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An Esper's Desire	By : DrakeClawfang Category: Final Fantasy Games > Dissidia: Final Fantasy Views: 2250 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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An Esper's Desire
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-If you desire him, why not take him?-
-I do not desire him. You have no idea what I want.-
The Esper chuckled as Terra turned away from Cloud. The foolish girl had yet to be caught at him whenever they had a moment's reprieve from the endless swarm of Manikins attacking them. Just because the boy didn't notice didn't mean the Esper didn't. It was slightly embarrassing for her other self, that Terra would refuse to approach him.
-Perhaps should she would feel more bold if she knew he looked at her the same way.- The Esper mused silently, keeping her thoughts secret from the human. She had seen him watching her when they stopped to rest, in the heat of battle, he was stealing glances at her. It was clear to anyone but the two of them what was happening between them. The problem was their own shortcomings and hesitations blinding them to the obvious.
“Terra?” The Esper and the girl turned their attention back to the soldier.
“Yes?” Terra asked.
“Can you...?” Cloud gestured to the pile of firewood in the center of the cave they were spending the night in. Terra nodded and held out her hand, a small burst of flame erupted from her hand and lit the wood. “Thanks,” Cloud said, smiling slightly. Terra nodded and reached into the pack she was carrying with her for a ration of the wolf meat they had been saving. As she turned Cloud pulled his gloves off and turned his arm to inspect a long gash down the back of his wrist.
“Where did you get that?" Terra gasped.
“Hm? Oh, it happened when one of the Manikins body-checked me into a wall earlier. It's just a scrape,” Cloud shrugged.
“Scrape nothing, it looks bad. Here.” Terra stood up and sat down beside him, pulling his hand into her lap. She clamped her fingers around his palm to hold it in position and lifted her other hand to his wrist. Her fingers glowed bright blue for a moment, and Cloud's wound closed in a gentle burning sensation. “There, feel better?” Terra asked, running her hands over the area where the wound had been.
“Yeah,” Cloud muttered, more focused on the fact she was holding his hand than he was with her powers. “That feels nice.” Terra looked up at him and smiled. Cloud shyly returned the gesture. Their hands still clasped, Terra suddenly noticed how close they were, her knees pressing up against his.
The fire cracked loudly, and Terra jumped, nearly falling backwards. Cloud cleared his throat and pulled his gloves back on.
“Yeah, um...thanks,” he said, focusing on his hands. His palm was still warm from her touch...
“Of course. I'll...get dinner,” Terra replied, grabbing two of the straight sticks they'd set aside and impaling some of the wolf meet on them. In her head, the Esper gave the mental impression of rolling her eyes.
-Will you two just knock it off and swallow each other's tongues already?- she snapped. Terra stilled and blushed brightly at her other self's order.
-Shut up,- she tossed back mentally, resuming her actions. -There's nothing to be done, least of all that.- The Esper sat back in the back of her mind and watched the two eat dinner. The same aside glances again, as always. The Esper took this chance to observe their companion.
-Hmm....not anything special but passably handsome. Strong, compared to most of the men in our world he’s superhuman. Brave, kind, compassionate, though a bit broody.- she mused. -But he's putting on an act. He's always so shy whenever moments like that happen, but he can't be that naive and childish, not with those kinds of looks. He's mentioned himself he's had trouble deciphering his true personality from illusions...- The Esper smiled a mental smile. -Maybe that's the reason nothing's happening, she's too naive to see what I see and he's too insecure to trust his own feelings. Or is he acting like that on purpose to win her over? No, he's too simple to plan out some sort of seduction like that.-
-What are you up to?- Terra's thought message came to her without warning, and the Esper realized she had begun to let her control slip and left her other self see her thoughts. She quickly masked them anew. -You were thinking about Cloud.- Terra accused. The Esper feigned innocence.
-Jealous?- the Esper replied. -Afraid you have some competition?- Terra didn't reply to that and went back to her meal. Through her eyes the Esper continued to watch Cloud. She understood Terra's desire for him, she was a young woman, reasonably pretty, and a virgin. Not to mention in their world she spent all her time around people no taller than her waist, Duane and Katrin excluded. She wanted something she didn't know she wanted. The Esper meanwhile was growing impatient, within her Esper lifespan she had recently entered the teenage years Terra had just grown out of. As a result there was a particular itch that had been bothering her for some time, and she suspected Terra felt it too, even if she didn't understand it. And as time went on the itch's insistence for a scratching grew more and more difficult to ignore.
-I have enough frustrations without watching them make goo-goo eyes at each other,- she thought bitterly. As she continued to watch them, an idea came to mind. Had she her own body she would have smiled as a plan began to formulate in her head. Dangerous, a little. But there was no reason it ought to not work. Unless of course she had misjudged Cloud, but she doubted that.
-Next time, then. I can wait.- she decided. If her plan worked out, then all three of them could finally get what they wanted.
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“Get down!” Terra ducked as Cloud leapt over her, bringing the Buster Sword down to cleave a Manikin in two, this one in the image of Emperor Mateus. The automation exploded in a flash of yellow light. Terra turned and held up her hands, a blast of ice firing out at an Ultimecia Manikin floating behind her. The attack knocked it back through the air into the wall behind it. It recovered with a shake of the head and held out a hand, a string of sword-shaped energy bolts firing at Terra. She jumped backwards and the bolts left a line of smoking impact marks on the floor.
“They're still coming,” Terra said, eyeing more Manikins coming up the hall. She counted five total.
“Split up, I'll cut them off, you mop up the first batch,” Cloud said.
“Right.” Cloud ran down the hall, swinging the Buster Sword at the entrance to send a beam of energy down the floor. Some of the smarter Manikins dodged it, others were sent flying backwards. Behind him Terra surveyed the room. The Ultimecia Manikin was still there, there was a Bartz Manikin watching from a corner, and a Jecht Manikin advancing on her.
