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The Morphine Interlude	By : AIJAY Category: Final Fantasy VII > General Views: 596 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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- 1-The Morphine Interlude
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Interlude I

The Morphine Interlude

And I will make you know that you are mine
alone.

The night is hot, blackening,
and you�re standing in my room, slim and gilt, focusing upon me with blasted,
singular mind. Your eyes are the vague colou mer mercy, of dim August twilights,
hopeless, twisted, and ravaged. They are the milky opals set in your mask of
theatrical neutrality. And everything in between is crafted from fine,
exquisite anger, your tendons cords that tie, the blue lattices in your wrists
are ribbons that seize, your spine�s arc is the inevitability of the hourglass.
You are clay in my hands.

And you know it. You look upon
me, and I know the murder in your expression, I know the torment, the misery,
the terminal devotion to the nothingness I am. I know I am the subject of your
scrutiny, under analysis, your fantasy and nightmare. The prince that breaks you
wants you, savagely.

I had a bottle of wine tonight.
I move to slip the suit jacket from your high shoulders; things can turn rough
quickly if you don�t cooperate. I whisper to you, you�ve been good, and I slide
two fingers underneath your shirt, pianist�s fingers that sense the ivory of
your jutting ribs, your weakening heart with its desperate fluttering and the
longing of your flesh; skin dampening, the sickly aroma of barely-adult sweat,
of cologne and immaturity and bittersweet desire. There are bruises on your
wrists like bluish cuffs. This is from the last time and there is a hesitation
in your eyes and a tremor through your slender bones as you recall. Yet still
you want me and you are at war with me, all at once, as my long, manicured
fingers circle and squeeze you, tightly, hurtfully, until the pain is a weight
and you squirm, because my touch is clawing and vengeful and possessive.

I feel you. I feel you as you
fold and languish against my fingernails, head back and throat hard, plastic,
as I lick the weaves of your jugular, tongue the muscles of your neck and jaw,
and you steady yourself by clasping to my
body and this is true surrender.

Strip. Strip then, show me the
architecture under your skin, and show me parts red, white, and silver. Strip
slowly and torment me. Slip away this indigo armour, let it slither from your
hard body, show me the fleshes of carbon that cage you, hold this dark, hot
hatred inside. Tell me of the thin chains, of the tearing silk, the glosses and
tones in your voice; and I will listen, and I will watch, as you speak to me in
snake venom, every nuance of your harmony drugging. You are the devil�s own
angel, constructed, not born, in cold blue flame, in tears of damned men. What
you are is corrupting, mesmerising, powerful and sexual with guts of machinery,
with a brain of calculated, ice cold sanity. And you are my only obsession. I
would have you entirely, chained by the throat, languishing and thrashing, held
down on my sheets, tangled in frustrated desire, and waiting for my company. Yearning
breathlessly day and night, hot, inky night, remembering the touches I have
given you, the small marks, the bruises, a memory of me, a promise of my love.
Locked away, a secret jealously guarded.

Is that not love?

I want to control everything you
are. I want your attention, constant unwavering attention. I want to possess
you, begin you and end you, create you and destroy you, break you and remould
you into whatever briefly delights me; a soldier-boy, a broken toy, a piece of
meat, a lover that cries for my hands or pushes them away.

But that is idle fantasy; you
will be what you are in your apathy, your surrender, for ever, what I have is
the ghost of some creature that died in misery and rejection, curled against
concrete, bleeding out its life in darkness and anonymity.

You have no soul to give me.
You sold it long ago. Your lifeless eyes and soulless body are mine alone,
everythinse ise is ripped away, falsity.

