LOvein Me For Me

Authors Note
Dysgrahia: Is the impairment to write as a result of brain dysfunction (New World Dictionary)

This deviation above will explain why, I have such a hard time with spelling and grammar. I have been diagnosed, with this brain problem and as you can read it in my stories it is true. For some reason I am cursed to want to write anyways to do something I can’t even do! I have the want and the need to write my creative Ideas, but no one can understand this unless they have this problem to, that problem is the want to write even though the brain won’t let them. So I guess I have another Impairment of the brain, that is the want to share my stories with others, I thought I would be curtsies enough to explain why it seems that a 10 year old is writing these stories. I have been writing in note books since my freshmen year of High school and now it has been 8 years that I have been taking pen in hand and putting my stories down on paper. I suppose if I could only read the story to you myself perhaps then it would sound better because I know what I am trying to say, and I am not trying to offend anyone with my problem. I don’t think any amount of help will help me. Because I was in Learning Disabled Classes all my life, and I was tottered the only way for me to change and have proper grammar and spelling is to just get a new brain. I am sorry to anger people as well, it is just crazy how I can’t see the awful spelling and grammar that the rest of you can, who knows if me typing this out is understandable like I think what I am saying to my own eyes is readable, but to everyone else its like a language from outer space or something. Who knows maybe I am just not part of this world anyways, maybe people with problems like mine aren’t earth creatures because for the odd fact I want to write and can’t. Or maybe not all people just me, anyways I know this is long and kind of getting to sound like a broken record damn brain! This is all the more I have to say and I hope people with an open mind can understand what I am trying to tell you.

Looks UP DAMN that is LONG Sorry so try to read my stories if you can’t then don’t and I apologize thank you.

Ace
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This is my new edited version well Part one anyways the other chapters still need work warning)

Once about 4 years ago when Cloud was just a grunt as they call them in SOLDIER he was hovered over by the general like a hawk, General Sephiroth didn’t understand why this young boy of only 16 drew him in. He was skinny and small it was true but just the way he moved and spoke he was beautiful small or not he was the picture of beauty, he had hair as golden as the sunlight's afternoon haze floating over a field of flowers. His eyes were a dark sapphire blue and held many secretes , to his hidden soul. Sephiroth thought they were like windows, shut not wanting to let anyone in. Sephiroth longed to know what was hidden in those deep pools thinking how could one so beautiful have sorrow. His face alone was as if it had been carefully crafted so there would be no flaw, beauty and perfection were words that could only barely touch the surface of this angel that seemed to have fallen. From heaven he seemed lost, Sephiroth wanted to hold him in his arms and make him feel better, but he couldn't bring himself to speak much with this angel. He feared he might chock Sephiroth was normally never afraid of anything, but the way this angel caused his heart to beat when he walked by made all his courage runs and hides.

Then there was the logical side, to all of this the worldly side that screamed this feeling was wrong. Cloud was just a grunt and way to young for him he thought how it might look. He was 30 this lad was 16 at times he cursed himself for letting this child do this to him, he was never like this before and no other young man did that to him, if he did try anything he could be put in jail for being a pedophile so this is another reason why Sephiroth didn't speak much with Cloud. He was afraid that if he started to talk his feelings would spill out, and it would be his undoing.


This young boy had it hard though like most grunts but he was still worse off because he was so beautiful it made most of the other soldiers laugh at him because they thought he was weak which wasn’t true. Cloud tired not to let the men's words get to him he would not let it show that he was effected.

As Sephiroth longed from a far things were taking place that would start a wonderful chain of events, though at the time to Sephiroth it wouldn't seem wonderful nor to Cloud but it all started.
One day after being there for 3 weeks Cloud had just got done with a very hard training, and his Captain Zack had made him run around the track with weights on his ankles. Then had fake bullets shot at his head and he had a stick. With the stick he had to hit them away it was tiring, he could still hear the bullets whizzing by. His heart felt as if it was going to beat out of his ears. When he was done he went to the shower, he hated taking showers because everyone stared or maid comments.

“Hey pretty Princess.” One man called as he walked passed Cloud rolled his eyes and walked on.

“Shake that ass boy I like seeing you walk.” Another one spoke, talking as if Cloud was a piece of meat.

Cloud just held his head high and walked passed. “Come on leave him alone.” Another person would say and the other men would just tell him to shut up, that person was thrown out of the shower room. Cloud had picked a stall farthest away from everyone, and removed his towel and put it on a chair next to his stall, little did he know he was about to be come prey for the lustful and hateful as there eyes watched. His naked body become exposed and he went into the shower and turned it on. One man who was a lot bigger older and stronger then Cloud, made his move, as the grunt would have no way out now that he was in the little shower cubical. He had another man make sure no one was coming down the hall then lock the door and put a chair on the door knob just to make extra sure no one would come in. Cloud still clueless of the monsters about to strike was enjoying the hot water falling on to his sun kissed skin relaxing his tight muscles. The man who slowly made his way to the corner stall had muscular arms, was bald and had a golden tooth, his name was Jake and this was his 3rd year being in the training camp, he was wicked and able to sway others to do as he did. He was already put in jail before for crimes as rape, he just couldn't get enough of seeing weaker beings wriggle under him, it made him feel so powerful. He finally came to the stall which had no cover just two tiled walls on either side His followers were right behind him.