-Split up…perfect.- the Esper thought. She sat back and let Terra channel her power as she jumped into the air and attacked the Ultimecia Manikin, orbs of ice surrounding her. -I need to wait for the right moment.- Terra brought her arms over her chest and flung them back out, a giant fireball slamming into the Ultimecia Manikin and shattering it. Inside her head the Esper turned her attention to Cloud. Given the small space and his massive sword he was quickly cutting down his enemies. Her swung the Buster Sword to the side and slammed a Manikin – she couldn’t discern it’s specific identity save for its blue coloring – into a wall and bisected it at the hip. Another had already fallen, leaving three.
Terra turned to see the Bartz Manikin suddenly in the air behind her, diving towards her with sword held out. Terra flipped in the air to avoid the attack and spun back around with her own sword. She slashed the Manikin away and held out her hands. Another blast of ice slammed it down to the floor, and Terra dropped to the ground. With a snap of the hand she conjured a blast of water from under it, breaking it into pieces that faded as they flew through the air. Now the Jecht Manikin was coming again. It leapt into the air and dove down, a fiery aura engulfing its fist. The Esper saw it coming from behind Terra’s eyes and seized its chance.
-Now.-
Terra held up her hands to attack, and the Esper tightened her hold on their mutual powers. The Blizzara spell refused to manifest for her, and Terra had only a brief moment to realize her powers weren’t working before the Jecht Manikin buried its fist in her stomach. With a shriek Terra was flung through the air, hitting the wall behind her and crumpling down to the ground.
“Terra!” Cloud called, seeing her collapse. He dodged a blast of light aimed at his head and turned back to his own opponents. Within her head, the Esper looked over her other self. The girl had been knocked unconscious, the blow to her head from the powerful punch too much for her. She would be fine eventually though.
-Perfect.-
As the Jecht Manikin stood watching stupidly, Terra’s eyes opened and she pushed herself up, a purple aura engulfing her body.
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Cloud held out his hand and flung out a Firaga spell. The Firion Manikin was struck with all three fireballs and exploded in a blast of heat. His opponents beaten, Cloud turned and ran back into the room.
“Terra?” he called. A vicious howl answered him as a glowing purple creature lunged at the remaining Manikin, claws raking down its chest. With a garbled shout the Jecht Manikin shattered, leaving the beast crouched on the ground. “T…Terra?” Cloud asked. The Esper turned its head and stood up.
“To an extent,” she replied, turning around. Her voice was similar to Terra’s but with a slight growl to it. “Terra was defeated. I stepped in to save her.”
“You’re her Esper then, aren’t you?” Cloud asked.
“I am. And you’re Cloud. We’ve never met before but I know about you. I’ve seen you with her eyes,” the Esper replied. As she spoke she suppressed a smile: Cloud’s eyes flickered down from her face and then back up. It was rather difficult for him to ignore her body, they had gotten similar reactions in the past when Terra transformed. Besides the fact the Esper had a better body than the human, in her own opinion at least, she was also entirely nude. Such things rarely went unnoticed.
“How come she’s never transformed before that I’ve seen?” Cloud asked. The Esper walked over to him, giving a small shrug.
“Terra rejects her true nature. She uses her power but refuses me. She was struck down in battle just now, so I had to take over,” she explained. “She’ll be fine, she just needs her rest.” The Esper was quickly tiring of the small talk. She wanted to earn Cloud’s trust before she began, but her patience was thin. “It’s for the best she not be aware of this. You and I need to talk, without her eavesdropping.”
“Us?” Cloud was confused. “What do we have to talk about?”
“Exactly that: us,” the Esper replied. “As I said I’ve been watching you through her eyes. I’ve seen what’s going on with you two.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Cloud said. The Esper chuckled and lifted a hand to run a claw along his cheek. Cloud stiffened at the motion.
“I think you do,” she whispered. “The little aside glances when neither of you thinks the other is looking, the clasped hands that linger a little longer than they need to…you want her. And from watching her thoughts I can tell you she wants you back.”
“You’re wrong,” Cloud said, stepping out of her grasp. “You don’t understand it.”
“Then explain it to me,” the Esper said, smiling. She took a step back towards Cloud to narrow the distance again. “I don’t blame either of you. She’s reasonably pretty, by human standards at least, powerful even by the standards of your world. You’re handsome, and stronger than many of the men in our home world. Why wouldn’t you two be drawn to each other? It’s nothing to be ashamed of, so why deny it?”
“I’m not denying anything. There’s nothing to deny,” Cloud insisted, stepping back again. The Esper continued to advance on him, the same smile on her face beginning to worry him. Cloud took a third step back and felt his back hit solid stone. The Esper brought a hand up and snapped her claw into the wall to the right of his head. Her other hand came up to grip the pauldron on his shoulder.
“You humans are so irritating,” she growled. “You and she desire the same thing from each other, yet with your hesitations and self-doubt you make no attempts to claim it. We Espers are not like you. Emotions run deep in us, so when we feel something, we feel it with every breath, every beat of the heart. There is no doubt, no questioning with us. What we feel is absolute…” The Esper leaned forward until her breath tickled his face. “Fear…hatred…lust…”
“What…what are you saying?” Cloud stuttered, already having an idea.
“When I want something, I take it,” she whispered, her eyes closing slightly. “And I’ve decided Cloud…I want you.” At the last word she closed the gap between them and kissed him, the hand on his pauldron moving to the back of his neck. Cloud stood still for a moment, uncertain of what to do. He had to admit, for a creature Terra had described as a feral, destructive monster, the Esper was a good kisser, her lips soft and sweet. Cloud mentally slapped himself to his sense as ruby lips moved against his, and he raised his arms and pushed the Esper away. She stumbled backwards and fell on her side, her head down. She panted for a moment.