Does this pain make you feel
alive? When I tie your hands behind your neck, does it remind you that you have
been possessed by death? Possessed as you are by the devil and his nightmare
prince, equally? I whisper in your ear, that you love this, that you love the
sadism, the control; every order is thrilling to you. You smile in dim
recognition, dim opium realisation, a morphine smile which is what I suspect
you�ve dosed yourself up with tonight, amongst other things. To dull the
psychosis; to silence the screaming of a mind that tortures you, to quieten the
relentless whisperings of schizophrenia. When I slide my thigh between yours it
is exquisite torture, you are so hard and draterate, so badly needing that the
tears run down your cheek before I wipe them away sharply. Be a man, Rikan, the
words I say, and bite your fat lip, my firm grip feeling the musculature of
your lower back, your hard buttocks, with a slap that leaves you gasping,
shocked and I press our bodies together, you saying,
do that
again; harder.
But
I have a better game to play tonight. Silence. I�ll
stop if you make a sound and
oh god
you don�t want me to
stop. But your orgasmic flesh is your own enemy, and I have my hands and tongue
and lips in our little battle of wills. And I smile in my cruelty as I wrap my
fingers around you and stroke, your head lolls back, body suddenly limp in
pleasure, in mindless, tormented pleasure, and you hold your breath to stop
yourself moaning, as I squeeze and grasp your flesh. Now you feel the tangled
pleasure that is suffocation, the beginnings of
it, the dizziness of the mind, the emptiness of in the lungs, and you
are aware of your own diaphragm shuddering, of the dark room blotting slowly
from failing senses, between hallucination and cold reality you are
asphyxiating � and still you hold you own breath, you like this wicked little
game of cruelty and control. And the blood runs from your lip. But you are
struggling now, every sinew of you wants release, and when I fuck you with my
fingers you fall against me, gasping and writhing, muffling your breathless,
swallowing scream, your hands on my neck and shoulders, fingers curled like
talons.

I stop, push you away, you
lose. I am aching badly with want, and you are vague, exhausted already and
almost crying with it, but your wrists are tied and you cannot touch yourself,
only struggle and twist your body. I am so turned on by this; you are almost
bestial in your need. I want it badly, and when I speak, my voice wavers; did I
say you could speak, slave-boy? There is a savage quietness about you now, your
nerves still in their thrill, an uncertain smile on
your bloody lips. Did I tell you to make a sound? Bitch? There is a bitter
taint in my throat. I meet your steely eyes, their weak blue.

Fuck me, Vincent. Fuck me sir.

I twist my hands around your
dirty-blond locks, wrenching your head up. Your eyes are robin-egg blue. Do you
kiss your mother with that filthy mouth, I whisper, soldier? I can think of better
uses for that dirty tongue of yours. You grin silently, my lover, my talented,
whore- corporal.

So, it�s my turn is it?
I lie back, bite my own knuckle, as you
unbuckle my belt, and unzip the rest with your teeth, I, powerless against my
instincts, arch upward when you tongue me, gaspingly exhale. I grip into the
silken sheets, and flex against your mouth. You unhurriedly take me, licking
the sweat and salt from me, my body rebelling, my throat cannot stifle a cry
and you smile around my throbbing cock. I wipe the dripping sweat from my eyes
and forehead; rub the fabric of my Armani shirt against my hard, dark nipples,
you using your teeth, grazing me, and I can barely breathe without moaning,
faster. You halt, raising your head and gaze deliberately, staring into my hot,
wine coloured blushing, my hair burnt by darkness, my eyes the colour of rust
and anger, of red rose�s decay. And your body is forged for my angry passion.

I thought you liked it silent,
Vincent, or... can�t you help it?

You pick up your drink from
the floor, sip, placing it down. Grinning, you show me the ice-cube on your
tongue. I moan, expectant, closing my eyes as you make my flesh a study in
pleasure, your mouth upon me once again, the tongue of a snow angel licking. I
weave my fingers into my own black hair and I have to hold myself down, I am
bucking, your torturous ice against my rock-hard fire. Please, I beg.
Breathlessly, your awful grin of shadowy divinity spreads over your lips,
dripping with blood and my own salty pre-cum trailing over your chin and neck
and you utter

please? I am pleasing you

your hair is wet with sweat
and raked back, your naked body is tangled around my loins, the moonlight
licking at your skin, every part of you caged in shadow and I am a fool to even
entertain the idea that I might own you, use you, possess you. No man can hold
onto another�s shadow. I raise myself onto my elbows grasping at your hair
urgently; I look into your eyes of blue envy before, shuddering, I come into
your mouth, crying and falling back, as I orgasm hard, a body-wrenching, exhausting,
release from sanity, and as I come you hold me down, the muscles of your cheeks
hollowing. You stroke the back of my thighs firmly as I spend myself. The
French call it the little death. And I stare expressionless at the ceiling, my
mind still, all of me dead, brain unlacing. And I am thinking; ceiling. And I
am thinking; wall. And I am thinking; I love what you are Rikan, and my world
is ending here, tonight.

