No Stars in Midgar | By : Jdee Category: Final Fantasy VII > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 779 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy VII, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story |
Rating: Mature – NC-17
Pairs: Some Angeal x Zack
why... cause it got requested >.> I've only like written this pairing once before and it was more of a Zack angsting over Angeal's death and it was more bittersweet and full of cheese so I removed it from AFF. I don't like too much cheese.
AN: There will be some slight AU/OCCness be warned, plus this chapter was so difficult to write I just wasn't inspired at all...
Added AN: I want to apologize for the delay in this chapter as my FFVII Doujinshi has taken up most of my time, also Y gal down made me lazy >.>;
So this chapter is a REALLY blah and poorly written. I struggled.
FFVII (c) Square Enix
Head tilted back, Zack sat on the ground of their camp site, they had arrived in Wutai a few hours early, and it was kill time mode before they used the cover of night to slip in the Wutai fortress.
Angeal had given him the run down of the mission. It made Zack wonder why it took Genesis four months to complete. But then again Angeal had told him in Wutai there were several missions that you could get sent on that could take any period of time.
Zack wondered how long they would have to wait, til they could move from the camp site. There were several of the troops Genesis had abandoned around and Lazard was in one of the tents obviously going over something with some of the troops, probably gathering Intel into Genesis' sudden vanishing act.
Pulling out his cellphone Zack selected one of the games on the phone to play while he waited for Angeal to summon him for their departure.
“I need better games on this thing.” He mumbled making a mental note to download at least a brick game when he got back to Midgar.
He had just finished one round of a very confusing bubble pop game wondering why it was even on his phone to start with, probably Kunsel's idea of a joke. He was about to select that jewel game where you match the gems up, when he felt the presence behind him and he looked over his shoulder.
Angeal stood there with a raised eyebrow.
“Zack you haven't slept since we left Midgar I need for you to get some rest.”
“I'm not really tired Angeal.” Zack stated.
He felt himself pulled up by the back of his collar and Angeal began to drag him towards a tent.
“Angeal! Hey! What's the big idea?!” Zack exclaimed.
He felt like he was a puppy being scolded suddenly when he was dumped onto the makeshift bed.
“Get some sleep I'll wake you after night fall.” Angeal stated.
Zack frowned. “But I'm really not-” He stopped seeing that reprimanding look on Angeal's face. “Fine I'll try.” He relented and huffed, flopping onto his back opening up his phone again.
Angeal stalked up to him snatching the phone off him.
“No.” He pointed at Zack. “Sleep.
“Aww c'mon Angeal!” Zack whined.
“Stop living on this thing like you life depended on it.” Angeal scolded.
Zack frowned. “I was just gunna play a game.”
“You'll get it back before we leave.” Angeal turned round and walked out of the tent.
Zack let out a breath and slipping his hands behind his head as he looked up at the ceiling of the tent.
~*~*~*~
The area was quiet, as the majority of the troops had gathered in the mess tent for dinner. Angeal made his way through the camp towards the tent where Zack was supposed to be sleeping.
“Will you bid him farewell old friend?”
Angeal stopped at the sound of Genesis' voice before he looked over his shoulder. The red head stood there the gloved hand flicking the bangs from his face.
“Genesis... what's going on?” Angeal hissed.
Genesis walked up to him and Angeal felt the leather of the glove as the thumb ran over his lips.
“I've become a monster.”
“Genesis-” Angeal grabbed Genesis' wrist. “You are not-”
He was cut off as the wing shot out from Genesis back. He had not expected that.
“Then what else would you say is the reason for this deformity?” Genesis queried.
Angeal didn't know what else to say. “I...”
“Hollander did this to us.”
Angeal raised a brow. “Us what do you mean us?”
Genesis looked at him stepping back. “Say good bye to your puppy.” He smirked. “I don't mind what method you use.”
Angeal's eyes widened. Was Genesis hinting at him and Zack. Did he really think Angeal and Zack had done that?
“I know there will be questions you will want answered and to be seen with me will be treason old friend.”
