *Sets the newspaper down with a sigh before he stands up.* (Zack...is not going to like this...) *Walks to Zack's room.*

Zack: *He looks up from packing his bags for his and Angeal's trip.* Hey dad!

Angeal: *Looks sadly at Zack, closes the door behind him.* We...need to talk, puppy...

Zack: Okay...About what? *He closes the bag he's working on and sits on the edge of his bed.*

Angeal: *Walks over and sits down next to Zack.* ..I'm afraid..We're going to have to push the trip for another weekend...Something came up...

Zack: But I already have my things packed!

Angeal: I know..I do too..But..*Sighs.* Sephiroth's mother has passed away...Her funeral is tomorrow and...I need to go and pay my respects to her...She was a great women... *Smiles softly.* Got me out of trouble with your grandpa alot...

Zack: *He sighs.* Okay...Do you want me to go too?

Angeal: *Smiles softly again, wraps and arm around Zack and pulls him close.* I.. would love that, puppy...I'm.. sorry but I promise we'll go next weekend...And..I'll get the presidential suite for us..

Zack: Do you promise?

Angeal: *Tilts Zack's chin up and kisses him.* I promise, puppy...I..I just need to go tomorrow...

Zack: Okay...*He sighs and gives Angeal a kiss.*

Angeal: I'm sorry, Zack...Please don't be upset...I'll..let you punish me for not be able to go...

Zack: *His ears perk up at the word "punish."* Oh?

Angeal: *Chuckles softly.* You are such a puppy...I can almost see your tail wagging...

Zack: That all depends on the kind of punishment you want...

Angeal: Whatever puppy thinks I deserve.. *Softly strokes Zack's cheek.*

Zack: I think daddy deserves a big spanking...

Angeal: *Shivers as the thought, his cock jumps.* Mm...That..sounds perfect...

Zack: Until my daddy has big welts on his ass...

Angeal: MM..Make it hurt when I sit down... *Runs his hands down Zack's back, till he reaches Zack's ass and lightly gropes it.*

Zack: That's right...and no touching...until I say so! *He lightly slaps Angeal's hands away.*

Angeal: Mm..Yes...my master...*Says seductively to Zack, moves his hands to behind his back.*

Zack: *He smirks.* That's better! *He lightly pokes Angeal's chest.*

Angeal: What does my master want me to do? *Arches his chest out at Zack's touches.*

Zack: First...I want you to lay on the ground...

Angeal: *Get up off the bed and lays down on his stomach.* Like this, Master?

Zack: No, on your back! *He smirks as he stands over Angeal*

Angeal: Sorry, master..Please forgive me, master... *Flips over onto his back, shivers as his cock rubs against his pants.* (I love when he's like this...)

Zack: Good...Now open your mouth...*He straddles Angeal's chest and begins to unzip his pants.*

Angeal: *Quickly opens his mouth, looks up with lust.* (Oh god...I've missed his taste! Please, cum in my mouth puppy!)

Zack: Good...*He takes his cock out and pops it into Angeal's mouth. He then relaxes and pisses into Angeal's mouth, letting out a moan of satisfaction and lust.*

Angeal: *His eyes go wide when he feels Zack's warm piss lad on his tongue, quickly swallows before he chokes. Moans as he licks at the head of Zack's cock, wanting more from him.* (Shit...I never thought he would do this...God, All of him taste so good!)

Zack: Mm...Does my dirty daddy like that? *He finishes up and begins to get hard from just being inside Angeal's mouth.*

Angeal:* Shakes his head yes as he licks the last few drops from the slit, wraps his lips around the growing cock and begins to softly suck.*

Zack: Good slave...Now suck until I cum into your slutty mouth...

Angeal: *Moans at Zack's praise and sucks hard, flicking his tongue against the clans underneath Zack's mushroom head.*

Zack: Oh...you give good head, daddy...Suck it harder...

Angeal: *Sucks even harder as he takes more of Zack's dick into his mouth, beings to bob his head as he does.* (I could do this forever! He shouldn't be able to be so...heavenly!)

Zack: My little slut needs to suck harder...or no treats...

Angeal: *Moans softly around Zack as he hollows his cheeks , his mouth turning into a vacuum around Zack's cock before he does his best to deepthroat him from his angle.*

Zack: Oh...You feel so good, my little slut...Mm...

Angeal: *Swallows around Zack's dripping cock as he reaches his hands down to stroke his own arousal though his pants, a wet spot growing. Runs his teeth against the base.*

Zack: That's right...get me to cum, and I'll pleasure you all you want, slave...

Angeal: *Sucks madly as hekeeps taking Zack deep in his throat, before pulling back and bathing the head with his tongue. Looks upas he lightly bites dow on the sensitive head.* (Cum..I miss your taste so much, puppy!)

Zack: Oh...a little more slave...I'm almost there...*He moans softly.* You're so seductive...

Angeal: *Gives a hard nip to the dripping slit before he deepthroats him again, his throat turn into a vicegrip around him.*

Zack: Oh...so good...*He moans in pleasure ad he cums into Angeal's waiting mouth.*

Angeal: Mmmmm! *Moans loudly as he feels Zack's hot seed, pulls back so he can taste it as he slowly swallow all of it, wanting to savor the taste. Softly licks at the slit.*

Zack: Now...do you want me to do something for you, slave? *He moans as he watches Angeal taste him.*

Angeal: *Looks up with lust as he finishes cleaning Zack's soften cock, lets it go with a pop.* If master..wants too...

Zack: That's not what I wanted to hear...*He crosses his arms and smirks.*

Angeal: Please master..Make me cum...I'm so close!I..I can still taste you on my lips.. *Strokes himself faster, jerking his hips up.*

Zack: That's better...*He gives Angeal a peck on the lips before he moves down Angeal's body to stroke him.*

Angeal: Ohh..god...*Grunts loudly in pleasure as he cums in his pants, pumping his hips up.*Mm..puppy...

Zack: Good little slave...

Angeal: Love you...my master... *Breathes heavily as he looks at Zack with loving eyes.*

Zack: Mm...and I love my slave...*He leans forward and kisses Angeal seductively.*

Angeal: Mm..*Kisses back, wraps his big, strong arms around Zack and pulls him closer.* All I taste is you...*Smiles.* Can you still taste your piss?

Zack: Mm...I can...along with my sweet cum...Do you like it?

Angeal: I do...It just surprised me...I should of known you would...A puppy always marks what's his.. *Smirks and chuckles softly.*

Zack: That's right...I should have pissed on you...and made you wear my scent all day...

Angeal: I sure your Mother would love that...And you're going to have to go again soon..You drank alot today..

Zack: That's right...So you better come when I call you over...So I can mark you.

Angeal: Such a dirty puppy I have...How did you get so dirty? *Smiles as he kisses Zack.* And you know I'll always come when you call for me..

Zack: I don't know...I think I got it from my dirty daddy...

Angeal: *Lets out a deep chuckle.* Who better to get it from...

Zack: *He licks Angeal's face.* Mm...no one else

Angeal: Mm..You are such a puppy… *Wraps his arms tighter around Zack, holds him close.* And only mine…

Zack: That's right! *He gently pokes and plays with Angeal's nipples.*

Angeal: Mm..*Grunts softly as his nipples harden at Zack's touches, pushes his large chest up.* Puppy...

Zack: Yes, sugar daddy? *He traces circles around Angeal's nipples.*

Angeal: *Shivers and licks his lips.* You know I need a few minutes...Don't do to much till then...

Zack: I know...*He smirks.* But you're so fun to tease...

Angeal: *Chuckles and playfully rubs Zack's hair, messing up the perfect gelled shape.* You've always been a tease, pup...

Zack: *He smirks.* I get that from you too...*He licks Angeal's lips.*

Angeal: Mm..You bet your sweet, plump ass you do... *Spanks Zack's ass as he kisses him.*

Zack: Ow...daddy spanked me! *He laughs seductively.*

Angeal: I did...And you liked it.. *Rubs Zack's ass beforehe lightly spanks again.* (Much better then when he was little...I hated his tears...)

Zack: I did...spank me again, daddy...*He softly bites Angeal's neck.*

Angeal: Mmgg..*Lets out a soft grunt again as he starts to get aroused, pulls his hand all the way back before he spanks Zack hard, it echos around the room.*

Zack: Mm...you're such a good daddy...spanking his bad little boy...

Angeal: Mmm...Such a naughty boy I have...I told you to wait..Now look what you've done.. *Spanks him again as he pushes his hips up, letting Zack feel his growing cock.*

Zack: Mmm...*He moans as Angeal spanks him again.* I did a bad thing, daddy...

