A Matter of Spirit | By : gcpeifer Category: Final Fantasy VII > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 824 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy 7, neither the story nor anything else (exept my OCs) and I don't make any profit by writing this. |
Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy 7, neither the story nor anything else (exept my OCs) and I don't make any profit by writing this.
Author's note I hate this shitty summer heat wich makes my comp break down every thirty minutes! Warnings: There's a short lemon and much of trauma, caused by old man ShinRa and Reno's nasty mother. (Poor Reno. *Hugs him*) Chapter 5: About embarassment, hope and pain from the past After he shut off the shower, Cloud huffed with annoyance when he watched the very last bits of his body hair flowing down the drain. Of course he had to belong to the other fifty percent. Declan had talked to him about the side effects of the J-cell and Mako treatments and he knew that it was very improbable that he'd ever grew any facial hair. Angeal was one of the very rare exeptions to this. And after he asked Declan about the body hair-issue, he loughed, raised an arm and and pointed to his very smooth armpit. Ok. The armpits wouldn't have been so bad. But did he really belong to the fifty percents of Soldiers who lost their pubic hair? Sighing, Cloud grabbed a sheet and dried himself. Everything had been normal until yesterday when he had his third Mako-shower (which he passed without sickness or any other kind of unwellness). Then, in the evening when he changed in his pajamas, he noticed the first hairs in his underwear. And today,now, after his 20:00 shower, there was nothing left. When Cloud put on his underwear he frowned. 'Damn, if it wearen't for the muscles I gained in the last few weeks, I'd look again like a twelve year old.' He dressed in his Third Class uniform and left the showers - only to find Genesis waiting for him in the hall. "Oh, cranky today, are we?" mocked the First Class Commander. "Aaah, Gen!", snarled Cloud. "Ha, you don't need to tell me," Genesis replied cheerfully,"You've had one of your Mako showers yesterday and now - they're falling out." Cloud sighed. "Did Declan told you about this?", Genesis asked. "Yeeess!, " Cloud sighed, " Was this really necessary? I mean... I could have belonged to the other fifty percent. Or not?" The redhead laughed. "In a few months, when it's time for you to find a lover, you'll notice that there are lots of guys who love this , umh, hairstyle. I know men who even shave or wax their bodys." While saying the last part of the phrase, Genesis shuddered. "Waxing?", wondered Cloud, "In Niebelheim we wax skis or the skids of a sledge. How, in the name of Gaia, can somebody wax his body ?" "You smear hot fluid wax on your skin, put a piece of textile over it - and then rip it off. And with the wax, the hair are gone," the First Class smirked. "Ouch! You can't be serious, Gen. How can someone do such a thing to himself?", Cloud exclaimed with a shocked look, which seemed to amuse Genesis even more. "Oh, there are so many things you still have to learn, little one." "Ok, ok. Are you just here to embarrass me ?" , the blond sighed. "Hmmm, depends on how you look on it. You know that we, me and Sephiroth, Angeal and Zack are trying to help out Declan with your training and we discuss your progress on a regular base?" When Cloud nodded, Genesis continued: " So we decided that it would improve your fighting style definitely if you'd take some classes in classical ballet and Declan approved immediatly." When Cloud looked as he had to face a dozen dragons at once, Genesis appeased him: "Sh sh. I had these classes too and found them very useful. And I managed to engage my old trainer, Madame Natasha, for your training. You'll meet her on tuesday evening at eighthundred in her small studio in sector five over the plate. I'll drive you there, especially as I'm going to have my own lesson at ninethirty, if this is any kind of comfort to you. Don't be annoyed. It's only for your own good! When you're watching me, you'll see how much your moves will go smoother and your balance will be enhanced." "So you're still taking lessons?", Cloud queried. "From time to time. I don't want to get rusty. And every morning I'm going through a series of exercises before I start my sword training." "But, please tell me that I don't have to wear any ridiculous clothes with frills?" sighed Cloud. "This, my dear, would be truly a sight to behold, " the redhead snickered, " But no, you'll wear your ususal training clothes. Exept the shoes. I will get some special ballet slippers for you until then." 