If Angeal vanished in search of answers to the questions Genesis had now formed in his head. It didn't matter how he choose to say goodbye to Zack.
“Are you willing to go down the path of treason?” Genesis asked.
Before Angeal could reply Genesis leapt up into the air and was gone from sight, all that was left was a small handful of black feathers floating to the ground.
Angeal held out his hand as the single black feather landed in his palm and he closed his fist round it.
“For you, I don't think I have a choice.” Angeal let out a breath before turning round and heading towards the tent he had put Zack in to sleep.
He was only three tents away when he heard a voice call to him from behind.
“Angeal! A moment please.”
Angeal stopped looking over his shoulder seeing Lazard walking up to him. He looked round seeing a cadet walking by and grabbed them by the arm and gave them Zack's phone.
“Deliver this to 2nd Class Zack Fair and make sure he heads to the mess hall to eat something before we leave.”
“Sir.” The cadet saluted.
Angeal walked up to Lazard. “Director.” He nodded his head at Lazard. “What can I help you with?”
~*~*~*~
The wind shook the side of the tent. It roused Zack from his slumber and he rolled onto his side. He blinked for a moment everything was pitch black darkness had indeed shrouded the inside of the tent.
Zack lay there for a moment listening to the voice of the wind as it rocked against the side of the tent. The material flapping softly. Zack frowned he didn't understand it was dark. Why hadn't Angeal woken him sooner.
Zack was ready to move when the flap lifted up and the makeshift lamp from outside gave the tent little light.
“Angeal.” Zack sat up still sluggish from his sleep.
“Sorry sir... I'm not Angeal.” A voice commented. “He got caught up by the Director said to give you this.” The Cadet moved into the light where Zack could see.
Zack blinked as his phone was returned to him. “He said that you had to go eat and he would meet you after the meeting. You are both due to depart at 1915.”
“Uh right... thanks.” Zack looked at the flashing light on his phone.
Three missed calls.
Zack frowned, Kunsel and Blaize never bothered him this much before a mission. Well Blaize might send a single good luck text and Kunsel would give him the low down of the area. But not so much before a mission.
Zack flipped the phone open and he saw indeed he had missed a call from Kunsel, there was another number unknown and the third was listed as private.
“What in the name of Gaia?” He dialed Kunsel's number.
“Zack.” Kunsel answered. “Where were you?”
“Angel confiscated my phone so I'd sleep before the mission. What's up?”
“Blaize he just got sent to Wutai with Kolenka and Ace they'll be at the campsite 2100.” Kunsel stated.
“Wait whose watching the unit?” Zack asked.
“Don't worry Sebastian and Essai are fine they are filling in for the lack of SOLDIER we have here and our work loads are a bit hectic at the moment. Blaize and yourself are the only two of our unit off base.” Kunsel voice replied from the other end.
Zack let out a breath of relief. “So was that Blaize calling me earlier?”
“I'm glad you think I know all Zack, but I don't know, it could have been I'm not all that knowing.” Kunsel joked from the other end.
Zack chuckled. “Okay well I'll text Blaize let him know to rest up and not to look for me when he gets in I'm heading out soon I'll be gone before he gets here.”
“Okay take care and I'll text you later.” Kunsel stated.
“Later.” Zack flipped his phone shut and made his way to make shift mess hall they had in a tent in the middle of the camp.
~*~*~*~
Zack had just finished eating and was vacating the tent when his phone beeped and he flipped it open. As if on cue it was a text from Blaize.
'Good luck on the mission, we'll catch up when you and Angeal get back.'
Zack blinked in confusion. Then who was the private number and who was the blocked number. He frowned.
“Probably those assholes Kolenka and Ace.” Zack mumbled heading towards his tent to wash up and collect his sword.
Zack had just stepped inside the tent and looked round. He sensed it before the flap had closed and he spun round. He stopped suddenly seeing Angeal standing there.
“Oh geeze don't do that Angeal! You could have given me a heart attack.” Zack exclaimed.
He saw Angeal chuckle. “Are you nearly ready to leave?”
