Angel VII

I could finally relax as the chopper traveled out of Midgar and back to the Chocobo farm. Sephiroth was asleep in my arms. I absently stroked his hair as I saw the clear blue sky again. Why would people not leave the Lower Sector for this? Sure you would be in the wilderness but I can’t imagine never seeing the sky…just the floor that the elite and wealthy walked on.
“Sir! We’ll be arriving in 2 minutes.” The pilot informed me with a glance over his shoulder.
I nodded my head. I gently picked up the angel’s head. “Sephiroth, can you wake up for me?” I kept my voice soft. His eyes barely opened. “We’re almost home.” He exhaled heavily and nuzzled into my neck. Despite his size it seems that we fit together perfectly. I pulled him further into my body.
“Are we home?” His voice was distant and weak.
“Almost.” I reassured him.
“Can I stay with you?” He sleepily asked.
“Any time you want.” A smile was on my lips before I realized it. I hugged him closer to me.
“I don’t want to be his anymore, I want to be loved by you.” His words drove the spike of hatred that I had for Hojo even further into my heart.
“You are mine, you will always be mine.” I swore that I could feel the very essence of our beings mixing, entangling, exchanging.
“And I won’t have to do what he says and Mother can’t make me anymore?” His voice was still cracking from weakness.
I didn’t understand, but it was probably the drugs. “You are your own person, you are free from anyone else. All you need to do is experience love with me, that’s all I would ever ask of you.”
“I love you.” He gently nuzzled me.
“Sir, we are arriving!” The pilot called back.
“I love you too.” My eyes were on the verge of tears. I had never seen such a true display of love before. He held a pure love for me, without expectations or needs. Something so rarely found anymore. I blinked my eyes and lifted my head to address the pilot. “Thank you.”
I managed to get Sephiroth up and onto his crutches and walk him toward the house. Reno ran out to greet us. The angel was still sedated, weak, and dizzy which made any progress difficult but we finally made it into the ranch. I guided him to the couch and laid him down while Reno grabbed some blankets. I took the extra pillows and set his head up while taking a few others to elevate his leg. I ran my hand over his hair. He was out. I kissed his forehead gently. “Sleep well, my angel.”
I ran a hand through my hair in frustration. I had to protect my young lover. I felt Reno wrap his arms around my waist. That’s exactly what I needed, to begin thinking clearly is a release. I whirled on him and grasped a handful of that fiery hair. He squeaked in surprise but then a lazy smile played over his face. I half dragged him into the kitchen. I could feel my heart quickening as he dropped to his knees immediately and began taking off my belt and pants. I didn’t even have time to moan before he had shoved me all the way into the back of his eager mouth. I knew this was a quickie just to release tension. I growled deep in my throat and spun him around. He grasped onto the table top and let me tear away his pants. I watched in rapture as the red-head slid his legs apart and meandered over the table top with his fingers taunting me. Reno looked seductively over his shoulder through a lock of crimson. He knew he was beautiful. He giggled naughtily and those emerald eyes just asking me to take him. I slammed into him eliciting a scream. I grasped his cock firmly with my hand. He loved it when I was rough with him. The passion mingled with anger and I knew that our union would be short lived. Reno was mewling and clawing at the table top. He screamed his final release and I emptied inside of his tight ass. I hadn’t realized that I was yelling until it was all over. I gently hugged Reno close and passionately kissed him. He knew that I loved him but always if one of our session was a little rough I wanted to reassure that commitment. I kissed him deeply, running my tongue over his. I gently kissed down his face and eventually ended at his throat where I nuzzled him. I continued to hold my lover until he shifted his weight. This was always his unspoken language saying that he understood and had been given enough attention for today. I gently released Reno and watched him go toward the shower. I padded softly out into the living room to check on Sephiroth. He was still sleeping, a silver lock of hair hiding his face. I crouched next to him and gently touched his face. I traced my hand down his chest and out to one of his hands. I held his pale hand noticing the anger black bruise of the IV site. I kissed the bruise gently and brought it up to my face as I studied him. His breathing never changed. I readjusted his blankets before tucking his hand underneath them. After giving his body one more look I gently kissed his forehead before going into the shower.
