Learning to love

~Incest warning! Don’t like skip it!~

~With Zack~

Zack: *He looks in the mirror, happy he found his puppy ears from an old Halloween costume.* My dad is really smashed tonight...

Angeal: Wwe all llive in a yellow submmarine! *sings to himself as he staggers to his room and flops down on his bed.* Stop spinning room...

Zack: *He laughs at his father staggering and singing.* This should be simple...*He follows Angeal to his room while wearing his puppy ears.*

Angeal: 'ho's there? *lifts his head up to look, shakes it when he sees two Zack's.* Oh..It's my little puppy! Hi Puppy!

Zack: Hey dad...*He smiles and sits next to Angeal on the bed.*

Angeal: *after a few tries he sits up, places his hand on Zack shoulder to keep himself up.* Wwhat..is my ppuppy up ttoo?

Zack: I wanted to play, if you don't mind!

Angeal: Of 'ourse not, puppy! *drunkenly grins at Zack as he starts to takes his shirt off, hating having clothes on.* Eevil button..*rips his shirt open, making the buttons fly off.* Bbetter...

Zack: (He's even getting naked for me...) Mm...I wanted to play with you...

Angeal: Wwhat did you wwant to...play, ppuppy? *smirks when he gets his pants undone and falls back on the bed and pushes them done, kicking them and his boxers off. His cock already hard from used to being touched each night at this time. Forgetting Zack is there he reaches down to stroke himself, moaning at the feeling.*

Zack: You know just how to turn me on...*He quickly unzips his pants and leans over Angeal as he enters his father's waiting ass.*

Angeal: Ahhhhh!!!! *moans in pleasure as Zack enters him, to drunk to feel the pain of being taken for the first time. Clenches around Zack.* Mmore puppy! Ffuck me mmore!

Zack: Oohh...I love playing with you daddy! *He thrusts into Angeal's virgin ass.*

Angeal: Ohhh..yyesss! Pplay..puppy! Mmm! *stroke himself faster as he pushes his hips down to meet Zack, crying out as his prostate is hit.* Ffuck!

Zack: *He thrusts hard into Angeal's ass.* Do you like that, dad? Because my cock loves your tight ass...

Angeal: Yessss!!! Llove...it OHh..My ppuppy!!! *moves his other hand to drunkenly grope Zack's ass, pushing him deeper.* Sshit..close! Ooh.. ggod!

Zack: Cum for me, daddy...*He thrusts into Angeal's ass while he rubs the slit of Angeal's cock with his thumb.*

Angeal: Ppuppy!!!!!!!!!! *Cries out as he cums hard, bucking his hips up against Zack as his ass turns into a vicegrip around Zack's cock*

Zack: Ahhh! *He cums into Angeal's ass and pumps his load into Angeal. He moans at the feeling.*

Angeal: *moans in pleasure as he feels Zack's cum enter him, pulls him down to hold him and gives his a sloppy kiss.* Mmm..Love you..ppuppy..

Zack: I love you too daddy...I've always loved you like this...

Angeal: Mm..*closes his eyes as he holds Zack closer.* My puppy... *falls asleep, snoring loudly.*

Zack: I love you dad...*He lays against Angeal's chest and slowly pulls out of his ass as he falls asleep.*

~With Squall~

Squall: *He takes out his phone while driving to call for a whore.* Hello...Send a whore for me...Same place, my dorm room.

Elena: Right away! *Hangs up and looks for who is free.* (Only Kadaj...Well, Reno never had anything bad to say about this guy so he should be okay!) *pages for Kadaj*

Squall: *He hangs up the phone once his whore is confirmed.*

Elena: *smiles at Kadaj when he come up and hands him the slip of paper.* Here you go! I have a car down there waiting to take you!

Kadaj: Okay, Elena! I'm going to call Reno first...I've never had this john before! *He takes out his phone to call Reno*

Reno: Ohhhhhh....god!!!! *Moans loudly in pleasure as Vincent thrusts hard into him, faintly hears Kadaj's ringtone.* Ah!...Sstop! *reaches for his phone and answers.* Hhelloooo!

Kadaj: I'm sorry to bother you...but Elena assigned me a john that I've never had before, and I think you have! His name is Squall Leonhart...

Reno: Unn..Vvinny stop for.... oone minute ohh yo! *bats at Vincent's head as he feels Vincent's teeth on his neck* Hhe's..not a hhitter or anytthing...Just really ccold!! Fuck, Vin!

Kadaj: Okay, Reno! *He giggles at Reno's moans.* Have fun with your boyfriend! *He hangs up the phone to talk to Elena.* Reno says he's not abusive...so I should be okay! *He smiles*

Elena: Okay! But be sure to call one of us if something goes wrong, okay?

Kadaj: You know I will! *He throws his messenger bag over his shoulder and runs out to his waiting ride.*

At Squall's dorm.~

Kadaj: (Wow...He lives here? It doesn't look friendly!) *walks inside and to Squall's dorm room, knocks on the door.*

Squall: *He opens the door just wearing his leather pants.* (How young is this guy?) Come in. *He says shortly and gazes at Kadaj with his cold eyes.*

Kadaj: Hhi, I'm Kadaj! *blushes at the sight of Squall in his leather pants.* (Wow! He's really sexy! Maybe this won't be bad!) *walks in and looks around at the cold, blank room.*

Squall: *He lays down on his single dorm bed and abruptly unzips his pants, not saying a single word.*

Kadaj: *blushes hard at the sight, slowly walks over to the small bed.* You're really long...how does the fit in your pants? *sits down at the end of the bed, shyly starts to stroke Squall*

Squall: I manage...*He looks down at Kadaj's hand stroking him.*

Kadaj: *sees Squall hasn't told him to stop he strokes him faster, smiles at it grows even more.* Wow! It's getting even longer!

Squall: *He pulls his pants down past his ass, still staying silent as Kadaj stokes him faster.*

Kadaj: (He isn't making isn't making any noise...Ddoes he not like it? Maybe...if I do that sucky thing Reno told me about!) *leans down and gives a shy lick to the head of Squall’s cock.*

Squall: *He watches as Kadaj licks his cock.* (He looks erotic...) *He can't help but to exhale at Kadaj's licks as his cock jumps at the attention.*

Kadaj: *giggles as it jumps, wraps his hand around to base to keep it still as he takes the head into his mouth, starts to softly suck on it. Looks up to see if he's doing okay.*

Squall: *He stares at Kadaj blankly, trying to cover his feelings.* (I...have to cum fast...)

Kadaj: (Am I not doing good enough? I'll just have to try harder!) *takes more of Squall in, sucks harder on him.* (Does he want to fuck me? Or just this?)

Squall: Aren't you going to ride me? *He says coldly, staring at Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *blushes and looks down.* I..didn't know if you wanted me to..or jjust keep suckin you... *stands up and takes his pants off, dropping beside the bed before he crawls up and straddles Squall. Sits down on Squall's cock. Crying out as he is filled and slowly makes his way down.*

Squall: *He only breathes heavily as a sign of pleasure.* Now...ride me...

Kadaj: *places his hands on Squall's chest and moves up when he only has half of Squall's cock in before moving down again, slowly taking more of it in. Moans when he feels it hit that place again.* AHhh!

Squall: *He closes his eyes as Kadaj starts to ride him, wanting to make himself cum fast.*

Kadaj: Ohh..Soo..ggood! *moans loudly as he moves faster, rocking his hips as he makes Squall's cock hit that spot each time. His own becoming hard and dripping with precum.*

Squall: *He bites his lip as he makes himself cum fast inside of Kadaj, his body wanting physical contact, while his mind just wants everything to be over with.*

Kadaj: AHhhhhh!!!!!! *moans as he's filled with Squall's cum, keeps riding him to make sure he gets it all.* (Wow! He came really fast! Was I that good?! I can' wait to tell Re're!)

Squall: I'm...done. *He says icily while staring off to the side.*

Kadaj: (Tthat's it?...He's..not goin to help me? Or wwant more?) Ookay... *slowly gets up off of Squall's cock, feels the cum leak out.* (Oh no! I forgot the condom thingy again! I don't want to do more tests!)

Squall: *He pulls up his pants and zips them as he turns over to face the wall.*

Kadaj: *tears come to his eyes as Squall turns to the side, gets off to grab his pants. His cock beat red with the need to cum, hisses as he sits on the floor. Getting his pants halfway up before tears fall.* (I..wasn't good..TThat must be why he came fast..Hhe just wants me to leave..Iit hurts..II want Nisans!)

