Cell Division | By : Savaial Category: Final Fantasy VII > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 2025 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy. It belongs to SquareEnix. I do not make any money from these writings, nor do I wish to. The original creators have all my respect, from game designers to voice actors. |
“Where’s Hojo?” Sephiroth asked upon coalescing, his voice neither aggressive nor friendly but coldly efficient.
“Hojo is working on your problem,” I answered. “He had to go to his home for something in relation to freeing you. I have no idea what.” I sat down behind my desk, placing the bottled water I’d brought in a handy area. “He is aware I mean to provide you with psychotherapy in exchange for a week of relative safety.”
Sephiroth arranged his long and lean body across two chairs, lounging in the one and throwing his legs and feet into another. “As long as you don’t reveal my inner workings to him,” he said lightly. “I suppose as his slave you’d have to tell him what you intended.”
“He gave me my freedom last night and I took it, partially,” I admitted. “He still knows where I am by this bracelet, but he is no longer able to punish me if I refuse to obey him.”
Sephiroth’s green eyes focused upon me intently. “What about the others?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t spoken to them yet today.” I reached into my desk and brought out a picture file, sifting through it to find suitable snapshots. “Michael is generally all over the place, and Alison spends most of her time with Jean. We usually meet for meals and special outings.”
He watched me a few minutes, his quiet body radiating a certain tenseness that made the air around him vibrate. “They won’t leave him either,” he announced.
“Likely not,” I agreed. “Does that trouble you?”
“It confuses me. I would not bow to him or any other man.” Sephiroth slowly began removing his gloves. “I appreciate that a woman’s weak spot for a man would keep you in place, however,” he went on. “What I do not understand is why the others would stay.” He slapped his gloves across his knee. I beheld hands like Hojo’s, only longer.
“Your current captivity would make it a difficult reasoning,” I offered. “And, from what I understand, you were brought up in captivity.”
He blinked. “I…suppose you can look at it in that way,” he said after a few seconds. A dark, troubled expression seeped into his fine features. “My circumstances are significant?”
“General Sephiroth,” I said quietly. “Your childhood is very important to your adult outlook. Feeling abandoned and neglected in one’s youth, one’s early developmental stage, will cause a plethora of issues and confusion in later years.” I slid a photograph to him from the desk top.
He took the picture of a mother with child and looked at it carefully. “This isn’t her child,” he announced quietly.
“Correct,” I said.
“The child is obviously Wutainian but the woman is… Gongogan.”
“If you say; I cannot tell much with babies. They have such squashy features at that age.” I sat back a little. “What sort of feeling do you get from looking at them?”
He frowned. “Why does she look after a child that doesn’t belong to her? Where are the natural parents?”
“The natural parents either died or do not want the child,” I told him. “She volunteered to be the mother.”
Sephiroth continued to look at the picture. “I probably killed the parents,” he said after a moment. “The woman wears clothing appropriate to the time period of the war.”
I steepled my fingers. His confusion over the motives of love and his nearly automatic assumption of guilt told me much. “You led men,” I pointed out. “You led men trained to do as you did.”
“They were my arms and legs,” Sephiroth argued. “Even if I did not personally dispatch this child’s parents, I still bear responsibility.”
“Why did you decide to go to war with Wutai?” I asked gently.
“I didn’t.” Sephiroth tossed the picture back onto my desk. “I’m a soldier.” His words caught up to him. Dawning realization made his eyes dart to the side. “I’m still culpable,” he said stubbornly, making fists. “I had free will.”
He felt remorse. I saw it plainly.
Sephiroth still had the spark that made him question. Without firmly entrenched morals, that spark turned inward and fed a destructive fire.
“You feel accountable,” I murmured. “In this you are the same as any soldier, General. It doesn’t matter if one kills a single person or thousands; it all amounts to a soldier’s questioning of himself and of his position.” I sat up, drawing his eyes. “Your feelings are perfectly, utterly natural.”
“A true soldier doesn’t question,” he countered, but his hands relaxed.
“Who told you that?”
Startled, Sephiroth met my eyes completely. “My early commanders,” he disclosed. “My trainers and my superiors.”
“Who all understood that a soldier who doesn’t question is a soldier of merit,” I said grimly. “But, you aren’t a fool. You aren’t a follower. You stopped being a follower the day you killed the elder Shin-Ra.”