The sound of water greeted me as I entered the room. Reno was resting his head against the shower wall relaxing in the heat. I nuzzled his back as I stepped into the shower feeling the warmth of the water. I gently pulled him into the water and began to massage his shoulders. I knew that I had been rough with him and that he was as stressed as I was. I reached up into the caddy beyond him and poured some of the shampoo into my hand and began to massage it into his hair. I needed to give affection to someone and didn’t want to risk waking Sephiroth up. I had finally decided to make Reno a Turk. Right now he was merely my servant, a plaything. But in a strange way unlike the other slum kids that top-ranking Shinra officials kept, Reno seemed to enjoy the attention. But he was never beaten or really mistreated. Not to mention I looked into those emerald eyes and I knew that there were few things that I could do to him that had not been done already. The scars under his eyes were a testament to that and the hard life he had already endured. I gently guided him under the water. He was fed, loved, and while I worked was allowed to roam where he may. Reno seemed quite content in his life right now. Although I know I saw a connection between him and Rude when they first met, he would always be close to me. I gently ran the bar of soap over his body feeling bone and muscle. His lean physique always thrilled me. I rubbed deep into his muscles as I continued to think to myself. I had Reno and I had Sephiroth, life could not be better. Sephiroth was something delicate, like a dried flower. He was hard won and coveted because of it. I exhaled heavily thinking what I would have to do to get him to let me be inside of him. I wanted that aspect of him. “Ready to go for round two?” Reno’s groggy voice startled me. My hard member was poking him. I could have it or Hojo would eventually take it from him. I pushed away my thoughts for the moment and studied the young man in front of me. I slid into his depth again, slower this time eliciting a low moan from him. I wanted it to be Sephiroth. I wanted to hold him and love him. I felt my hand run over Reno’s hard physique relishing in it. His skin was taut, scarred, battle worn where Sephiroth’s was as soft as sunlight. Reno’s skin was an amalgam of starvation, desperation, endless bar fights, tattoos, and a harsh life. He still kept his youthful appearance but only because of his true age. Reno was 16, or so he told me. I think had it not been for Rude taking him in that he would have no humanity left at all. Thinking about my two lovers brought me to climax too quickly. I was bucking and screaming as I came hard into Reno. He was stroking himself and I was just opening my eyes when his body was tensing with orgasm. The thrill forced a scream out of my mouth. Reno collapsed hard into the shower wall. I continued to wash him after we were done, enjoying the sedateness of the entire situation. Soon work would return and all of the world would come crashing back and then we would all return to our lives. But right now, it was truly heaven.
Reno and I had dried ourselves off and changed clothes when we decided to go and check on the Angel. Sephiroth stirred from his sleep sensing people around him. His green eyes were groggy with painkillers. Reno sat on the couch and gently took a hold of one of his hands. The feeling of touch brought him back into awareness. “Tseng?” His voice was soft even against the silence. I smoothed his hair out against the pillow in response. “Reno?” His eyes trying to make out the red-head.
“Yeah, I’m here.” Reno reassuringly squeezed his hand.
“I’ll go get him something to eat.” I gently placed my free hand on Reno’s shoulder.
I contentedly began getting dinner ready. I opened the fridge which had been packed full of fresh goodness upon our arrival. Fish, poultry, beef. Everything even smelled delicious. I took out some of the fish for Sephiroth. I grabbed the chicken for Reno and myself. Fish and soup would be good food for the Angel while I could make chicken stir-fry for us. I knew no matter what I made, Reno would be happy. I heard voices in the other room. I quickly peeked through the door to see Sephiroth was awake and feeling disorientated and Reno already had him wrapped in his arms and was settling him down. The two finally were snuggled against each other on the couch. I smiled to myself seeing the love between the two of them. It was also relaxing to have them taking care of each other so I could have some time to myself. I needed it. I was a loner and despite my love for the two I needed my space for self healing too.