Squall: Are you crying?

Kadaj: *wipes his eyes, trying to stop.* NNo..II..I'm sorry...Ddon't hurt me! *More tears fall as he curls up*

Squall: I'm not going to hurt you...just stop crying. *He puts the pillow over his head to muffle Kadaj's cries.*

Kadaj: *sniffs, tears silently fall.* Ccan...I..llay up there wwith you? Pplease?

Squall: Hmph...*He grunts and moves over in his single bed.*

Kadaj: *crawls up on the bed and makes himself as small as he can, tears still falling as he cries himself to sleep.*

Squall: *He moves as far away as he can from Kadaj on the small bed, turning on his side while leaning his body against the wall.*

~Next Morning~

Kadaj: Mmm.. *moans softly as he wakes up, feeling warmth next to him. Smiles.* Nisan? *He whispers and opens his eyes and sees sleeping Squall snuggled against him.* (Not Nisan... but good!) *softly pets Squalls hair*

Squall: *He stirs when he feels his hair being touched. His body reacts as if in battle and he abruptly turns his head as he pushes away from Kadaj, moaning.*

Kadaj: AHh! *cries out in pain as he lands on the floor, curls up tightly* I'm ssorry!!!!

Squall: *He wakes up suddenly and sees Kadaj on the floor.* Why are you on the floor?

Kadaj: Yyou pushed mme off..II'm ssorry! I wwon't get on there aagain, I ppromise! Please don't hurt me! *curls up even tighter as he lightly shakes in fear.*

Squall: Sorry...I've been attacked in my sleep before...

Kadaj: *sniffs, shyly looks up with teary eyes.* II..wasn't attacking..I wwas doin wwhat my nnisan would do tto me wwhen I was ssleeping..

Squall: *He rubs his temples, then his fingers move across his scar.* (He's testing my patience...)

Kadaj: Ddo you have a hheadache? I..I have stuff in my bag that will it go away!

Squall: No...*He says sharply as he leans back against the wall.*

Kadaj: *looks down, shaking lightly at the tone.* (Hhe sounds like Ssehpy nisan that dday..) Ssorry...

Squall: I'll be back...*He gets up from the bed and slams the door to the bathroom.*

Kadaj: *He picks up his phone and dials Reno.* Please pick up...

Reno: Nnuhhggg...*groans as he hears his phone go off, still tired from his night of lovemaking with Vincent. Blindly reaches for it and answers.* 'lo?

Kadaj: Hey, Re're...

Reno: Mmm...'daj? You..okay yo? *rubs his eyes as he wiggles his ass back closer to Vincent, hisses at the movement and cum leaking out.*

Kadaj: I don't think my john likes me...He didn't even say anything when I rode him!

Reno: He's always like that, 'daj.. The most I got out of him was a grunt yo!

Kadaj: Okay...I was just afraid that I did something wrong. But when I woke up this morning, he was snuggled up against me! *He smiles faintly.*

Reno: Really now? That's amazin, 'daj! See, he likes you yo! Even if he doesn't show it!

Kadaj: You think so? Has he done that for you before?

Reno: No..He's never done that before yo...*smiles.* He must really like you 'daj!

Kadaj: Then, why doesn't he show it? *He whispers into the phone.*

Reno: He never does, 'daj...It's.. just how he is yo.. Don't take it to heart, okay my 'daj?

Kadaj: Okay...I think he's coming out of the bathroom now...I have to go. Bye bye! *He hangs up his phone.*

Reno: Bye 'daj! *hangs up and moans softly as he feels Vincent's hard cock again his ass.* Mmm..mornin yo!

Squall: *He opens the door while blotting his face with a towel, sighing heavily as he walks around the room.*

Kadaj: *puts his phone back in his pocket, slightly looking up at him.* (He really likes me! Remember, don't take the coldness to heart! Re're said so!) Do you need anything?

Squall: No...*He opens his small closet and takes out his SEED uniform and hangs it up on the doorknob of the closet.*

Kadaj: You sure? *plays with the end of his shirt.* I like your uniform! It's nice!

Squall: I'm sure...*He quickly drops his pants to get dressed in his uniform.*

Kadaj: *blushes as he sees Squall's ass, his cock twitches at the sight.* OOkay...

Squall: Is there something wrong? *He turns around, still naked.*

Kadaj: *blushes harder, bites back the soft moan wanting to come out.* Nno...You you just have a really nice body...

Squall: I train for several hours every day...

Kadaj: Really?! My nisans do too! Alot! They're always training when they aren't working or sleeping!

Squall: Yes. At least three hours or more...I have to. *He looks back at his uniform and takes the dress pants off of the hanger.*

Kadaj: Cool! I used to sword fight with my nisans! I was gettin really good too! *cocks his head.* Why do you have to?

Squall: I attend a military school...The dorms are connected to the school further down the hall. *He steps into his pants.*

Kadaj: Ohh!! *blushes harder, knowing he was loud last night.* Cool, what's school like?

Squall: I was orphaned when I was six. I never went to a real school until now because I wanted to be in the military like my dad...

Kadaj: Oh...I'm sorry...I never when to a real school either...Dad said he didn't want me to embarrass the family and had me homeschooled...*looks up.* I bet your dad is proud of you!

Squall: *He silently gets dressed, his mind telling him to shut his mouth.*

Kadaj: *play with his bag as Squall goes quiet again, happy with what he has learned from him.* (He really does like me! He's told me about his past! Maybe he'll tell me even more!)

Squall: *He pulls the jacket over his head and straightens out his collar before tightening the belt around his waist.*

Kadaj: *pulls out his family picture and looks at it, lightly humming the song his mother would sing to him.*

Squall: (What a strange boy...) *He fixes the cuffs of his sleeves.*

Kadaj: *looks up as he hears Squall move around.* Want to see my Nisans?!

Squall: Nisans?

Kadaj: Uh hu! *jumps up and goes over to him, showing him the picture.* That's Sephiroth, Loz, Yazoo and Cloud! He has a different daddy thou!

Squall: They're your brothers?

Kadaj: *shakes his head yes.* Yeah! They're my Nisans! Sephy is the oldest then Loz, Yazoo, Cloud then me!

Squall: *He stares at the picture, then silently walks away to get something to eat.*

Kadaj: *looks down at his picture as Squall walks away, sniffs.* Ddid..I upset you? I'm sorry.. *puts his picture back in his bag.*

Squall: Whatever...*He stares blankly as he untwists the bread bag and puts a few slices in the toaster.*

Kadaj: *looks down at his feet, know knowing what to do.* Yyou..remind me of Cloud...

Squall: *He quietly waits for his toast to be done, ignoring Kadaj's comment.* Are you hungry? *He asks coldly.*

Kadaj: Yeah... *keeps looking down.* (Did I mess up again..Maybe I should just answer in short words! So I don't do it again!)

Squall: *Once the toast is done, he tosses one slice across the table for Kadaj.* There's cream cheese in the refrigerator. *He says while facing the wall.*

Kadaj: Ddo..you have butter? *takes his slice of toast.*

Squall: That's in the refrigerator as well...

Kadaj: *walks over and gets out the butter, walks back to the table and grabs the knife on it to spread the butter on his toast. Begins to nibble on it.*

Squall: *He stands with his back against the counter and eats his toast dry.* Do you think you can train with me?

Kadaj: *looks up, and swallows his bite.* Yeah, Cloud said I got really good with my sword! I even bet him once!

Squall: There are real monsters in the training center...Can you handle that?

Kadaj: I think so! They can't be as scary as Sephy *giggles as he goes back to nibbling on the toast.*

Squall: Don't wander off without me...You could die in there. *He gazes across the room at Kadaj with piercing, serious eyes.*

Kadaj: I won't, I promise! *finishes his piece of toast and wipes his hand off on his pants.*

Squall: *He takes out his gun blade from its case, along with the leather sheath and attaches it to his belt.*

Kadaj: OHhhhhh!!!! *walks closer to Squall, getting on his knees to look at it closer.* That's really cool!

Squall: My sword? *He runs his thumb across the handle.*

Kadaj: Yeah! It's so cool! I wish I still had mine so I could show it to you! It has two blades on one handle!

Squall: (He has a love for swords like I do...) It sounds like an interesting blade...Mine can also be used as a gun.