I am unaware as you shift over
my chest, still hard and hot as hell; you clamp your fingers around my jaw and
draw your knees up onto my shoulders and fold to kiss me, firmly, bruising my
lips. I open my mouth to yours and I taste my own cum, you are forcing my own
cum into my mouth, mixed with the copper of your blood spilling onto my lip,
you part and leer down with an unholy grin and cum trickling down your face, my
jaw in your firm, loving clasp, and as I swallow you laugh, your nauseating,
superior laugh splintering through the silence. The blood is smeared over your cheek
like lipstick and paints a deathly, crooked smile on your cruel features. The
ties have slipped from your wrists, and you look at them, devising, butcher
blue eyes creamy and without lustre, with your manicured hands spread over my
shirt, pressing me down. The night is aching and crackling. And I can tell you
want me, you want to, don�t you, boy, it�s in your eyes. My shirt is soaked and
you unbutton and peel it away, tracing your kiss over my collar bone, my belly,
slipping my leather belt around your hands with my seed on your jaw, dripping.
You slip off my tailored suit trousers and I cannot resist you, even as you belt
my ankles together and slide between my legs, raising my bound calves over your
high shoulders, my ankles at the nape of your neck. I hiss at you, are you out
of your mind? And you reply, frankly

yes
is that a problem

Mr. Valentine
I am fucked in the head
and your lingering opium kiss is
still on my mouth, the liar�s kiss a poison on my lips, I can only stare as
your push your slick hair behind your ears, and lick two fingers, lingeringly,
smirking, spittle trickling like honey over your digits and scarred, elegant
hand, and the angels must have wept when they saw you

do you know what it feels like

to be ripped inside

and I see the argentine scar
that twists over your ribcage and hard stomach, a ragged line where you have
been split apart, rent in two and I know any normal person would have died. But
you, my officer of love, my heartless, are alive; but only clinically speaking.

It hurts at first, when you
force your wet fingers into me, slicked only with your own saliva, a little
blood, a little cum, but when you stroke me inwardly my body strains in
pleasure, like an instrument tuned and responsive to the idlest of your
strumming touches. I bite down on my knuckles, your expression something
between horror and hilarity, and writhe as you touch me; my head back, hips
grinding against you.

I want you to know
that I�m going
to enjoy this

there is something ghastly in
your dreadful, mutilated joy, your sickly ersatz grin, and your thin hands are
lifting my pelvis and I bend to your will, you overmastering my body in your
ruthless, gleeful fuck puppetry. I clutch at the black sheets, in my dizzying
high, drugged by the endorphins and adrenaline gripping at my skin, weakened by
the orgasm torn out of me, clasping the twists of knotted satin over my mouth,
to muffle my breathless, wanton moans of pain and thickening pleasure. When you
take me I scream hard, gutturally, into the folded sheets, but your deepening
strokes, rough and hard, are giddying and I swallow my gasping, whining breath
to plead to you, fuck me harder, hurt me, talk dirty to me, and you snarl in
your ecstasy

you like the feel of me inside
you

don�t you

so fucking tight I love it

you�re so hot and whorish sir

and you are savage as you
thrust, writhing as we are, together, your hot naked skin over mine, my breath
quivering as you pull up my hips and circle my loins with your hard, grasping
fingers. My spine curves inward like a violin�s, arching, neck breaking and
bent backward, throat open and crying to you because it hurts so good.

shut your fucking mouth

and youryour fingers around my
neck

you lean over me, and though
my arms feel ripped from their sockets with exhaustion and adrenal fluid I
force myself to comply and I close my
slick palms around your windpipe and
press, your voice hisses painfully in approval, the collar of my hands
tightening and you buckle, your hands curled into layers of satin, the first
wracking of an asphyxiated orgasm slows and wanes you.

Everyone thinks you are pleasant,
elegant, charming. But you�re desperately sick; in the glassy fragility of your
mind there are stones being thrown. There is a blackness spreading over your
brilliance; a venom. And each morning I watch you in front of the mirror,
watching you watch yourself, as you take the five, six, seven deep breaths of
an actor slipping into role, slipping on his painted mask. But your shell is
cracking, crushing, your mind is rebelling, hastening, your body is ravening
and your shadows are flaring.