“Yeah I'm just gunna wash up-” Zack stopped, he knew it then. “Something's up isn't it?” He asked.
“It is.” Angeal stated and looked to the side.
Zack frowned, he had only seen Angeal THIS serious when he had been under the whole Mako overdose thing.
“Angeal you have me worried. What's wrong?”
“We have lost a lot of people already in this war. I want you to know that. It is dangerous out there. This is not like our training missions.” Angeal stated.
Zack sighed, it took all his effort not to roll his eyes. That wouldn't have been good, Angeal had a tenancy to whack him one when he thought Zack was being disrespectful.
“I know that Angeal, I'm not a little kid. I'll be fine. I don't see why you're going all grandpa on me now.”
Zack felt the slap to the back of the head before he could even move.
“Hey ow! Angeal! What was that for?!” Zack rubbed the back of his head.
Even though he knew already, he was doing that disrespectful thing. He couldn't help it Angeal was more than a teacher to him and he felt comfortable to let his old habits slip out.
“I'm not that old Zack.” Angeal shot him a look.
Zack was still rubbing the back of his head. “Yeah I know but you're getting all protective old man on me.”
Zack walked to the back of the tent to where he poured some water in to a bowl to wash his face. He could still feel Angeal lingering by the entrance of the tent.
Zack let out a breath of defeat. “Angeal I'll be fine. I promise.”
He turned round and stopped seeing that Angeal had moved. The older man was standing over him.
Zack blinked for a moment.
Angeal had moved so quick. Silent even. Ninja like,so it was possible to do even for someone of Angeal's size.
“You need to pay attention Zack.” It was a stern reminder he got often.
“I know I've still got a lot to learn, but you gotta give me a chance! I can't learn anything if I'm not tested.” Zack huffed.
It was at that moment he saw a strange look flash over Angeal's face.
“I know Zack and I'm sure you will feel like you're being tested soon enough.”
Zack felt his face heat up as Angeal's hand brushed his cheek.
“Uuuh... Angeal... are you feeling okay? You're kinda... making me worried. I promise I won't do something stupid if that's what you're worried about!”
Zack almost felt like flailing to put the distance between Angeal and himself. But he couldn't move.
Zack felt frozen suddenly. There was this weird energy in the air.
He could felt the pressure of his heart slam against his chest.
'W-what's going on with him? He's kinda scaring me.'
The thought came and luckily he didn't verbalize it.
He didn't even get the chance when Angeal's mouth covered his. Lips pressed against his own.
Zack was frozen even more and his hands could only grip at the edge of the table as he lent back.
The wood creaked, before it scraped across the floor at the pressure of Zack backing up against it.
When his mouth was freed, Zack found himself staring at Angeal in shock blinking in confusion.
He opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything. His hand moved to his lips and he looked at Angeal.
Was Angeal worried he was going to die?
“A-Angeal I can handle this mission okay, You'll be there too watching I'll be okay.” His hands moved to Angeal's arms. “You're really scaring me Angeal. I'll be okay.”
Zack didn't know why he did it but he grabbed Angeal and pulled him into a hug.
“You've got someone waiting for you, you don't have to worry about me, just worry about getting back to them.”
Zack felt the hand move through his hair.
“Zack... it's complicated what I have with them...”
He could only look up at Angeal confused. “How? You like them right?”
“Yes... but what they've done... it's going to hurt.”
“Oh...” Zack looked to the side. 'He got dumped...' He bit his bottom lip that explained Angeal's mood.
Zack let out a breath. “I think I understand now Angeal. But you know as well as I do, we can't... cross this line.”
Angeal smiled. “Of all the people to say it, you're the one to tell me.”
Zack rubbed behind his head.
“It's not that I don't... it's just what's going to happen when we get back to Midgar? I could be called your favorite more than I am already. If people found out then it would get weird, I don't want that. I don't want you to get into trouble or anything like that.”
He knew he was rambling but he was completely embarrassed.
His body was reacting to the memory of seeing Angeal handcuffed to his bed post with that red head.