“I…I’m sorry,” she murmured, her hair falling over her face. “I…trapped in her head, never out except to fight…you have no idea what it’s like.” Cloud’s glare softened as the Esper’s shoulders began to shake. “Isolated from everyone but her, hearing but never speaking to anyone, never doing anything but watching…watching you lust for her and her for you while I have nothing. I thought…you were different, that you could see…I’m not the monster she says I am.”
“I’m sorry,” Cloud said, holding out a hand. The Esper turned her head and hesitantly placed her claw in his grasp. “I don’t feel that way for you,” Cloud continued, pulling her to her feet. “If you’re really no threat though, show her that. Give her a reason to let you out.” The Esper reached to Cloud’s other hand and clasped them between her own.
“Cloud…” A jolt of energy shocked Cloud’s system, and he felt his hands and lower arms go numb. The Esper raised Cloud’s hands to her lips and placed a small kiss on the knuckles, nearly invisible bands of blue magic running over his wrists. “You still don’t get it,” she muttered, the vulnerable façade falling. “This isn’t just about me, it’s about you. I want you, and I will have you. And I will make you see what I know is there, make you see what I see inside you…” The Esper waved a hand, and Cloud felt his wrists be pulled up and back, making him stumble back against the wall. Cloud pulled but his hands would not budge.
“Relax,” the Esper said, running a hand down his bare arm. “They’ll hold you in place until I release you. I will make you understand, make you see…” The Esper reached up and wrapped her arms around Cloud’s neck to pull herself against him, her soft curves pressing into against his uniform. “Now…where were we?” she kissed him again, her eyes drifting shut. Cloud kept his open, watching in a combination of revulsion, fear and fascination. He was helpless to her whims and she had made it clear where she intended to take them, with or without his cooperation. But for someone who was only a moment ago speaking line she was threatening him, she seemed to be sincerely enjoying herself now. Her claws slowly ran up and down his neck, enough to make him shiver but not enough to hurt.
“Would it be so bad to let her?” a voice inside his head whispered. Something brushed against his lips, and Cloud opened his mouth without realizing it. The kiss deepened, the Esper’s tongue sweeping through his mouth. With a teasing giggle in the back of her throat, she smoothed her tongue over his, trying to coax it to life. “She’s beautiful herself in her own way, and you’ll never get this sort of response from Terra.”
“Terra…” Cloud narrowed his eyes as her face filled his mind’s eyes, smiling, laughing. “No!” Cloud hesitated for only a moment before lifting a boot and slamming it into the Esper’s foot, while simultaneously biting down. The Esper pulled back with a painful howl, her tongue and foot throbbing. She clutched her mouth and glared at Cloud fiercely as she realized what had happened.
“You…bit me,” she ground out.
“I’m not going to let you do this,” Cloud said defiantly. “Let me go.” With a glare, the Esper lashed out a hand. Cloud looked down and saw two more blue bands appear over his ankles.
“I’m so foolish,” the Esper said, feigning kindness again with that smile Cloud was growing to hate and fear. “It makes sense…biting me, kicking me, pushing me away.” She reached up to Cloud and cupped his cheek. “You like it rough, don’t you?” she asked. Before Cloud could answer, she whipped her hand back and smacked him, drawing bands of blood down his cheek with her claws. Cloud let out a sharp gasp, his cheek heating up. “I was really hoping this would just be nice and gentle…but if you’re going to fight, if that’s how you like it…I can work with that.” The Esper put her hands on Cloud’s shoulders and Cloud braced for another kiss. Instead she leaned up to his cheek and slowly ran her tongue over the wounds she had carved. Slow and methodical she went from end to end, taking her time as Cloud stood helpless. When the fourth cut was gone, she licked her lips.
“You taste good,” she whispered. “Don’t worry, see? You’re already healed.” She ran a finger along smooth skin to show him. At his look of confusion, she winked. “My hands aren’t the only appendage I can channel magic into,” she explained. “Really, you need to relax, I don’t plan on killing you. I’m just trying to have a little fun. It would go so much easier if you’d just let me…” Cloud didn’t respond this time. Nothing he said would dissuade her, and in his position any fighting back he did would just anger her. “Now, as much as I like kissing you, there’s no telling when that girl might wake up and take control again, and I don’t like the idea of another bite. So let’s move on.” The Esper reached under Cloud’s pauldron and unclipped it, the metal falling to the ground with a clank. She reached to his stomach and unclipped the straps running over his shoulders, tossing them back to fall against his legs.
“Now, time for this to come off,” she purred, tapping a claw against his chest. With a flick of her hands the bonds on Cloud’s wrists pulled his arms up, and she pulled his shirt over his head, tossing it behind her. “Not bad,” she said, her eyes drinking him in. Her hands ran up his chest, her claws once again tickling Cloud’s senses. She leaped in and placed a kiss on his neck, continuing to draw lazy patterns on his chest and stomach with her claws. She kissed her way down to his collar before Cloud had to ask.
“If you want me, just get it over with,” he said. The Esper looked up at him and smirked.
“Still don’t get it, do we?” she asked, continuing her trek down. “If I wanted to just have my way with you and be done with it Cloud, you’d know it by you being on the ground with your back sore from being ridden like a Chocobo. But I’m not evil. If you really don’t want me, I’m not going to rape you.” She came back up and leaned up to his ear. “That’s why I’m waiting. Waiting for that collected and naïve exterior to crack, for you to let out that lustful boy inside that keeps giving Terra those looks. If you don’t want me, then I won’t take you. But by the time I’m ready for that, you’ll be begging me to let you have that release.”