Kadaj: Awesome! I don't use guns but Yazoo does! *smiles up at him.*

Squall: Are you ready, then? *He crosses his arms.*

Kadaj: *jumps up* Yep! But...I don't have a sword...*pouts.*

Squall: Don't worry about it...

Kadaj: But how will I fight the monsters! I can't train with out one!

Squall: You'll be fine...*He says coldly as he turns to walk out the door.*

Kadaj: *sighs, and follows Squall.* (I did it again...But he talked like normal! Yay!)

Squall: *He walks at a fast pace down the dorm hall towards the middle of the school, then walks across the lobby towards the training center.*

Kadaj: *looks in awe as he follows Squall, not paying attention to the looks he's getting.* Wow! This place is so cool!

Squall: *He stops at the beginning of the hallway that leads to the training center so he won't lose Kadaj in the crowd of students. He sharply tilts his head towards the hall when Kadaj meets his eyes.*

Kadaj: *smiles at Squall and shakes his head to show he understands and moves though the crowd of people to the hallway.* (I can't wait! I haven't trained in forever!)

Squall: *Once Kadaj catches up he begins to walk again and arrives at the entrance of the training center.* Are you ready?

Kadaj: Yeah! I'm ready! *smiles brightly at Squall, his body shakes lightly in excitement*

Squall: (Little does he know...) *He opens the door with a code and walks in first.*

Kadaj: *walks in after Squall, gasps as he looks around.* Wow!!! This is amazing! It looks like where a jungle!

Squall: Follow me...*He begins to walk on the trail to the left.*

Kadaj: Okay! *follows closely to Squall, not wanting to get lost in her.*

Squall: *Once they reach a small clearing, he walks towards the wall and uncovers a keypad, punches in a number and opens a hidden door in the wall.*

Kadaj: Ohhhhh! What's in there? *pops his head over Squall's shoulder.*

Squall: You'll see...*He leads Kadaj into a room with a large panoramic window with an outside view of the school with metal benches positioned against the window.*

Kadaj: *runs in and looks out the window.* We're up high! I can see everyone walk around! *giggles as he keeps looking around outside.*

Kadaj: *runs in and looks out the window before turning around to look at Squall* Why are we here? I thought we were going to train with the monsters!

Squall: Because we can be alone here...*He stares out of the window.*

Kadaj: Oh! Okay! *smiles before he looks out the window again, watching the students walk around.*

Squall: They can't see us from here...*He walks up close behind Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *his body leans back against Squall, already feeling safe with him as he keeps looking.* Oh, is it like that glass you can only see one way though?

Squall: *He nods and breathes heavily as he feels himself already hard.*

Kadaj: *giggles* It's like we're spies! *hears Squall's heavy breathing.* Are you okay?

Squall: I'm fine. *He says coldly as he moves closer to Kadaj with his hard cock in his pants.*

Kadaj: *shivers and blushes as he feels Squall's hard cock pressing against his ass, wiggles his hips back against it.* I...I thought we were going to train!

Squall: If you want to train, you can leave right now. It wouldn't make a difference to me...

Kadaj: No! I..I want you to ffuck me again! *blushes at his words as he grinds his ass back against Squall.* (I don't want to leave him yet!)

Squall: *He presses Kadaj's chest against the glass window and begins to take off Kadaj's pants, not saying a word.*

Kadaj: *moans softly as Squall takes off his pants, wiggles his hips to make them fall to the floor.* Wwait...condom..Tthere's some in my bag!

Squall: *He reaches inside Kadaj's bag and grabs a condom, then quickly rips the wrapper with his teeth before rolling it over his cock.*

Kadaj: TThanks...I..hate hhaving the tests done! *pushes his ass back against Squall, presses his hands against the glass.*

Squall: (Conversation...even during sex. He must be very new to this...) *He presses Kadaj even more against the glass, and quickly enters him.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhh!!!! *cries out as he feels all of Squall enter him, claws at the window as he clenches around him.* Soo...ddeep!!!

Squall: *He holds Kadaj's shoulders against the glass as he thrusts hard.* (This feels too good...I have to cum fast...)

Kadaj: Oh..ohhhh!!! YYou're..to..ddeep! *moans loudly as Squall keeps thrusting hard into him, his own hard cock pressed against the glass. Precum streaking against it.*

Squall: *His breath hitches at Kadaj's words, but he catches himself before he lets a sound escape as he pounds into Kadaj against the glass.* (Why won't I stop?)

Kadaj: Ah! I'm..I'm..cclose! OOhh..Iit's so deep! *moans nonstop as he feels his release close, his body shakes and lightly thrashes against the window.*

Squall: *He lets out a soft grunt as he cums fast inside the condom, filling it completely as he pulls out of Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Ssquall!!!! *He cries out as he cums from hearing Squall's soft grunt, his cum shooting over the window as he panting hard as he rides his high.*

Squall: *He stares at the dirty window in shock, the only emotion he's showed the entire time.* (He cried out my name...)

Kadaj: *smiles softly as he looks back at Squall, his eyes filled with the excitement of seeing emotion of Squall's face.* I made the window dirty! *Giggles.*

Squall: Yeah...*He takes off the condom and tosses it into the bushes.*

Kadaj: *reaches down for his pants and hisses in pain from moving.*Ow...Your cock went really deep!

Squall: *He sighs as he tucks himself back in and zips up his pants.*

Kadaj: *pulls his pants back up and zips them before turning to face Squall with a smile.* That was fun!

Squall: (What's with him smiling?) *He nods as he adjusts his uniform collar.*

Kadaj: *gets his bag* Do you need anything else?

Squall: No...*He stands a distance away from Kadaj with his arms crossed.*

Kadaj: *bites his lip as he tries to decide what to do, quickly walks over and leans to kiss Squall.*

Squall: What the h...? *He freezes at feeling Kadaj's lips on his. His heart begins to pound and a headache throbs in his temples.*

Kadaj: *blushes when he pulls back looks down.* Ddid..I do it wrong?

Squall: N...no...*He turns away as he feels himself become physically ill.*

Kadaj: Aare you okay? II'm sorry!

Squall: I'm fine...*He shows no emotion as he lies to Kadaj. An image of Seifer, a tall blonde man flashes through his mind.*

Kadaj: Yyou sure? I..didn't mean to make you upset.

Squall: *He says in a shorter, colder fashion.* I'm fine...

Kadaj: Ookay...What do you want me to do? *plays the the strap on his bag.

Squall: I have to walk you out. You can't walk here alone and you don't have a weapon.

Kadaj: Okay! *walks over to Squall.* (He..wants me to go...Hhe's gone really cold again...I messed up! I shouldn't of kisses him! I'm so stupid!)

Squall: *He walks over to the keypad to open the hidden door again.*

Kadaj: *quietly follows Squall, looking at his feet as he walks.* (I ruined it..I..I thought maybe..He could be like my Vincent...What should I do Nisan?)

Squall: Keep your head up...

Kadaj: *jumps at Squall's voice and looks up.* Okay... *smiles at him, not wanting to show his hurt.*

Squall: *He stands by the entrance and waits for Kadaj, not being able to judge what Kadaj is feeling by the happy face he's put on.* (Why is he so god damn happy all the time?)

Kadaj: *walks up to beside Squall, waiting for him to open the door.* Do you have classes next?

Squall: Yeah, my class is upstairs.

Kadaj: Oh, cool! What all do you learn?

Squall: Battle techniques...*He presses the button to open the door to the hallway.*

Kadaj: Ohhh! Cool! Nisan started to tesch me stuff like that! *Walks out into the hallway.*

Squall: (I hate going to class...) *He clears his throat as he walks behind Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *turns to look at Squall when he clears his throat.* You want something? *cocks his head.*

Squall: No...*He keeps his eyes forward as he walks past Kadaj.*

Kadaj: Oh...*looks down as he follows Squall, not wanting to leave.* (I'm off today so it's not like I'll get in trouble with boss!)

Squall: *He walks into the lobby and turns his head when he hears a familiar voice.*

Zell: *sees Squall and runs over.* Squall!! Hey man! What are you doin and who's your friend yo?!

Squall: *He sighs in slight annoyance when he sees Zell.* I'm on my way to class...And this is Kadaj...

Zell: Don't you ever skip a class, man? You have company!

Squall: Never...You should go to class. I'm not going to cover for you again.

Zell: *whines.* But it's soooooo borin yo! Can you cover one more time?! It'll be the last time, man!

Squall: Whatever...*He walks off to the elevator, and presses the button to go up.*

Zell: Thanks, man!

