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Disclaimer: I don't own FFVII and I don't make any money with this writing

A/N: Thank you BMIK for the beta! You're awesome!

Chapter 3- First Experiences

Kadaj was shoved onto the bed so eagerly, that he jumped on the mattress.
His giggles filled the air and the ears of his lover, whose eyes looked with pure bliss at him.
Although, Kadaj was frightened. He didn't know what would happen and a feeling of regret started to grow inside him, while smooth hands caressed his face. But, in spite of all his worries, Kadaj's mouth couldn't say a word. It was hard to even think, let alone say something, with the burning kisses of Cloud´s delicious mouth.
Cloud broke the kiss and stared at Kadaj. The blond's heart was pumping fast and he was so happy that suddenly he felt scared,too. Cloud thought to himself that he had an angel fallen down from the sky straight into his life. On his bed now, wich was much more interesting…

" What ? Did I do something wrong?" Kadaj frowned when the blond ceased the kisses.

" No… I just wanted to look at you and burn this moment in my mind forever. You're so beautiful Kadaj…I'm so happy to be here with you."

" And I'm so, so, so , so much more happier to be here too!" Kadaj pulled his arms around Cloud's neck, and stared into those blue eyes. Kadaj caressed Cloud's spiky hair and touched with his delicate fingers all the contours of his lover's face. The forehead, cheekbones, the chin and his small, pouty lips. Cloud was so beautiful…Those blue eyes were so intense. Kadaj wondered if he´d be here right now, hadn´t Yazoo talked with Cloud. Yazoo really should be a wizard for a living!

" Are you afraid Kadaj?" Cloud noticed the look in Kadaj's eyes and he knew Kadaj was new to all these recents discoveries.

" No…I'm fine, I was just thinking if I had not came here and questioned you over my…doubts and if Yazoo had not come to you, and if you wouldn´t like me, I would not be here and certainly I would be elsewhere. I would be very sad, nii-san…Oh, sorry I forgot that I should not call you that!"

" Blessed Yazoo!" Cloud giggled and it was so unusual for him. He got closer to Kadaj and gently kissed his lips, then his neck and the spot between the collarbone.

Kadaj's skin was so smooth, his smell and taste were so good! Cloud licked that path of skin and the boy moaned, closing his eyes. Cloud's hands travelled over the thin fabric of the boy's tshirt and stopped at the waistband of his pants. Kadaj was panting hard and when he opened those pretty green eyes, he got a little concerned, since Cloud pulled his hand under the tshirt. Kadaj winced from the sensation of Cloud's cold fingertips on his skin. There was the ache too, the throbbing sensation in his nether parts. He felt something wet dripping out of his member.

Cloud really was grateful to Yazoo. Kadaj was finishing his last tests at school and he was busy and didn't appear at the bar for a week. Cloud got worried about the boy and even though he was talking to Kadaj by phone, he wanted to be sure that he was ok. He missed Kadaj, and he couldn't stop his thoughts over Kadaj dating someone…and he felt awful after so many jerking offs over this…
But the gods were good with him and he didn't find Kadaj at home, but Yazoo. The middle brother, who knew all of Kadaj's feelings for Cloud, wasted no time. Yazoo was a very persuasive man, and although he was not a talkative person, he had the gift of using words in a direct and efficient way. Not coincidentally, the guy was the one to "talk" with the enemies they had arrested during the time of their search for Mother.

Cloud, in spite of his shyness, felt comfortable with Yazoo, and told him about his crush.
The blond laughed as he remembered the scene, his face amazed after an unperturbed Yazoo told him that his brother actually had a huge crush on Cloud too.

" What?" Kadaj frowned at his laughing lover.

" I- I was thinking that I would be the sad one! I had no clues that I was your crush!"

" And I thought you're a smart guy, nii-san…" Kadaj sarcastically smirked and shifted his position, pushing Cloud onto his back, but Cloud was stronger. He turned around, grabbed the slender body and pinned the boy again into his original position. They laughed with the pretended fight and kissed again, passionately and deeply. Kadaj felt his lips being sucked and nibbled by Cloud's greedy mouth. One thing about sex, Kadaj was sure he already loved, were deep tongue's kisses. And even though he had never kissed before, he thought that Cloud was a wonderful kisser.

When they broke the kiss to breath, slowly, Cloud took of his shirt and Kadaj sighed, amazed with that muscular, perfect body. Kadaj bit his lower lip and imitated his nii-san. He was feeling a tingle in his stomach, but when Cloud stared at him with eyes full of an admiration that he had never seen before, he felt much more confident. He was gorgeous and his nii-san was drooling over him.
The blond's eyes were dark blue and his pupils were dilated. He was panting before so much beauty and he undressed Kadaj's pants. Kadaj was not wearing underwear and a low 'oh god' escaped his mouth. Kadaj, ashamed, stirred on the bed and bent one leg to cover part of his hard sight of Cloud's bare torso and the previous caresses made the ache increase and when Cloud pulled down his pants, his cock jumped onto his belly like a party blower.