Angeal: You did..Now what is my bad boy going to do? *His cock jumps at Zack's moan, keeps spanking him hand, his hand tingles from the force of the hits.*

Zack: Maybe your bad boy will leave you here...with a full hard on, and watch you try to pleasure yourself...*He smirks and licks Angeal's neck.*

Angeal: I know how to please myself puppy...I know just what to do to make me cum in under five seconds...But if you do that then...I'll just have to make you sleep in your room tonight...

Zack: Not if I put a cock ring on you...you naughty Sugar Daddy...

Angeal: Who says I'll keep it on? I'm the daddy..I'm aloud to do what I want, little pup.. *Gives a quick, hard spank and smirks.*

Zack: I say you will! I'll watch you to make sure you don't take it off...

Angeal: What if I decide to go into the office? Get some work done...Leave puppy here with his hormonal Mom..

Zack: You won't do that because daddy likes what I do too much...*He licks, then gently bites Angeal's neck.*

Angeal: Mm...You know me to well, puppy... *Tilts his neck over, begins to massage Zack's ass as he rolls his hips against him.*

Zack: That's right...*He moves his lips teasingly close to Angeal's ear lobe, gently licking and kissing just underneath it.*

Angeal: *Shudders as he feels Zack so close to the spot that makes him crazy, groans as he tilts his head over more. Wanting Zack to suck on it, rolls his hips faster as he slips his fingers in between Zack's cheeks, rubbing the tight little rosebud.*

Zack: Look at my poor daddy...So aroused that he's about to go crazy...*He gently licks Angeal's earlobe, moaning softly as his tongue touches Angeal's skin.*

Angeal: Please puppy...Daddy needs...your love! *Moans at the licks, his member fills full with blood. Enters the tip of a finger into Zack, teasing him.*

Zack: My poor daddy...*He grinds his body against Angeal's cock, his own becoming hard.* What does daddy want me to do?

Angeal: Anything, pup... Just need you! *Enter the finger in all the way, aiming for Zack's prostate.* Make daddy feel better..

Zack: Mm! *He moans sharply as Angeal's finger presses against his prostate. He quickly takes off Angeal's pants and spreads his legs.*

Angeal: Yes puppy.. *thrusts the finger in deeper, wanting to hear more moans from Zack. Shivers lightly as his cock is exposed to the air.*

Zack: Mm...let me fuck you daddy...*He rubs the shaft of Angeal's cock, loving how warm it is in his hand.*

Angeal: Always... *Spreads his legs wide, pulling his knees up a bit, letting Zack see his clenching opening.* Make me your, Zackary...

Zack: Look at your clenching little asshole...*He presses two fingers against it, rubbing and teasing Angeal's entrance.*

Angeal: Mhg..It wants you, puppy..Please..I don't care about prep right now..Just fuck me! *Moans softly as his clenches more against Zack's fingers, trying to pull them in.*

Zack: As daddy wishes...*He spreads Angeal's legs a little further and enters Angeal's tight, clenching opening.*

Angeal: Ffuck…! *Groans as he’s ehtntered, grabs on tightly to Zack as he feels the burn from no lube.* (Shit…this feels….so good!)

Zack: Do you like that, daddy? *He says seductively as he begins to thrust inside Angeal's ass.*

Angeal: Mmm...Yes..God..it burns so good! *Wraps his legs around Zack as he clenches hard, wanting Zack to move faster.* More puppy..

Zack: *He begins to thrust as hard as he can.* I'm going to make your tight little ass burn...

Angeal: Ohh..shit...Just like that, pup.. *Moans lowly in his chest as he meets Zack's thrusts, licks his lips as he looks up at Zack.* Such..a good, puppy..

Zack: That's right...tell your puppy how good he is...*He thrusts wildly into Angeal's tight ass.* Oh...god, yes...

Angeal: He's the best...Oh god, just like that, puppy.. *Grunts at each thrust, pleasure runs though his body as he moans in between thrusts.*

Zack: Mm...I love my daddy's moans...*He thrusts wildly, hitting the exact spot where Angeal's prostate is.*

Angeal: Shit..Gonna make me cum, puppy! *Reaches a hand down to stroke his dripping cock, moaning as he feels his release getting close.*

Zack: Yes, baby...Cum for me, daddy! *He moans as he feels Angeal's ass clench around his cock.* So good...

Angeal: Puppy... *Moans as he releases into his hand, his hips pumping up as his toes curl in pleasure.*

Zack: *He cums inside Angeal's ass and watches in pleasure as Angeal cums into his own hand.* Mmm...

Angeal: Mm...Such a good puppy I have...Such a loving, handsome puppy.. *Softly clenches around Zack to make sure he gets it all, reaches his other hand up to stroke Zack's face.*

Zack: And I have such a loving daddy...*He places Angeal's hands to his lips and licks the warm cum from them.*

Angeal: Mm...*Pulls his hand away and kisses Zack, moans softly at the taste of his own seed.*

Zack: Do you like how you taste? *He gently kisses Angeal's lips.*

Angeal: Only when it's mixed with you... *Strokes Zack's face.* I'm sorry about this weekend..I really am puppy...But..I can't miss this...

Zack: I know...There's going to be other days we can be alone...

Angeal: Next weekend, I promise...Wherever you want to go, we'll go...And we can..act like a real couple, without having to hide..

Zack: Okay...I can't wait! I've been wanting to kiss you like the couples do on TV...It's the one thing I want to do the most...

Angeal: I know puppy..But..I want to wait till at least you little sister is born...I want to see to spend sometime with her before your mother finds out... *Looks down.* (I may lose her..)

Zack: Dad...*He looks down, feeling terrible for breaking up the family.* I'm sorry...

Angeal: Hey now..Please don't cry puppy..It breaks my heart when you cry, puppy.. *Softly kisses Zack's face.* We'll work something out...I have one of the best lawyers in town...I'm sure I can get to see her..

Zack: But I don't want that to happen!

Angeal: Maybe it won't...Maybe your Mother..will remember who she used to be...But don't blame yourself,
Zack...We can't control who we love...

Zack: I know...*He looks down sadly.*

Angeal: *Softly kisses Zack's forehead as he soothingly rubs his back.* It will work out, puppy...Don't worry about it right now...

Zack: But I do worry about it! *He gently kisses Angeal's lips, wanting his comfort.*

Angeal: *Kisses back, holds on tighter to Zack as he rolls them over. Covers Zack with his strong body, holding him tightly.* I know...But you shouldn't at this age...You're to young for this weight, pup...

Zack: Mmm...*He wraps his arms around Angeal, holding him tight against his body.* I love my daddy...

Angeal: I love my puppy...More then anything... *Relaxes on top of Zack, his broad chest completely covering Zack's.*

Zack: So warm...*He nuzzles Angeal's neck.*

Angeal: Mm..My body still covers you, puppy...Remember when I did this when you were little? You were so sick and shivered nonstop...I layed on you and you stopped and smiled in your sleep...

Zack: I remember...Mmm...so warm...I love my daddy...

Angeal: I love you, my Zackary.. *Covers Zack's face in sweet kisses, wanting to comfort him.* You look tired, puppy..

Zack: I am a little...*He yawns as Angeal kisses his face.*

Angeal: Take a nap puppy..I promise I won't move..And we can have your favorite for dinner tonight... *Keeps kissing him, nuzzles his cheek.*

Zack: Mm...is that you? *He licks his lips teasingly.* We should do it on the dining table once...

Angeal: You can eat your meal off me if you wish...We'll have to do it in my room thou..Now..go to sleep, my puppy.. *Softly kisses Zack's eye lids, knowing that will make them close.*

Zack: Mm...put me on the bed...*He moans softly as he begins to fall asleep.*

Angeal: *Moves his legs to the side and stands up, holding Zack tightly in his arms as he walks over to Zack's bed. Lays Zack down and grabs the extra blanket to cover him with before he lays down next to him.* My beautiful puppy...

Zack: *He curls up next to Angeal.* Thanks dad...and you're beautiful too...

Angeal: *Wraps his arms around Zack and pulls him close to his chest, kisses Zack's head.* You're welcome, puppy...

~The next day~
Angeal: *Finishes up, does a look over to make sure there's nothing on his suit before he walks out and goes to
Zack's room. Knocks on the door.* Puppy? Are you ready?

Zack: I'm ready!

Angeal: Let me see..You got a stain on that suit at the party, I want to make sure it's gone....

Zack: Okay, fine...*He turns around so Angeal can inspect his suit.*

Angeal: *Walks around Zack, giving him a look over. Stops in front and licks his thumb before he rubs a smudge of something off Zack's cheek.* There...Now you're all ready...

Zack: Mm...dad! *He moves his face away from Angeal's thumb.* I'm fine!

Angeal: You had something on your face, pup... I wasn't going to let you go with that... Lets go... *Starts to walk off.*

Zack: I'm comin'! *He slowly follows Angeal out the door.*

Angeal: *Walks down to the garage and pulls the keys out of his pocket to unlock the door and gets in, puts his belt on before he starts the car.* (I'm going to see him for the first time in over 11 years..)

