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Cell Division	By : Savaial Category: Final Fantasy VII > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 2025 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy. It belongs to SquareEnix. I do not make any money from these writings, nor do I wish to. The original creators have all my respect, from game designers to voice actors.

Chapter List
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I respectfully credit all Original Creators, namely Squaresoft, which became SquareEnix,for these characters. In this way, I pay homage to my Fandom's Original Creator, and illustrate my Community's belief that Fan Fiction is "fair use". I do not claim to own these characters. I do not make money or gil from using these protected characters, nor do I wish to make money or gil from them. In other words, I am borrowing these characters to entertain the adult fanfiction community, but I am doing so with the highest degree of respect to the engineers, game designers, music makers, and voice actors.
Another week passed. My babies started doing aerobics in my belly. I was very noticeably pregnant now. My clients commented on how I glowed. I didn�t feel like I glowed. I felt like I glowered. I couldn�t get enough to eat and my temper became very short.
I wanted to name the boy after his father, but I felt at a loss for the girl�s name.
I talked to them a lot. I played my radio with the speakers on my belly at night, giving them the benefit of a classical music education.
I started eating things specifically for their development even if I hated the taste. Avocadoes for one. I despised their flavor but all the books said they were good for the children. To remind myself of my sacrifice, and for amusement, I took to keeping the pits. I had a bucket almost half full of them.
�Flame wants to sleep with me,� Sephiroth announced, coming in my office just as I finished throwing another avocado pit in the bucket. �If I push her away she sleeps with Hojo.�
�That�s very domestic of her,� I commented. I had terrible heartburn and a headache and I didn�t know if I could bear him today. I�d nearly called Shin-Ra to speak with Michael, but never had despite picking up the handset about thirty times. �You don�t want her sleeping with you?�
�There isn�t enough room on the couch.� He sat with his usual, boneless grace. �And yes, I realize I could sleep in my own room. I don�t want to yet. Hojo seems to want my company anyway.�
�I wouldn�t suggest leaving his quarters until you felt ready,� I said mildly. �Your father has a way of making his desired group feel welcome.� I paused. �Does he know you come to see me?�
�No.� Sephiroth began to fidget. �I�ve not mentioned it.�
�Don�t be embarrassed. A lot of people require psychiatric counseling.�
�I�m not ashamed,� he said tersely. �I just thought�� He inhaled sharply, then exhaled just the same. �I just thought it would upset him.� He grabbed a long lock of his hair and began to twist it around and around his wrist. �He still thinks about you. I can see it.�
My heart lurched.
�I still think about him,� I replied.
Sephiroth glared in my direction, but didn�t meet my eyes. �Love is useless. It doesn�t feed or clothe you and it makes you miserable.�
I nodded.
�And, it�s illogical,� he went on. �Why invest emotion in another person? They�ll always let you down.� He got up and began to pace furiously. �How do you stop it?�
I realized then that Hojo�s unconditional love was affecting his son. He fought it and it didn�t matter. He felt frightened, threatened by the beginning stages of returning that love.
�He hugged me this morning.� Sephiroth paused to clench his fists. �And, I liked it.�
�Good,� I murmured. �That�s very good.�
�No, it isn�t!� Sephiroth lashed out, knocking my vase over and smashing it to pieces. �It�s horrible! He�s made me vulnerable!� He picked up my figurine of Shiva and threw it. It burst in my fireplace, raining shards of white everywhere. �I hate being weak,� he said lowly. �Weakness is disgusting. I make my own gut just churn.�
�You are not weak.� I took my candy dish off the desk and slid it inside a drawer lest he demolish it, too. �You are very, very strong, Sephiroth. It takes courage to do what you�re doing. I think you�re being very brave.�
And, I did.
�Warriors do not love,� he argued. �I don�t expect you to understand.�
�Warriors do indeed love,� I countered. �I�ve counseled many soldiers and their wives.�
�I am the ultimate soldier.� Sephiroth sat down, but his whole body vibrated with tension. �I�m an example. I can�t fall prey to softness.�
�That�s Shin-Ra talking,� I pointed out. �I�m not counseling Shin-Ra, I�m counseling Sephiroth.�
He looked at me, his green, glowing eyes startled.
�You are a man, Sephiroth,� I continued. �You�re not a machine, or the ultimate weapon, or the scourge of the universe. You. Are. A. Man.�
He shuddered. Suddenly, he leaned forward and put his face in his hands. �I�m not,� he protested, his voice muffled. �I�m an angel. And, like all angels, I�m amoral.�
It amazed me Sephiroth did well enough to even survive. With no one to teach him right from wrong, with no friends, no lovers, he�d done remarkably well.
I got to my feet an approached him. Kneeling, I put my hand on his shoulder. �Sephiroth, look at me,� I said quietly.
He took his hands away from his face. His watery eyes focused upon me reluctantly.
�You�re not an angel,� I said firmly. �You�re not weak. You are deserving of love. Take what your father offers you without guilt or reservation, or worry. He loves you. He loves you despite the things you�ve done, the things you�ve said. He will always love you. If he can love you, you can learn to love yourself, and that�s your real issue.�
I got up. �Now, repeat after me. I deserve love.�
�I can�t say that, it�s stupid,� he mumbled half-heartedly. �It wouldn�t be true if I could say it.�
�It is true. Say it.�
�I deserve love,� he repeated dully, almost inaudibly.
�Again.�
�I deserve love,� Sephiroth said again, a little louder.
�Good. I want you to say it three times a day.�
�How is that going to help?� He looked at me with confusion.
�You�ll see,� I said.
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