“So you’re trying to seduce me,” Cloud accused. The Esper slipped her tongue out and ran it over his earlobe, grinning as he shuddered.
“Try nothing. I know it’s working,” she replied. “Don’t be ashamed of what you feel Cloud. So many things in life are subjective, but emotions rarely lie, they’ll be truthful to you if you’re truthful to them.” She pulled back and locked eyes with Cloud. “Don’t think, feel. You’ll understand then…and I’ll help you get there.” She turned her head and lifted a hand, beckoning to Cloud’s arm with a finger. Cloud’s hand was pulled closer to her, and she grasped it and brought it to her breast. Cloud’s eyes went wide, and he tried again to no avail to regain control of his body. “How does that feel?” she said breathily, pushing into his hand. Her nipple hardened as it rubbed against the skin of his palm. “Do you enjoy that?” she asked. Cloud closed his eyes and fought to regain his control.
“Don’t resist it,” she repeated, guiding his hand over her stomach. She pulled his fingers back and forth across smooth skin, then brought him back up to cup her other breast. “Do you fantasize about her? Do you imagine what it would be like to feel her legs around your waist, to be inside her? Writhing under you, panting, moaning your name?”
“Stop it,” Cloud hissed.
“Admit it then,” the Esper said. “I know you’ve thought about it. And unless you want to tell me what those fantasies entail, I’m going to have to guess.” The Esper looked him over. “Did she do this?” With a wave of her hand Cloud’s hand flew back up to the wall. The Esper then grabbed the crotch of his pants, her claw pressing against the base of his cock. “Physical reactions don’t lie either. You’re hard as a rock,” she observed, running her claw up and down the length pressing outwards. Cloud’s breathing was growing quicker. “I wonder why that is…” the claw strokes stopped as they reached Cloud’s waistband, the nail catching on his belt. “Maybe I need to take a closer look, hm? What do you think?”
“Please,” Cloud panted, his eyes closed.
“Please what?” The Esper asked. “Please stop? Please keep going?”
“I…I don’t know!”
“Hm, it’s a start,” she giggled. The Esper looked down and pulled at the buckle on Cloud’s belt. She pulled it loose and tossed it behind her to land near his forgotten shirt. Without another word, the Esper pushed Cloud’s pants to his ankles. Cloud opened his eyes and looked down at her. His cock stood erect, begging for attention. Her hands came back up, one gripping his thigh while the other gingerly ran a claw up and down his shaft. “Do you like that?” she whispered, leaning closer. Warm breath washed over his chest as she kissed it. “It’s the claws, isn’t it?” she asked. “You like them. You like feeling them, like knowing what I could do to you.”
“Don’t…don’t…hurt,” Cloud said. The Esper looked up at him and grinned. Her hand shifted position, and Cloud’s head fell back as she began to stroke him.
“I don’t plan to. Don’t want to injure something I may want to use later,” she replied. She continued to work him off as she brought a hand up to his chest. A flick of her claw drew blood just to the left of one of his nipples, and she leaned in to kiss the wound. Cloud looked down as she pulled back, the wound healed. She kept moving down, claw and lips cutting and healing him, the Esper tasting his blood and licking her lips afterwards. All the while the hand on his manhood continued its work.
-He really does taste good,- she thought, drawing a claw down his stomach, blood staining her claw. She wasn’t sure why, she had only begun with his face to teach him a lesson and seduce him in turn, but his blood had a peculiar spice to it that was intoxicating to her. She licked her way back up the wound, closing it as she went, and popped her finger in her mouth. She let out a low, slow, purposeful moan of pleasure as she swirled her tongue around her claw, the pink tip peeking out from her lips. A quick glance up let her know Cloud was watching her, and she pulled her finger out with a small pop.
“Your blood tastes so delicious,” she purred, kissing the area where she had just healed him. “I wonder if all of you tastes like this?” she looked down at the purple and pink hand gliding up and down his cock, and smiled up at him. “Let’s find out.” The Esper stilled her hand and sank down to her knees, Cloud’s manhood inches from her face. Cloud’s mouth fell open as he realized her intentions. The Esper stared at him in seeming fascination, but in reality she was simply waiting. She would take him, she had planned to all along. But only when…
“Please.”
The Esper smiled and lifted her head. She adopted the innocent face again and blinked, her eyes wide.
“Please?” she said teasingly, mocking his plea. “Please what?”
“Please…” Cloud winced, the hardness painful. He wanted, needed release. “S…suck me.” The Esper pursed her lip and pretended to think.
“Well,” she learned forward until her breath wafted around the dick before her, wrapping it in a cocoon of warm air. “Since you asked so nicely…” Without another word, the Esper lowered her head and stuck her tongue out. Taking her time and watching Cloud’s face, she slowly licked her way up his shaft until she reached the head, and quickly dove down to take him into her mouth.
Cloud let out a low moan, pleasure flooding his senses. The Esper smiled and went to work, bobbing her head up and down. She kept him on edge, going faster or slower as whimsy motivated her, keeping her tongue moving under the bottom as she went up and down. Her claws clutched his thighs to steady herself as she worked him over, going down until her throat tightened, then withdrawing until only the head remained. A wicked idea came to her, and she brought up a hand to his balls. Her claws caressed them, moving them over her fingertips. Cloud’s moans spiked in response.