Zack: *He hops into the car and fastens his seatbelt.* Let's go, dad...

Angeal: *Opens the garage door before he pulls out and makes a sharp turn, speeds down the drive way.*
~At the Funeral~
Zack: *He leans his head against Angeal.* (He's much quieter than normal...)

Angeal: *Holds onto Zack's hand till they walk in, lets go but lets him keep leaning.* We'll sit in the middle...

Zack: Okay...*He walks with Angeal to where he wants to sit. He nuzzles against Angeal's neck.*

Angeal: *Stay stone cold.* Not in public, puppy..Wait till we get home...

Zack: They won't know the difference...As long as we don't kiss...

Angeal: *Keeps quiet as he looks ahead, watches Sephorith at the front.* (He still looks the same...)

Zack: When can we pay our respects?

Angeal: They are about to start...We can when they are done...

Zack: Okay...*He keeps watching the front.*

Angeal: (He had four brothers..I only see three...Where is he..?)

Zack: The blonde one is kind of cute...

Angeal: That's Cloud...The second youngest of the five brothers...He has a different father then the rest...He's only a few years older then you, pup..

Zack: *He moves closer to Angeal.* But you're much hotter...

Angeal: This is not the place to be talking like that, puppy...But thank you... *Gives Zack a soft smile.*

Zack: I meant it as a complement! And sorry...I've never been to a funeral before...

Angeal: I know..But you usually don't talk about sex or anything at these...I hope..you never have to go to many more, pup...

Zack: Yeah...I kinda figured...*He sits back in his seat.*
~Half hour later.~
Angeal: *Stands up when his row is let up, gets in line.* Now..we pay our respects...

Zack: Okay...*He stands up and follows Angeal in line.*

Angeal: *Walks by the coffin, looks down sadly at the women who was like family to him.* You will be missed...More then you know... *Bows slightly to her husband before he stands in front of his old friend.* I'm
sorry for your loss....

Zack: *He follows Angeal to the coffin and looks down.* (She's still pretty, even though I never met her.) *He looks up and watches Angeal converse with his old friend.*

Angeal: Have..you gone to see Gen yet...I haven't noticed any flowers...

Sephiroth: No, not lately...

Angeal: ...I'm sure he would like to see you....Again...I am sorry...Your Mother was a great women....

Sephiroth: *He stays quiet and aloof, even with Angeal.*

Angeal: (I used to be one of the only people he would talk too...Now I get nothing...) *Sighs and moves down the line, letting Zack in.* This is my son, Zackary...

Zack: *He bows his head slightly.* Nice to meet you...

Sephiroth: *He slightly bows and cocks his head.*

Angeal: *Looks back over after saying his words to crying Loz.* (He's thinking of something...I know that look...) *Moves to Yazoo.* I'm so sorry for you loss... *Pats Yazoo's shoulder.* But..if I ask...Where is Kadaj? I know he had a deep bond with her...

Yazoo: He's coming after everyone else leaves...*He moves closer to Angeal so no one else will hear him.* Father and Sephiroth didn't want him here...

Angeal: *Glares at Sephiroth, not able to believe they would do that. Whisper.* If you guys ever need anything...I'm always here for you.. *Pats his shoulder before moving to Cloud.*

Zack: *He feels that something is wrong with Angeal and asks quietly.* What did he say?

Angeal: I can't right now...*Fists his hands, doing his best to keep is anger down.* Hello Cloud...I'm sorry for your loss.. *Bows slightly to him.* You..have grown since the last time I've seen you..

Cloud: Hello, Angeal...I'm glad you could make it.

Angeal: Your mother was a great women..She saved me a couple times... *Moves closer and whispers.* I already told Yazoo..But if you even need anything I will be here for you...Just because me and Seph had a falling out..Doesn't mean I stopped caring for you guys...

Cloud: *He nods.* Thank you...

Angeal: You're welcome... *Moves back.* This is my son Zackary... *Moves out of the way.*

Cloud: Hi, Zack...*He smiles faintly.*

Zack: ...Nice to meet you...

Angeal: *Smiles softly.* Wow, Cloud...I've never seen Zack so quite..I think he may have a crush.. *Winks at him before he moves on.*

Zack: Hey...*He smirks at Angeal and follows him back to their seats.*

Angeal: *Sits down, closes his eyes as he takes a few breaths.* We...can go after the finally words...

Zack: Alright...*He moves closer to Angeal and whispers.* Why do you want to leave so soon?

Angeal: Cause..They aren't letting the youngest here..He's going to sneak in after to say his goodbyes...Plus..If I stay near Seph any longer..I will not be able to hold back... *Fists his hands again.*

Zack: *He looks at Angeal sadly.* Why?

Angeal: I don't know why...Kadaj has always been...He has the heart and mind of a child..It has always annoyed
Seph..But I didn't think they would take it that far...You are the only thing keeping me in my seat right now....

Zack: Yes...please don't start a fight...

Angeal: I do not want too...I have more honor then that... *Opens his eyes, glares at Sephiroth, not able to stop it.*

Zack: *He holds on tightly to Angeal's arm.* Don't...

Sephiroth: *He watches Angeal glare at him from across the room and smirks.*

Angeal: *Growls low in his chest, his body tenses. Doing his best not to get up and fight.* He's....smirking.... *He growls out under his breath.*

Zack: Don't look at him, look at me...*He forcibly turns Angeal's head.*

Angeal: *His nose puffs out as he breaths, looks at Zack. His eyes full of anger.* Say...something..Tell me anything..Get my mind of this pup... *Fists his hands harder, his nails cutting into his skin.*

Zack: Please, dad...I promise I'll make you feel better when we get home...But not here, okay?

Angeal: I..I need to go to the sparing room when we get home...I..I need to hit something, Zack...I can hold back till then..But I have too... *Takes deep breaths, trying to calm down.*

Zack: We can do whatever you want! I'll go to the sparring room with you too...

Angeal: Okay..But stay back there..I..I don't want to hit you by accident... *Sighs when the Priest says it's over.* (I wanted to go to the grave yard too...But I can't know..I can't be near him any longer.)

Zack: Let's go...*He stands up and holds his arm out for Angeal.*

Angeal: *Stands up and lets go of his fists, blood stains Zack's suit as he grabs onto him. Walks out of his row and heads to the door when he hears someone call him name.*

Sephiroth: Why are you leaving so soon?

Angeal: *Takes a deep breath.* I..am feeling a bit under the weather...I don't want to get anyone sick...

Sephiroth: I see...*He walks past Angeal and Zack.*

Cloud: (He's up to something...) *He quietly gets up from his seat to follow Sephiroth outside.*

Angeal: *His body shakes in anger as Sephiroth walks by, growls low in his chest again.*

Zack: Dad...*He rubs Angeal's shoulders as they walk to calm him.*

Angeal: You..need to drive.. *Head to the big door, sees a brown haired man standing there. * (How does he know them..I saw him at the cocktail party...)

Sephiroth: *He spots an unfamiliar man dressed in an army officer uniform with brown hair.* Who are you?

Squall: *He looks directly at Sephiroth and says without having to think.* Cloud invited me...

Sephiroth: Oh...really? *He looks to Cloud for confirmation.*

Cloud: *Looks over and sees them, nods his head yes.* (Damn it! You'd think he'd hide better!)

Angeal: *Walks past them, his shoulder bumping into Sephiroth as they head to the car.*

Sephiroth: Cloud...Let's go over here...*He walks off to the side of the building.*

Cloud: (I almost wish Angeal didn't leave..But I can stand up to Sephiroth by myself... ) *Follows after him, looks over to Squall.*

Squall: *He carefully watches Cloud follow Sephiroth.* (Keep him busy...)

Angeal: That is a different outfit then what Cloud has...I know he didn't meet you there..He actully seems like he doesn't care for you that much...Sephiroth is to into himself to notice...Who are you?

Squall: *He looks back at Angeal when he hears his voice.* (He doesn't seem like he's from the family...) I'm here with Kadaj...

Angeal: Good...I saw the look in Seph's eyes...He will be gone for awhile...Kadaj should be able to sneak in...There is a door in the priest uses..Have him go though there...

Squall: I know...I'm parked by that door...

Angeal: Good...Tell Kadaj if he needs anything...Cloud has my number...*Smiles softly.* I haven't seen him since he was six...

Squall: *He narrows his eyes at Angeal, inspecting his character.* Come see him...And just you. *He looks to the young man behind Angeal, who is Zack.* But you have to stay here...

Angeal: This is my son...Believe me he will not hurt Kadaj..He is only a year older...And believe when I tell you...He is the only thing keeping me for killing Sephiroth right now...