"Well don't the freak have a nice ass or what boys," Jake's deep voice comes rumbling into Cloud's ears, fear crawled up his legs and quickly grasped his heart which started to beat madly in his chest. He turned around which he didn't know how he willed his feet to do but nonetheless it happed and he saw Jake and 3 other big ugly men peering in the shower at him.

Some how though Cloud found his voice, perhaps it was the adrenaline also the need to defend himself. " Leave me alone, or you'll be sorry," he spoke and it didn't sound quite like he had hoped, it sounded pathetic and helpless the men laugh.

"No I don't think we will be, I think we will have fun," Jake came into the stall and Cloud threw the soap at him. That causes Jake to laugh even more, he took one of Cloud's wrists in his hand, Cloud bends down and bit Jake on the hand, when Jake felt sharp teeth pierce his flesh he cries. Then slaps Cloud a crossed the face the force made Cloud hit the wall hard since the shower stall was small this caused Cloud to see stars. "Fucking biting pussy, bend over you freak and take this up the ass like you should Fucken bitch!" He took a hand full of Cloud's now damp blond hair and shoves his face into the wall. The next thing Cloud knew there was a big thick cock up his virgin asshole. He had stayed quite the whole time not wanting to give Jake anymore power then he had, but it hurt like a bitch so he cried out feeling shame and embarrassment. "Oh that is one tight asshole," Jake laughs in his ear, his hot breath sent slimy feelings crawling over his body. The pain wasn't as bad as the shame he felt," That is right scream again bitch," Jake pulls Cloud's hair.

"Owe Fuck," Cloud tried to keep the tears back but shame and despair took a hold "HELP ME," He cried the men laughed knowing there was no one to help him, then it seemed he turned into a ride cause everyone seemed to start to hump him taking turns he heard each man's harsh laughter.

"You like that you slut?" One man asked him while he made him bounce up and down on his penis while he sat in the chair that was next to the shower.

"So tight tender and young," another man whispers in his ear as he fucked him bent over in the shower running his hands lustfully over his ass. When Cloud thought it would never end and he was stuck, he saw his chance as his will to get away became strong. He was once again being fucked with his face to the shower wall he noticed the wash rag bar was lose, he grabs a hold of the wash rag bar. With all his strength he rips the bar out of the wall when he was turned around by Jake, he hit him over the head with it and knocked him out then, leaping over Jake he swung the bar at the other monsters. They backed away and he dropped the bar and ran for the door throwing the chair out of his way he yanked open the door. He ran down the hall way blood running down his bare legs, as the assholes had rapted him tell he was raw and bleeding. He had fiery red hand prints all over his back side as well. He could still feel the mad stinging on his ass cheeks. He knew he would probably bleed but all he cares about now was to get away.

“Come back here you Fagot we aren’t done with you yet!” Yells one of his attackers at him; his harsh voice travels to the ears of the terrified Cloud.


He slips some on his feet as he runs he was pretty fast but he thought those men wouldn’t have any trouble catching him his legs were stiff he was pretty shaky, then he was caught around the throat by one of the man's big hands. He knew he was caught and he was feeling pretty weak as it was, "Fool thought you would get away you dumb ass kid!" He hears the man say in his ear the other man came to face Cloud, and he punched Cloud in the gut causing him to see stars. He also gasps for air when the wind was knocked out of him.

"That is for hitting Jake, and not taking your fucking like a man," the man sneers, then he pushed Cloud down with his ass up in the air while the other man held his hands.

"Please no more, I don't like it please stop," Cloud pleads there was nothing else he could do but plea for them to stop. The men laugh being turned on by his pathetic pleas for it to end.

This is wear fate lends a hand, Sephiroth was walking around the grounds making sure grunts and other Soldiers where in there bunks. Also because he was bored and for once got all his paper work done he opened the shower house door, there was 3 shower rooms, it was a pretty big shower house when he came in he heard a odd sound, like that of whimpering. He came down the long hallway fallowing the cries the hall T's to the right and to the left and Sephiroth came to the middle of the two hall ways. He saw the source of what was causing the crying, he saw Cloud's head being pushed back and forth on the cold floor while another man raped him. He felt anger growing inside of him also a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach, kill was something else that came to his mind so many thoughts were rushing through his mind as he came down the hall way, the men didn't hear him coming over Cloud's cries. He didn't say a word, it was to late by the time the man who was holding Cloud's hands down looked up. He saw Sephiroth tall and towering over him with death in his eyes. The other man stopped what he was doing Cloud wondered what was going on. The man fucking Cloud saw the General but got the wrong Idea since he was so far into this sick game he has the nerve to ask, "Want to join Sir he does have a nice ass." The man grins wickedly patting Cloud on his ass then slapping his rump that was sticking up in the air which he was still fucking. He managed to get a squeal of pain out of the poor helpless lad under him.