I had finally finished dinner and was bringing it out into the living room when I stopped and took in the image before me. Sephiroth was wrapped around Reno protectively. The redhead was buried in his chest. I gently ran my fingers over Sephiroth’s body to let him know I was there. He stirred softly. Gently checking his cast, my hand wandered to his wrist, checking his pulse. I watched him sleepily open his eyes and look at me lovingly. “Shh, just rest.” I whispered to him. Knowing that he was faring well, I set the food down before everyone on a coffee table near the couch. Reno sat up as I began getting Sephiroth up to eat. He was still weak and prone to dizziness from the shock and painkillers. The redhead went to the kitchen to fetch the rest of the food. I fed Sephiroth, relishing that he would allow me to have this moment with him. That he would trust me so entirely was a thrill. He didn’t have much of an appetite but seemed content to study me. He watched me until sleep slowly claimed him again.

Chapter 5: Heaven changes
Our lives would continue like this for a few more days in paradise. But one day that began to change. I began to notice that Sephiroth was becoming independent. Reno still did as he was told but the Angel was becoming a bastard. As soon as he could weakly sit up in bed, he refused to allow me to feed him. Sephiroth began to snap at my caretaking. I could see the pride burning in his eyes. He even had the audacity to try and get up out of bed on his own. By day two of this, I had enough.
“Lie down.” I sighed heavily after the eighth time I had ordered him to rest.
“I will when I damn well feel like it.” His words were contrite, and those glassy sea green eyes were blazing.
“You will do as I tell you to.” No one had ever dared question me!
“Not on your best day, Tseng.” He knew how to piss me off. Oh gods, did he know how to wreck my Tao with a single sentence. I could feel the air crackle between us. All it did was serve as fuel to make me want to fuck him more. We were verbally sparring with each other all day.
Sephiroth had finally settled into an uneasy nap after our standoff. I was working on some files in the other room when I heard a sickening thud followed by a scream. I fled into the living room where Sephiroth was sitting bolt upright panting jaggedly. He had somehow fallen asleep only to have his cast slip from the couch and land squarely on the oak coffee table. I took Sephiroth into my arms. Already a fine sheen of sweat dripped from him. I cradled my young lover hating myself for the words I had said to him earlier. “Oh, my Angel, I am sorry for the things that I have said to you.” I whispered into his hair. My touches were calming him down.
He nuzzled my neck. “I’m sorry too.” He whispered, still panting from pain.
“What the fuck happened?!” Reno bolted into the room.
“He hurt his leg.” The redhead had become quite attached to the Angel. He took a place on the floor and was reaching towards the cast. I tightened my grip on Sephiroth just in time for him to scream as Reno touched his leg. “Easy, easy.” I tried to soothe him. “Reno, call the paramedics.” I could see the blood beginning to soak the cast. Sephiroth began to pant again. “Shh, shh, baby.” I laid him back and took a hold of his hand. I silently cursed myself as I watched the first trickle of blood leave the fiberglass. Damn it. Stroking his hair, I worked to calm him.
“They said that they will send a mobile unit out.” Reno snapped the phone shut and returned to our side.
“Hurts..” Sephiroth’s voice was weak again.
“I know, just relax.” I took his hand and gently kissed it. Reno grabbed another blanket to keep him warm until the paramedics arrived. It felt like an eternity again. But soon I could hear the approach of the helicopter.
It was a different team, this time, of medics. An older dark-skinned woman who seemed to gleam knowledge and kindness and an analytical smart assed young kid. I felt fairly adept at judging people when I met them, this would be the time to prove my competency. I watched the woman begin an IV into Sephiroth’s hand. I could tell that he was terrified with a hint of pissed. I sat by his head stroking his hair, letting him know that I was watching over him. “What are you going to give him?” I eyed Reno out of the corner of my eye who was circling the room, suspicious of the new arrivals.