Squall: Fine...*He moves from leaning against the wall and walks to his car where Kadaj is laying down in the back seat.*

Angeal: *Smiles when he looks down and sees Kadaj hiding.* Hello Kadaj...Do you remember me? *Smiles softly at him.*

Squall: *He touches Kadaj's shoulder, signaling that it's safe.*

Kadaj: *He leans up from the seat and turns to see a long time, family friend.* Angeal!

Angeal: I see you do....My you have grown since I last saw you! You only came up to my waist...

Squall: *He moves away and sits on the hood of the car to give Kadaj and Angeal some privacy while they catch up.*

Kadaj: I have! *He moves closer to Angeal and whispers.* I see that you have met Squally!

Angeal: I have...I see you've found someone...He treat you good?

Kadaj: Yes! And how did you know he was my "boyfriend"? Squally doesn't talk much about those things...

Angeal: *Chuckles softly.* I know the look of love when I see it...Plus..He comforted you by touching your shoulder...It was a lovers touch..

Kadaj: *He blushes, then whispers back to Angeal.* He's been doing a lot better...Squally used to be scared to even touch me...

Angeal: You have your Mother's heart and looks...He can't resents... *Smiles.* Do you remember my son? You played with him before when you were little...

Kadaj: I remember a little...*He looks up and is able to see Sephiroth about to kiss Cloud from some distance away. He bites his lip and timidly calls Squall over.* Umm...Squally, can we go now?

Angeal: *Looks over and sees, growls lowly again.* Don't..let your bastard of a brother...keep you from saying goodbye to your Mother...I will help so you can see her...I can stop him if he tries to enter...

Kadaj: No...'Zoozoo will watch for me...(Why is Nisan trying to hurt me so much! First with mother, now this...) *He sadly reaches for Squall's arm.*

Angeal: *Looks sadly at Kadaj, grabs a hand.* If..you ever need anything...Anything at all, even if it's just to talk...Call me... Okay?

Kadaj: Okay...*He looks sadly at Squall.* Let's go inside, I want to see mother...*He clings to Squall's arm.*

Angeal: *Smiles and moves away from the door.* She loved you..She always smiled when she talked of you..

Kadaj: Yes...I miss her! *Tears begin to fill his eyes.* Squall: *He quietly walks Kadaj into the funeral home through the side door.*

Angeal: Lets go, puppy...I..need to let off steam...Now... *Fists his hands again, blood drips to the ground.*

Zack: Yeah...Let's go...*He looks back quickly at Sephiroth and Cloud.* (What are they thinking?)

Angeal: *Walks off quickly, his body still shaking with anger.* (They keep hurting him..Why? Kadaj is an angel on earth..Like puppy...)

Sephiroth: *He watches Angeal and Zack walk away.* So, Cloud...who was that man?

Cloud: A friend...I spar with him alot...

Sephiroth: (I'll get the truth out of him...) *He moves his hands to massage Cloud's ass.* What's his name?

Cloud: *Bites his lip, holding back the soft moan.* (I used to have a crush on him...He was my hero when I was little..But I can't know...He's not my loving brother anymore...) Squall...

Sephiroth: Where did you meet him? *He slips his hands down the back of Cloud's pants.*

Cloud: At my gym.. *Starts to struggle against Sephiroth.* Let me go...

Sephiroth: Stop struggling...I know you like it. (He's lieing!)

Cloud: Let..me go...I will not disgrace myself at Mother's funeral... (A part of me still wants him...But..I can't..He's become evil..I hate him..)

Sephiroth: But you want it...*He holds Cloud tight to his body.* You're hard...

Cloud: I used too..But not anymore..Now let me go! *Punches Sephiroth.*

Sephiroth: *He catches Cloud's fist.* Why are you resisting? *He holds Cloud's arms firmly as he leans in for a rough kiss.*

Cloud: NNgg..I hate you...I know what you did to Kadaj..You sold him! *Bites down on Sephiroth's lips, making it bleed.*

Sephiroth: Mmm! *He pushes Cloud to the ground and pulls his hair, forcing Cloud's head back as he kisses Cloud with more force.*

Cloud: *Fight against Sephiroth, doing his best to push himoff.* (After all my training..The wars..I still can't beat him...)

Sephiroth: Keep struggling...It turns me on even more...*He quickly begins to remove Cloud's pants as he bites
down on his lips.*

Cloud: *Moves his legs underneath him, shudders when his knee rubs against Sephiroth's groin.* (Lets see how he likes this!) *Jabs his knee into Sephiroth's groin, as he tries to get away from the kiss.*

Sephiroth: *He groans low in his chest and punches Cloud in his side.* I'll take what I want!

Cloud: *Grunts in pain, lets out a bit of fear show before he quickly covers it up.* No..Stop, Seph!!

Sephiroth: If you stop trying to get away, I'll make it feel good...*He forces Cloud's legs open.*

Cloud: No..I don't want this..Stop, Seph..Please Stop! *Tries to close his legs against him.* (Don't do this Seph..Please..Show me a piece of you is still there...)

Sephiroth: Yes, you do...*He rubs Cloud's semi-hard cock with his hand.* How long has it been since you've had sex? I know it's been awhile...*He says as he enters Cloud's ass quickly and smirks as Cloud moans in pain and pleasure.* See? You moan like a little virgin...

Cloud: *Clenches his eyes closed, tears fall as he tries to fight them off.* (He's taken it...I've..never been bottomed before..Oh god, this hurts! But..it also feels so good..) *Clenches as he tries to push Sephiroth out.*

Sephiroth: *He laughs deeply at Cloud's facial expression.* You'll never want anything else once I'm done with you...Oh...you feel so good! *He bites his lip as he holds on tight to Cloud's hips and drives his cock into
Cloud's ass.*

Cloud: NNnggghh..Sstop..It..Oh god! Nnot there!*Moans as his prostate is hit, his cock grows harder as he thrusts up.* (No..I don't want to like this! Stop it...)

Sephiroth: Here? *He thrusts hard into Cloud's prostate.* You love this, don't you?

Cloud: Ahhhh!! Nno..I..I hate you! Stop it!! *Cries out in pleasure, more tears fall as his body thrusts to meet Sephiroth's. Letting out more sweet moans.*

Sephiroth: It sounds like you're ready...I love it when you moan...*He reaches up to pinch Cloud's nipples as he thrusts in Cloud's clenching ass.*

Cloud: Ffuck!! Llet me go! ....OH god! Sseph! *Bites down on his lips hard, not wanting to give his brother the pleasure of hearing him moan. Shudders when his cock rubs against Sephiroth's abs.*

Sephiroth: Let it out...don't be afraid to moan for me...*He thrusts as he feels his cock pulsate, ready to release inside Cloud's ass.*

Cloud: Nno..I..I wwon't...*Mumbles out gruffly though his lips, more tears fall as he moans into his mouth. his own cock dripping at the feeling of Sephiroth's pulsing in him.*(I'm close..I don't want to cum for him...)

Sephiroth: Moan for me! *He orders as he thrusts as hard as he can into Cloud's ass.*

Cloud: AHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! *Screams out as he cums hard between him and Sephiroth, his back arches up.*

Sephiroth: *He watches as Cloud cums, the very sight making him release into Cloud's wanting ass.*

Cloud: *Sniffs as he lays still, not wanting to show anymore emotion to Sephiroth.* (I..got raped by my own brother...And liked it..God, what is wrong with me!)

Sephiroth: *He smirks down at Cloud and moves to kiss him roughly.* (He loved it...I could feel it...)

Cloud: *Tilts his face away from the kiss, clenches to push him out.* You got what you wanted...Now let me go...We need to go to the grave yard...

Sephiroth: You're too hasty...*He traces Cloud's chest with his fingers.*

Cloud: I want to put Mother at peace...I already shamed her, let me do this... *Pushes up against Sephiroth, actually manages to push him up. Shivers as he feels Sephiroth pull out a bit.*

Sephiroth: So, you didn't like what I did? *He smirks.* But I haven't heard you moan like that in awhile...

Cloud: ..My body liked it...I didn't now..get..off of me... *Pushes him the rest of the way off, making Sephiroth fall onto his back, holds back the moan as he's left empty.*

Yazoo: *He walks up the little hill where Cloud and Sephiroth are.* What are you two doing?

Cloud: *Looks down in shame and stuffs himself back in the pants, zips it up.* Nothing..Sephiroth was just leaving to go to the graveyard with Father..

Yazoo: Yeah right, now you two need to leave...I need to clean up the place before I leave...*He walks away quickly back to the funeral home.*

Cloud: *Gets up and follows after Yazoo, leaving Sephiroth there. Moves closer to Yazoo and whispers.* Did Kadaj get to see her?

Yazoo: He is right now...*He looks at Cloud.* You know that Kadaj is very upset right now...and saw everything.