Kadaj: Um...What do you want me to do? *asks Squall while playing with his bag.*

Squall: Whatever you want...I'm not allowed to take you upstairs.

Kadaj: Oh...okay! I'll be here! *smiles brightly at Squall.*

Squall: I'll be back in about an hour. *He walks into the elevator.*

Kadaj: Okay! I'll be here! *waves bye as the door closes.*

Zell: What a kill joy!

Kadaj: *giggles at Zell, being reminded of Reno.* He is!

Zell: Zell Dincht! *He holds his hand up for a high-five.*

Kadaj: Kadaj Strife! *smiles and giggles as he gives Zell a high five.*

Zell: I'm surprised, Squall usually hates it when people follow him! He always yells at me!

Kadaj: Oh really?! He hasn't yelled at me! Just being really cold!

Zell: The hell if I know, man. He's always been cold! We call him the lone wolf.

Kadaj: He's like my nisan! He only likes to be with me! Everyone else he's cold too! *giggles again.* He kind of looks like a wolf!

Zell: Hell yeah, he does! And he usually yells at Miss Trepe when she asks about his personal life! He made her cry once!

Kadaj: Who is she? *cocks his head, smiling.* (He must really like me!) Wow! I can believe that!

Zell: She's the Squad A instructor. She has really sexy blonde hair, and is the youngest instructor in the whole school!

Kadaj: Wow! She must be smart!

Zell: Yeah, smart and sexy!

Kadaj: That's nice! But..*keeps playing with his bag.* Ccan you tell me more about Squall? Do you know why he's so cold?

Zell: I don't know, man. He does have a lot of responsibility and takes being the leader of Squad A way too seriously. But hey, he's saved our asses a few times!

Kadaj: Wow! He’s the leader?!

Zell: Yeah, if he's rude, I'm sure he doesn't mean it. If he really didn't give a shit, he would have left our asses behind!

Kadaj: I know..He took me to the training room and said if I didn't stay right next to him I would die! But I didn't see any monsters! They must of been scared of him!! *giggles.*

Zell: Must have! But hell, you shouldn't go in there alone. He's right about that. *He laughs.* I remember when we had to save his ass once! That shit was intense!

Kadaj: I won't! *He promised.* What happened?!

Zell: We had to go to a town called Dollet to check out an antennae and liberate the town of the enemy army. The army had a huge mechanical monster and it fucking chased us all the way to shore! Squall made sure we all were in front of him, but by the time he got to the shore, we were pulling out and the huge thing was right on his ass! Miss Trepe had to shoot the damn thing with the gun mounted on the submarine!

Kadaj: WOW! *looks at Zell in shocked and amazed* He's awesome!

Zell: Yeah, he's alright once you get to know him. Everyone who doesn't think he's an arrogant bastard.

Kadaj: I don't think so! *smiles*

Zell: I'm surprised he's even tolerated you for two seconds! He has almost no patience!

Kadaj: *looks down sadly.* I..I'm trying to bbe better...

Zell: Hey, man. It's not your fault!

Kadaj: *sniffs, keeps looking down.* Wwhere's a bathroom? I..I haven't gone since last night...

Zell: Go down the infirmirary hall and make a left, man.

Kadaj: *looks around* Umm...what hall is that? *blushes as he asks.*

Zell: Shit, it's the one that's all white! If you get lost, there's a terminal here, in the lobby.

Kadaj: Okay! *smiles.* It was nice meeting you, Zelly! *Starts to walk to the white hall.*

Zell: Hell, yeah! I'll see you later!

Kadaj: *walks down the hallway and to the bathrooms, goes into one of the stalls to do his business.* I wish He wasn't so cold...I guess he likes me but it would be easier to know if he showed some emotion! He's worse then Cloud!...Bbut I think I really like him..I wonder if we can be like Reno and Vinny! *finishes up and cleans himself up before going to wash his hands. Dries them on his pants as he walks back to the elevator t wait for Squall.*

Squall: *He looks down from the second floor glass and sees Kadaj waiting faithfully for him.* He's actually waiting for me? *He presses the elevator button to go down, enters the elevator and crosses his arms in a huff.*

Kadaj: *watches the people walk by from his place on the floor, his bag in his lap.* (It's been a hour..He should be done!)

Squall: *He looks up when the elevator dings and walks out to see Kadaj waiting patiently.*

Kadaj: *looks up when the elevator opens and smiles big at Squall when he walks out, jumps up and walks over to him.* Hi! Did you have fun in class?

Squall: Not really...*He sits down a few feet away from Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *sits down near Squall.* Aw, that sucks! Did you at least learn something new?

Squall: I did, but instructor Trepe irritates me.

Kadaj: Zell said she was sexy and the youngest instructor in the school! *giggles.* And that you made her cry!

Squall: She shouldn't cry. My life is none of her business.

Kadaj: Mmaybe she likes you! (I hope not! I want you for only me!!!)

Squall: Never...She just probes too much.

Kadaj: She's just nosy! Nisan said you shouldn't be nosy, cause it gets you in trouble! *giggles.* Loz got shot cause he was being to nosy to Yazoo!

Squall: Hm...*He nods his head in agreement as he stares off into the distance.*

Kadaj: Do you have anymore classes?

Squall: No. (Thank god.)

Kadaj: Wow! Only one class! You're lucky! I had eight!

Squall: ...*He half-way listens to Kadaj while staring off into his own world.*

Kadaj: Do you want to do something?

Squall: This is the time when I usually train...I don't feel like going inside that place again.

Kadaj: Oh...You can go outside and train! It's windy and that was Sephy's favorite time to train cause he's fight and his hair would block his eyes! He said it makes you better!

Squall: (I can't train outside anymore...) No, not outside...

Kadaj: Oh...Well...hmm...You can do some stuff in your room!

Squall: You're right...*He stands up and begins to walk towards the dorms.*

Kadaj: *jumps up and runs after Squall,* (He said I was right! Yay!)

Squall: *He walks silently towards his dorm with Kadaj following him.*

Kadaj: *starts to hum again as he walks with Squall, looking around at everything.*

Squall: *He reaches his dorm room and unlocks it, and waits for Kadaj to enter first.*

Kadaj: Thank you! *walks in and goes to sit on Squall's bed, taking his shoes off before he does.*

Squall: *He walks into the room and locks the door behind him before taking off his uniform jacket and tossing it into a chair. He opens his closet and takes out a pair of 25 pound weights.*

Kadaj: *takes his drawing book out of his bag and finishes the last picture he was working on.* (This is like when I would hangout in Nisan’s room…I’ve missed this!) *giggles softly to himself.* (But he is hotter then Nisan!)

Squall: *He sits in the chair in the corner of the small room and begins to work out his arms. His arms curl, showing his strength.*

Kadaj: *looks up and shivers at the sight, his eyes not able to leave Squall's body.* (He looks so...hot and strong! Am I drooling?!) *wipes his mouth off before looking back at his drawing, pouts when he sees he has messed up and starts to erase.*

Squall: *He curls his arms for ten reps, then adds ten pounds of weight to each before he begins to curl his arms again. He focuses solely on his work out, staring at the floor as he exhales.*

Kadaj: *hears Squall move around and sees him adding more weight, licks his lips as he sees sweat covering Squall's body. Wishing he could lick it off, blushes as he feels his cock harden and moves his book to hide it.* (He's so sexy...I..I want him in me again!)

Squall: *He lifts the heavier weight for twenty reps, causing a mist of sweat over his whole body.*

Kadaj: *shifts on the bed, letting out a soft whine as he cock jumps. Quickly looks down, hoping Squall didn't hear it and get's mad. Flips the pages in his book and tries to think of what to draw.*

Squall: *He pauses when he hears Kadaj.* Something wrong?

Kadaj: Nno...*shudders when he hears Squall's voice, keeps looking at he blank page as his face turns redder.*

Squall: *He stands up as he holds the weights and begins to work his shoulders and back, softly grunting after each rep.*

Kadaj: *bites his lips hard ot try and keep in the moan wanting to escape as he hears Squall's grunts, remembering the last time he made that grunt. Begins to lightly rock on the bed, trying to relieve his aching cock.* (He's going to make me go mad! How can he be so sexy?!)

Squall: *He hears Kadaj rocking on the bed and turns around.* Do you have a stomach ache?