I am watching your quickening
dismantlement. I look on as you rip yourself into shreds, and it is all because
of me, and I... like it. I like it.

I like it as your last breath
shivers out of your empty lungs, and you fuck me urgently into submission, I am
drunk on you; my mind swims and roils and still my fingers knot around your
sinuous neck, binding. Your body is an engine, a failing, stuttering engine, a
deadening weight; your strangled orgasm will blind you, the lethal pleasure
will bring you close to death�s slumbering touch. It is a deadly game of
auto-sadism and fatal hedonism that you play with me, the captive pawn.

You sway against me, dizzying,
strumming that chord of pleasure inside of me until I am frantic and animal
with pleasure, sedated by you, erased by you. I tighten around you, and you
rear, nearing your violent, screaming climax. With one dripping hand you stroke
my hardened, wine coloured nipples, and my features twist in helpless pleasure
and I hiss and writhe; seeing this is the most your body and handle, you slip
greasily from me, slamming and clutching at my naked chest with one curled
hand, with your cock ramming into your own palm, senses fading, lungs
struggling and convulsing weakly, heart beat slurring into muted death-rhythm. There
are tears running weakly from your eyes when you cum, spilling it over my belly
and your own fingers and you sneer cruelly in your long, ruinous orgasm. I
release your neck and you collapse on my body, gaspingly sobbing and exhausted,
pleasure lingering in every part of you, your mind incapable of anything but
registering utter gratification.

I hold you in my arms,
clasping your naked body against mine, our bellies slicked with oily cum, until
the moments pass and your flawed mind returns, its usual composition of chaos
reworked. I feel the musculature wrapped around your spinal cord, the backs of
your thinly veiled ribs, everything flexing and knitting together as you raise
your body from mine, kneeling between my inner legs, and I watch as you lick
your own cum from your elegantly crafted hand as if it were icing sugar,
tasting yourself hungrily. I moan at the sight of you, at your lingering
satisfaction, the tangled inhumanity of your pleasures and desires, you stop tonguing
your palm and focus on my half-closed eyes, my throat pleading and whining in
shameless appreciation. You touch the syrupy whiteness on your hard stomach,
head lolling as if your plastic neck has snapped in the throes of your
protracting ecstasy, and rub it against your torrid skin, stroking your aching
flesh with wet fingers, until your belly is glossed with your own creamy seed,
and you smile and slide your porcelain fingers into your mouth, tasting
yourself. With your silky tongue you trace a line from my slackened loins to my
jaw, languorous neon eyes staring from under your downcast lashes, and we are hypnotised by one another; friends,
enemies, strangers and lovers.

And when you speak, your voice
is of rippling velvet, slender silver chains, the sighing of a lover�s distant
ghost,

I know you hate me

but just for tonight

will you hold me

and pretend you love me

will you tell me I wont die
young

or that tomorrow we can

throw stones into the lake

will telltell me everything is
not shattering

because I�m sane, and you
think so too

can you tell me you�re in love
with me

can you lie?

and the fat tears slip from my
deathly red eyes, and I cling to you, my hand twining into the sunlight strands
of your hair and pulling you onto my chest, your body over me twisted and
guarding, a lover driven mad with jealousy and obsession.

I draw in my breath, laced as it is with you and I whisper: you won�t die
young. Love never dies; it is the only thing we remember, the sum of our
layers, the haunting, and the blissful. I�d follow you into hell. You�re
everything I want to be. My selfish heart is yours, to treasure or to stamp
upon, I wouldn�t care. We can throw our stones into the lake, and if you are
cold, you can have my coat, I�d give everything I am to you. Hold on, please,
hold on. Admitting this to you is the hardest thing I have ever done, but I
love you Rikan, you are the end of the world to me. May I kiss you?

And tenderly, I touch your
face, easing your lips down onto mine, onto my hellish kiss, stained with all
the sins of greed and anger, of lust and deepest jealousy, selfishness its
gloss, bitterness its deepest undertone. You touch me hesitantly, gaspingly
partaking of this, our unholy union, lingering as you kiss me, tasting with slow
compulsion, with relish, the tears that have run down my face.

You recoil leisurely,
moistening your dark lips, your touch slithering and sedate, gently prising
yourself to me, locking yourself around me, in siren thrall.

thank
you sir

I almost believed you
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