Cloud: *Looks down.* I..didn't want it, Yazoo...I tried to stop him..But I'm still to weak... *Lets a tear fall.*

Yazoo: Are you sure, Cloud? Did you really not want it? Still...I mean...Kadaj still loves you, but he needs time to heal away from you...

Cloud: I..hate him, Yazoo... He..he took.. *Takes a deep breath.* I've never bottomed before...I hate him with all of me..Aand I never want to see him again...You can tell them I'm not taking their money anymore...I'm done with this family...

Yazoo: *He sighs and looks down.* Here...give me a minute, and I'll be back out...*He walks back inside the funeral home to see Kadaj standing by the coffin and crying on Squall's shoulder.*

Kadaj: *Holds on tightly to Squall as he cries out all is pain.* Sshe's..rreally dead...I..I tthought just maybe..

Squall: *He quietly wraps his arms around Kadaj, his own body shaking from his fear of emotion.* (This is what he needs...)

Yazoo: Kadaj...I found brother Cloud...I think he wants to talk to you...

Kadaj: Wwhy? Hhe..he has Ssephy now...*Lets out a sob.*

Yazoo: From what I understand...It was rape..He looks really shaken up...

Kadaj: Rreally? *Looks up with sad, bloodshot eyes.*

Yazoo: He actually cried...I haven't seen that since he was ten..

Squall: I still don't think it will be a good idea...Maybe after Kadaj is done...

Yazoo: Okay..I will make sure Sephiroth has left...I don't think Brother Cloud has moved from that room...
*Heads back to where he last saw Sephiroth.*

Kadaj: Ssephy...Always lliked Nnisan the bbest... *Holds on tighter to Squall.* (Nisan didn't want it? Bbut Nisan is strong! Hhow could he not fight?)

Squall: Don't think about it right now...*He holds onto Kadaj tightly.*

Kadaj: Bbut..iif Nisan wwas hurt..I..I know wwhat it's like..Iit hurts, Squally! *Looks down at the coffin, more tears fall.* Sshe...looks like she's ssleeping...

Squall: *He sighs.* Yes...just think of her like that...She's asleep.

Kadaj: Bbut she wwould always wake up wwhen I came in..Llike she knew I was tthere even though she was sleeping...*Sniffs.* She's..nnot waking up...

Squall: (How can I explain this to him?) She woke up in a better place...away from your brothers and father...

Kadaj: Bbut..I mmiss her..Aand..not all my Nnisan's aare bad...I..I still llove them..*Looks up to meet Squall's eyes.* Yyou..think sshe's wwatching? Sshe told me wwhen you die yyou go to Heaven...aand can watch the ppeople here..But feel no pain or sadness...

Squall: (I don't believe in heaven...And I never will...) Yes, that is what she's doing right now...

Kadaj: *Blushes hard* TThat..means she ssees when we..yyou know.. *Looks down.*

Squall: It's true...but now she knows that you have someone...

Kadaj: It's still embarrassing! *Rubs Squall's chest.* Sshe would of liked you...Alot.. *Moves closer to the coffin, leans down and kisses her forehead.* I..I love you, mommy...

Squall: Do you want some time alone with her?

Kadaj: Ddon't leave me, Squally..I..I need you here.. * Looks back and reaches out for Squall's hands.* She's...ccold...

Squall: *He carefully tilts Kadaj's chin up and kisses him.*

Kadaj: *Kisses back with passion, tears falling down his cheeks. Wraps his arms around Squall's neck.*

Squall: *He breathes heavily into Kadaj's mouth as he kisses and licks Kadaj's lips.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly into the kiss, presses his body up against Squall.* (He tastes to good...Please, never stop..I'll die without you, Squally!)

Squall: *He gradually pulls away from the kiss.* Let's go somewhere more private...

Kadaj: *Holds on tightly to Squall, hiding his face in Squall's neck.* I..I need to see Nisan...

Squall: You're not well enough to see him yet...Let me make you feel better...

Kadaj: Ookay..*Holds on tightly to Squall as they walk, keeps his face hiden.*

Squall: *He walks Kadaj into a bathroom stall and locks the door. He presses Kadaj against the stall and holds him tight.*

Kadaj: *Shakes lightly as he cries, wipes his face on Squall's neck.* It..ssmells in here...*Runs his hands down Squall's back.*

Squall: Sorry...*He says as he kisses Kadaj's mouth and nips his lips.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly at the nips, pushes himself flush against Squall.* I.I guess it's expected, it is a bathroom! *Licks at Squall's lips.*

Squall: Yes...I felt awkward kissing you know...out there...*He gently rubs Kadaj's chest.*

Kadaj: I..I didn't either...I kknow she's ddead..But..it sstill feels wweird..Pplus we're in a church...Mm.. *Moans softly.*

Squall: *He licks Kadaj's lips.* But we're somewhere no one will find us...

Kadaj: Mmm..Unless they have to potty.. *Blushes as he kisses back, nipping on Squall's lips.*

Squall: *He slowly and calmly lifts up Kadaj's shirt.* What do you want me to do to make you feel better?

Kadaj: Eeehh..I don't kknow..Just make mme feel better, please! *Arches his chest, grabs onto Squall's jacket.*

Squall: *He slides his hands down Kadaj's back and ass, slipping his fingers in between Kadaj's ass, rubbing Kadaj's entrance.*

Kadaj: Ahh! Ssqually! Wwe're in a cchurch..We'll gget in trouble! *Moans, his opening clenches against Squall's finger.*

Squall: Shh...*He presses a finger to Kadaj's lips as he plays with Kadaj's clenching entrance.*

Kadaj: Nngg..Bbu.. *Lets out a whimper, looks at Squall with lustful eyes. His opening clenching madly, wanting Squall's fingers in him.*

Squall: *His fingers quickly enter Kadaj's ass and thrusts his fingers inside, making quiet, squishing sounds as Kadaj's tight ring clenches around his fingers.*

Kadaj: Ohhh! Ssqually! *Blushes at the sounds, his opening drawing Squall's fingers in deeper.* (I'm making squishing noises..But there's no lube!) *Leams his head forward against Squall as he lets out a moan.*

Squall: You were ready for me. Even before we made it to the bathroom...*He nips Kadaj's lips as he thrusts his fingers deeper inside.*

Kadaj: MMM..BButI..I didn't ddo anything...I didn't lube myself! Oh..god! Mmore, Squally! *Throws his head back in pleasure.*

Squall: *He quickly inserts another finger and moans softly as he feels Kadaj's ass happily accept it.* You're so ready for me...

Kadaj: Yyes..Please, I..I need you so bad! Pplease...love me Squally.. *Looks with begging eyes, letting out sweet moans of pleasure.*

Squall: *He turns Kadaj around and presses his chest against the stall. He quickly pulls down Kadaj's pants and slowly enters his clenching ass. He roughly kisses Kadaj's neck, leaving red marks behind.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhhhh! *Cries out as he feels Squall's hard cock enter filling his ass up, pushes his ass back to take more in.* Harder..please! Mmore Squally!

Squall: *He begins to thrust faster into Kadaj's ass.* You feel so good...*He whispers hotly in Kadaj's ear, licking Kadaj's earlobe.*

Kadaj: Ohh..neggg..Ssqua...Ah! *Tries to talk but can't, his body to filled with pleasure. Shudders at Squall's voice, moans loudly as he tries to grab ahold onto the wall. Needing something to hold on too.*

Squall: *He sucks on Kadaj's earlobe and pushes Kadaj's body against the stall each time he thrusts into his ass.* So tight...

Kadaj: *Keeps letting out sweet moans and groans of pleasure, sweat runs down his face as his eyes roll. Claws at the wooden stall, his nails braking against it.* I..I Ahh! *Clenches madly as his release gets close, precum flowing from his cock.*

Squall: Kadaj...*He moans breathlessly as he thrusts even faster in Kadaj's ass.* So...tight...

Kadaj: Llove!!! *Screams out as he cums hard against the stall, his nails dig into the wood. His body to filled with pleasure to feel the pain of wood splinters under his nails.*

Squall: Mm...*He thrusts slowly as he cums into Kadaj's ass, holding his body close.*

Kadaj: *Moans softly as he's filled, pants against the stall. Winces as he starts to feel the pain of his bloody nails.* I..love you...

Squall: *He roughly bites Kadaj's neck and holds Kadaj tight against the stall.* Love you...

Kadaj: *Smiles at Squall's words, his heart filled with love. Softly clenches around Squall inside him, tilts his neck over more.* Say it again..Please!

Squall: *He moans softly as Kadaj clenches around his cock and says in a quieter voice.* ...Love...you

Kadaj: *A tear falls, go weak in Squall's arms.* Tthank you...Thank you so much, Squally...Pplease, never stop loving me!

