The Nightmare's Beginning

Note: Since this fic is placed after the fight with Weiss, we all watched the ending, at least I did, in youtube xD, we knew Vincent finally acquired his redemption, when he thanks Lucrecia for being his reason to live and walks out to Shelke, so Vin’s personality is a lot less angsty than normal towards his friends. Just wanted to remark that ^-^

WARNING: Rape, violence, explicit language and yaoi
Pairings: HojoXVincent (mostly rape) and CidXVincent

The nightmare’s beginning

Chapter 1: Guess who’s back...

The night fell on the village he was staying, bringing calmness to it. The birds’ chirping was immediately gone and the air started to become cooler. He couldn’t get any sleep at all, not after a few months ago, after defeating Weiss. He was afraid to close his crimson eyes and give in to sleep, for the nightmares this time were stronger than before and far too real for just a dream, so real and powerful, he wasn’t sure he’d be able to wake up again.

That man still haunted him; he refused to leave him alone. He wasn’t satisfied with ruining his former life, he still wanted to torment him, to hear his screams and taste his tears as he had 33 years ago. That scientist Hojo, he wouldn’t let him go, not even after getting the forgiveness from the being he most cherished, Lucrecia Crescent. He finally had understood she never really hated him, in fact, all the contrary, she even was happy he had survived, his heart was so relieved in that moment...but Hojo wasn’t leaving after all.

The last nightmares Hojo had threatened to find the ones he cherished the most and destroy them, after all, he still could return, his consciousness was still in the network, he could be anywhere, he could find another body and return. That’s why the crimson eyed tried to stay apart from his comrades, mostly Shelke, he had acquired a tender feeling towards her and he refused to have Hojo messing her as he had messed him up...not anymore, not after what Deepground had done to her, she still was so young, had too much to learn and discover.

Vincent couldn’t keep his eyes opened any longer and finally fell asleep.

Everything was calm and peaceful, when he heard some noises outside. He opened his eyes quickly and saw a woman walking in the middle of the night, but it wasn’t any woman, no, it was her, Lucrecia. She had a beautiful white dress, the one she was wearing inside the crystal where she slept and a gorgeous smile on her perfect face. Vincent just ran outside until he was just a few steps away from his angel.

“Lucrecia!! You’re...alive?” he whispered in amusement

“No Vincent Valentine, at least not for you”

“Not for me?”

“Yes, not for you. I will not associate myself with a freak like you! With all those monsters inside of you, you’re just a demon, one who shall disappear”

“But...Lucrecia, you said...”

“I said what I said because I wanted you to stop thinking about me, it sickens me to have someone like you watching and following me everywhere, and besides, don’t you remember? I chose him, Dr. Hojo, and I’ll go to him now...we’re having another baby...”

Said this, the beautiful woman started walking north. Vincent lowered his head and clenched his claw so tight, his hand started bleeding, he bit his lip harder also cutting it, crimson eyes fixed on the woman…the woman who had ruined his life and yet he still adored. He ran after her and stopped her harshly, and then he clenched her neck with his right hand tightly and lifted her from the floor. She started coughing and suffocating, kicking in the air, trying desperately to free from the grip.

“How could you?! You bitch!! I love you!! Can’t you love me back? No you can’t, I know I’m such a monster! I’m just that: a hideous beast, but hear me, I’m not bearing this any longer, and if you can’t love me...you will love nobody!”

The ex turk started slaughtering the woman with his claw, her screams asphyxiated with his grasp, blood flying everywhere around them, Vincent seemed unstoppable, his blood boiling in anger.

“I loved you! I really loved you!! I loved you for 33 years! I suffered 33 years for you!” he said as he finished ripping her up until there was nothing left of her.

Silence. Vincent felt on his knees, all bathed in blood and started crying, nothing would console him, no...Never, not anymore, had he destroyed his only reason to live mercilessly...like the beast she accused him to be. Then laughter...a cold, maniac laughter, which could only belong to the source of his nightmares...Hojo.

“I see you enjoyed another one of my nightmares, didn’t you, Vincent Valentine?”

