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It Couldn't Be True	By : BlizzardAngel Category: Final Fantasy VIII > General Views: 758 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Disclaimer: Their not mine but I sure wouldn't mind having two sexy men with me
all the time. *grins evily*
Title: It Couldn't Be True
Pairing: Seifer x Squall

Warning: Yaoi, Lemon, Angst, Language, POV, more can be added...

Rating: NC-17

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It Couldn't Be True
Complications
This feeling, this warmth... it was somewhat familiar. I don't remember ever
feeling safe here. It was a thought... no a feeling that I only felt when I lived in the
orphanage.
The sky was dark and the thunderous clouds rolled in, giving a small child, like
myself then, a dreadful fear of it. I wandered outside, getting away from the other
sleeping children and I found that I couldn't get back in, so I huddled in this little
spot that I dubbed "Squall's spot" because he would always sit there alone. It was a
spot that was on the beach, very c to to the stairs and my back was up against the
hard stone, getting somewhat shielded by the rain from the piece of rock that
jutted out over head a few feet.
I was starting to shiver and tremble as the wind blew harder, carrying the cold rain
that was drenching my small body. The sky was roaring viciously, lighting up the
sky with myriad of intensely bright thunderbolts.
My mind thought about what could happenme ame and as a child, children think of
the craziest things.
'Monsters will eat me. I'm gonna die. Die alone...'
That was my fear, that I would never have any friends. That no one will like me
and I tried to be friends with the others, but they seemed to like being in their own
little clique. It was only that one boy who stood with them but was always
somewhat distant from them too. He intrigued me I t I thought I could have a
chance with him. Yeah, what a surprise it was when I found he didn't want
anything to do with me.
'I will die with no friends. No one likes me...Will I be alone forever?'
Kids aren't supposed to think about their life and future wondering if they will be
alone.
'Mom and Dad... they're not here.They left me alone. I will never be with anyone. I
will never have frie..friends.'
But how could you blame me when I never had a happy childhood. Never had
parents to love or love me. A child who went from house to house, the families
never wanted me... How could you blame me? Andn non now, the world hates me
and they will do whatever they can to make my life miserable. They want me dead;
to die alone.
I was there for a long time, crying and quivering from the cold. I could die there or
the rushing water could take me away... but I felt something touch my shoulder
and my blurry eyes looked up to see wet, brown locks falling into deep, blue eyes.
"Why are you out here now?" The boy asked softly. "Why are you out here
alone?"
"I'm always alone. I'm going to die alone. Everyone hates me. Nobody wants m-" I
sneezed several times but never continued.
"No, you won't. Matron likes you."
"She likes everyone. She's supposed to." The boy continued to stare at me. "You
hate me, Squall. Why are you even here?" Squall looked at me with large, sad eyes
and was going to reply when Matron came running to us and wrapped us both in a
blanket.
"What in heaven's name are you two doing out here? You can catch a cold! This
dreadful storm- Seifer! You're soaked. How long have you been out here? Come
on Squall." on won was a wonderful woman. She loved us all unconditionally and
I knew that but my little mind was set that no one liked me at the time. Squall
refused my friendship, none of his friends made the effort to hang around me, I
was convinced, and partly, I still am. Dagen has proven to me that no one has
forgiven me.
But that feeling of security came when I was tucked in bed that night. Still, I was
freezing even though Matron made me and Squall both take hot baths. Shivering
beneath the two comforters, I felt the bed shift and I felt a smaller body move and
spooned against my back. The warmth somehow engulfed me and the soft voice
filled my ears with a promise that night and it was kept.
"You will be safe and warm tonight. I promise Seifer. You won't die alone."
We slept and I didn't have one bad dream and the only fng ong of warm,
comforting assurance.
My mind stopped my dreaming thoughts and I opened my eyes. It was a surreal
experience as the one person I knew I would never become close to was embracing
me, holding me tight. I was a nice feeling and made me think for one little fucking
moment that my life could be okay. He gave me those thoughts. For sure I thought
I was going to have nothing but nightmares, torturing me on what had happened
the day before, but I didn't. That's a good thing, right?
Isn't this what I wanted? To be in bed with Leonhart? No, not this way but this
was comforting and something that I needed. I knew that I couldn't get this from
anyone else. Who else would wrap their arms around me? Who else would say that
I'm safe and give me all that, that false hope? Squall was bent on thinking that
things would be ok if he thought it would be... in a sense anyway.
Yes, for the hero of the world, the man does have some pull on things. He-
My thoughts were interrupted as Squall moaned and his hand rubbed up and down,
lightly on my back. It was a soft touch but I was awake now and it's not a touch
that I wanted...
My mind wandered to the territory that I didn't want it to go, didn't want to be
reminded of. But why would my body listen to me? I pictured Dagen with that
sadistic smirk on his face. No one will listen to me, so when I didn't want what
they gave me, my body still responded and I, I still fucking came!
I felt my body shaking. Squall... Squall what? He can't do anything for you! No
one can... I have to get out of here... I have to lea-
"Seifer? Seifer!? Can you hear me? Wake up!" Hands were griping my shoulders
tightly and shaking me. I opened my eyes to see Squall hovering above me and I
quickly pushed myself up towards the head board, sitting on my ass. I winced but I
stopped to take a few breathers. The hands had retreated but he was still kneeling
in front of me, staring at me, asking me with those beautiful blue eyes what the
fuck is wrong with me.
"Everything. That's what's wrong. Everything..." There was a sudden knock at the