Squall: *He keeps Kadaj from falling by holding him with his strong arms, his mind thinking about the impact of his words.*

Kadaj: Ssqually? Did I upsset you? I..I'm sorry! *Looks down, trying to curl up against the wall.*

Squall: No, I'm just thinking...*He runs his hands down Kadaj's back.*

Kadaj: Oh...Okay.. *Nuzzles back, softly clenching again.* I..think I'm ready to see Nnisan now...

Squall: Do you want to go by yourself?

Kadaj: I..I don't know..Can yyou sstand outside the door? Please? *Winces again and moves his hands to his mouth and tries to bite some of the splinters out, whimpers at the pain.*(This hurts!)

Squall: I will...*He pulls Kadaj's pants up.*

Kadaj: *Shakes his head okay as he gets the big ones out, turns to look at Squall.* I can't get the rest of them out...It.. hurts to try! *Moves ot lay his head on Squall's shoulder.*

Squall: I'll take them out when we get home...

Kadaj: *Sniffs and nuzzles Squall's neck, kisses it.* Ookay...I..I'm ready now.. *Moves to the door, holding tightly to Squall's hand.*

Squall: *He follows Kadaj out of the bathroom and walks quietly to stand outside.*

Kadaj: *Slowly walks to the room where he last saw Cloud, stands by the door and turn to look at Squall.* Yyou'll..stay here, right? In case I need you?

Squall: Right here...*He closes his eyes as he leans against the wall.*

Kadaj: *Leans up and kisses him before he opens the door, sees Cloud sitting on the floor. His face wet from tears.* Nnisan....

Cloud: *He looks up to see Kadaj standing in the doorway.* Yes?

Kadaj: *Shyly walks over, sits next to Cloud. Hugging his knees.* I ssaw him kissing you...

Cloud: I know...I'm sorry...

Kadaj: 'Zzoo said he rraped you... *Looks down, tighten his arms around his legs.*

Cloud: He did... *He sighs and stares at the floor.*

Kadaj: Why..hhad he turned so mmean? He..wwas always nice tto you! *Moves closer to Cloud, wanting the comfort he would get from Cloud.* I..I'm sorry, nisan..I know hhow much it hhurts..

Cloud: It's okay...I feel so confused right now...*He moves a little closer to Kadaj.*

Kadaj: * See Cloud moving closer and reaches out to hug Cloud close, letting some tears fall.* It's nnever okay,
Nisan...Do you nneed to talk about it?

Cloud: It felt good at first...When we were kissing...I used to like him when he was normal...

Kadaj: *Sniffs, holds Cloud tighter.* I..I don't remember him being nnormal...He wwas always mmean to me...

Cloud: Yes, he may have been, but he wouldn't have thought about raping me...

Kadaj: Ddo..you want to come sstay with me? My bed is big enough! It ccan be like when I had nnightmares and would sleep in your bed!

Cloud: No, I'm fine...You need to sleep with Squall in your bed...

Kadaj: Yyou sure? There's enough room for the three of us! *Nuzzles Cloud as he tightens his hold, whimpers when his nails rub against Cloud's jacket.*

Cloud: I'm sure...*He looks down to Kadaj's nails.* What happened to you?

Kadaj: *Blushes hard, pulls his hands back.* Um..Ssquall..was making me feel better..I..I tried to grab ahold of the stall..Didn't work that well...

Cloud: *He shakes his head and smirks.* I shouldn't have asked!

Kadaj: *Blushes more.* I got most of the splinters out! Squally said he'll help me get the rest out when we get home! *Nuzzles Cloud, holding him close.* I..I love you, Nisan...

Cloud: Love you too, now you should head home with Squall...and rest. I'll call you tomorrow.

Kadaj: Okay.. Can we meet? Yyou never gave me wwhat Mother left me.. *Kisses Squall's cheek.*

Cloud: I have it in the car if you want to get it now...

Kadaj: Ccan we?! Please, Nisan! *Sticks his lower lip as he begs.*

Cloud: Let's go...*He smiles and helps Kadaj up from the ground.* I don't know what it is, though. I didn't look.

Kadaj: We have to get Squally! *Moves to the door and walks out, kisses Squall to make him open his eyes.* Nisan has what Mother left me..Want to come with me?

Squall: *He opens his eyes to see Kadaj pulling away from his cheek. He moves from the wall and nods a yes.*

Cloud: I'm parked over here...*He points to the right and walks quickly to where his car his.* She left you two
boxes, Kadaj.

Kadaj: Okay.. *Quickly walks over to the car, opens the door and takes out the boxes. Opens the first one and tears come to his eyes when he sees pictures of him and his mother, some with Cloud too. Pulls them out and finds a sketch book and some charcoal and pencils. At the very bottom he gasps, shakily pulls out a check worth $50,000.* Oh my...Mmother...

Cloud: *He looks over Kadaj's shoulder and gasps.* That check is from mother's savings!

Kadaj: Wwhy did she..ggive it to mme? Iit could of help tthe family.. *Hold it to his chest, tears falling.*

Squall: *He leans against the car and peers into the box.* There's a note too...

Kadaj: *Reaches down shakily and grabs the note. Opens and smiles softly when she sees his Mother handwriting.*
My dearest baby:
In this box, I am enclosing a check of 50,000 dollars for you to use for whatever way you see fit. In the other box, I also left a 25,000 dollar check for Cloud, and the other 25,000 left in my savings is to be split between Loz, Yazoo, and Sephiroth. I wish the very best for you, and I want you to remember how much I love you, my baby Kadaj.
*Tears fall as his holds the note tight to his chest. * Tthe.. oother box is for yyou Nnisan...

Cloud: Okay...*He begins to open the box with shaky hands. He smiles widely as he opens the box, containing four chocobo plushies, all bright yellow. He sees pictures from when he was a baby and in the shower, pictures that a mom would show to friends. He looks through the pictures and finds another check for 25,000 dollars tucked in between the photos. He gasps and nearly drops the pictures.*

Kadaj: Tthat one is for you..Tthere's $25,000 mmore in the saving for 'zoozoo, Loz and Seph to sshare... *Looks over, smiles at the plushies.* Sshe always ccalled you her little Cchocobo...Yyou would always gget made fun oof cause it...

Cloud: Yeah, I know! And she gave me these embarrassing pictures of me when I was little!

Kadaj: *Giggles softly at the pictures.* Looking at Nisan's little butt!! I remember her showing this to everyone! The girl you went to prom with!

Cloud: *He blushes beet red.* Yeah, I see! I bet there are naked baby pictures in yours too! *He snatches the pictures playfully from Kadaj and begins to look through them and spots a picture of a naked baby Kadaj wearing a towel fashioned as a cape while running around the house.*

Kadaj: *Blushes hard and takes the picture from Cloud, Not wanting Squall to see it.* I don't remember that!

Cloud: Wait! Look at this one! *He finds another picture of Kadaj as a toddler asleep on the toilet with his pants down.*

Kadaj: Nisan!!! *Tries to take it before Squall can see, but is to slow and Squall takes the photo.* Squally! Don't look! It's embarrassing!

Squall: *He looks at the picture, then gives it back to Kadaj.* (He looks the same...and still innocent.)

Kadaj: *Quickly shoves the pictures in the box and closes it.* No more, Nisan!

Cloud: *He chuckles.* Fine...

Kadaj: Meanie chocobo! *Playfully punches Cloud before he hugs the box to him.* Tthank you...Ffor bring this to me...

Cloud: No problem...If I find anything else of mom's, then I'll give it to you...

Kadaj: (Wwhat if Sephy gets him again!) Ddo..you have to go back to tthe house?...I..I don't want you too..

Cloud: Yes, I'll be fine...I'm kind of tired. *He rubs the sleep from his eyes.*

Kadaj: Ookay..You sure you don't wwant to stay with me? Ssqually won't mind, right?! *Looks over at Squall, with pleading eyes.*

Squall: *He looks over at Kadaj and nods his approval.*

Cloud: I know you two won't mind, but I need to go home...*He says sadly as he loads his box into the car.*

Kadaj: Bbut... *Looks down.* Yyou promise yyou'll call me tomorrow? Pinky promise?

Cloud: I pinky promise...*He holds out his pinky finger for Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Wraps his pinky around Cloud's, hands his box over to Squall before he hugs Cloud.* I love you, Nisan....

Cloud: Love you, and I will call tomorrow!

Kadaj: Okay...I'll hold you to that! *Gives Cloud a quickly peak on the cheek before he walks back over to Squall.* Lets go home...My fingers hurt, Squally...

Squall: *He nods and walks with Kadaj back to his car, carrying Kadaj's box from his mother.*

Kadaj: *Follows Squall, sadly looks back at Cloud as he drives off.* (Please be safe, Nisan...)