-He does like the claws,- she realized. She had only been teasing when she had accused him of such before, but it seemed to be true. The touch of her claws turned him on. The Esper was genuinely excited. The same claws that had shredded enemies without mercy and provoked fear from humans now provoked arousal instead. She wanted more of that. This was the proof that deep down Cloud hid the lust for her she had seen in his eyes before. She wanted more of that, wanted to draw it out. She could force herself on him, if she were truly cruel. She could easily bind him to the floor and take her pleasure from him selfishly. But she knew what he desired and wanted to give it to him, and wanted him to want it from her. When the time came for her to consummate her claim on him he would give himself over to her willingly, he would welcome her, beg for her. This was the beginning of that. Cloud was beginning to surrender to his emotions at last, to give in. The thought made her heart race, and she doubled her efforts on his manhood. Cloud was showing his true colors and she would reward his submission.
“T…Terra…” he panted over her head. He wanted to touch her. Hold her hand, her hair, something. He wanted to feel her skin under his fingertips. The Esper looked up at him and took her mouth off of him.
“Terra?” she asked, flicking her tongue over the head. “Which one? Do you moan for her, or for me?” Cloud didn’t answer her. She didn’t need him to. Cloud didn’t love her of course, they didn’t know each other, and while they had many of the same core traits the girl and the Esper were very different beings. Cloud desired the human. In his mind it was probably the girl on her knees before him, blond locks bouncing about as she sucked him off. The Esper felt a twinge of jealousy and pushed it away. The girl had her chance, in fact she had had numerous chances to take the man she desired and she had squandered them. The Esper didn’t want Cloud’s love, though she wouldn’t reject it if it was offered to her. She wanted his body and she had that. Let the girl continue her awkward advances, the clasped hands and shy glances. The Esper had what she wanted, she had no reason to envy her other self. It was likely she had already become more intimate with Cloud than the girl ever would, knowing the mental complexes she and the boy had.
“Are you almost there?” she asked, placing butterfly kisses down his cock. Her claws continued to knead his sac, careful not to hurt him. Well, not any more than she figured he liked. “Are you going to cum for me?” she asked, swirling her tongue over the head.
“Yes,” Cloud groaned. The Esper took him into her mouth again, waiting for the warning that, if Cloud knew what was good for him, would come in due course. She went down as far as she could and withdrew slowly, moaning around his shaft, the vibrations accentuating the warmth and wetness. “I…I’m…!” Cloud cried, throwing his head back. The Esper looked up at him, felt the pulsing of the cock in her mouth around her lips, and decided it was time. With a small sigh of regret, she pulled back and lowered her hands. Her ministrations stopped, and she sat back on her heels and placed her hands on her knees. Like a child she sat and waited patiently, her entire focus on Cloud’s face.
It took a second for Cloud to realize the pleasure the creature below was giving him had stopped and she apparently was not resuming. He looked down to see her looking back, her eyes wide and innocent. His release had been so near, he was wondering if she would let him go in her mouth or not, unsure of if he wanted to. But she had stopped before she pushed him over that precipice, leaving him hanging. His hands ached to relieve himself and struggled in his magical bindings but still didn’t listen.
“Did you think it’d be that easy?” the Esper asked sweetly. “You hit me, reject me, resist me, and you think I’m going to let you go just like that? I don’t think so.” The Esper rose to her feet and held Cloud’s gaze. “You want that release? You want to reach that level of pleasure? Prove to me you deserve it.”
“Prove? How?” Cloud asked, now irritated with the lustful haze clearing. The Esper pressed up against him and stretched her arms out until her claws were on Cloud’s wrists.
“Use your imagination,” she whispered, her lips inches from his. “If you really want that release, earn it. Quid pro quo. Give me what I want, and I’ll give you what you want. And you know what I want.”
“You want me,” Cloud repeated.
“And I don’t just mean that tasty little morsel down between your legs, which for the record isn’t quite as good as your blood,” the Esper teased. “You’re ready now, if you want it, if you’re willing to take it. Take what we both know you want, show me that you want it. That you want me.” The Esper tapped her claws on Cloud’s wrists. “This is a one time offer, after this we don’t turn back. I can go over to some other wall and finger myself until I decide I don’t need you anymore, then go back into the girl’s head and leave you here to jerk off and hope she doesn’t wake up to find you in the middle of it. Or I can stay, and I can show you bliss like no one else ever could. It depends on how you answer.”
“Answer what?” Cloud asked. The Esper smiled and waited for a moment.
“Tell me…shall I release you?” Cloud stared at her, processing what she was really asking. Was he ready to stop resisting, to take her the way she had been saying all along he really wanted to? He couldn’t deny it now, his veins were burning with lust from her earlier actions, his cock begging for its release. More than that, he didn’t just want release, he wanted release from her, inside her. Cloud swallowed heavily and silently admitted to himself she had been right all along. And she had done exactly as she had promised, she had seduced and teased and taught her way under his skin to make him realize it. The Esper watched the emotions play through his eyes.
“So what will it be?” she prompted. Cloud closed his eyes and took a breath. When he opened his eyes again, the Esper could barely contain her joy. She knew the answer before he said it.
“Release me.”
With a triumphant smile, the Esper rested her hands on Cloud’s wrists. With a tingle on his skin the blue bands vanished, and Cloud’s hands and legs were freed. The Esper watched as he lowered his arms, excited beyond anything before. She had been waiting for this moment ever since she had begun to conceive her plan, to draw Cloud into her web so deep she could free him and he still wouldn’t escape her. It had gone better than she had dared hope. He was hers now, even if she hadn’t consummated it yet he belonged to her. Besides the success of her plan and the impending pleasure she was anticipating, the Esper’s heart swelled. Deep down, even if it was just lust, Cloud desired the Esper too now, not just the girl. She had a piece of his heart to hold onto, even if she were never freed again, she had something the girl didn’t, something she could cherish that the girl could never take from her.
“Well?” she prompted. “Take what’s yours.”
Cloud didn’t waste any more time. He reached his arms around the Esper and pulled her into a breathtaking kiss, his tongue instantly sliding between her lips. The Esper met him and entangled her tongue with his, curling her arms over his neck. Cloud broke the kiss, and she let out an indignant gasp.