Kadaj: Nnoo..I..I'm okay..Ggo back to training... *doesn't look up, knowing if he sees Squall now he will cum.*

Squall: *He nods, then quietly walks away to wipe his face with a towel and sighs as he wipes his face.*

Kadaj: *hears Squall walk out of the room and guess he's going to take a shower.* (That will give me enough time!) *unzips his pants and pulls his cock out, biting his lips hard as he starts to stroke it.*

Squall: *He spritzes water on his face and blots his face with the towel again before tossing the towel over his shoulder. He walks back into his room and stares blankly at Kadaj pleasuring himself on his bed.*

Kadaj: *Sees Squall walk back in and cums hard at the sight, moaning loudly as he falls back on the bed. Blushes hard and looking down in shame at being caught.*

Squall: *He keeps staring at Kadaj on his bed, shocked at the sight. He breathes in, his mind trying to control his body from going insane.*

Kadaj: *wipes his hand off on his shirt and curls up.* I..I'm sorry! It..won't happen again!

Squall: *He tosses the towel to the floor and leans over Kadaj on the bed.* Is that what was wrong?

Kadaj: *looks down, not able to meet Squall's eyes.* Yyeah..But..I..I didn't want you to get mad at me...Pplease don't hurt me!

Squall: *He pulls down Kadaj's pants and holds onto his hips as he pulls Kadaj up.* Relax. *He says coldly as he pulls Kadaj's body up further so that only Kadaj's head is touching the bed.*

Kadaj: Wwhat are you..doing?! *relaxes at Squall's touches but is still scared.*

Squall: *He says nothing as he breathes against Kadaj's ass hole.*

Kadaj: Ahhh!! Ssquall! *moans as he feels Squall's hot breath against his opening, feels it clench in want. Quickly grabs onto the blanket.*

Squall: *He looks down with his icy eyes as he licks Kadaj's ass hole, swirling his tongue around Kadaj's tight opening.*

Kadaj: OOhhh!!! Sooo...ggood!!! *moans loudly as he he clenches tightly against Squall's tongue, his body arches more in Squall's hands.* More..Pplease!!

Squall: *He nibbles at Kadaj's ass, the tight muscle clenching against his teeth. Then, he dips his tongue inside Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! *screams out in pleasure, his cock already rock hard again and dripping precum. Clenches tighter around Squall's tongue as he grips harder on the blanket, pulling at them.*

Squall: *He licks the inside of Kadaj's ass, then reaches for his own pants, unzipping them as he pulls out his cock to stroke himself.*

Kadaj: Squalllll!!!!!!!! *screams out as he cums hard, his cum landing on his upper chest and face. His opening clenching madly around Squall's tongue as he shakes from his release.*

Squall: *He gently lets Kadaj down on the bed and looks down at his own cock as he pleasures himself, breathing heavily.*

Kadaj: *Moans at the sight on Squall pleasing himself, sits up and leans down to take Squall's cock in his mouth and sucks hard.* (I want to please him! He gave me so much pleasure!)

Squall: *He looks down at Kadaj sucking him off, his body drenched with sweat again.* (He feels...so good...) *He bites his lip hard to keep a moan from escaping.*

Kadaj: *takes more of Squall in his mouth, licking at the underneath as he starts to bob his head. Licking at the slit before going back down and sucks harder.*

Squall: *He closes his eyes as he lets Kadaj suck on him, still managing to keep his moans in. His body heats up and blazes with lust.*

Kadaj: (I wonder how much I can take in!) *pulls back and takes a deep breath before he goes back down, taking Squall's cock in till it hits the back of his throat, couches around Squall's cock but keeps it in. Wanting to make Squall cum, reaches up to play with Squall's balls.*

Squall: *He tilts his head back and groans as he cums into Kadaj's mouth,* (...Seifer...) *He opens his eyes and sees Kadaj swallowing his cum instead of Seifer, whom he saw in his mind.*

Kadaj: *happily swallows Squall's cum, moaning at the taste. Pulls back and lick Squall clean.* (I made him groan!!! And it wasn't a soft one! He really does like me!!!) *smiles brightly up at Squall, licking off the cum around his lips.*

Squall: *He moves back on the bed until his back hits the wall, his mind wanting to cut his body off from Kadaj.* (I have to stop myself...)

Kadaj: *looks worried at Squall, moves a little closer.* Are you okay?..Ddid I do something wrong?

Squall: No! *He looks away from Kadaj as he breathes heavily, his mind convinced that he will lose Kadaj if he opens up anymore.*

Kadaj: Do you need something? You're breathing really hard! *places his hand on Squall's chest, feels Squall's heart beating fast.* You're heart is racing!

Squall: Don't...touch me. *He moves away from Kadaj's hand.*

Kadaj: *pulls his hand back fast, as if Squall burned him. Holds it to his chest as he looks down.* I'm ssorry... (I thought I was doing good! Why do i keep messing up with him!)

Squall: I need...to be alone. *He quickly gets up and walks into the bathroom, slamming the door behind him.*

Kadaj: *stares at the bathroom door as tears fill his eyes* (I..fucked up...He wwants me gone..Wwhy do I keep messing up! II..I need Nisan!) *Lets out a cry before he quickly gets his pants on and grabs his stuff, unlocks the door before running out. Tears rolling down his face.*

Kadaj: *He takes out his phone to call Cloud.* Nisan...please pick up! *More tears fall when he hears a disconnected tone, then he dials Reno as he leans against the hallway crying.* Re're...

Reno: *stops kissing Vincent when he hears his phone go off and answers. Hears Kadaj crying.* 'daj?! WHat's wrong yo?!

Kadaj: It's Squall, Re're! He told me that he needed to be alone and slammed the bathroom door on me! I don't know what to do, Re're! I really like him...*He pulls on the bottom of his shirt as he cries.*

Reno: Oh ‘daj...I'm sorry, baby..Where are you? I want you to come to Vinny's yo! (Fuck, Squall...'daj doesn't need this...)

Kadaj: I'm still at his school...*He sniffs, his crying slowing down.*

Reno: Okay, don't move yo! We'll be there to get you okay? We'll think of something, baby...

Kadaj: Wait, Re're...I can't get ahold of Nisan and...*He walks back towards Squall's dorm.* I'm going to say good bye to him, even if he's mad at me...

Reno: (I swear I'm going to kill 'daj's family when I see him!) Wwe'll find a way 'daj...And be careful, okay? We're leaving now! *gets out of the bed and pulls on his pants before he hangs up.* Come on Vinny!

Kadaj: *He quietly opens the door to Squall's dorm and hears the shower running.*

Squall: *He hears the door creak open over the hot, running water. The heat of the water relaxes him as he leans his head back.* I can't...

Kadaj: *walks over to the bathroom door and knocks.* I..I know yyour mad at me aand want me to leave...Bbut I wwanted to say bye and that..I..I hope you..I hope maybe wwe can see each other again...

Squall: I'm not mad at you...I'm angry at myself. *He says coldly as he runs his fingers through his hair.*

Kadaj: Why? *covers his mouth,* Nno..I'm ssorry..Sshouldn't be nosy.. *looks down.*

Squall: It's nothing. *He turns off the water and steps out of the shower.*

Kadaj: It's not nothing if it hurts you... *he mumbles, playing with his shirt.*

Squall: (Why does he care?) *He dries his body off with a fresh towel.*

Kadaj: Ddo..you want..me to leave sstill?

Squall: It's up to you. *He pulls his pants on and applies hairspray to his hair to style it.*

Kadaj: I..don't..I llike it here..I'll stay out of your way I promise!!

Squall: Then stay...*He opens the bathroom door.*

Kadaj: *smiles at Squall, his face still tears stained.* Okay! I have to do something first thou! *opens his phone to text Reno* +Never mind, he isn't mad. I'm staying! Love you Re're!+

Squall: *He walks over to turn on the small t.v. in the main room that also has the refrigerator and dining table.*

Kadaj: *walks over to sit on the floor beside Squall's bed, not wanting to be in Squall's way and pulls out his pad again.*

Squall: *He sits at the dining table to watch a little t.v. and pulls out a chair for Kadaj.* (Why do I feel bad for hurting his feelings...?)

Kadaj: *looks up when he hears the chair move and smiles as he stands up and goes to sit in the chair, sits Indian style before he sets his pad on the table* Thank you!