Squall: Can you hold this? *He hands the box to Kadaj and opens the trunk with the key.* When do you want to go to the bank?

Kadaj: Yeah.. *Takes the box and holds it tight.* I..I don't know...I'll have to chose one...Rrufus payed me in ccash..He took away my last nname so I couldn't have my own account...

Squall: Vincent can put it into an account that gains interest...

Kadaj: *Blushes and looks down.* Iis that good? Aand...Can I hold the box? Please...I..I don't want to put it in the trunk...

Squall: *He opens the trunk and gives the box back to Kadaj.* Interest means the bank will give you extra money every few months or years, but you can't touch it for a period of time...There are other things you can do...

Kadaj: *Quickly takes the box back and moves to the passenger side of the car, opens the door and gets in. Opens the box again.* Ookay...We can do that... *Grabs up the stack of pictures and looks though them.*

Squall: It's whatever you want to do...

Kadaj: I..I don't know..I..think I need time to think.. *Keeps looks down, tears fall down as he looks at the picture of him and his mother on his 16th birthday.* Ccan we go home..Pplease..

Squall: Yes...*He makes the turn from the parking lot to go home.*

Kadaj: *Put the pictures down and reaches for the sketch book, whimpers as he picks it up, digging the splinters
in deeper.* Ow! *Drops it back in.*

Squall: I'll get the splinters out as soon as we walk in...

Kadaj: Okay...*Looks down.* I got blood on my book...

Squall: It's a hard cover...It should come out.

Kadaj: I..always wanted this one...Bbut Father ssaid it was to much...Aand he wasn't going to wwaste money on my stupid ddrawings... *Hugs the box tight.*

Squall: Maybe you can use the money for a college fund...

Kadaj: Yyou..think I could make it in collage? I'm not smart like you, Squally.

Squall: Try an art school...

Kadaj: I guess....Ccan we look some up at home?

Squall: We can...

Kadaj: *Smiles softly at Squall, leans over and kisses his cheek.* Thank you, Squally...I don't know how I could do this without you!

Squall: *He bites his lip as Kadaj kisses him on the cheek.*

Kadaj: *looks worried.* Are you okay? *Moves away, worried he's the reason.*

Squall: Yeah...I'm fine...(That kiss threw me off guard...)

Kadaj: Yyou can tell me if II'm being to clingy..I..I ccan stop.. *Curls up on the seat, holding the box tightly.*

Squall: No, it's fine...

Kadaj: Yyou sure? *Shyly looks over at Squall, nipping his own lip.*

Squall: Yes...(He just surprised me...)

Kadaj: Okay...I love you, Squall...

Squall: *He remains silent for a few moments before saying quietly.* Love you...

Kadaj: *Smiles, loving when Squall says it. Rests his head against the glass as they drive, starts to hum.*

Squall: (Almost there...) *He drives silently, looking over at Kadaj once in awhile.*

Kadaj: *Watches as a few rain drops fall, watches the trails of water run down the glass.* I..would watch the rain with mother... If Nisan was there he'd play in it with me, Mommy would smile as she watched from the
porch..She wanted to join but was to weak too...

Squall: (He really misses her...I never had a mom to miss...)

Kadaj: It..it was my fault..She was so sick.. *Traces the rain drops with his fingers.*

Squall: Why do you say that?

Kadaj: Aafter Cloud..Mmommy was told if she hhad another baby she would die...Ssomething about how dad's blood type was different and every time she would get eeven more sick..Ccloud was suppose to be the last one..Bbut somehow..I happened...Ffather and everyone ttold her to get rid of me! Bbut she wwouldn't..I..I was born two months early..Wwe both aalmost ddied..Bbut I got better...She ddidn't..

Squall: (That's...why they hate him...) If anything, it's your father's fault...

Kadaj: Hhe said..being born tto early did something tto my brain...Tthat's why I'm llike this..Aand he would hide me from everyone...

Squall: You never have to speak to him again...

Kadaj: I don't want too! He's mean! Hhe was aalways hard on Nisan! Making him pprove himself..Ssaying if he ddoesn't he won't be accepted in the ffamily!

Squall: That's right...you never have to speak to him again...

Kadaj: Nope! He's not my dad anymore! *Smiles softly.* Mr. Vincent is! *Lets out a small laugh.*

Squall: *He nods.* (He doesn't need them...)

Kadaj: There's home! Ccan we go right to our room? I..I just want to lay in bed with you...

Squall: Whatever you want...

Kadaj: And you'll help with my fingers? ..They really hurt, Squally! *Unbuckles himself as they pull into the driveway.*

Squall: I promised I would...*He turns the car off and gets out.*

Kadaj: *Gets out and walks up to the door, waits for Squall to open it.* (I want to draw Squally in my new book...And hang up my pictures!)

Squall: *He walks up to the door and unlocks it for Kadaj, then begins to walk upstairs, wanting Kadaj to follow.*

Kadaj: *Sees Reno and Vincent making out on the couch, giggles before he follows after Squall.* (Connor is staying the night with a friend! They're going to be loud tonight!)

Squall: What are you laughing at?

Kadaj: Connor's staying at a friends tonight! So Re're is going to be really loud! *Walks into his room and sets the box on the bed before he sits down.* I have tweezers in the bathroom...

Squall: Get some tweezers, peroxide, and a towel...

Kadaj: Okay.. *Gets up and goes to his bathroom, grabs his tweezers and peroxide from the cabinet above the toilet . Grabs a clean hand towel before he walks back out.* Here you go, Squally.

Squall: Hold you hands out over the towel...*He takes the bottle of peroxide and begins to unscrew the cap off.*

Kadaj: Ookay...*Puts the towel down and rest his hands on it.* That's the stinging stuff, right?

Squall: It doesn't sting much, but it bubbles...*He begins to pour the hydrogen peroxide over Kadaj's fingers.*

Kadaj: *Lets out little whimpers, his hands twitch, wanting to shake the stuff off but knows Squall wouldn't like that.* I sstill don't like it...

Squall: It will draw out the splinters...Stay still...*He keeps pouring the hydrogen peroxide over Kadaj's fingers.*

Kadaj: I'm trying! But it stings, Squally.. *Pouts, whines softly.*

Squall: *He quits pouring the hydrogen peroxide and watches Kadaj's fingers bubble.* It should tingle, but not sting anymore.

Kadaj: *Sniffs, watches his fingers.* It feels funny! I like the bubbles!

Squall: It's working, once it stops bubbling, I need to pour more on again.

Kadaj: Oh okay... *Looks at Squall, loving how serious he looks.* Um..Squally?

Squall: Yes? *He looks up from watching Kadaj's fingers.*

Kadaj: Aafter we're done..Wwould you like to look at the pictures with me? Yyou don't have too..

Squall: I...guess...*He pours a little amount of hydrogen peroxide over Kadaj's fingers once the bubbles subside.*

Kadaj: You ssure? Yyou can do something else if you want...I..I was going to look though and decide what one I want to hang up..

Squall: *He nods as he grabs the tweezers and holds one of Kadaj's hands up, examining it.*

Kadaj: *Shivers as Squall takes one of his hands into Squall’s big, strong ones. Blushes lightly as he remembers them running over his body.*

Squall: *He carefully begins to remove the splinters brought to the surface by the hydrogen peroxide. He squints his eyes as he concentrates.*

Kadaj: Nee...*Whimpers as they are pulled out, bites down on his lips.*(I don't want Squally to think I'm weak! But it hurts...)

Squall: *He gently pushes on the pads of Kadaj's fingers, pushing the splinters out and quickly plucks the splinters from Kadaj's fingers.*

Kadaj: *A few tears fall as Squall's pushes the pads to his sensitive fingers, his hands shakes lightly, wanting to pull it back but knowing he can't.*

Squall: *He plucks out the last splinter from Kadaj's hand and moves on to the next, and quickly begins to pluck out the splinters.* This hand has fewer splinters...

Kadaj: Ookay.. *Looks down, not wanting to meet Squall's eyes.* (He took a beating and didn't make a sound.. I..I can't even take this..I hate being so weak...)

Squall: *He quickly removes the few splinters left, and stares at Kadaj's hand for a few seconds. He moves Kadaj's hand closer to his lips and places each finger in his mouth.*

Kadaj: *Shivers as his fingers are taking in Squall's warm, wet mouth.* Ssqually... *Looks at him with half lidded eyes.*

Squall: What? *He says with Kadaj's fingers still pressed against his lips.*

Kadaj: *Blushes lightly.* Tthank you, Squally..It feels much better now! Ccan we lay in the bed now?

