Scars | By : aeryia Category: Final Fantasy VIII > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 751 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Warning!! This is a Real World Alternate Universe Yaoi fan fiction with Seifer Almasy and Squall Leonhart of Final Fantasy VIII. Although there won't be any lemon for the next couple of chapters, the rating stays at M (NC-17) for safety issues. If you are not of 17 years of age or are not warmed up to the idea of reading about the sexual activities between two men, I suggest you leave while you still can. Is there anyone left? Great! Let me be the first to warn you that this fic is chockfull of not only an ignorant Seifer, but angst (mostly from Squall's part) and some offensive language (mostly from Seifer's part). There will be mentions on non-con, suicidal themes, so if these are not your cup of tea, I'll understand.
- And just to clarify, Final Fantasy VIII is property of Square Soft, although the plot and any made up characters are copyright mio (mine).
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CHAPTER 1
Electric Encounters
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"Nice Ass."
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'Serves it right. It should've thought twice before messing with me.'
He regarded the pleading voice in his phone, intent on ridding himself of the exasperating whining. "Hunter, stop begging. I don't want us to get back together." ... "I guess I'm you're loss then. Maybe if you'd learn to keep your pants on, you just might have gotten me in your bed by now." ... "No I'm not with somebody else and if I was, I would have gladly told you."
Turning to the mirror, Seifer unfastened the topmost buttons of his light blue shirt. A small amount of tanned skin peeked through the newly exposed layer. He smoothed the collar of the shirt down in what he hoped was the next best presentable look. He debated for several seconds on whether or not to wear the tuxedo jacket supplied to him. Seifer looked, and felt, his best when he was wearing as less clothing as was possible.He plucked out his pocket-sized comb and raked it through his short, golden hair. There were no tangles in the last three times he had performed the act, but he was nervous, and he knew it fully. Attending social gatherings alongside his family was always a pain. It was with his father that he always ended up in a quarrel with, but he made haste to end them for his mother’s happiness.Seifer had moved out of his parents’ mansion in the quiet suburbs of Deling years ago and had bought himself condo somewhere near the center of the city. He checked back every now and then, mostly for his mother, though. His father could never get over the fact that he had chosen men as his sexual preference, and dedicated every day of his life on letting Seifer know that he was unhappy with said decision."Are you ready yet, Seifer?"Through the mirror, pale green eyes discerned the image of an older man standing by the doorway. His father, Alexander Almasy the second.The man was an exact copy of Seifer, only twenty years older. He was one of the few important associates to the Galbadian President, as his father had done before him. He is a conservative man and ambitious to a fault. As much as he cares for his only son, he had devoted everything in his power to keep Seifer's sexuality a secret from the outside world."Yeah, yeah, almost," Seifer grumbled as he fought to slick back one particular piece of his unruly hair."Make it quick. You know how your mother hates to be late, especially for such events.""Hn."The Almasy's were none too surprised at receiving a letter from their close friends, an invitation for the celebration of their daughter's engagement. Although he was not the party-type, Alexander agreed to attend solely because their acquaintance was known for throwing together the most popular bashes. One would have to be a fool to not be present.Seifer re-grabbed the phone with his hand and into it he snarled, "Listen, Hunter, stop groveling. I'm hanging up on you now. Don't bother to call this number again. I'm getting a new one." Snapping the mobile shut with a growl, he tossed the infernal object into the nearest trash bin.His father eyed the phone that was currently vibrating in the metallic can. "You do know that it is possible to change your number with your current cell phone?""Yeah I know, but I never liked that model." Seifer reached to the side and grabbed the tuxedo jacket off the back of the chair. He threw it on with a grumble, slipping muscular arms through silk lining sleeves. He turned and caught his father watching him indistinguishably. "Somethin' wrong?" he asked, slightly surprised when he witnessed the minor jerk in the other man’s body as if caught committing a heinous crime.---
Seifer's mother was waiting impatiently at the front entrance, as his father had predicted. An elegantly embroidered heel was tapping irritably on the pavement as the pair of golden-haired men approached her. She straightened her posture as they neared, although the vexation on her features had not lessened.Born Molly Rivera, she more than happily converted her maiden name to the famed Almasy one. Currently a sit-in housewife, she loved to take care of her husband despite the copious maids littered around their home. She was uncontrollable yet calm when needed, had a horrible temper but only when provoked, all of which Seifer inherited. Her high-spirited persona attracted the goodness in others, although it was often taken for granted.The woman glanced at her watch once more before turning to her husband, her cobalt blue eyes rich with pending chastise. "What took you so long, Alexander? We should have been gone by now! And you!" She faced Seifer and eyed his outfit. "Where is your tie? Was it not with the rest of your outfit? I swear, those people are the most ignorant, incompetent-"Seifer held up a hand in an attempt to calm his mother. "It's alright, mother. I got rid of it.""Got rid of it?!"Alexander cut in the conversation, wanting to spare Seifer the same ranting he had received only moments prior. He took his wife's hand and slowly led her to the car parked up front. "Weren't you complaining about us being late?""Oh, right!" the woman giggled, her past fury now drained. Seifer followed closely behind the couple. They climbed into the present black convertible parked on the driveway before it sped off into the streets.