“Can I…” he hesitated. “If I do something…will you hurt me?” he asked. The Esper gave him a smile, a genuine smile, and he noticed the difference.
“As long as you don’t hurt me,” she replied. Cloud nodded and stooped down. He grabbed her thighs and lifted her up off the ground, wrapping her legs around his waist and turning to press her against the wall. The Esper groaned and initiated the next kiss, their lips opening to receive each other completely. Cloud’s hands clutched her ass, holding her up while her hands drifted over his shoulders and back. His cock throbbed against her leg, its warmth stunning her. “Just don’t think you can try anything funny in this position,” she warned between kisses. “I’m holding you to earn that release.”
“I plan to,” Cloud nodded. He kissed his way down her face and neck. The Esper let her head roll to the side to give him easier access, pink and purple hair falling down her face. Her skin was so soft, like silk under his fingertips, her rear rounded and firm. Cloud felt a pang of guilt. He had hoped to be kissing Terra herself, to hold her in such an intimate embrace. The Esper was her, but…it wasn’t the same. Cloud momentarily wondered if Terra’s body was the same as the Esper’s. At first glance the Esper seemed more curved, but that may have just been her nudity accentuating her figure. Cloud decided he didn’t care to know. He shouldn’t be comparing them so.
“What’s wrong?” the Esper asked, noticing he had stopped.
“I…was thinking of you and her,” Cloud admitted. “Your body seems…”
“Oh, that,” the Esper giggled. Compared to her normal voice, a slightly more guttural version of the girl’s, the giggle coming from her was identical to the human’s laugh. “If you’re wondering, I could let you know just how we’re different.”
“No,” Cloud replied, coming back up to kiss her in case she decided to tell him anyway. She smiled in his mouth.
“Alright then, no details,” she agreed. “If you’re curious though, I’ve got the better body between us. Not totally superior to hers, but as an overall…”
“Not that you’re biased,” Cloud said, going back down to her collar. He inwardly wondered how they had begun to banter like that.
“Oh, I’m completely biased,” the Esper laughed. “I’m also right.” Cloud reached her breast and kissed her nipple. Claws dug into his scrap, the Esper moaning for him to continue. Cloud flicked his tongue over the nipple and swept it over the rest of her breast. He brought up a hand to its neglected twin, his palm and fingers caressing it. The Esper lowered a leg to the ground for balance, the other remaining around Cloud’s waist. Cloud kissed every inch of her skin within his reach, working his way across her chest to switch breasts. He gave the second the same attention as the first, taking her nipple in his teeth, careful not to hurt her. His hand drifted to her side, following the curve of her hips down. The Esper’s body was beginning to glisten with sweat, the heat coming from her body incredible. Cloud’s hand found it’s goal, and he looked up to watch. His fingers rubbed the entrance of her most secret of areas, and the Esper’s eyes went wide, the hand in his hair tightening. Cloud slipped his fingers deeper into her pussy, and she let out a long moan.
“Mmmmmm…by the Triad yes,” she gasped. No one had ever touched her there, either her or the girl. The lecher king and a few strangers had tried, but the girl had spurned their advances, and in her naiveté didn’t know enough to pleasure herself when their mutual need grew too great. As she cast her thoughts away to focus on the feelings coursing through her body, she noted with a combination of irritation and satisfaction that Cloud seemed to have picked up a trick or two from her, using the same varying speeds to taunt her. His thumb rubbed her clit as he pumped her with two fingers. His mouth went back to her breasts, teasing her nipples into hardened pebbles. “More!” the Esper shrieked. The hand on Cloud’s back dug in, and he gasped into her chest as her claws drew blood. “Suck it up,” the Esper groaned. “I’ll heal you later. Just don’t stop.”
Cloud pushed past the pain and obeyed, suckling her and pumping her, fingers and tongue and thumb and lips working in unison. His fingers brushed against her inner walls and the Esper let out a sharp gasp, her eyes going wide. Cloud made a mental note of it and brushed the same spark. The Esper responded with a moan this time. With a small smile Cloud set about working that area as much as he could, his fingers pumping in and out in a steady rhythm, just barely brushing her sweet spot with every thrust in. Twin sets of claws were raking down his back now, making him let out gasps of pain in time with the Esper’s moans of pleasure. The hand still on her ass squeezed and pulled her higher up for better leverage. Animalistic growls were pouring from her mouth. Cloud pulled his head back and watched her face.
“Now…harder!” the Esper screamed. She swooned forward to bury her face in the crook of Cloud’s neck, her claws clenching in his back. Blood dripped down his back from the wounds she had carved in her lust, staining her fingers red. Cloud winced but kept his hand moving. He thrust into her pussy faster, rubbed her clit harder. She tightened around him, signalling her climax. Suddenly, Cloud felt something dig into his neck. The Esper bit down, fangs piercing his skin. Cloud let out a scream that was soon joined by a long, muffled howl of pleasure. She came on his hand, convulsing against him as blood spurted into her mouth, her orgasm making her bite harder. When it finally subsided she ripped her head back and gasped for breath. The corners of her mouth were stained red. Cloud panted and stared into her eyes. Her fingers drifted up and down his back, feeling their way around a web of bloody scratches.
“I…I’m sorry,” the Esper whispered between breaths. The hands on Cloud’s back glowed, sending heal magic into his flesh. The pain began to fade, but Cloud’s back remained smeared with blood.
“It’s okay…you didn’t mean it,” Cloud assured her, realizing he believed it. The Esper let out a soft laugh. Cloud let go of her rear to let her stand, and she pulled her hands back. Seeing her claws, she held Cloud’s gaze and ran her tongue along her finger, lapping up the blood there.