Squall: *He folds the towel, careful not to drop the splinters onto the floor, and dumps the splinters into the trash can. He walks back over to the bed and lays down, folding his hands tightly behind his head. This causes his jacket to lift up slightly, exposing a small amount of skin.*

Kadaj: *Shudders at the sight of Squall's exposed skin, licks his lips before he opens the box and takes out the stack of pictures. Moves up and lays down next to Squall, resting his head on Squall's bicep. Holds the pictures out so Squall can see.* This is when I was born...I was in the...NIC/U? *Cocks his head.* I think that's what it was called! I had to have tubes to help me breath...

Squall: *His body stays still, but his eyes move over the picture of a baby Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Mmommy said she couldn't hhold me for over a month.. Just reach though a hole..*Moves to the next photo, blushes when he sees it a picture of three year old him taking a bath with Cloud. Standing up with his hands in the air and a huge smile.* I..I don't remember that..

Squall: You two were closer then?

Kadaj: We've always been close! Nisan would always take care of me and look after me, more then father did! I would crawl into his bed every night! I hated being alone in my room... *Goes to the next picture.*

Squall: (He still hates being alone in his room...) *He nods.*

Kadaj: *Blushes at the picture of his first birthday, his face covered in icing and crumbs of cake. Even in the little puff of silver hair, a big grin on his face.*

Squall: You liked sweets...

Kadaj: I still do! *Giggles and goes to the next picture of all the boys standing in front of a pool, six year old Kadaj holding a beach ball. Shudders as he remembers what also happened that day.*

Squall: Swimming lessons?

Kadaj: Uh..yyeah..*Looks down.* I.I don't swim anymore.. *Quickly goes to the next picture.*

Squall: Why not?

Kadaj: I..was so happy..The teacher said I wwas doing really good! Better then the other kids...I ran to mommy to ttell her...After that I went back to the pool to practice!...Loz sstopped me..Ssaid if I was a good swimmer I wouldn't be in the kiddy pool...Hhe picked me uup and ttold me to swim before he tthrew me in the ddeep end...I..I ttried to sstay up bbut I couldn't!!! I..I kkept chocking oon water! I kicked and kicked but I couldn't get any air! *Shudders as tears fall.* I..I ssaw hhim smiling ddown at me before I bblacked out...Then I heard mommy calling my name...Sshe was crying...

Squall: *His fists clench behind his head. His eyes remain cold, but he bites his lip to hide his anger.*

Kadaj: Wwhen ever I..I go near a pool..I remember..mmy chest hurts and I can't breath.. *His hands shake, making the photos fall out of them.*

Squall: *He quickly pulls Kadaj on top of his body.* Stop...

Kadaj: *Looks at Squall, sees him and not the horrible memory. Hugs Squall tightly as he quietly cries.* Pplease... make iit go away! I..I'm scared, Squally!

Squall: *He reaches his hands down Kadaj's body, stopping at his groin and begins to rub it as he looks at Kadaj with his cold eyes.*

Kadaj: Ahh..*Moans softly, humps against Squall's hand.* Pplease, Squally..SSay it again..Pplease!

Squall: *He rubs Kadaj's growing cock in his pants and looks down as he softly whispers.* I love...you...

Kadaj: Again..Please, say it again! *Nudges Squall's face, wanting to look into his eyes. Moans against Squall's lips as his cock grows harder.*

Squall: *He looks up, nudged by Kadaj and says in a slightly louder tone.* I love...you...*He slips his hand down Kadaj's pants at that moment and begins to stroke Kadaj's cock.*

Kadaj: *Shudders in pleasure from Squall's touches and words, humps harder into Squall's hand.* Love yyou too...Oh ggod, I do so much, Squally!

Squall: *He licks his lips as he feels his hand becomes warm and wet from Kadaj's dripping cock.* Ride me?

Kadaj: Yyesss!! *Sits up and grabs Squall's pants, quickly unbuttons them and pulls out Squall's cock. Moans at the sight of it, leans down to take the head in his mouth. * (Oh god..I must have a taste of him! Just a lick!)

Squall: Suck me...until I'm rock hard in your mouth...

Kadaj: Mmm! *Moans around Squall's cock, wraps his hand around the base and starts to stroke him as he sucks on the head. Lapping at the slit.*

Squall: Then...You're going to fuck yourself on my cock...*He wraps a hand around Kadaj's head, keeping Kadaj's mouth tight around him.*

Kadaj: Mmmmmm! *Moans loudly around Squall, takes more of Squall in his mouth as he sucks harder. Reaches down to push his pants off, kicking his legs to get them all the way off.*

Squall: *He moans softly as he feels himself become fully hard.* I'm ready...

Kadaj: *Gives one last lick, almost not wanting to release Squall's cock. Straddles Squall's hips, leans forward as he move the head of Squall's cock in position, moans softly as it rubs against his clenching open.* I..love you, Squally... *Quickly sits down on it, gasping as he filled with Squall's manhood.*

Squall: *He watches as Kadaj sits on his cock and thrusts his hips up to meet Kadaj, plowing into Kadaj's prostate.*

Kadaj: Ahh!! *Cries out sharply as his prostate is hit, arches back in pleasure as he starts to ride him fast.* Ohh..Squally! Yes!

Squall: (He can moan all he wants tonight...) *He leans Kadaj's body forward, exposing Kadaj's blushing ass cheeks. He grabs Kadaj's ass and spanks him once.*

Kadaj: AHHHH! *Lets out a scream of surprise at the spank, clenches tightly around Squall as he rolls his hips. Letsout swwet moans each time Squall thrusts.*

Squall: (Does he like it?) *He bites his lip and decides to spank Kadaj's ass again, loving how Kadaj's ass clenches around his cock when he spanks Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Neee! *Cries out again at the spank, clenches tightly as he eyes roll in pleasure. Grabs tightly onto Squall's shoulders as he slams his hips down harder onto Squall.* Ffuck...so..oh..so good!!!!!

Squall: (He wants it hard...) *He moves his hands to Kadaj's hips and thrusts up as hard as he can into Kadaj's ass.* Moan more for me...*He lets a soft moan escape and begins to breathe heavily.*

Kadaj: Ohh! Ngg..mmh.. SSquall! *Moans loudly in pleasure, throwing his head back as he meets Squall's thrusts. Sweat covers his body.* Soo..deep! Ah!

Squall: *He suddenly rolls over, throwing Kadaj's body onto the bed with his cock still deep inside Kadaj's ass. He holds Kadaj's body against the bed as he thrusts hard and breathes hotly against Kadaj's lips.* (He'll get it rough...) *He moans loudly as he rolls his hips and plows into Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: *Screams out his pleasure, claws at Squall's jacket, leaving trails of blood from wound reopening. Devours Squall's lips in a passionate kiss, biting down hard on his lips.* (Oh god! I'm going to cum! I can't hold back mush longer!)

Squall: You...you feel...so...*He kisses Kadaj back hard in rhythm of his thrusts, his breathing becoming harder.*

Kadaj: I..I..oh....Cum!!!!!!! *Screams loudly as he cums hard, throws his head back against the bed as his throat burns from screaming.*

Squall: *He groans deeply in his throat as he cums in Kadaj's clenching hot ass and stares breathlessly into Kadaj's eyes.*

Kadaj: Mmmm...Llove..you..*Pants heavily as he looks into Squall's eyes, a drop of sweat runs down his cheek. Softly milks Squall of all his cum.*

Squall: (He loved what I did...) *He collapses on Kadaj's body and roughly kisses Kadaj's neck.*

Kadaj: Mgh.. Mark me, please...Mmake me yours, my Squally.. *Tilts his neck over as he hugs Squall tighter to him, breaths in deeply, loving how Squall smell after sex.*

Squall: *He roughly begins to mark Kadaj's neck.* You liked what I did...

Kadaj: Mmm...I alwways like it when you make love to me, Squally! Oh..god..You make me feel like I'm in heaven!

Squall: I never thought you'd like me spanking you...

Kadaj: *Blushes hard, shyly runs his fingers down Squall's back.* I..uused to hate getting spanked! I..I would cry..But I like when you do it, Squally! It feels REALLY good!

Squall: Do you want me to do it next time?

Kadaj: *Bites his lip lightly as his body turns red.* Iif..you want...I.I won't mind, Squally!

Squall: I'll do it a little harder next time...

Kadaj: *Squeaks.* That wasn't your hardest? You're really strong, Squally! My butt still tingles! *Wiggles underneath Squall, clenching softly.*

Squall: No, but it won't be too much harder...But you like it...*He roughly nuzzles Kadaj's neck as he begins to close his eyes.*

Kadaj: I do! I love everything you do to me, Squally.. *Hums in pleasure, begins to run his fingers though Squall's hair.* I love you, my big strong, Squally...

Squall: *He groans softly as he begins to fall asleep.* Mm...

Kadaj: *Kisses Squall's head before he closes his eyes, hugging Squall's warm body closer to him as he slowly falls asleep himself.*