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"How magnificent would it be for Seifer to be walking down that aisle?"Seifer snorted stridently at his mother's favorite fantasy. Not one day in his life had passed by without her none too subtly steering him in the direction of the beauties of an established relationship. He was never the kind to commit, as he has never found the right guy to pledge his love to. Her attempts at persuasion had become steadily worse following the invitation to the gathering for the commemoration to the engagement."What're you snorting about, Seifer? You do know that you're not getting any younger. Twenty-four years old and you've never been in a serious relationship. Not one."Said blond sighed loudly, his eyes never leaving the high-speed scrolling of buildings past the car window. "That's because I choose not to be in one, mother.""Whatever happened to that boy, oh, what was his name... Hunter?"Seifer groaned at the mention of his former partner, remembering all too well their grating discussion that his father had the pleasure of walking in on. "Dumped him."Molly clicked her tongue in disappointment. "But you two seemed to be getting along fine.""Correction, mom, he seemed fine with me. I was never particularly taken by him.""The why did you stay with him for so long?"The car swerved violently to the right, missing the yellow traffic light completely. "I hardly call six days a long time," Alexander offered callously as he regained his hand placement on the steering wheel.Seifer only shrugged. "Took me some time to think about how to lay him down gently.""It's a shame that a man as handsome as you spends his days staring at the television screen as opposed to getting out there and searching for that special someone. You could have met a lovely young man by now. I know I'll never have grandchildren, nevertheless I’d still have a son-in-law.""Gay marriage is illegal in Deling, Molly," Seifer’s father retorted."Oh hush, Alexander. I'm trying to make myself feel better." Seifer slumped further into his seat. "Sit up straight, honey or you're clothes will wrinkle." Seifer grumbled, but he obeyed his mother’s command.Minutes elapsed mutely, only to be interrupted by a desperate call from the passenger’s side. "Seifer, could you at least promise me that you’ll make the most out of your time at the wedding."Seifer made a vast effort to not sigh at his mother’s wasted ranting, although he managed to answer with a weary, "Sure, whatever.""Just make it discreet, you hear?" his father added. "I don’t want newspapers boasting a front-page headline about my only son being a queer."The blond cringed involuntarily at the sound of the crude word. He wouldn’t have cared if it were uttered by a total stranger, but hearing it from his own father was… heartbreaking.Seifer shut his eyes to stop the few gathered tears from falling out, unwilling to show anyone, especially his father, that he had hit a marked spot.‘Perfect. As if I need red eyes at a time like this. How am I supposed to impress anyone now…’
The rest of the ride went by in silence.