“Well we’re gonna sedate him and give him a spinal nerve block. We want to keep him awake so we can set his leg properly.” She spoke softly as she injected the IV tube with some drug. I watched her gently take his encumbered hand and massage it, making sure that he was relaxed. “Easy, Sugar, you’re gonna be fine.” Her eyes met mine. “I know that he’s hurting pretty bad, can you help him sit up?” I gently lifted him into a sitting position, hugging him close, and letting his head rest on my shoulder. A cold sweat broke out when I saw the needle that they were going to use on him. She gently began to massage his back. Sensing my distress, he was already beginning to panic. “Easy, now, I’m not gonna hurt you. Just relax and this will be over soon.” I had to look away from that long needle. True to her word, I felt Sephiroth tense only at the beginning and then relax. As she was injecting the nerve agent into his spine, she massaged him and spoke gently to him. Her words were affecting the both of us, reassuring us. I finally felt Sephiroth limply lie against me. “Okay now, let him lie back.” I laid back his body and watched in fascination as they began getting him ready. His cast was one of the new prototypes that the Shinra medical labs offered. Reno had one when he first came home. A microchip in it released the binding so it could be slid easily on and off by the doctor. The slots in it also served for implanting various kinds of healing materia. I watched them open the cast and inspect the wound. The jarring of his leg on the table had reopened the gash across his upper leg, clipping an artery. The young kid began to work on the wound, compressing it to slow the flow of blood.
Tseng! It hurts! I shook my head to clear it. My eyes snapped over to meet those barely conscious Mako eyes. How could he be feeling pain? Tseng! Make him stop, please!
“Can he feel that?” I asked the young guy.
“Well tests have shown that there is no way the conscious mind can feel that pain.” Yes but what about the subconscious or the super-conscious? “The idea of heightened senses or extra sensory perception is a myth.” Would you like to wager on that? This kid had already pissed me off.
I watched him increase the pressure on the wound. TSENG!!!!!!!!!! “Can you please give him something for the pain?”
The guy looked undignified. “He can’t feel anything.” I wanted to hit him with all of my strength.
I felt something in my mind. It was making me sick, making the room spin. Tseng, please make him stop! I began to break out in a sweat and a migraine began to crush my head. “I am giving you direct ordered as a Turk and Official of Shinra to give him something right now!” I snapped my words as I rubbed the front of my head, what was happening to me?!
“I can give him something if you think that he’s distressed.” It was the older woman speaking.
I nodded gratefully. “I would greatly appreciate that.” Did Sephiroth do that? Was he able to bring me to such pain? I watched as the Angel slipped from consciousness nearly the moment the medic injected his IV. I also took notice that my headache stopped the same moment. I sat there for the rest of the procedure looking at Sephiroth with a sense of awe and fear.
It would be several hours later that he would awaken to me. “Tseng?” His voice was groggy still.
I left my seat and took a hold of his hand. “Yes, I’m here.”
He looked away for a moment. “I’m so sorry. I can’t always control it especially when I’m…” He placed his other hand over mine.
“Did you do that to me?” I asked him softly. He nodded slowly and looked away. I gently brushed back a lock of silver that concealed his face. “Sephiroth, you have got to me more careful of your…ability.” I knew he was sensitive about it, so I took a moment to chose my words carefully. He still wouldn’t look at me. “Sephiroth, I love you. Nothing you could ever do would change that.” I looked into his eyes to see a flash of…fear? Gently kissing his forehead, I pulled him further into my arms. “But with a…gift…like that you have got to more careful.”
“It hurt…and all I could think about was you.” His deep voice was soft again.
I sighed softly and shoved aside my fear. I pulled my lover into my arms and kissed him gently.
Things went well for another few days but then he began to get that aura of independence about him. Sephiroth was sitting up and eating on his own. He even was trying to get out of bed as much as was possible. I had more sedatives given to us to keep him calm. There was no point in trying to get him to rest with all of the energy he had. Reno was fit to be tied. I would gently move into his body to hold it up while he walked. I could tell that Sephiroth was getting edgy about his current situation. He hated the cast that encumbered him, he hated not being able to take a shower, he hated the idea of relying upon anyone. The pain and idleness only drove him closer to the edge. I would soothe him gently despite how many times he would try my patience. The fevers would come and he would nestle into my arms. The bone must have had a splinter that entered into his bloodstream. The doctors called me to let me know that there may be a possibility of mood swings. Dear gods, they were not kidding. Sephiroth could go in one minute from snapping at me, to being on the verge of tears, into falling asleep. I wanted to kill him, to squeeze his throat until no life was left in him. All I could do was breath and try to remain calm.