" You…are the…most beautiful creature that I ever saw…naked…"

Cloud smiled and without moving Kadaj from his position, he got closer and started to kiss him from his toes to his knees. He slid his callused hands over the contours of Kadaj's curves, toying with his nipples and swirling the soft and thin silver hair in his groin around his fingers.
The wet kisses and the warm tongue on his skin gave Kadaj a wonderful sensation. He closed his eyes and opened his legs slightly, to receive more of those little kisses. It was then that he gave a loud groan. Cloud was raising his body to reach Kadaj's thighs and he accidently touched the boy´s cock with his shoulder. Cloud sniggered and lifted his hand to touch the tip of the swollen member, this time intentionally, but he didn't stop the kisses on the inner side of Kadaj's thigh.

" Ahn…Oh…that's why Yazoo moaned…" Kadaj´s eyes went wide opened with the statement.

" And we are just starting the fun…" Cloud said through his teeth, face buried in Kadaj's thigh and hand coated with the boy's precum. He couldn't stop to taste that flesh…

Cloud's hot kisses had stopped near the inner part of the boy's thigh and his hands left Kadaj's member. If Cloud continued to stroke the boy, Kadaj´d come and Cloud didn't want that so soon. Instead, Cloud pulled the boy onto his stomach, knelt behind Kadaj and slowly parted Kadaj's legs. Kadaj thought to himself that he was in very a strange position, he was looking like a dog! Then, Cloud placed a pillow under his groin and lowered his spine onto the bed, while he trailed kisses along his back. Kadaj was more comfortable, but he still had no idea what Cloud was going to do, and in a odd way, his member softened.

"W-what you gonna do with...?"

"I promise you will like it. Just relax. I won' hurt you." Cloud heard the fear in his lover's voice. He really didn't want to scare Kadaj and spoil their moments of tenderness. He kissed the boy's neck and softly caressed his buttocks, pleasuring himself too with the sight of a delighted Kadaj.

Cloud himself was feeling very constricted inside his pants. He opened the first button in a vain attempt to relief his hardness but he remained with his trousers on. After all, Kadaj was ashamed of his own erection, and if he undressed his pants, he wouldn't be able to resist the urge to bury himself inside his lover… During that wonderful night, Cloud intended to only wake up pleasurable sensations within his lover's body with hot caresses. He wanted Kadaj to get used to sex and love. Especially love. He loved him. It took time for Cloud to realized that but it was pure love what he was feeling for the boy.
There, he was listening to Kadaj moaning and he´d bet that his lover was feeling safe, he was enjoying each stroke, each kiss, each touch. All these sounds made Cloud feel save too.

He was so uptight and closed up in his shell, so it was hard, even for himself, to believe that he had broke his restrictions when the boy came to his room and kissed him. A chaste kiss that grew into a mess in his room, on his bed, in his heart.
Cloud would give the best he had for Kadaj.
He purred into the boy's earlobe -while his tongue ran around the tender flesh- how happy he was, how much he loved the boy. Kadaj's response was a passionate kiss and Cloud could see small tears shining in those pretty eyes.

"Kadaj?"
"Yeah.."
"Call me nii-san please?"
"Oh..I love you so much nii-san..."

Kadaj almost cried about Cloud's request. The thick sensation in his groin came back when Cloud asked for that with a warmth tone and stroked his cheeks. He felt save, loved and relaxed.
He shuddered with every wave of pleasure that he felt when his nii-san trailed down his spine, his calve and the inner part of his thigh with wet licks. Cloud's other hand was stroking the other leg very slowly, only with his fingertips.

"Oh God!" Kadaj couldn't help the loud moan when Cloud nibbled at his buttocks, squeezing the hard flesh and separating them. The cold air of the room elicited new jolts of pleasures at a spot that he never had imagined it could happen. Cloud softly brushed his fingers over there and another hard moan escaped from Kadaj's mouth.
He was getting hard again, but this time without pain.

" I'm ..hard!" Kadaj giggled and glanced to Cloud through his bangs.

" Yes you are…" Cloud smirked and continued his kisses on Kadaj's legs.

Kadaj had heard countless times how Loz whispered into Yazoo's ear, sure that his thunder voice was not be heard, that he was hard as a rock and he was needing it. It… 'It' was the motive of moans and grunts behind the closed door of Loz's room.
It really didn´t matters now and he shut his eyes to block his thoughts and concentrate on better thinks. Like what Cloud was doing to his ass now... Pure white, shiny spots blurred his vision, when Cloud kissed and slightly nibbled at his buttocks. But when Cloud opened more of his butt cheeks and slapped his hole with his finger twice…

"O-oh G-god...nii-san..." The boy shouted in pleasure. Unconciously he began to rubb his member against the pillow.