Squall: *He stares at the t.v. and nods to recognise Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *smiles at Squall as he opens his pad to a fresh page, leans his head on his hand as he tries to think of what to draw. Looks over and blushes when he notices Squall is still shirtless.* Ccan..can I draw you? *looks down, playing with his pencil.*

Squall: *He looks over at Kadaj's drawing pad.* Yeah...*He looks back at the t.v. as he cradles his chin in his palms.*

Kadaj: *smiles brightly at Squall as he looks down at his pad to start drawing, keeps looking up to make sure he gets every detail right.*

Squall: *He sighs as his mind flashes back again to him and Seifer making love in his bed, then a pain overcomes his chest, nearly taking his breath away. He bites his lip.*

Kadaj: *looks up and sees Squall biting his lip, keeps drawing.* Are you okay?

Squall: *Hearing Kadaj's voice brings him back. He jolts.* Yeah...

Kadaj: You sure? *erases a bit, wanting to get Squall new position.* You looked in pain...

Squall: I'm fine...*He stares at the table.*

Kadaj: Okay..*moves to drawing Squall's chest, blushes as he keeps looking at it.* What are you watching?

Squall: The news...We only get four channels in the dorms.

Kadaj: That sucks! News is boring!

Squall: Isn't that one of your brothers...*He keeps staring forward at the t.v.*

Kadaj: *looks up, his eyes go wide* That's Sephy! *jumps off the chair and moves closer to the small TV.* Why is he on TV.?!

Squall: They think he murdered Shinra workers...

Kadaj: Wwhat? *looks with teary eyes.* Bbut..he couldn't! He..ccan be mean but not tto kill someone! (Why would Sephy do this? Oh! Maybe he was trying to get me back!!)

Squall: (He's going to cry again...But...I don't know how to comfort him...) *He sits silently at the table and listens to what's going on.*

Kadaj: *tears fall as he keeps listening, reaches out to touch the screen.* He..must of for me...II need to call him!

Squall: *He gets up from his chair and slowly approaches Kadaj from behind.* (What the hell should I do?)

Kadaj: *grabs his phone and dials Sephiroth's number, hoping he'll answer. Lets out a sob when he get the same disconnection as he did with Cloud.* Nnoo..Pplease answer! PPlease! *dials again and again, his cries getting worse after each time.*

Squall: (I have to...touch him...anything...) *He reaches out and touches Kadaj's shoulder, quite possibly the first show of having any human emotion, eventhough his face remains like a statue.*

Kadaj: *feels Squall touch and turn, flying into Squall's chest as he sobs loudly. Holding to Squall tight.* Tthey..wwon't answer!! Wwhy wwon't they aanswer!..Wwhy haven't tthey come ffor me!! I..I wwant my nnisans aand I wwant to ggo hhome!!!! *cries hard into Squall's cheat, his body shaking with each sob.*

Squall: (I'm so lost as to what to do...) *He lets Kadaj hold onto him, standing strong and still.*

Kadaj: I..wwant..hhome! *cries out all he's felt over the past weeks, tightens his hold on Squall. Not wanting him to leave.* I..mmiss nisans!

Squall: (Do I kiss him?) *He stares at Kadaj as he cries against his chest.*

Kadaj: *keeps crying till he can't anymore, a few tears still run down his face as he hiccups Stares at the floor as he still holds on tight to Squall.*

Squall: *He awkwardly presses his lips against Kadaj's tear covered lips and pulls away. His cold eyes stare into Kadaj's red, teary eyes.*

Kadaj: *his eyes go wide at the kiss, licks at his lips still tingling from that kiss. Sniffs and holds Squall closer* TThanks you...

Squall: *He stares at the ground. his mind screaming at him to run away, but his body freezes in place.*

Kadaj: I..I know..Yyou want toto go rrun..I..I wwon't keep yyou here... *relucently lets go of Squall and hugs himself as silent tears fall.* (II'm allone..Wwhy ddo..I kkeep makin ppeople leave mme..I..don't mmean to!)

Squall: *He stands silently, not able to move. He sighs and slowly walks into the bedroom and lays on his stomach on his bed.*

Kadaj: *lays down on the floor, curling up tight. Wanting to disappear.* (It hurts so much, Nisan...)

Squall: (Why does it hurt me so much when he cries? Why the hell do I care!) *He grips the sheets.* ...Damn it...*He says quietly to himself.*

Kadaj: *curls up tighter when he hears Squall, knowing he's the reason for it. Slowly stands up.* I..I'll ggo..I wwon't bbother yyou again... I'm ssorry... *walks over to get his pad and bag.*

Squall: I never said you had to go...*His voice is muffled by the pillow.*

Kadaj: Yyou..I..I annoy you...I annoy eeveryone..*looks down, tears falling again.* (Iis..tthat why they wwon't get mme?..Wwon't answer? Tthey can't stand me anymore..)

Squall: I...I'm sorry. (What the hell am I thinking?)

Kadaj: No yyou're not! Pplease do llie! II don't want mmore lies! *throws his stuff on the floor, getting down to hug his knees.*

Squall: *He turns his head to the side.* Have I lied to you?

Kadaj: I..I don't know! Eeveryone lies tto me! *starts to rock* Hhe ssaid he's ccome get mme..TThat it wwas just ffor a ffew wweeks! I..I want to go home!!!

Squall: If you really want to leave, I'm not stopping you...*He turns to sit up on his bed. He faces Kadaj.*

Kadaj: I..I can't ggo home! I'm nnot aloud ttoo! *loos up with teary, bloodshot eyes.* I..I wwant to sstop hurting! Ccan..I llay with you? Pplease!

Squall: *He stares. His cold eyes grow wide at Kadaj's question, then he quietly moves over in his bed.*

Kadaj: *shakily gets up and runs over to the bed, lays down and hugs himself tightly as he silently cries.*

Squall: *He turns to face the wall as he feels Kadaj lay down next to him, lost in his thoughts.*

Kadaj: (Wwhy..does he kkeep playing wwith me...?) *cries till he falls asleep, moving closer to Squall's warmth in his sleep.*

Squall: *He hears Kadaj's breathing even out.* (I wish...I knew how to comfort you...) *He stares at the wall and sighs as his mind wanders back to the moment he killed Seifer by his own sword, his mind playing games with him.* (No...)

~Hours later~

Kadaj: MMmmnn... *moans as he wakes up, stretching out as he yawns.*

Squall: *His mind reacts to Kadaj's movements and he yells out in his sleep.* No...no!

Kadaj: *opens his eyes, looks worried at Squall.* Squall? It's just a nightmare! You're okay! *goes to pet his hair, but remembers what happened last time and stops.*

Squall: No! *His eyes shoot open and with Kadaj leaning over him, he's unable to hide the tears welling up in his eyes.*

Kadaj: It's okay...You're safe.. *looks down sadly Squall, wondering what happened to make his cry.*

Squall: *He wipes his eyes and acts like nothing happened.* Stop looking at me like that...*He avoids Kadaj's gaze.*

Kadaj: I'm sorry...I was just worried...I know nightmares can be scary!

Squall: It's not a nightmare, it's something I have to live with for the rest of my life.

Kadaj: Oh...I'm sorry...*chews on his lip as he tries to decide if he should ask or not.* Ddoes...it have to..do with your sscar?

Squall: Yes...*He parts his hair and softly rubs his scar.*

Kadaj: Ccan...I ask..wwhat happened?...You don't have to answer! I know I shouldn't be nosy.. *looks down and sits down to beside Squall, playing with the blanket.*

Squall: *He sighs.* My old sparring partner did this to me...

Kadaj: Oh! I have scars like that too! *lefts up his shirt and lets Squall see the different scars from his spars with Sephiroth and the others.* Sephy said they would make me stronger! But Nisan would get really mad at him!

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj's chest, then stares back into the distance.* Have you ever killed someone before?

Kadaj: No..I haven't..

Squall: He wasn't just my sparring partner...*He looks down, then to the right to stare at the wall.*

Kadaj: *cocks his head, then his eyes go wide.* Oh!! You mean lover!

Squall: ...I killed him...*He says emotionless while staring at the wall.*

Kadaj: *Looks shocked at Squall.* (He's not lying...Bbut he must of had a reason!) Oh...bbut you must of hhad a reason...Yyou're not the type wwho would kill without a reason!

Squall: He tried to kill me...It was either me or him.

Kadaj: Yyou had to do it...Hhe would of killed you..Yyou reacted how you were taught to react!

Squall: *He remains silent and keeps staring at the wall. His mind playing through the events of what lead up to Seifer being killed.*

Kadaj: I'm sure he wwould understand...*looks down.* Aand hate that you're beating yyourself up over it...

Squall: I doubt it...Why do you care anyway?