“You really do taste so fucking good,” she murmured. Cloud had an idea and brought his hand up too. The Esper watched, enthralled, as he licked her juices off one of his fingers.
“So do you,” he replied. The Esper grabbed his hand, positioning their fingers, and sucked both into her mouth. Her cum and his blood mingled together, and her eyes rolled back in her head. A low groan came out muffled as she slowly pulled them out, savoring the flavor. Cloud watched, his cock twitching as he remembered a very similar act she had performed minutes ago. “So…do I earn it?” he asked. The Esper looked at him as their fingertips left her lips, and smiled.
“Oh yes,” she whispered, licking her lips. She reached down and grabbed Cloud’s rear, pulling him towards her. His manhood throbbed against her soft skin. She kissed him, letting him sample the taste of them left in her mouth. Cloud grabbed her hips with one hand, using the other to position himself to finally enter her. The head brushed her opening, and the Esper stopped the kiss.
“Excuse me?” she whispered. “What do you think you’re doing?” Cloud was confused again.
“I though you said…”
“Oh…we will,” the Esper assured her, smiling. Cloud felt a chill. The cruel, seductive smile was back. “But you seem to be under some false impressions. Like the impression that just because you give me one orgasm you get to take control.” The Esper let out a laugh. “I don’t think so.”
“What do you mean?” Cloud asked. The Esper put her hands on his chest and hooked a foot over Cloud’s ankle. She shoved him backwards, pushing him to the ground. A second after Cloud landed the Esper was over him, her hands planted on either side of his head, her legs aside his hips. Purple and pink hair formed a curtain around them as it fell over them.
“As I recall, I once made mention of…what was it…” the Esper feigned thinking. “Oh yes. I made a comment to the effect of riding you like a Chocobo.” She sat up and lifted herself. Her hand gripped his cock and gave him a gentle stroke. She looked down and shifted back slightly, and slowly sank down onto him. She stopped for a moment when he was fully seated, enjoying the feeling. She’d never had this before, the sensation of being filled. She decided she could get used to it.
“There’s no barrier?” Cloud asked.
“Espers don’t have them,” she explained. “Now if this happened to be the girl it’d be a different matter. Count your blessings.” She began to move against him, rising and falling. Cloud’s hands were sprawled out on the floor, hers on her legs. The Esper moaned softly with every downward stroke, her eyes closing. The pleasure was divine, nothing she could remember compared. Cloud watched her, her hair thrashing over her shoulders as she rode him with increasing force.
“Put your hands on me,” she ordered. Cloud brought his hands up to hold her hips, helping her along the ride. Her thrust up into her as she came down, and she gasped sharply. “Do that again,” she whispered breathily. Cloud obeyed and she let out a cry of pleasure. He kept going, using her hips to guide her motions. Everything she came downward he thrust his hips up, intensifying their mutual pleasure. The Esper’s head flew back, her hands drifting up and down her body. Even if they were her own hands she needed to be touched, her claws tweaking her nipples. Her hair stuck to her face, matted with sweat. Cloud’s hands moved to her ass to pull her forward with every thrust, putting more force into it.
The Esper fell forward, her hands landing on his chest to support herself. Her breasts strayed, rubbing against Cloud’s chest as they fucked. Cloud let out a sharp gasp as once again her claws tore into him, dragging long lines down his chest. The Esper gritted her teeth, her eyes clenched, her body screaming. Cloud brought up a hand up and guided her hands to his shoulders instead. The Esper didn’t object and continued her motions, increasing the speed. This was it, this was what she was missing. She was nearing the age of Esper maturity, her instincts were demanding she find a suitable mate. Cloud was from another world, in the end they couldn’t be together…but he would do for now to slake her lusts, to appease her body’s needs. And, on the off chance they did end up together somehow…well, she could do much worse.
The Esper sat back and began to bounce harder, her hands bracing themselves on his thighs to give her leverage. Masculine and feminine moans filled the air as they neared their climaxes. Cloud watched her with hooded eyes as she rode him hard and fast, fucking him with a fury he’d never seen.
“I’m…I’m gonna cum!” he cried. The Esper looked down at him and gnashed her teeth, putting a hand on his throat.
“No!” she growled, the words barely understandable. “Not before me! Not until I say!” She wouldn’t allow it. He was her mate, his body was hers to make into her playground, not the other way around. She wouldn’t let him find his release before she was ready to find hers. She wanted her orgasm to trigger his, she wanted to feel his seed fill her as she came. She would cement his place in doing so, teach him the way their relationship would go. Cloud nodded and held back, the burning in his cock begging him to let it go. He refused and continued to pound up into her. Warmth, wetness enveloped him in a tight embrace as her pussy contracted around him.
“Not yet….” The Esper whispered, her mouth hanging open. She was almost ready, but she held off. She wanted to prolong his wait, be sure he wouldn’t cum until she did. Testing his resolve and control she flexed her muscles to try and tempt him. To her delight, he resisted. Her hands gripped his shoulders, his clutching at her rounded rear. His hips left the ground as he thrust up into her, trying to hasten her climax so she would allow him to have his. The ball of pleasure in her depths coiled tighter and tighter. The world around them faded, nothing but the sounds of each other’s cries, the smell of their bodies and the feeling of flesh slapping flesh reaching them.
With a final shriek the Esper arched her back and came, her claws digging into his skin. As her pussy clenched around him with unbelievable strength he let go, his seed filling her. His moan mingled with hers, echoing off the walls. Her body tightened to the brink of pain, and when it finally released she collapsed onto him.