“He bled like a stuck pig,” Sephiroth said in a soft voice. “One strike and his menace ended in a fountain of crimson.” He paused. “Now, his son struts around, making trouble. Things are only marginally better here under his command.”
“Will you kill him, too?”
“I have no reason to kill him, yet,” he said. “I haven’t decided if I want to resume a position here or not.” He resumed lounging, his eyes toward the ceiling. “The military is all I know, yet it doesn’t appeal to me much. Why should I promote Shin-Ra?”
“You’ll have to think on it,” I replied. “I’m here because of your father. If I didn’t have him, I would leave.”
“He will not be my motivation to remain,” Sephiroth commented dryly. “I can’t fathom how he inspires such loyalty. Enlighten me.”
I sighed. “I can only speak for myself with any certainty.”
“Then speak,” he said. “I’m spilling my guts to you and I think it only fair you do the same.”
“Very well.” I leaned on the desk and organized my thoughts a bit. “I’ve never had a bit of luck with men,” I began. “I married early and suffered the hurt and indignity of a philandering husband, who ended up raping me. Afterwards, any relationships I attempted had a distinctly sour and unfulfilling flavor. I’d given up on having an exciting, mutually beneficial love affair years ago.”
I got up and began to walk a little, stirred to movement by the force of my memories. Sephiroth watched me silently, his green eyes glittering.
“Shin-Ra abducted me and your father decided he wanted me for himself. I spent several days feeling a lot of fear in his presence, even though he never harmed me.” I paused by the corner of the desk and grabbed my water bottle. “But, I watched him and saw how he interacted with the slaves he’d already firmly placed within his care. Gradually, I relaxed a little.”
“He treats his property well,” Sephiroth admitted. “It is a factor in my anger. He could not treat me well, but he can treat strangers like family.”
“Yes, he treats us well,” I agreed. “But, we are not strangers. You must consider how you and he could have been used against one another, had he revealed he cares.”
“It still smacks of cowardice.”
“If he hadn’t cared, if he didn’t care, would he attempt to bring you back to life?”
“I can’t answer that.”
“Nor can I.” I resumed pacing. “To the original topic, Hojo inspires loyalty with kind indulgence and gentleness for his slaves, and with fear and work benefits for his staff. I responded to his patience first, I believe.”
“Are you sure it wasn’t his cock?” Sephiroth asked, smirking.
I smirked right back. “His cock wasn’t a factor until about a week ago.”
Sephiroth, eyes wide with surprise, considered me. “Why did he hold off? If you belonged to him, he didn’t have to wait. He loves women and beauty, and you are quite beautiful.”
“He doesn’t use his slaves that way.”
Sephiroth frowned. “Don’t tell me he has a moral code. I won’t believe that.”
“Everyone has a standard they apply, even you, General Sephiroth.”
He went silent and so did I. After a long, uncomfortable twenty minutes, Sephiroth gave a sigh. “I won’t kill him,” he announced quietly. “I was willing to take an alien for a mother, you know. I suppose I can take a deranged scientist for a father.”
My heart began to beat very fast. “Shall I tell him, or shall you?”
“You can tell him, if you like.” Sephiroth grabbed a piece of his silver hair and began winding around and around his wrist, his expression distant. “Jenova is gone. Her legacy should be me, but I don’t want it. I’m content to use her powers without hearing her in my mind.”
I waited, nearly breathless with curiosity and the weight of the moment.
“She had the most beautiful voice. She spoke without words and sang without melody. I missed her for the first few years. She made my decisions easier.” He let go of his hair. “Did you have a mother?”
“She died when I was very young,” I revealed.
“A father?” he gave me a sharp look.
“He disowned me when I married David. It wasn’t a large loss; I hadn’t spent much time with him.”
“What is your last name?”
“Grey.”
“And your ex-husband’s?”
“Roelin.”
Sephiroth resumed looking up at the ceiling. “Are we finished?”
“For the day, I suppose.”
“Good. I need to think.” Sephiroth stood gracefully. “I’ll tell Hojo how I feel about him myself,” he said. “See you tomorrow.”
I nodded and walked out. Turning, I looked at him one last time. He stood beside the computer control panel, his hands behind his back and his silver head bowed. Feeling a pleasant sort of melancholy descend upon my shoulders, I closed the door.
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