Zack shook his head. “It's bad. I mean really bad for a mentor and a student to-”
He hadn't expected the mouth of the follow up kiss stunning him into silence.
The tongue this time more bold probing his mouth and Zack gasped against those lips that moved against his with as much strength as the rest of his body.
Zack became aware of the uncomfortable boner he was beginning to get and he gasped against Angeal's mouth.
He felt Angeal's thigh roll between his legs and up against the painful arousal forming.
He could only moan and pull back from the kiss. His hands gripped the table as he looked up at Angeal, he could feel it now, he was flushed red with embarrassment.
Angeal looked down at the teenager, he was going to miss the kid he admitted that to himself.
He wanted to give Zack a memory just for him, for the youth to keep to himself.
Angeal kissed down the side of Zack's neck and he heard the gasp and Zack's hand suddenly slid round his neck hanging on. The gasp turning into soft pants of arousal.
“Ah-A-An...ge-al.”
Angeal alone was driven onwards by Zack's panting breath. His hand rolled between Zack's thighs over the confined arousal that had formed.
“Ngh!” Zack's hips thrust subconsciously against his hand.
Angeal made short work of the belts holding Zack's pants up and he freed the arousal, his hand moving round the length and beginning to stroke it.
“A-Ang-eal.” Zack hips were moving with a wanton passion, face red.
From Zack's reactions Angeal knew it had been a while since Zack had even indulged in anything sexually orientated, given what the Mako overdose had done to him.
Angeal had watched as Zack had steeled himself away from that, only opting to occasionally flirt with the women round the ShinRa building.
Zack was almost at a loss of controlling anything of his body anymore, the feeling of Angeal's hand on his arousal, that breath against his neck.
He was aware of the fabric of his pants hitting the ground.
Angeal was fluid in getting him back down on the bed.
His top pushed up as the mouth tormented his chest, tongue lavishing at his flesh, which was betraying him as it prickled in arousal.
Zack's hand went to cover his red face as the tongue twirled round a nipple, that hand stroking his arousal firmly.
His back arched as his mouth opened in a gasp. Those sensations were building up and he shivered.
“Ngh... Angeal... please.” Zack could only grip the side of the bed as he felt that mouth move down the crevices of his body towards it's goal.
Zack could only bite the side of his hand as that tongue made it's way to it's goal circling round the head of his arousal then swallowing the head.
If anyone choose that moment to walk in it would have looked bad and that's all Zack could think of. He listened carefully, but outside was silent.
“Not good...” Zack mumbled.
Angeal didn't seem to pay him any mind.
Zack felt the heat of that warm mouth as it devoured his length. He could only gasp and grab onto the bed, trying to hold back the urge to thrust.
Angeal's hand moved up his chest and those eyes, looked up at him.
The hand cupping the side of his face, that mouth round his throbbing arousal as it was sucked upon.
“G-Gaia...” Zack could feel the tremble through his thighs and he knew he would explode soon.
Then he froze as he heard the voices on the outside of the tent.
“Yo what the fuck does this mean. Wutanese fortunes are like argh!”
“It's self explanatory. Read it again.” The voice sounded irritated.
“Fine. 'The saving man becomes the free man.' I still don't get it. C'mon boss your Wutanese you gotta know what that means.”
The voices faded as they passed and Zack let out a breath.
He was shaking, they could be caught at any given moment and that kind of terrified him. But it seemed to drive Angeal on as he felt his body covered by Angeal's larger frame, he watched Angeal suck on a single digit before sliding it down.
Zack felt the sudden pressure he nearly let out a sudden cry save for Angeal's other hand going over his mouth muffling him.
Zack shot Angeal a look. “You need to learn to tone it down.”
Zack swallowed as he felt the finger move inside him before curling and drawing back then pushing back in. Zack gasped against Angeal's hand over his mouth.
He had never felt anything like this before, never in his entire life.
Angeal freed his mouth before claiming it with his lips and Zack was distracted from the invasion, but shocked into another muffled cry as another digit joined the first.