Cloud lay still as he gasped for breath. He was still seated inside her, their juices dribbling out of her onto his pubic hair. Her hair stuck to both of them. Her skin was glowing slightly: Cloud wondered if it was just the sweat or if somehow the sex had heightened her powers. She let out a happy moan and turned her head to place a kiss to his chest, licking away the blood she had drawn. She pulled herself up to his head and kissed him softly. Cloud returned the gesture, putting a hand on her cheek.
“Thank you,” she whispered. Cloud nodded.
“Likewise,” he replied. The Esper stretched out and laid her head on his collar, smiling happily.
“I could get used to this,” she purred, giggling slightly. “I do wonder though how we’ll top this next time.”
“Next time?” Cloud asked, surprised.
“Naturally,” the Esper scolded, giving him an irritated look. “You don’t think I’m going to fuck you one time and let it be? You’re far too good for just one round.” She grinned and danced her claws down his chest. “Now that I know you like it, next time I’ll have to use my claws more.”
“I do not…” Cloud didn’t finish. There was no point denying it, the Esper had obviously made her decision about what he wanted. That, and she wasn’t entirely wrong… “About this ‘next time’, do I get to put in a request?” he asked instead.
“Hm?”
“I wouldn’t mind being on top.”
The Esper let out a laugh.
“Oh…if you can earn it,” she teased.
“I get to earn that to?” Cloud replied. “What do I do for that, go down on you?”
“Be thankful I didn’t make you this time, I was sorely tempted,” the Esper said. “But no, it isn’t like that. Espers don’t have gender roles. Our society, when we still had one, was structured on power. The strongest Espers ruled us, the weaker ones did the laborious tasks. The same goes for relationships, the stronger mate is the dominant one.”
“So, whichever of us is stronger,” Cloud finished. There was no question of that, and they both knew it. The Esper nodded and tapped a claw on his nose with a small giggle.
“Exactly. Feel free to challenge me any time, I won’t kill you if you lose of course, and if you win then feel free to do whatever you like with me.” She laid her head back down and smiled. “Until then, I recommend you get used to being on your back.”
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“Cloud, come on!” Terra called, waving him forward. “We’ve got to get inside!”
“I’m coming!” Cloud shouted through the rain falling around them. He was running slowly than usual, his lower body still a bit sore from his encounter with the Esper two days ago. He reached the door of the home and Terra closed the door behind him. “Damn downpour came from nowhere,” Cloud muttered, pulling his shirt over his head. Terra blushed at the sight of his bare chest as he rang his shirt out over in the corner of the room.
-Enjoying the view?- the Esper asked. –Can’t say I blame you.-
-Shut up,- Terra snapped. The Esper laughed and pulled back without another word. Terra was confused. The last couple of days had been quite odd. Cloud was alternatively distant, and when he wasn’t being distant she caught him looking at her with a strange expression on his face. The Esper, meanwhile, had continued her teasing but backed down with a laugh without arguing, and otherwise seemed to be in an uncharacteristically good mood.
Cloud noticed Terra watch him out of the corner of his eye and inwardly smiled. Her let her, perhaps flexing his arms a bit harder than he needed to. She didn’t know what had happened, the Esper had gone to sleep and told him to get dressed, leaving it to him to tell Terra what they had done or not. He got dressed and waited for Terra to awaken. As far as she knew she had gotten knocked out and Cloud had killed the Manikins then waited for her to regain consciousness. The Esper had healed him of the chest wounds, but the slight soreness in his hips and legs was still lingering. He thought he had a slight limp, but Terra hadn’t said anything of it.
“I guess we’ll take shelter here for the night,” Terra sighed, looking out the window. Cloud looked around and draped his shirt over a chair to let it dry, then moved to Terra. Her ponytail was caked on her neck, her bangs on her forehead.
“Here,” he offered, reaching around her neck from behind. Terra jumped slightly as he unclasped her cloak. She watched him fling it out a few feet away and toss it over another chair, leaving her only in her tights, gloves and dress. As he looked at her, Cloud realized the Esper had told the truth. Terra’s dress was skin-tight from the rain and her white and pink tights had become see-through, revealing long, shapely legs. He could confirm in some aspects the Esper did indeed have the more alluring figure. But not all, in some ways Terra was the better.
“Thank you,” Terra said softly, smiling at him. Cloud moved up to her without a word and put a hand on her chin. “What are you doing?” Terra asked, surprised. Cloud ducked his head and kissed her, closing his eyes. It took her a moment to comprehend what was happening, and she put an arm around his neck to pull herself up. A clap of thunder from outside made them part with a jump. Terra unconsciously licked her lips.
“What was that for?” she whispered.
“Being beautiful,” Cloud replied, unsure of where his sudden boldness had come from. Terra’s face went red, and he stepped back. “I’m going to check out the second floor,” he mumbled. He rushed up the stairs two at a time, leaving Terra alone. She put a finger to her lips and smiled.
“Wow,” she breathed.
-He’s a good kisser huh?- the Esper asked, satisfied. She had hoped her advances would give Cloud more confidence when it came to the two of them. The girl may have kept her cooped up but she still cared for her other self, and wanted to see her happy. Terra nodded.
-Yeah,- she agreed. –Not that I have anything to compare it to, but…wow…I wouldn’t mind doing that again…-
-Yeah,- the Esper sighed, remembering her time with Cloud. –Just wait until you see what he can do with his tongue.- Terra was still in a slight daze from the kiss, but the Esper’s comment jerked her out of it. Her smile vanished.
“Wait, what?”
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What can I say, when inspiration strikes, you have to let it take you where it will. There’s far too little CloudxTerra when I think they’re such a good pairing, and a lack of quality hetero FF lemons out there. And hey, Esper Terra is what makes Terra one of the most interesting characters in the series to me, she needs a little attention, a little focus, a little lovin’. Thanks for reading, hope you enjoyed it, leave a review of course, and keep on trucking Clerra fans!
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