A nightmare? So it seemed...Vincent was a bit relieved about this, but the tears still made their way down his cheeks, he couldn’t stand being the one to have done that to her, even in a nightmare, the cruelest of them all.

“Hojo, how could you?” he whispered, anger evident in his low voice.

The scientist laughed again, this time louder. “Because I enjoy seeing you cry, Vincent Valentine, I enjoy tormenting you. You are my property; after all I created you...”

“Bastard”

“Wow, it’s really strange to make you swear” he said smirking “you know, there’s a way I can make this nightmares stop, Vincent...”

“...”

“Interested? I’ll show you the way!” The earth started shaking, softly at first, then stronger until the gunman stumbled and almost fell, but managed to keep on his feet. Suddenly, some tentacle-like black things emerged from the ground, wrapping his legs, arms and torso so tightly, the gunman moaned from pain.

“Good...a nice view I shall say...” said Hojo heading towards Vincent, with a look that sent goose bumps down Vincent’s spine.

“No...Stop...” Vincent managed to say, fear filling his mind when memories of his past rushed back to him...

****He was tied to a metal bed, with metal belts tying him to it, dizziness all over him, he managed to open his eyes and saw he was still in that horrible lab, this time, his clothes were missing and more needless were inserted in his arms, wires plugged in his nape with a thick and painful needle, a dark, purplish substance with a strange glow entering his body from a tank.

“Ah, I see you’re awake, congratulations! You survived and will be the chaos gene vessel!”

Vincent just blinked, he felt his head was about to explode, the pain was unbearable.

“What...did you do to Dr. Crescent’s son?!”

“Still with that subject, a stubborn one you know...but it’s ok, after all you are my precious experiment”

“ANSWER ME, BASTARD!!!” The turk struggled in the machine, but he just managed to raise the pain, he couldn’t do anything, he was completely vulnerable in front of that man, he was at his mercy. That thought made Vincent shed some tears...tears not from the pain nor sadness, but rage...pure rage he was useless.

Hojo laughed loudly. He approached Vincent slowly, then he reached his hand out and caressed the boy’s cheek, which made him growl in anger and move his head violently aside.

“Don’t you touch me!!” it sickened him, feeling that man’s flesh, he struggled again, trying to ignore the pain, but the scientist put a shot on his arm and in a second, Vincent started feeling dizzy again, everything started to get blurry.

“You have a beautiful body you know...I don’t know if you’ll survive this or transform into a monster...but don’t worry, I won’t let this perfect body go to waste”

Said this, Hojo spread the boy’s legs open and started groping his manhood. The turk’s eyes widened in surprise and horror, though he barely could move, or talk.

Hojo’s grasp grow tighter and he started rubbing so strongly, in no time blood ran down Vincent’s groin, making it grow and hardening it.

“Good boy” whispered the scientist as he continued grabbing it “I wonder how does it taste” he lowered his head and licked the tip of it, making the boy moan, mostly in fear.

“What do...you think...you’re doing?” managed to say the boy as Hojo sheathed Vincent’s manhood in his mouth, running his tongue all over it hungrily, practically devouring the boy, making him moan louder.

“Please don’t!!!” he managed to say between moans, which just turned on the scientist even more.

He started sucking the boy as if he was trying to milk him and started biting the tip softly and then harder, which made Vincent squirm and scream out in pain and pleasure. Hojo then massaged the turk’s crotch, he could feel in his mouth the throbbing groin, begging for release, which was obviously being held back by the raven-haired boy.

“Cum bitch!” screamed the scientist as he squeezed Vincent’s crotch and sucked harder. The boy couldn’t contain it anymore, he screamed as he felt his climax arriving, cumming inside Hojo’s mouth, who drank every last drop of it.

“You are delicious” he said, licking his lips and watching Vincent’s naked body, lust and malice evident in his eyes.

Vincent wanted to cover himself from that demented man, but couldn’t, he just closed his eyes and turned his head away “You sick pervert!!”

“Hahahaha, I see you loved it, now you ought to pay the favor back...”