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Approximately a half hour had passed before an extravagant, cream-colored mansion came into clear view. It appeared excessively large although it was for a large formal gathering. Alexander decelerated the car into the driveway as they approached opening gates. He switched off the engine when he saw the resident's valet draw near. The family stepped out of the vehicle as the valet took over, graciously accepting the keys handed to him.As Molly headed towards the friends waving in her direction, Alexander dragged Seifer aside to a secluded area.He greeted passing acquaintances with a small nod and a congenial smile before returning his eyes, a vision of pure, concentrated hatred, to Seifer with a practiced sneer in place. The young blond had to stop himself from backing up at the sight. Countless times had he viewed this side of his father, but it never stopped the warmth of his body from being replaced by a mask of frosty covering."I'm only going to say this once, so pay very close attention. The rules are the same as always. Ten feet between you and any pretty boy around this place. If a young guy comes up to you to talk, run away. If its a son of my associates, make nice, but from a distance. And if I see you flirting, there better be a pretty ass on the receiving end. Do I make myself clear?"Seifer nodded once thickly, a small distraction to impede himself from doing anything he would regret in the long run."Good."The older man roughly shoved his son aside before crossing the lawn to join his friends at the front entrance, his antagonistic disguise efficiently hidden. Seifer remained in his position until he had convinced himself to breath in even gulps of air. He ran a nervous hand through his hair in a false attempt to settle himself down.He had always received the same speech whenever the family went out to these gatherings. His mother was oblivious to the heated father-son "talks" they had before entering the households. He kept up the well-built façade he had formed after all these years for her sake, so she wouldn't have to endure the pain his father struck onto him, even with that lethal glare he always wore.Feeling confident that his legs would not entangle themselves from his previous shock, he slowly made his way across the lawn. He was in no rush. No gathering would last all afternoon and well into the evening. He had only to devise plans on how to evade his father for the remainder of the day.Seifer made it to the front entrance without wavering, but before entering, his ears picked up on a conversation nearby."How’s that son of yours, Almasy? Hitched any woman as of yet?"His father laughed. The tone was the same whenever they were alone, mocking him and his pathetic excuse for a life. "None as of now. There just doesn’t seem to be anybody right for him."So many predicaments have built up over the years, the rooted hate strong enough to withstand any form of aid. Seifer often supposes that he had brought all this distraught upon himself, but he vowed that one day he would turn it all around.---
Seifer had to find it deep within himself to prevent from rolling his eyes at the girlish giggles emitting from the various women around him. Not even a couple of minutes had the chance of running by before a horde of women had discovered his presence. A trained grin took over the frown on his lips as he readied himself for a long and depressing day."So… Seifer," a scantily dressed blonde cooed from his right, tasting his name as if it were rich chocolate melting pleasurably in her mouth, "has any girl been able to corner you these days?""You see, ladies…" the handsome blond began, not quite sure on how to escape his latest quandary."And we’ll know if you’re lying," a redhead nearby quipped as she toyed with the hem of Seifer's jacket, "because word on the street is that no one has been able to get a hold of you for too long."His family had never exactly wanted to go public about their only son being a homosexual; only a chosen, trustworthy few were familiar with that piece of information. And now here he was, enduring the pain as he pretended to be a single, straight male who was secretly seeking out his gay soul mate.Just as he was ready to excuse himself, something on the other side of the room caught his eye, or rather, someone.He was shorter than Seifer, only by a couple of inches. Straight, chocolate brown hair fell in layers over his slate grey eyes and delicately drawn face. Even from his fair distance, Seifer could see that the brunet had a nice body underneath his creamy white dress shirt and tight leather pants. He was currently balancing a tray of sweets in one hand, and a bottle of champagne in the other, offering several passerby’s the treats as his disposal.He turned around, perhaps deciding where to go next.‘You’re always welcome here with me, kitten. Come and save me from these girls; I need some real fun tonight.’
The brunet must have somehow heard Seifer’s pleas, as he was now headed in the blond’s direction.