Sephiroth does not say a word but pulls out his sword, he was so angry he didn't think of what he was doing, all he knew was his sweet angel was being treated less then dirt and he would not have that, he kicked the man in the face knocking him to his ass, then Sephiroth seemed to float over Cloud's little body that now lay shivering on the floor. Then a fear like no other seized the man but that was all he could feel before blinding pain, as Sephiroth sunk his sword into the man's groin. Blood swiftly started to gush out the man died from shock, and the other man was running down the hallway, Sephiroth ran after him and grabbed him by the shirt he turns him around, "We don't need worthless Soldiers here, was anyone else a part of this tell me and you might live." Sephiroth says his voice deep and commanding eyes lite with his power and anger seeping through he had the sword to the mans throat pinned to the wall in front of him.

"Yes sir," the man squeaks out then Sephiroth hit him with the butt of his sword and knocked him out. Then he came back to the curled up form on the floor, his naked body was bathed in the moon light causing his skin to look blue and his golden hair to be white.

Sephiroth kneels down beside him he sees his abused backside and with a shaky voice he asks, "Cloud," he asks trying to hold back his tears "Can you move?" To his surprise he did move and swiftly he cowers away, from Sephiroth into the wall sitting on his bum. He saw Cloud winches when he sat down on his black and blue bottom.

"Y..Yes s..ir," he answers shivering and he felt warmth under his bum, that was from the blood and cum that was running out of his ass.

"Is there anything broken," Sephiroth wonders before wanting to move him and hurting him. Worse though the swift movement Cloud made that could have hurt him worse then Sephiroth might have.

Cloud looks down and shakes his head, then answers tears clouding his eyes and sorrow filling his throat," Just my pride sir, I am so ashamed." Since he felt shame he didn't care if he cried in front of his silver haired hero.

"Come on I'll get you cleaned up Cloud," Sephiroth then scopes up the small broken boy in his arms and he was even lighter then he thought. Cloud was surprised to be lifted into the air so smoothly, he carried the lad to the shower house and sat him in one of the large tubs and filled it with warm water that was soon died with blood. "I am surprised you have not passed out from blood loss." Sephiroth says thinking it was amazing and sad, he saw the embarrassment as well in Cloud's face, Cloud never wanted Sephiroth the one who he wanted to have respect from him. See him as being someone’s bitch he frowns biting his lips, "Cloud don't blame yourself, there is nothing to be ashamed of besides those assholes, they deserve no less then my cold blade in each other there temples." Sephiroth was running warm water over Cloud's body, Cloud could see the anger in his sharp green eyes. He kind of liked Sephiroth giving him attention like this, "Now if you like I can heal your ass and you will have no pain there." Sephiroth says his eyes seemed to come back to there cool green self.

Cloud nods some, "how do you want me then," he wonders speaking as if it was automatic, like he was not really believing that is what Sephiroth wanted to do.

"First I want to make sure your clean then I will take you to my room and heal you myself," Sephiroth answers and then placed a gentle hand on Cloud's bruised face. He couldn't help but touch the angel, he was pulled into him like a star pulls in a planet.

Cloud turns his head some and kisses Sephiroth on the plam of his hand which shocks the General normally nothing takes him off guard. Of late this young angel was changing Sephiroth and Cloud was innocent and knew nothing of his effect on the great General. "Thank you Sir," he says with a very serious look on his face, He looked so sexy Sephiroth thought sitting in hot water with the steam rolling around him his heart sped up when he kissed his hand.

He felt his face become warm damn was he blushing he thinks, now he wasn't really ever the blushing type but then again he had never known someone so perfect. He finally found some words to say, "Your welcome Cloud, and no need to thank me" he then removed his hand as much as he didn't want to Cloud felt his face become cooler since he removed his hand. After all the dirt and blood and rape was washed away and Cloud's muscles were not feeling so stiff, Sephiroth carried Cloud to his chambers.

"Sir you don't have to carry me you know I can walk it is alright." Cloud tells Sephiroth feeling kind of bad that Sephiroth was hauling his ass around.

"Oh it is no problem Cloud, your hardly anything for me to carry," he laughs and ignores people watching him walk by with the lad, the other people as in other officers who were guarding the base. Then he stops and turns around, "Officer Collins," he calls and a guard came over to him with his hand to his forehead and salutes him.