Before Vincent could say something, Hojo’s dick made his way in his mouth, almost reaching his throat.

“Suck it bitch! Suck it as if you were sucking Lucrecia’s tits! If not, she’ll suffer the consequences!”

Vincent felt as if he was going to puke, it felt so strange and the flavor was also strange, but the image of it all made him sick, having that man’s dick stuck in his mouth made him want to puke all over it, but there was that threaten to harm Lucrecia, he didn’t want her to suffer more, it was too much pain for her already, so swallowing all his pride and rage, he started sucking it.

“Ah...yes, like that...” Hojo started thrusting in Vincent’s mouth synchronizing with his sucking. Vincent felt how the man’s length grew harder and became veiny, and in no time, it was throbbing. The boy started sucking harder, wishing for it to end the sooner the better as he felt a hot warm thick liquid filling his mouth, with a salty flavor and heard Hojo screaming out in pleasure. Vincent’s gag reflex started to act, but Hojo pressed his dick harder in the boy’s mouth, avoiding him to spit his semen.

“Drink it bitch, every last drop! Don’t waste any!”

Vincent pressed his eyes closed and reluctantly swallowed it, almost everything, leaving a thin trail of it leaking from a side of his mouth.

“Oh you look so damn hot, Vincent, you did a wonderful job” said Hojo chuckling as he gently stroke Vincent’s raven hair, and then his hand lowered slowly, caressing the boy’s neck. Vincent made a soft growling sound, he felt so humiliated, but he feared it wasn’t over, he could tell from the look of the maniac in front of him, it seemed he had more in store for him.

Hojo then rubbed his index finger at Vincent’s entrance “Wow, you seem a virgin...I’m enjoying this!” and for the first time, all the anger in Vincent was replaced by fear, just imagining what was happening next, he even tried to bite and swallow his tongue, but couldn’t, the tranquilizing drug was too strong, he could barely move.

He just remembered seeing the man’s groin grew in an instant, then a slight pressure at his entrance and then, a stinging pain, a feeling as if he was being torn from the inside, a sharp pain...Hojo didn’t even bother in preparing him, he enjoyed hearing Vincent’s screams, licking the salty cascades from his crimson eyes, pumping each time harder, with each thrust the boy’s gasps grew louder, the turk felt his head spinning, as if he was being consumed by a dark void of pain and pleasure.

“Oh you are the tightest bitch I’ve ever fucked!! Like it, huh? I bet you’re loving it!” exclaimed the scientist as he trusted, reaching for Vincent’s pale pinkish nipples and pinching them hardly, making the turk moan even louder.

Tears rolled down like waterfalls from the boy’s eyes, though he didn’t utter a word, just moans and gasps, his mind was in an absent state, better forget everything, let it pass...let it end...He didn’t want to think, he had failed her...Lucrecia Crescent, and now he had failed himself, he had let himself been humiliated in this way, his life began losing any sense it once had...

“Ah yes! I’m seeding you now, my precious lab rat!” Vincent screamed when he felt the warm thick liquid enter him as he reached his own climax, arching his body for release.

“HAHAHAHAHA I’m full of your precious blood, so that means you’re mine”

Vincent just closed his eyes, praying for the nightmare to end, praying for his life to end, for something, any hope...for Lucrecia...his beloved Lucrecia...****

“Don’t get closer...” said Vincent as he struggled against his restraints.

“You have no way out, I control this world, Valentine, and you’re at the mercy of my rules”

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The blond man lit a cigarette as he entered his teammate’s room. He had searched for Vincent and finally found him in an Inn at Kalm town. As the door screeched open, he saw the ex turk’s figure on the bed, he was sweating and moving in an uneasy way, but what most surprised the pilot, were the tears flowing from his closed eyes.

“No...don’t please!” screamed the gunman as he pressed his eyes closer.

“Hey Vince...Vince..., wake up!” said Cid, patting the raven eyed mystery on his shoulder, but it seemed in vain. He then grabbed the man with both hands and started shaking him, at first slowly but then strongly, he didn’t like to see his friend in that state, it seemed he was having a horrible nightmare, and he wasn’t going to let it continue...