Seifer struggled to recall when he had last felt like this, then again, he had never laid eyes on a guy that was so… mesmerizing, someone who was worth his attention. His lungs constricted, the ability to breathe now a foreign act to the thunder stricken blond. He sucked in a gulp of air, hoping to at least restore some color to his blanch face in a final act to appear presentable.As the brunet was nearing, Seifer was able to make his appearance more clearly. The boy looked young but not overly so, maybe about 18, or 19. He was probably a little too young for Seifer’s taste, but a chance that he was willing to take. When he rounded a nearby table before continuing his prior path, Seifer got a good look at a perfectly shaped ass.---
Two hours. That was the amount of time that had passed since Seifer had last seen Squall’s face. Sure, he was talented enough to mask his agitation, especially since he had spent these past hours with Irvine and the women whom he had seduced. Irvine had caught him the second he made it through the doors of the kitchen and from then, every word spoken was no longer comprehensible in his mind.He had smiled in greeting, he had laughed at the appropriate times, he had argued his opinion on certain topics, but he had done so mechanically.In the end, he guessed that most of all… he was afraid. Afraid of having found what he had been most desiring for most of his life, and afraid of never being able to obtain it. It was not love at first sight; Seifer hated those cliché thoughts and feelings. Despite the new fear plaguing his soul, one thing was certain: he wanted to see the brunet again. And again. And never let him out of his sight.The idea of having the brunet by his side inspired him with the motivation to look for him… and to not run away at the first sign of danger. He politely excused himself for the second time that day, winking secretly at Irvine before setting off.Seifer crossed the large rooms of the household, one after another continuously, asking around for a certain brunet with a sour face. When no one could inform him of Squall’s whereabouts, he decided to browse around the many corridors framing the home.After walking through a long hallway, he stumbled upon a bedroom on the far side of the mansion. Hearing a voice as he approached, Seifer peeked inside, pushing the door open all the way. There, he witnessed the young boy and an older man with him, who looked to be a friend of his father’s. He forced his eyes to perform a double-check, because he could have sworn that the man was not only cornering the youth, but also touching him?"Such a beautiful creature," he heard the man say as he crept closer, pressing Squall firmly against the wall with his body.He watched with pounding trepidation as a hand slowly trailed from its position on a smooth cheek down the side of the brunet's lithe body and stopped at his hip. It then grasped onto the waist tightly, roughly shoving the smaller body onto the bed beside them, landing with a bounce. The man soon followed, jumping on top of the boy, his mouth wasting no time in latching itself onto the exposed pale neck.Seifer gritted his teeth as he watched the vile display with painful anticipation, the wheels in his mind moving about, finding a way to get the beauty out of there. He had the indecency to believe that perhaps they were a couple of some sorts, but he quickly shoved that nauseating thought aside. The man had brought his wife along to a dinner party that his parents had hosted not long ago. So why was he there molesting that innocent brunet? And where the fuck was that wife?What Seifer had most trouble composing was why the boy was consenting to the man's advances? The least he could have done was run away, but lying there and taking it all as if the touches were pleasurable?Seifer raised his green eyes, particularly keen on what was written on those youthful features. His breath shortened to stunted gasps at what he witnessed. The eyes were slightly widened, once present bluish streaks were overtaken by a dark grey covering. They didn't appear frightened but ashamed, vulnerable, and were strongly fastened on the man atop him. It was a look Seifer would never have thought to associate with the temperamental brunet. He had to do something, and quick before it got out of hand. But what could he do? Hurl himself in the room claiming that they were lovers? His father would never forgive if word ever got around from that.Then what can he do?'Shit, what should I do? Think, Almasy, think. I can't just go charging in there. Fuck. He just had to be my father's friend instead of my mother's... He'd never believe my word over this guy's... unless there happened to be another witness. That's it!'Seifer retracted his hand back slowly to ensure that the door could fall shut soundlessly. With a half-baked plan in hand, he was intent on quickly finding the being nearest his location. His wishful thoughts, however, quickly slipped away as soon as a loud creak emitted from the rusting hinges of the closing door.He stood still in his position. Maybe they hadn't heard the creak.He didn’t know how wrong he was.The man had stopped his ministrations on the mishandled body beneath him to shift his malicious gaze to the intruder that had dared to interrupt him. At first, his eyes widened somewhat when he registered that it was Almasy's son standing in the doorway, but they gradually narrowed to compliment the spiteful smirk etched onto his mouth.The brunet looked up from his trapped position to see what it was that had miraculously stopped the burning touches from further scalding his body. He regretted his decision instantly when his storm-like eyes landed on the bewildered emerald ones of the man that he had the displeasure of meeting in the dining area earlier that day.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. 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