'And I'll try to get some ballett slippers in baby blue for Cloud!', he thought, smirking inwardly. Finding he had suffered enough embarassment for this day (although he really looked forward to watch one of the world's most powerful fighters... dancing!), Cloud decided to turn the tables and ask Genesis the question he had on his mind for weeks now. " Genesis...?" "Hmmm? What is it, my dear?" "Do you still think sometimes of that abused cadet you told me about on the evening after I've got my basic treatment? Snyder was his name, I guess..." " Look, I have a lot on my mind. Believe it or not, but I'm a Commander, I'm in charge for the whole Second Class..." "I know Gen. I just thought on the talk we had after you told me about Snyder. And what you said later, when we were in the living-room and Zack bantered you about having your own puppy. I think you'd make a good mentor. You are a good listener and you really give some good advice. So, why did you tell later that you were lacking the fatherly or brotherly attitude of Declan and Angeal ?" "Look Cloud, there are personal reasons for that..." Cloud looked in the face of the famous fighter und suddenly the scales fell from his eyes: " You...you were abused too, weren't you?" "Listen, Cloud...," Genesis made a long pause. Until now, only Angeal and Seph knew about this. But maybe...It popped up in his mind that Cloud might actually be able to understand him. Angeal, raised by loving parents, had always been compassionate, Seph couldn't understand at all what happened, grewing up in a lab. And Zack didn't even really know the meaning of being despised by one's parents. But Cloud... "Ok, Cloud, let's have a seat here!," Genesis said and pointed to the low banks at the side of the hall. "I'll tell you the truth about my parents. I wasn't abused, but they didn't really like me." He took a deep breath. "Usually my father ignored me. He just called me the lab-rat. THE lab-rat, referring to me as 'it'. After his opinion I wasn't his natural son because I was sired - or made, to use his own words - in a lab. True, they used parts of his seed and my mother's egg-cell, yes, but with the addition of foreign cells of a woman who died two thousand years ago. Of course my mother noticed the behaviour of my father, but she didn't mind when he called me these names as she's much too preoccupied with visiting beauty salons and partys to care for other things. But my father...," Genesis harrumphed, " Aristoteles Rhapsodos loves money more than anything else. ShinRa payed them heaps of Gil for raising me and maintaining that I was their adopted son to veil my true origin, but this seemingly wasn't enough for him. When I was ten, I invented for the science fair of my school a method for producing and preserving the juice of Banora white apples. The texture of them is different, so this isn't as easy as with normal apples. And I've got the first prize: a trophy, a certificate of victory and a cheque covering three-hundred Gils. I was so happy. Finally I could buy the the books I always wanted... My father smiled during the award ceremony. As soon as we left the school building, he snatched away the cheque. He told me that I could keep the pot and the worthless scrap of paper, but the money was his. And he demanded that I gave him all my papers concerning the project. In two years's time my parents made a giant fortune with Banora Apple juice, but I've never seen a single Gil of it. I even had to pay for Rapier myself. It is true that my father bought it, but he let me sign a paper which confirmed that it was his property until I had repayed the full price for it. For five years time I had to spent 500 Gil per month. Until now I keep the sixty account statements as a prove that I paid for my sword. But Angeals stepfather - he never demanded anything but gave everything to him. He literally worked himself to death to get the money together to buy the Buster Sword for his step-son. So, I don't know what a father should be like. Aside from Angeal and Sephiroth, I'd never had a real family. Angeal, and I think Declan too - their parents weren't rich, but they had a protected, happy childhood. They know much better than me what a father or brother should be like." Suddenly he felt relieved. There. It was out. Genesis was slightly shocked when he felt two slim (but not longer thin) arms around him and he suddenly had to fight back tears. "Oh Gen, I can understand you so well. But you weren't just despised. This was abuse. Please believe me. I know everything about this." A moment later and Genesis had regained control again. "This stays our secret. One word from you about it and I promise, I'll force you to wear a tutu during your ballet class." "Okay Gen. Your secret is safe. I won't ever tell a word.", Cloud smiled hesitantly, "And I don't want to wear a tutu, whatever that is." The red head grinned: "I bet you'd look cute in a little tulle skirt." "No way!," gasped Cloud and Genesis laughed. "Very well. Then I've got another secret for you:, " the First Class said, " I gave order to Kunsel to keep an eye on Snyder. And he's doing well. No bullies, he's keeping up with the curriculum quite well and he even found a friend." After saying Goodbye to Cloud, Genesis hurried to his quarters, where, hopefully, Sephiroth and Lazard were already waiting for him. He needed sex now. The rough sort of sex.
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