Everytime We Touch

Song Fic: Every time We Touch
Title: Everytime We Touch
Author: Andromeda-Rayne on FF.net Alisteal on LJ and AlistealRayne on AFF
Rating: Good Lord.....Teen?
Pairing: RenoxCloud
Summary: Well another fic inspired by a song by Cascada (even though the other is still at the beta). Second one in 2 days. Damn techno beats really get me going. Cloud's pov. This is not Beta'd my beta is busy
Published: on the RenoxCloud LJ community and the ffvii yaoi community on LJ

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I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness,
But I don't know why,
Without you it's hard to survive


I wasn't really sure when it started. All I know is one minute we were about to rip each other's arms off WITHOUT weapons and then I was up against the building being kissed with in an inch of my life. And it was so very, very good, but Dammit! This was that stupid loudmouthed Turk! I shoved him hard, sending him sprawling on his ass and wiped my mouth.

But the jerk just stared at me and smirked that idiot grin of his that just screamed that he won. Glowering at him, I turned and left him sitting on the cool ground. I did NOT like him.

WHY then was I still obsessing about it three days later!! It didn't make sense at all. I should be disgusted, not thinking about how damned beautiful he is when his hair falls just right over his eyes.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

I lay there wondering how I got myself into these situations. I had another run-in with the Turk. This time it had started off like nothing once more. I spent every waking hour thinking about him. His kisses were ingrained into my mind and every time I thought of him my lips tingled. I was so not ready for our next encounter. That is how I explained the fact that I LET him kiss me and fondle me in PUBLIC. Ok....so it wasn't really PUBLIC....

It was after a late delivery and I didn't really want to come back here so I'd gone and found a pub. I guess my luck was just up cause the Red-head menace was there. Let me set the record straight: I didn't WANT him to sit with me but he did and I was too tired to force him to leave.

And even though I was drunk I did see it coming when he jumped me this time, and I do blame that on the alcohol. It slows me down a bit, you know? Pretty much I went from taking a drink and next thing I know I'm flat on my back with a hell of a headache and a hand down my pants while hot lips trail kisses across my neck. I reach out to push him away but find myself drawing up to him so I can kiss his lips.

His lips are like sin. They make my whole body tingle in anticipation and need. His body pressed into mine just right. As his lips went to my neck though, a particularly hard bite had me coming out of the lust-induced haze I'd been in. I was so hard and so very sweaty but I didn't want this. Well I did, but not with the Turk! Pushing him off again I was out of there before anyone could blink.

What IS his obsession with me! He's everywhere I turn now. And he's starting to grow on me. He's constantly in my mind. Vincent is convinced I'm in love with the Turk. But that's insane....right? I mean, get real. He's loud, obnoxious, flirts with EVERYTHING, rude, beautiful....I mean annoying. He ALWAYS seems to know when I'm going to turn up, too. It's like he was fucking expecting me or something.

Could I love him? Is it possible for me to love someone after so long alone and after having my heart broken so many times? Surely not........

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry
the good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall...


Once again Reno jumped me but this time ended different. I just finally let it happen, and you know what? I'm glad I did. I sigh but this time it's happiness, his arm is around my waist tightly. It was like he was afraid he's going to lose me but I guess, knowing what I do about him, he IS afraid of that. I turn a bit to face him but I can't turn all the way over. Reno has had it just as hard as me yet some how he is better then me. I wonder if that makes me a better person since I'm with him?

Reno isn't a good person but that doesn't make him a bad person. I figure he's kind of like me. He does what he has to do to live. The world isn't a happy place at all, but that doesn't mean we should roll over and let it walk all over us and pass us by. And that is what I had been doing for so many years. While I was in my stupid numb state I had been letting everything pass me by. But not anymore thanks to this idiot Turk beside me. And I love him for it.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life


So it's now been a week since I saw Reno, he's on a mission which leaves me here, alone. Vincent has been digging at me, and his whole manner just screams 'I told you so'. So ok, yet ONCE again I was wrong. Kick a man while he's down, why don't you. As I look around the kitchen that just minutes ago had been filled with Marlene, Denzel, and Tifa, I realize I'm brooding. It doesn't seem easier to live though, at the moment. I'm not positive but I think it's because Reno isn't here.

It's easier to breathe when he's around, easier for me to feel, also. It's like when I'm with him I don't have any problems, well, besides the ones he creates. I've gotten used to his annoying habits. The way he snorts in his sleep and digs his elbow into my side. How he leaves his shoes by my side of the bed causing me to trip almost every time I've over there. You'd think I'd learn by now. Hell even the way he smacks the back of my head when he thinks I've been brooding for too long, I don't mind.

Then there are also the sweet things he does that are so very sweet it makes my heart clinch. The way there always seems to be a pot of coffee on when I stumble into the kitchen, the way he still clings to me in his sleep. The way he programmed himself into my phone 11 times so I'm sure not to 'lose' his number.
Growling, I shake my head. It's just not that easy to live without him. I'm in for another hellish week.

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you hear my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side


The idiot Turk is back. He's alive and in one piece, mostly. He got a bit banged up. I'm just glad he's back. I don't think I'll tell him how hard living was without him. He never tells me but he does worry about me. Which is sweet although I won't tell him that either. The same way I won't tell him it scared the hell out of me when he called me and I got to his apartment to find him bleeding all over the couch. I think it stopped my heart. But once again he just gave me that cocky grin and invited me to play Doctor.

I am in love with a Turk. He's an idiot, a jerk, a killer, a lover, sarcastic, rude, twitchy, hyper, and most of all he's mine. I love him for all he is. And I always will.

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AWWW I'm all smooshy inside!