Kadaj: I..just do..*looks down, gripping the blanket.* I like you...

Squall: Don't waste your time...*He says, still facing the wall.* (If you care...then show me...)

Kadaj: Bbut I want wwaste it!! *decides to be brave and grabs Squall, forcing him on his back and kisses him hard.*

Squall: Kadaj! *He yells angrily as he's turned over, but doesn't object once Kadaj's lips are pressed against his.*

Kadaj: *climbs on top of Squall and keeps him pushed down, shyly licks at Squall's lips.*

Squall: What...are you doing? *He stares angrily at Kadaj.* (Keep kissing me...)

Kadaj: I..I llike you...Rreally like you...Aand I don't wwant to llose you too! *goes back for a kiss, nipping at Squall's lower lip.* (Please don't fight me...I can't take anymore pain..)

Squall: *Scared and confused, he at first turns away.* Why? *He stares at Kadaj with a fleck of emotion in his eyes.*

Kadaj: I..don't know..Yyou can't stop these things! *softly covers Squall's face in kisses, wanting to take away the fear.*

Squall: *He closes his eyes as Kadaj showers him with kisses, his body telling him that he needs this attention from Kadaj. His mind begins to race and panic.*

Kadaj: *runs his hands over Squall's chest, hoping to calm him down as he keeps kissing him.* Please...ddon't push me away...

Squall: *He begins to shake as Kadaj touches him.* (Why am I so scared of him touching me? I'm fearless in everything else...except this.)

Kadaj: *lovingly touches Squall, kisses all he can.* Don't be scared...I'll nnever hurt you...I..I just want to make you happy...

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj like a frightened child, unsure of how to react to Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Stops at the sight of Squall, lays down on top of him and softly kisses his neck* I didn't mean to scare you..I'm ssorry...I'll stop...

Squall: *He shivers as he feels Kadaj kiss his neck.* Don't...

Kadaj: *pulls back, looking down.* I'm sorry...I..just wanted to mmake you feel better...

Squall: *He looks down.* Don't stop...*He closes his eyes in fear.*

Kadaj: *smiles softly, goes back to kissing Squall's neck.* Never...I never want to stop!

Squall: *His breath hitches at the new feeling as he fights his mind. A dull pain shoots through his chest as Kadaj loves him.*

Kadaj: *kisses along Squall's jaw line before going back to claim his lips.* (This feels so good! I hope I'm doing it right!)

Squall: *He breaks and begins to kiss Kadaj back, the rest of his body unable to move from shock.*

Kadaj: MMmm! *moans softly as he feels Squall kissing back, his body hums in happiness. Cups Squall's cheek as he deepens the kiss, doing what he's seen Reno do.*

Squall: *He completely freezes when he feels Kadaj touch his face, he takes a breath and parts from the kiss. His face flushes red as he stares up at Kadaj.*

Kadaj: *Blushes along with Squall, shyly meeting his eyes.* Ddid I do it wrong? I've nnever done this before...

Squall: I don't know...I've never done this before either...

Kadaj: I'm..ddoing what I've seen Re're do to Mr. Vinny...*blushes more.* I..like it..Ddoing it to you!

Squall: I don't know what to do...This is the only thing I've ever been afraid of...

Kadaj: Oh..I..I don't want to make you do something your scared of! *sadly looks down at Squall's chest.* Bbut..I'm sscared too..I've never felt like this...

Squall: *He slowly pulls Kadaj down on top of him.* Let's overcome our fears together...*He looks at Kadaj with his beautiful stormy eyes.*

Kadaj: *smiles brightly at Squall, his body exploding with happiness at Squall's words.* Yes! Together! *Kisses Squall sweetly.*

Squall: *Surprised again by Kadaj's kiss, he gasps shallowly as his body begins to shake.*

Kadaj: *softly rubs Squall's sides to calm him, slowly slips his tongue into Squall's mouth. Moans softly at the taste.*

Squall: *He reluctantly opens his mouth to welcome Kadaj in, his mind still scared of this new attention.*

Kadaj: *Licks around Squall's mouth, exploring it. Wanting to remember everything, softly licks at Squall's tongue, trying to get him to join.*

Squall: (Is this what I'm supposed to do?) *He reluctantly inserts his tongue into Kadaj's mouth, stroking Kadaj's tongue with his own.*

Kadaj: MMmmhhh! *Moans as he feels Squall join in, softly sucks on Squall's tongue as he lightly rocks his hips against him.* (Oh god! This feels amazing! No wonder Re're is always all over Vinny!)

Squall: *His arms begin to relax and he rests them on the curve of Kadaj's ass. He breathes into Kadaj's mouth.*

Kadaj: *Pushes back against Squall's hand, kisses back with passion as he rocks faster, his cock semi-hard.*

Squall: You really like this? *He softly rubs Kadaj's ass, then squeezes it between his hands.*

Kadaj: Yyess! *Moans at the touches, looks with lusty eyes at Squall.* I..I love it!..Pplease don't stop!

Squall: *He slips his hands down the back of Kadaj's pants, softly caressing Kadaj's bare ass.* I've never...really touched you before...I never realized how fit your body was...

Kadaj: Ohhh..IIt's..nnothing compaired..tto you and,..nisans! *moans at the soft touches, his opening clenching in want as he starts to rub Squall's chest.* Ssoo...strong!

Squall: *He takes his right hand away from Kadaj's ass, then presses his fingers against Kadaj's lips.*

Kadaj: *quickly shuts up before taking Squall's finger in his mouth and sucks on it.* (He has me so worked up..Please don't stop now!!!)

Squall: *He watches intently as Kadaj sucks on his finger while his other hand fondles Kadaj's ass.*

Kadaj: *takes it in deeper as he baths it with his tongue, grinds his cock against Squall.* (I never want this to end...)

Squall: *He slowly removes his fingers from Kadaj's mouth as he pulls down Kadaj's pants with the other. He gently rubs Kadaj's opening with his moistened finger before entering it inside.*

Kadaj: Ah! Yes! *moans Squall enters his finger, clenches around it as he tries to suck it in deeper. Thrusts back against it.* Mmore Squall! Pplease!

Squall: *He gives Kadaj a few thrusts with the single finger before entering a second. Kadaj's moans get him worked up, showing the most in his pants.*

Kadaj: Ohh! Ssoo..good! *His head falls forward as he moans, sees Squall's cock pushing against his pants and moves his hands to unbutton them, pulling out Squall's hardening cock.* Soo...ppretty! I wwant it in me..Please!

Squall: *He holds his hardening cock in his left hand.* Take your pants off...

Kadaj: *Quickly takes his pants off, kicking them off the bed before he sits down on Squall's cock.* Ahhhhhh!!!!!! Ssquall!

Squall: *He holds Kadaj down by the hips and pulls him down onto his cock. He grunts softly at the sudden tightness around his cock.*

Kadaj: Ddeep! Ohh..Yyou..go so deep! *moans as he sits fully on Squall's hard cock, clenches around him as he gets used to it.*

Squall: *He begins to move his hips as he holds Kadaj down with his hands.* You're really sexy...so erotic...

Kadaj: Yyou..really..tthink sooooahh! *moans as Squall finds his prostate, tries to move in Squall's hold, wanting to feel it again.* Tthere..Ssqually! Pplease!

Squall: Fuck yourself on me...*He gives another thrust up, then lets Kadaj do the rest, loving to watch Kadaj work himself on his cock.*

Kadaj: Yyessss!! * Moans loudly as he starts to ride Squall hard, crying out each time his prostate is hit. His hand pinch at Squall's nipples.* Soo...big! Ohh..ggod!

Squall: *He watches Kadaj ride his cock and bites his lip, trying to muffle a moan. He holds onto Kadaj's ass and uses his hands to slam Kadaj's ass down on his cock.*

Kadaj: Ahhhhhhh!!! *Throws his head back in pleasure, bouncing fast on Squall's hard cock, his own cock bounces and hits Squall's hard abs. Leaving precum.* Ppleasee...I'm..cclose! I..I wwant to hear you.. Please!!!

Squall: *He watches Kadaj's dripping cock bounce, then finally parts his lips in a pleasurable moan as he thrusts up into Kadaj's hot ass.*

Kadaj: Ssqually!!!!! *screams out as he cums hard onto Squall's abs as he hears Squall's moan, clenches hard as he arches back.*

Squall: *He feels Kadaj's hot cum on his chest and in turn, he cums hard into Kadaj's needy ass, moaning softly as he releases.*

Kadaj: MMmm...Soo..warm! *moans softly as he feels Squall's cum fill him, softly clenches to make sure he gets it all.* (I forgot a condom again...But it's worth it! I'll take any test to keep doing this!) *pants heavily as he slumps against Squall's chest.*

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj with confusion in his eyes.* I've never...done this

Kadaj: Mme either...*looks down shyly.* Bbut I want to ttry with you..Iif you want ttoo...