"Yes sir," he says standing very straight weighting for his commands.

"In the shower house I had to take care of a useless grunt who disobeyed me as he was out during the time to be in the bunks doing criminal things so he is dead, and I would like it if he was removed before anyone sees it tomorrow." He says like it happened everyday and it can because some SOILDERS where not cut out for this line of work and if they couldn't be a SOILDER they were dead. Sephiroth saw this as not being able to full fill the duties of a SOILDER so he killed the asshole and he felt good about it too.

"Yes sir," Collins salutes him again and gives a fleeting glance at Cloud who was cradled in the general’s arms with his black coat wrapped around his body, then he went on his way to do as he was told, perhaps he didn't want to know.

Sephiroth finally came to his apartment and set Cloud down so he could get his key out when he fishes it out of his pocket and unlocks the door, before Cloud knew it he was scooped up again and carried a crossed the thrush hold, "Sir!" he says taken by surprise.

"Please call me Sephiroth," He smiles warmly at him, The apartment was nice and clean when they came in Cloud could see to the left of the room there was white carpet and a black sofa facing a big sleek black screen T.V. with a glass coffee table with nothing on it but an ash tray that was clean. Then to the right was a bar that ran along the front of the small kitchen that left enough room for a person to walk around into, which of course it had a frig but it was black, and there was a oven and a microwave to match and the kitchen had hard wood floors. Sephiroth carried Cloud passed all of that and into his room, which was just as clean and looked like it had hardly seen any use. His bed was huge and in the center of the room where there was one window that looked over Sephiroth's battalion so he could see everything that went on if he wanted to. It had a black and grey comforter spread a crossed it smoothed neatly so there was no wrinkles, there was a closet to the left of the room, also a night stand that had a cell phone on it and an pack of cigarettes with only one left and a silver lighter next to that.

"I didn't know you smoked," Cloud says with a frown as Sephiroth set him on the bed which was very soft.

"I know its a bad habit, but in this line of work it can't be helped." he then pulled off the jacket that was covering his body he yelps some as it was swift and cold air hit his skin.

"Sorry, but I want to heal you now, after this I'll go and get you some clothes alright, cause your staying with me tonight I am not letting you back out there with those paronas not to night anyways." He laid Cloud down on the bed pushing him down some he saw the fear in Cloud's eyes. "Clam down Cloud I won't hurt you now stay here," he left the room for a moment then came back in with a little blue box and sat down next to Cloud. "Please get on your hands and knees, this will be over in just a few seconds I promise," Sephiroth says giving him a reassuring smile.

"Yes Sir..er Sephiroth," he corrects himself and got up on his hands and knees, Sephiroth couldn't help but admire his fine round ass it was so spank able even if it was red from being spanked before. He shook off these perverted thoughts and opened the matira case there was a very light blue ball inside and he picked it up and with his free hand he opened up Cloud's smooth ass cheeks. He was glad Cloud wasn't looking at him because he was blushing madly. Cloud first felt cool air on his opening then the cooling ball was ran a crossed his opening tell it faded and went inside of him making his whole lower have tingle with warmth, then it felt cool and then there was no pain at all. "That was amazing," Cloud had liked Sephiroth's touch on his bottom even though he had just been hurt, Sephiroth's touch was different.

"There your healed you can turn around now," Sephiroth informs him. Cloud didn't want to move because then Sephiroth would see what he had done to him when he touched him, it was shameful he had become hard with his touch.

"I ok but don't look alright," Cloud says not really knowing how to say it.

Sephiroth chuckles,"Cloud I am sure you don't have anything that I haven't seen on myself, but alright." Damn he thought he had already saw him naked the whole time, Cloud could be so odd sometimes.

"No your right, besides I suppose I should let you know and why not," Cloud thought again because he wasn't going to hide anything now from Sephiroth so he turns around and sits down and Sephiroth saw his penis sticking up like a hard pole. "I know it is so shameful because I just got raped but well then again no one ever helped me out." His face was really red now but Sephiroth didn't even seem like he was laughing at him but had sympathy for him he didn't want to do anything he might get in trouble for.

"Well Cloud I have to go out like I said for a few minutes but when I come back if you like and you really want it then I will help you out alright but only if you want me to ok?" Sephiroth says holding his hands and looking him in the eyes seeing if he was being freaked out yet his hands where trembling.

"Sounds good to me Sephiroth," he smiles and lays back on the bed and Sephiroth smiles to and kisses him on the forehead. Cloud heart beat madly at the thought of Sephiroth "helping him out", after all Sephiroth would be the only one he would want to touch him he thought.

"I shall be back with some clothes for you swiftly," he says and takes his jacket and goes out of the room leaving Cloud alone. Since Cloud was on such a soft warm bed he couldn't help but fall to sleep and he was feeling very save in Sephiroth's room.