“Vincent!!!”

The gunman could hear a voice calling him, his last hope to exit this hell. Hojo was already sniffing on his hair as he took a strand of long raven hair in his hand and curled it with his index and thumb fingers.

“Hehehe, what? Think he’ll get you out of here? You’re so wrong, Valentine, you should just give in to me and that’s it, resign to your fate!”

Vincent sank his teeth on Hojo’s hand, tightening his bite until he tasted a salty and bitter flavor: blood. The man screamed in pain and let go the gunman’s hair.

“You bastard!!” exclaimed the scientist clearly irritated as he slapped the crimson eyed one. Vincent glared in return, hatred sparking in his red eyes.

“Vince!!”

The voice again, now the gunman recognized its owner: Cid Highwind. He felt relieved to hear the pilot again, knew he was his exit outside, his hope. He closed his red eyes and concentrated on Cid’s voice, feeling lighter and lighter each time, then a pressure over his head, so restraining and finally, he opened his eyes.

“Hey Vince, are you all right? You seemed...”

The crimson eyed hugged Cid tightly, mostly in instinct, after all, he just woke from a horrid nightmare, the tears refused to leave, though everything was better...at least for now...

“Thank you...” managed to whisper the gunman as he separated slowly from Cid, though the warmness from his friend brought him a bit of peace after all the torment.

“No need for thanking me, Vince” said Cid, missing the previous hug. –Wait, missing? somethin’ must be wrong with me...- he thought. “You were just having a bad dream, Vince, that’s all”

Vincent dedicated a ghost of a smile to the pilot, as if agreeing, but he knew it wasn’t just any bad dream, it was hell itself, and he knew well Hojo wasn’t just about to give up on torturing him...he never had enough. Then, there was that threat, Vincent didn’t want Hojo messing up with Cid, after all they had become kind of close friends after three years of fighting together.

“Yeah...a bad dream...By the way Cid, what are you doing here?”

“I just came to fetch ya’, we’re all going in a trip and we couldn’t miss our Vince, huh? Though that girl...Shelke was her name? she’s really looking forward to meeting you”

Vincent knew the danger that meant...and he wasn’t risking his friends.

“I’m sorry, I can’t go with you” he said now rubbing the watery trace from his face. Cid had never seen Vincent without all his black and red clothes, but now the gunman was wearing black pajamas and his hair was half tied since locks of hair fell on his face. The moon rays entered through the window, making his red eyes glow like rubies. Cid found himself lost in that vision, he was so beautiful, despite the fact he had lived for too long, he didn’t look older than 21-22 years. His white snow skin just matched perfectly in the scenery... –Like a porcelain doll...perfect and beautiful...these thoughts again? but...why?- wondered the pilot, without pulling his gaze from Vincent.

“Um...Cid? are you ok?” asked Vincent, staring curiously at the pilot.

“Ah?! Yes, I...uh...just remembered...somethin’, yeah, that’s all...sorry Vincent, but I can’t take a “no” for an answer, if you refuse, then I’ll just hafta drag yer pretty ass outta here!”

Vincent blinked in awe.-Did he just said pretty ass? Oh whatever, Cid’s like that-
“But Cid...I...have something to do...”

“That day is my birthday, so please Vince...it’s really important for me, after all, I know some of your secrets!” answered the blond pilot smirking. “I remember once in Rocket town, late in the night, you headed outside the inn and I sneaked behind you, and to find what? The mysterious and secretive Vincent Valentine petting a kitten with a slight blush across his cheeks!” Cid pulled Vincent’s cheeks, while the gunman glared at him and finally sighed.

“Ouwai Ouwai, Ei go (All right, All right, I´ll go)” he said, pushing Cid’s hands away.

“Great, now pack up! You’ll help me prepare everythin’ the day’s only two days away!”

Before Vincent could answer, Cid started packing his things excitedly; the raven haired boy just sighed and smiled slightly, as he made his way to the bathroom to get dressed.


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That’s chapter 1! My “first” FF7 fic
And remember- Yaoi makes the world go roun’!