One particular fever really comes to mind. We were snuggling on his bed and I had just gotten him to sleep. He voicelessly whined and I hushed him softly which usually got him back into sleeping. “How can you love me?” His voice seemed distant, odd, and something in it made my hair stand up.
I furrowed my brow and tried to pull back his hair from his face when I felt hot tears on my hand. “Sephiroth?” Now I was afraid. “What are you talking about?” His fever was burning. “Reno!” I called to the other room.
Within moments the red-head was at my side. “What the hell happened to him, he doesn’t even look like himself!” I could see panic in the young Turk.
I could feel fear running through my veins. “What do you mean?” My hands were trembling. “Go get me a washcloth and water now.” I could feel Sephiroth panting in my arms. “Easy, easy.”
“You still would comfort me?” What the hell?! His voice seemed distorted. “After everything I’ve done?” Damn his hair, I tried to remain holding him and to sweep it out of his face so I could see him. It was no use. “See if you love me after you’re dead.” I grabbed his wrists and flung him hard onto the bed. For a moment I was staring something in the face that terrified me. His eyes had a darkness in them. “He belongs to me.” I backhanded Sephiroth hard. It was almost over as quickly as it came. Those painful eyes returned to their Mako lightness and regarded me in shock.
I gently stroked his hair. “Oh, Sephiroth, I’m so sorry.” I pulled him into my arms, letting his head rest on my shoulder. I felt his chest heave. “Come on, Angel, relax.”
His voice was on the verge of tears. “I will kill you.” I tried to massage him to calm him down. “And so many other people.” I hugged him close. “It will be Her showing me that She can make me do whatever She wants.” His heart was racing and I was becoming frantic over relaxing him. “No matter how much I love someone.”
“Sephiroth, it was just a dr-”
“No!” His body was tense as I could sense his anger. “No, it wasn’t. I kill you in this temple place. No, She, kills you at this place but She makes me do it.” I can sense the rage building inside of him. I begin to soothe him. That black fire anger that he has makes a powerful source of energy should he chose to unleash it someday. His anger melted away into despair and sadness.
“Sephiroth, I will love you no matter what. Everything that is meant to happen will, but my love for you will remain, do you understand?” I began to run my hand through his hair as I noticed Reno cautiously watching from the kitchen. He must have heard Sephiroth and was smart enough to approach with caution. I lifted my hand to encourage his approach. He cautiously came forth and sat next to Sephiroth. I watched those emerald eyes inspecting the Angel with…sadness?
He handed me the washcloth and gently nudged his powerful back playfully with his face. Sephiroth slowly turned to Reno as the youngster leaned in and gently kissed him. “I love you too.”
Sephirth looked surprised. “You do?” I watched the Angel study him for a moment before slowly leaning in to kiss him.
Reno laughed. “Of course I do!” A smile finally came to Sephiorth’s face. He always hung his head when he smiled. The behavior irritated me as if he felt ashamed for being happy.
Reaching out, I lifted his head. He reached a hand up to cover his face. I gently removed his hand and regarded him. “Sephiroth you are beautiful.” Those green pools regarded me in shock. He began to lower his head again when I caught it in my palm. “You are, and your smile could bring light to the darkest hour for me.” Reno was smiling excitedly.
“Really?” Sephiroth’s voice was quiet.
“Hell yes!” Reno exclaimed. It was a beautiful moment as the angel looked up at me smiling. Life was getting better by the moment.
Sephiroth’s independence still pissed me off. He began trying to rehabilitate his leg as soon as possible.
I watched one morning as Sephiroth rose shakily to his crutches and began to try and walk. I ran to his side to help him. Then something happened. He gently pushed me away!! When the shock subsided absolute fury took over. “You’re going to damage your leg, you’re being foolish!” I snapped at him.
“I want to do this on my own.” His voice was even and calm which served to enrage me even more.
“You’re a fool!” I snarled at him.
He peeked through a silver lock. “I am the one in pain and keeping calm. Who is the foolish one?”