door but nothing was said nor did he even make the any motion to answer it.
"Seifer, I-"
"There's someone at your door. Don't you think you should answer it?" It was said
coldly but I just could not find it in myself to answer him softly or whatever. I
don't know what to do with myself. Apart of me is saying, Seifer look! One person
is helping you! And the other is taking over saying, No one likes you, just take a
look around you and at the world. No goody goody like Squall would ever get
raped because everyone likes him.
The brunet slowly got off the bed and whispered softly that he would be right
back. I got to the edge of the bed, letting my feet touch the carpeted floor. I was
still wearing Squall's robe and from here I could see bruises on my chest. Squall
must have noticed that too. He noticed yesterday.
The door to the bedroom was left ajar and I heard the headmaster talking. I
couldn't help but listen in.
"Headmaster? Dagen? What are you doing here?" Squall was a little surprised
from the tone of his voice.
"This visit concerns that of Seifer Almasy. Dagen has reported that he attacked
another student. That does not sit well with the board and I'm afraid that I have to
relinquish his care upon you and give that job to Dagen. Almasy will be confined
to his room until proper punishment has been dealt to him."
"No. I don't need a caretaker. If Seifer is not going to do it then I will not have
anyone do it. I don't want Dagen or anyone else."
Good, keep that up Squall. Dagen only wants to...
I couldn't finish that as I flinched away from the door upon hearing the next voice.
"Squall, look at you. You can barely stand and you're weak. With all that
commotion yesterday, you were draining your energy. Please just let me help you."
"Leonhart, please. I know what the or are are from Kadowaki so you must have
someone here. And we cannot find Almasy. Do you know where he is? He is not
in his quarters. Perhaps he decided to stay here with you while he cared for you?"
I panicked but then I don't want Squall in trouble. He's already done more that he
should've for me.
"He is not here."
What?
"Squall. Don't lie.ONT>ONT>
"I was not talking to you, Dagen." There was a hint of malice in his voice.
"That is his bag right there and I saw you yesterday bring him to your room along
with, SeeD member, Zell Dincht."
How are you going to get out of this one... just tell them I'm here! Tell them the
truth.
"Squall. Seifer needs to be sent to my office and then he will be confined to
quarters. If you do know where he is then make sure that when I announce to see
him over the com, he comes up to my office immediately. Understood?"
"Yes."
"What the hell! Seifer, I know you're in here!"
"Dagen! You are out of line! One more outburst from you will land you in trouble,
understood?"
"Yes, sir. Sorry, sir."
"Leonhart. As of now, Dagen will be your caretaker until further notice. You
cannot be by yourself and that is an order!"
"Fine, but I don't want him staying in my room and that is not up for negotiation."
I can't believe it... Squall is in danger. Dagen will do everything in his power to
hurt him.
I felt something wet drop against my arm. I looked down at my position; knees
drawn up to my chest, arms crossed, holding myself tightly and I was crying.
Hearing Dagen's voice caused me pain. I... I realize now that I'm afraid of him. I
can't do anything to stop him. He can do anything. No one will believe me. No one
is by my side. I should just die... I want to die... need to leave... be gone...
"Seifer! Seifer!" Again, I was snapped out of my thoughts as Squall was sitting in
front of me. He did look tired, so exhausted, but he was looking at me with those
large, blue eyes filled with concern.
"Don't...stay away from Da..Da...HIM!" I couldn't say his name.
"Dagen?" I felt a soft touch on my cheek, wiping away the tears that seemed to
trek down my face. I made no effort to pull away. I felt too tired to.
"Seifer, did Rui, Tetsu and Brody do this to you? Was Dagen involved too? Please
tell me."
I should tell him everything. He practically knows already. But I can't. I cannot
find my voice to tell him.
Warn him, for christsakes! Damn it! Say it! Tell him!
"Stay away from Dagen." I managed. "He wants to hurt you. He...he-"
I can't... I can't...
"Seifer, look at me." I didn't but I felt his hand go beneath my chin and lift my
head to where I could fulfill his request. "Seifer. I am on your side. I am your
friend and I want to help you but you must tell me what happened. You can trust
me. I promise, Seifer. I promise." The fingers wiped away the tears and Squall was
just waiting. Why?
"Stay away from Dagen." Those eyes bore into mine and his lips frowned at me.
"I'm tired... please let me rest until I have to go."
"You are staying right here. Stop being stubborn! I'm trying to help you!" He
yelled at me and I flinched away. How weak have I become? I don't want to hurt
anymore.
"Leave."
"What?"
"Leave me ALONE!"
"Seifer, I'm sorry. I should've-"
"Go away! I'm tired, so tired." I could not think anymore. I don't wanna think
anymore. Please, don't make me.
"Fine. Just rest. I'll be back soon. It's still early. Just..rest." I didn't meet his eyes as
he stared at me for a few minutes more before walking away. I can't stand that
look. I can't stand it anymore. I'm so tired... just let me forgot... please...
~~*~~
AN: I'm so sorry for not updating in forever. I was sick for a whole month and at that time, I lost
my new job and had to stop going to school. I was absolutely horrible and soooo, I'm a bum right
now and will be working on my fics. Yay for you guys! LOL, but I know I also promised a lemon
but that will definitely be in the next chapter! I promise. Please review and thank you for all who
have already. I hope you're enjoying this fic because now, I have a definite layout for the next
chapters to come. So be prepared for drama!
Seifer: Damn! Don't you think you have enough drama?
Squall: Dramaqueen...
Blizz: Oh, leave me alone! It's my story so you guys have to do as I say.
Seifer: But I'm sooo mad! I haven't been able to DO anything with Squall. He's getting off on his
dreams!
Squall: Hey...I resent...do I resent that?
Seifer: I don't care. I'm stealing him now! *throws Squall over his shoulder and marches away
with a devilish gleam in his eye.*
Blizz: uh, I don't think anyone would object to that...
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