The scissoring motion began and Zack understood then and there what was going to happen despite his protests.
He had thought about it often between Seph and Angeal. He just never thought it would happen that his own teacher would go there first.
Each roll of the tongue and thrust of finger's Zack found himself lost in the unusual sensations. He had only known the female side of things. This was way outside his expertise so he let Angeal guide him.
“Don't hold back.” Angeal whispered against his lips.
Zack let out a breath before he wrapped his arms wrap around Angeal's neck and his mouth crushed against Angeal's.
It was still foreign to him but he was so curious now. Curious to what it would be like with a man and he knew that curiosity had originally been spiked by Sephiroth. He just had not expected it to go more than just pure fantasy.
Angeal slid the third digit in stretching Zack, there was no lube and there would be no preparation that would save him the pain he would feel. He had not really wanted to go there with Zack. But Genesis had stirred something, irritation perhaps that he needed to get off his chest. Perhaps it was also his own curious side. It was a shame that he would have to endure several questions when he returned to Midgar.
But Zack would be fine, this memory would probably torment him for a while, but it was a memory to let Zack know he did care.
Sliding back from Zack he walked to the dresser, the water would have to do for lube, he would not go dry, not into someone who had never done it quite like this before.
Slipping his fingers into the water he lined Zack's entrance and the youth hissed between his teeth at the cold.
Angeal slid the head of his length in and Zack bucked up gasping.
“Ngh... why are you so big?!” Zack exclaimed suddenly and Angeal covered his mouth and sighed.
“Zack... tone it down.” He pushed past the ring of muscle sliding into the heat.
Zack's fingers dug into the skin of Angeal's back as he gasped. The pressure was there and he felt Angeal slid further in the size felt like it was never ending.
He could only gasp and bury his head into Angeal's shoulder. He felt the soft breath against his ear the pants of Angeal's own arousal ringing true in his ear.
He did this to Angeal, and it was a weird feeling to know that he was seen in that light.
All this time he never knew, he didn't have a clue. he'd been told girls were complicated, well this couldn't be more complicated even if he tried to make it so.
When Angeal stopped Zack was filled completely, if there was anymore movement Zack would probably break, he knew he could handle anything, but this was new and foreign.
Then slowly Angeal pulled out then slid back in the motions beginning. Zack could only rock his hips with Angeal's as he held on.
His parents had never really told Zack too much about relationships or sex, he had discovered it on his own being the curious soul he was.
Now he was discovering another side to it, one that he was sure his parents wouldn't have even told him it existed, if it wasn't for the two women on the farm land on the other side of Gongaga that lived together. Zack found out while on that side of town that they were more than 'really good friend's'. He had asked his parents. To which they had no choice but to explain.
Zack finally loosened his grip when the pain lessened and the pleasure part built up instead.
The motions pushed all memories of his old ignorance to the side and created this strange wave through his body.
He gripped at the tree trunk arms Angeal had and he could only gasp as Angeal dominated him.
Each thrust hitting that spot that made his legs jolt, his body tremble and his breath waver.
He had never really thought it could feel this good.
It was everything he had fantasized about and then some. An odd sensation at first but he let go and went with it. His hands exploring Angeal's body learning his mentor's body and letting the lust drive him on as he began to kiss along Angeal's neck up to his ear.
“I'm not going to break Angeal...” He whispered.
He heard Angeal's sudden intake of breath and the motions began to move with a set rhythm, each thrust pushing in deeper.
Angeal let his hand roll down to Zack's arousal and his hand gripped the shaft before he began to stroke the length.
Zack's hips started to move with the motions of Angeal's hands.
Angeal was well aware of Zack's aroused state. His own hips began to move pushing in then pulling back. It was almost bliss to be buried in the tight heat of the youth.
It had been too long since Genesis had left him and he had steeled himself from this sort of contact.
It was childish hope that Genesis would come back to ShinRa. But the red head had not come back to ShinRa just back to him, telling him it was okay to indulge in this.
That alone confused Angeal, would he really go chasing after Genesis? He knew he would he would follow his friend to the ends of the earth and back again.