Squall: *He stays quiet as he slowly moves his hands to touch Kadaj's thighs.*

Kadaj: *shiver at the touches, clenches softly around Squall and he lays ontop of him, nuzzles into his neck.* Ddo you?

Squall: I think I do...*He says quietly.*

Kadaj: *smiles against Squall's neck, kisses it.* I'm gglad! Aand Mr. Vinny is wworking on something so I don't have to work there anymore! I'll be only yours!

Squall: Wh...what? Is that what you want?

Kadaj: Ddo..you not?...II never wwanted to do this...Bbut boss owns me...*look down sadly, his eyes getting teary*

Squall: *He looks down.* I want you...but I don't want to end up hurting you...

Kadaj: Yyou won't! Aand I don't care even if you do! I..I just wwant to be with you!! Pplease don't send me awway! *hugs Squall tight*

Squall: *He stares just past Kadaj.* I'm not trying to send you away...I don't understand what's going on.

Kadaj: I like you...Alot...I..feel warm and happy with you! Llike I did with Nisan..But it's different...

Squall: (I usually don't care about how other people feel! Why is Kadaj different?) Can you tell me?

Kadaj: I don't know..It..feels..better then with Nisan! Like drawing you earlier! That made me so happy even though you weren't doing anything with me!

Squall: I make you feel that happy? *He says in a low voice as he breathes heavily.*

Kadaj: Uh hu! Really happy! And safe! And warm!

Squall: *He quietly rubs Kadaj's back, his hand trembling as it wanders down Kadaj's body.*

Kadaj: Aare you okay? Did i do say something bad?

Squall: No...*He hesitantly pulls Kadaj closer as he rubs Kadaj's back. He shakes as Kadaj's neck is brought close to his lips. He kisses Kadaj's neck.*

Kadaj: *shivers and moans softly at the kiss, tilts his neck over so Squall has more room as he snuggles even closer to Squall.* I like your kisses!

Squall: Do you want me to keep going? *He softly kisses Kadaj's neck, gaining more courage from Kadaj's encouragement.*

Kadaj: Yes, please! It feels good! *relaxes more in Squall's arms*

Squall: *He pauses for a moment, then begins to lick Kadaj's neck as he rests his arms around Kadaj's waist.*

Kadaj: MMm...Squall...Feels good! *wiggles a little in pleasure, clenching lightly around Squall's cock.*

Squall: (I make him feel good?) *He quietly leans his head against Kadaj's neck.*

Kadaj: Aww..Why did you stop? *blushes and giggles.* I liked it!

Squall: (I'll keep going then...) *He softly and quietly begins to kiss Kadaj's neck again.*

Kadaj: Mmm...*smiles in happiness, loving the kisses he's getting. Hugs Squall tighter, nuzzles at him.* Wwhat can I do for you?

Squall: *He looks at Kadaj shocked.* What...

Kadaj: Yyou're making me feel so good...I..I want to do the same for you! *smiles brightly at Squall*

Squall: I...don't know...*He looks down.* Whatever...

Kadaj: That doesn't help! *pouts as he tries to think of something.* What do you like? Re're taught me stuff!

Squall: I'm not used to being asked...*He thinks for a moment.* What about my nipples?

Kadaj: *giggles, blushes lightly.* Okay! But you're going to have to get out of me so I can! *slowly gets up, moans softly at the loss of Squall. Moves down and licks at Squall's nipples, looking up to see if it's okay.*

Squall: *He looks down and watches Kadaj work on his nipples.* Keep going...

Kadaj: *smiles up as him as he takes one in his mouth and sucks on it, lightly nipping at the little bud. Moves his left hand to play with the other one.*

Squall: *He softly moans at the attention Kadaj is giving his nipples. He rests his hand on the back of Kadaj's head.*

Kadaj: (Yay! I get him to moan!!! I'm pleasing him!) *Bites harder on it, pulling at it with his teeth. Softly licks it after to say sorry before moving to the other one, giving it the same attention.*

Squall: *He winces in the sudden pleasure of Kadaj biting his nipple, then relaxes as Kadaj moves to his other nipple.*

Kadaj: Did I hurt you? *looks up worried, softly sucking on Squall's nipple.*

Squall: No...*He looks at the nipple Kadaj bit and the little red mark starting to form around it, the idea of carrying a mark from Kadaj turning him on.*

Kadaj: *grins and bites on this one, sucking hard as he moves his hand to play with the one he already sucked on. Pinching it.*

Squall: *He lets out a gasp as Kadaj pinches and bites down on his nipples.*

Kadaj: *baths the bruised nipple with his tongue as he massages the other, giving little sucks before he lets go with a pop.* Did..you like it? *Looks up hopefully.*

Squall: Yes...*He looks down at Kadaj.* This is your first time, isn't it?

Kadaj: *blushes.* Ddoing what?

Squall: Sucking on someone's nipples...

Kadaj: *looks down,* Wwas I bad? I..I did wwhat Re're said to do...

Squall: No...You seem too innocent to have done something like that for a client unless they asked.

Kadaj: *his whole body blushes, trails his fingers over Squall's chest.* I..I didn't get to see mmany people..Mmostly just my nisans...so I nnever go to try this stuff!

Squall: You've never been on top before, then...

Kadaj: No!! Bboss says I'm just a uke...Nnever to be on top!

Squall: Never? *He stares at the ceiling, thinking back to when he used to be an uke for Seifer.*

Kadaj: I..I'm to weak to be on top...Eeeveryone says so! But I llike being uke with you!! It feels REALLY good!

Squall: Yeah...neither of us lasts very long

Kadaj: I don't mind! I like it! *smiles and leans up to give Squall a kiss.* You taste really yummy too!

Zell: *bangs on the door to Squall's dorm.* Yo! Squall! Hey man! You alive in there?

Squall: Damn it...*He exclaims quietly.* Yeah!

Kadaj: *giggles, nuzzles at Squall's neck before he gets off of him so he can answer the door.*

Zell: Thought you would of died from all the sex you've been havin! You're gettin alot of noise complaints yo!

Squall: *He sighs as he gets up and pulls his pants on to answer the door. He swings the door open in annoyance.* What...

Zell: Wow! Look at your nipples, dude! *laughs.* You found a wild child yo!

Squall: Anything else?

Zell: Thought I should warn you that students are complainin 'bout the noise comin from your room! Sayin it's interfering with they're studies or some shit like that! I think they're just pissed they don't get any yo!

Squall: Fuck them. *He crosses his arms and tilts his head to the side.*

Zell: Hell yeah!How is that lil' man anyway? He still here yo?

Squall: Yeah...It wasn't me who was making all the noise. *He states plainly with a hint of what he would call sarcasm.*

Zell: *laughs, slapping Squall on the shoulder.* I guessed that! Tell him I said hey and I hope to hangout with him again!

Squall: Whatever...*He closes the door in Zell's face, and locks it, then he leans against the door.*

Kadaj: *giggles, laying on his belly, looking at Squall as he kicks his legs back and forth.* I like him! He's alot like Re're!

Squall: I guess...*He leans his head back against the door.*

Kadaj: *tilts his head as he looks at Squall.* What do you want to do now?

Squall: Do you have work tomorrow?

Kadaj: *looks down sadly.* Yyeah...But since we didn't use a condom I have to have test run so I won't have to meet anyone!

Squall: I'm clean...I just had my blood tested, you can have those papers if you want...

Kadaj: No! Iif I tell boss that he'll make me meet people! Tthis way I..I don't have to be uused by anyone...

Squall: *He nods in understandment.* I assure you, though...that you don't have to worry about diseases from me.

Kadaj: Okay..I am too then!! We don't have to use condoms with each other then!! *smiles brightly.*

Squall: *He walks over to where Kadaj is laying on the bed, then he lays on top of Kadaj's back.*

Kadaj: Mm...You're all warm! *pushes his ass up agaisnt Squall.* You didn't answer! What do you want to do?

Squall: Can we lay here?

Kadaj: Of course! I like it! *nuzzles into the bed, inhaling Squall's scent from it.*