I felt terrible. I slowly approached him as he painfully took another step. Running my hand down his face, I watched him regard me lovingly. I gently kissed him. “I will be here for you when you want me to be.” With that, I backed away and let him continue to cross the room. He stumbled at one point and I rushed to his side. He stopped and shook his head at me. I backed up again. “I know, I know.”
“I want to sleep in a bed tonight.” He looked longingly at the ceiling.
“Sephiroth, if you’re in your room and need something…” He was smiling at me and it stopped my sentence.
“I was hoping to be in your bed with you and Reno.” Oh gods, did I love this boy. “It’ll take me some time to get upstairs but I want to.”
I nodded my head despite wanting to yell at him about going up those damn stairs. “Okay, if that’s what you want to do.” I couldn’t keep the resignation out of my voice. With Sephiorth sometimes all you could do was resign because his stubbornness and tenacity could wear away the strongest of wills. After he finally took a seat on the couch Reno and I headed about taking care of the house.
A day can pass like nothing in country life it seems and that’s exactly what it did. Despite every hour wanting to check on the angel I left him alone to make his progress. After four long hours of work, Reno and I were exhausted. Or at least that was our excuse to get us into bed with Sephiroth. We ascended the stairs to my room where we found the angel sound asleep. His journey had exhausted him. We both quietly slipped out of our clothes and into the bed. The disappointment of not finding an awake angel to play with was changed with discovering that he was a naked angel. I had never known Sephiroth to sleep naked. I inwardly sighed as I realized I was rock hard. I startled as I realized that those were green eyes leering at me out of the darkness. Sephiroth pulled me close to him and gently kissed me. Our love making was so gentle rather than Reno’s rough fucking.
The angel pulled me on top of him. I waited to feel him begin to slide into me but he didn’t. He pulled my head down and whispered into my ear. “Take me, Tseng.” I was sure that I was going to cum with those words alone.
Kissing him passionately, I gently slid a finger into him feeling him tense. “Relax.” I continued to work him until he was relaxing. I found his spot and began to massage it. Reno, I noticed out of the corner of my eye, had begun to stroke himself watching us. I positioned myself so I wouldn’t hit his cast but so that I had full access to him as well. A second finger made him moan deeply. I could tell that it hurt him. Almost on cue, Reno was kissing him and gently nipping his skin. He finally relaxed as he became distracted with the youngster. I grabbed Reno’s hair and let him suckle me, moisoning my length. Letting him return to the angel as I slowly slid into him. I had taken many virgins and I knew what hurt and what didn’t. Slowly entering the angel so he could accommodate my head before I sunk in further, I moved in. Sephiroth moaned loudly and clutched Reno’s hair. I gently began to stroke his cock, slipping further into him as I felt him take me. I entered him fully and stayed there. I knew the first thrust always hurt as I would be taking him. “I love you.” I whispered as I pulled back and thrust into him. Hearing him cry out, I moved Reno away to where I could be with him. I hovered over him kissing him passionately as I stroked his length. Reno moved around us kissing both of us and nipping at our skin. I thrust again and felt my cock swell as he dug his head into the pillows. It was never easy for a dominant one to be submissive. He tensed from the pain. “I love you.” I whispered as I thrust again. Sephiroth moaned as the pain and pleasure became one. Dear gods, I was taking him. I moved inside of him and soon he was moving up to meet me. I threw back my head and moaned. The very intensity of this would make our session short lived. We increased our pace as I caught Reno leaning back to stroke himself again. Feeling Sephiroth underneath me and watching the youngster take us in was too much. I came hard crying out and bucking. Sephiorth tensed and sent me into a prolonged explosion of convulsing. His cries of climax sending me over the edge again anf again. I could faintly hear Reno moaning before the end claimed hi as well. I gently withdrew from my angel and pulled him into my arms. He was trembling from the experience. I held him and kissed him passionately. My one wish had been granted.
“I wanted you before anyone else could take me.” His deep voice whispered to me.
“I won’t allow anyone to make you do something you don’t want to do.” It ignited my senses as I nuzzled into his cool mane.
“I wished things were that easy.” He looked up at me. “I love you.”
I nuzzled him. “I love you too”
Reno scampered his way into our arms inciting laughter from everyone. “I love the both of you!”

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