"Don't you like it? I could stop right now..." Cloud whispered and continued with no intention to stop but just to assure Kadaj that he´d do what he would demand.

"N-no...ah...uh,uh,uh. Don't. Stop. Please. Oh…Ahn…"

Very satisfied Cloud stretched that perfect round buttocks to get better access to the desired spot.
Kadaj was moaning and wriggling just with a soft slap of fingers at his hole.
Cloud was eager to see how Kadaj would react to a rimjob…
He wanted to tongue-fuck that tight little ass as if it was a lollipop.
How good was the feeling of having power over Kadaj's sensations. He was guiding his lover's pleasure at his own wish, he was giving Kadaj knowledge about his body and how many good things they could do together. He felt pure bliss with the teases. Surely that each sweet sound that Kadaj was making was reflecting back on his own neglected cock. Though, he was sure about getting his reward very soon.

" OH MY GODS…NII-SAAAAANNN…"

Thanks God that nobody was at home!

The feeling of a wet, warm tongue which was circling his hole was amazing. And when Cloud's tongue opened his hole and slid inside, he bounced on the mattress. His cock was aching now and he couldn't help touching himself. He could never, ever figure out the good sensations of that. He focused at all the feelings to keep it in mind. He wouldn't forgot this. So this was sex. That's why people yearned for it a lot, that's why his brothers spent so much time locked in the room. Kadaj was so electrified that he lifted his back and bent on his knees, totally spreading for Cloud´s ministrations.

"Nii...san..I-I feel...Ah..ah.." Kadaj was exploding and he felt that something would rip him apart and get out of his body.

"Not yet my love...turn around for me. I want to see you." Cloud gave the last lick to Kadaj's hole and he noticed, the puddle of precum which was dripping of the boy's cock.

Kadaj frowned a bit at the end of such good pleasures, though he obeyed his nii-san command. He was breathing raggedly and he barely could move himself. He was feeling all of his body tingling in a lustful heat.
Cloud waited for him to calm down and trailed kisses on his stomach. Kadaj shivered and small gasps could be heard from his throat.

"Oh god...So good nii-san...so good. I had never thought it could be so good...OH GOD!"

Cloud lowered his head and swallowed all the boy's throbbing cock in one move. He sucked it hard, while he glided his hand over the base. Kadaj wouldn't last long, he thought and at that same time, he felt Kadaj's cock twisting inside his throat.
The pretty boy cried out in a strangled voice, forcefully gripped Cloud's hair and shook violently when he flooded his lover's mouth with his hot cum. Kadaj had his first orgasm, and Cloud greedily drank his lover's seeds. The boy was trembling and he felt the lack of air in his lungs. He was red, sweaty and utterly weary from a wonderful sensation that ran through his veins. In a brief moment all his mind exploded and everything seemed pure joy for his body. He saw white.

" Nii-san, w-what happened to me?" With a confused look, Kadaj lay back on the bed, while Cloud kissed his belly,chest, face and embraced the boy.

" You had an orgasm Kadaj…"

" My god, so, this is sex…"

" Well…a part of it…this was only a blow job…" Cloud smiled and Kadaj giggled as he pulled his arms around Cloud and waved to the invisible that he had an orgasm and it was wonderful!

" Cloud…will there be more that I don't know yet?" Kadaj leaned against Cloud's chest.

" Oh my love, much more, you will see…and feel." Cloud held Kadaj tightly in his arms and they remained close, kissing and caressing each other. This was heaven and Kadaj couldn't imagine how it would get better than this.
They broke the kiss and Cloud guided Kadaj's hands to his own hard groin. His true desire now was to fuck the brains out of the boy , but it would hurt him and worst, scared him to death and Kadaj´d never look at Cloud again. Cloud would never do something to hurt Kadaj's feeling or his body.

" Did you like what I've done to you?" Cloud said a little concerned closely watching the dizzy eyes of his pretty lover, but when that usual and adorable giggle started, he knew Kadaj was ok.

"Will you do it for me Kadaj? My beloved nii-san…"

He not had to wait one second! Kadaj jumped out of the blond arms, knelt in front of Cloud, and slowly pulled down the man's pants and underwear with a smile on his boyish face.
With huge and amazed eyes Kadaj sized the enormous length of his nii-san. Or maybe he himself was too small or Cloud was too big. Cloud noticed the astonished look at his pretty boy's face and began to stroke himself. Perhaps Kadaj had no idea of how he should start…

" Oh my God…this is getting bigger?" Kadaj covered his mouth with one hand while he glanced at Cloud and his cock repeatedly.

" Relax…you won't have to swallow it as deep as I did, just…as far you can do…"

tbc