Angeal's free hand pushed the bangs from Zack's eyes as he looked down at the teenager. He knew Sephiroth would take care of his student. Sephiroth needed more human contact, both of them would be good company. Zack seemed to bring out a side of people they never knew they had.
Sephiroth needed that.
Pushing the thought form his mind, Angeal claimed Zack's mouth again their tongues meeting again in a heated kiss.
Zack was lost underneath Angeal and he could only follow Angeal's movements mimicking his mentors thrusts, hips rocking in motion.
The sensation, the heat, the pure driven lust and need for release building up in his center.
The depth of Angeal's thrusts filled him completely and made him groan in a way he had never before.
Angeal's mouth was over his capturing his gasps, as if to take the very breath from him even more.
Zack could feel his length shudder and twitch before Angeal pulled back then thrust in the pace kicking up.
Zack opened his mouth and his muffled cry was silenced by Angeal's mouth that tongue probing an entrance before swirling round his own.
Angeal's hand moved down Zack's side and lifted a thigh up, the slight angle change caused Zack to utter a short and quick curse of surprise.
“Fuck!”
Angeal's other hand continued the torment on Zack's trembling arousal, his quickened thrusts hitting that spot deep inside. His head moved to Zack's shoulder as he continued to pump into the heat.
He had not realized how much his body had craved another. His own length twitching inside the teenagers tight welcoming heat.
He felt Zack's breath pass by his ear.
“Ngh... can't... Ang-eal.”
“I said don't hold back.” Angeal whispered as he placed a kiss to Zack's shoulder.
“S-sorry... I... want... it to... last...”
Angeal could feel the twitch and he quickened his thrusts riding on that pure cardinal need for his own release.
“Nothing lasts forever Zack.” Angeal whispered.
It was a hard lesson of truth. One he had learned when he was finally informed Genesis would not be coming back. At least not the Genesis he once knew. Not the Genesis who like him had dreams of joining SOLDIER together.
The harsh words made Zack wrap his arms around Angeal.
He didn't know what to say to the reality of those words.
Zack closed his eyes as his length twitching under that hand and it's motions the firm grip stroking him on to his release.
Zack bit his tongue as he gasped hard at the sudden need as it spilled between their bodies.
He was still panting as he turned his head to the side and whispered and in Angeal's ear.
“Memories last as long as we do...” He nipped at Angeal's ear. “I'm going live forever, if not in body then in the memories of another.”
Angeal felt his own release hit suddenly, filling Zack's heat. He turned his head to look at Zack's flushed face and the guilt built up inside, he hated himself at that moment.
He placed a kiss to Zack's lips before sliding out of the warmth slowly.
He let Zack's leg down looking at him.
“I'm not going to die Angeal, so long as I'm remembered I'm not going to die. Neither are you. We'll come back together."
"Good keep that optimism." Angeal stated.
"Then we can work out what in the name of Ifrit just happened here!”
Angeal could have laughed at Zack's completely baffled expression.
~*~*~*~
Zack sat with Angeal in the back of the helicopter and he glanced at his mentor looking out the window.
They were flying towards the drop zone where Angeal and Zack would take it by foot from there.
“This is the mission.” A hand handed back the file.
Angeal took it from the red headed Turk flying the chopper.
Zack squinted at the Turk, he was sure he'd seen this guy before.
The dark haired Turk next to him didn't look familiar and he didn't even acknowledge their presence with a glance.
Angeal was reading over the file. “So there have been some changes to the plan.”
“Yeah tell me about it... looks fun... I hope you like fireworks yo.”
Zack peered round the seat to look at the Turk.
“I think I know you.”
The red head raised a brow. “Doubt it yo. Now sit down before I decide to tip you out the door.”
“Touché.” Zack sat back and shot the red head a glare.
“Calm down Zack we're nearly there.” Angeal patted Zack on the shoulder
“Yeah can't wait.” Zack rolled his eyes.
Then he felt it the clip to the back of the head.
"Ow! Damnit!"
~*~To Be Continued...~*~
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